Chapter 11

Let's Be Us Again

JPOV

I went over to Bella's today to talk to her while Quil was at work. I was hurting watching how hurt my two best friends were hurting. I kinda have to admit I knew Quil would screw up. I hate to say that but he is an ass sometimes. Part of me even wished that Bella didn't let him move back in. I know how awful that sounds, but I have been in love with Bella since I was 16. I just never acted on it cause I knew how much she loved Quil and Quil loved her. I was so mad at him when he just let her go when he found out she was pregnant.

I feel better now that I admitted that to myself. I will never let Bella know how I feel, but it is part of the reason I haven't settled down. No one can compare to her.

"Jake"

"Yeah?"

"Am I doing the right thing?"

"I can't answer that. What do you feel in your heart?"

"I love him Jacob, but I don't know if I can ever trust him fully again."

:"I know, but you have to start somewhere. Come on Bells. Quil and you were meant to be" Shit that hurt to say. "You have loved each other since the beginning of time."

"Ok. I tell him when he gets home from work."

.BPOV

I think I am ready to totally forgive Quil. We have gone out weekly just us. We go to dinner, the movies, and other stuff. Paul and Jake have been great about watching Charlie. We have really built our friendship back up. I missed that. Quil and I were friends before we ever started dating in high school and it is good to have that back. I trust him for the most part and I believe that he won't hurt me again. I guess it is just in time too. I am due in two weeks. I want us to be ok with the baby coming. Charlie needs it too.

By the time Quil got home it was time to go to my last ultra sound appointment. He hadn't been to one yet cause I was being stupid and letting this get in the way of our child so I let him come to my appointment . I didn't want to find out what we were having till the baby was born, but I needed to start decorating the nursery. I hate yellow and didn't want to do tan, so that means I need to find out what colors we are doing. The appointment went great. I forgot Quil wasn't with me for Charlie's appointments and I immediately felt like an ass. How could I take this away from him?

The doctor confirmed we were definitely having a boy and I could see a tear fall from Quil's eyes. A little Quil running around. God help those girls when he gets older. If he is anything like my husband they are in trouble. Now all we need to do is decide on a name. I know what I want, just have to check with Quil.

"Bella. Thank you." Quil said as we drove back home.

"For what honey"

"For letting me come to see our baby"

"Quil I am so sorry. I didn't think. I never should have kept you from coming with me from the start. It was wrong and once again I kept you from another child."

"Bella…you were hurt. I understand. I wish I could have been the man you needed."

"Quil you are the man I need. I want to be us again. I miss you. Move your stuff back into our room"

"Are you sure Bells?"

"I have never been more sure about anything. I love you and I want you back in our bed."

"Well Mrs. Ateara you don't have to tell me that twice." I giggled. He was just so cute.

"Can we talk about names?"

"Sure"

"What are you thinking? I like Luke"

"Luke is ok but I want Quil Ateara Jr."

"Really Bella? You want to name our son after me?"

"Of course. Why would I not? Even if we hadn't gotten to this point I couldn't imagine my son not being every bit like his dad. You are a great father Quil"

"I should have been a better husband"

"Stop it! Look baby, shit happens. You are human. You made a mistake. You realize you made it and you have done nothing but try to earn my trust and love back since you moved back in. These last few months may have been rough, but Quil we are friends again. I not only have my husband, but I also have my best friend"

"Yeah Jake"

"Well of course Jake is my best friend as far as friends go, but Quil you are my true best friend. I can tell you anything. I trust you with my life. You are my forever"

"You trust me?"

"Yes. I know I am a tough nut to crack."

"I didn't deserve your trust, but I am glad I have it back"

"You do and I am not going to say anymore about it after this, but I suggest your never do anything to lose it again. I won't be forgiving next time. We will be done"

"There will never be a next time. You are my forever too"

We went home and moved Quil's stuff back into our room.

"I want you Bella"

"Quil" I blushed. Charlie was down the hall. "Charlie is still awake"

"I don't care. It has been too long since I have made love to you"

"Quil."

"Bella"

"Charlie?"

"Yes mommy?"

"Why don't you go downstairs and watch tv for a while"

"Ok…..can I watch a movie"

"Yes"

"YIPEE"

Charlie ran downstairs and as soon as Quil heard the tv turn on he was shoving me into the wall. It had been so long since he touched me I was afraid I would burst.

"I missed you Bella. I missed everything about you. Your eyes" He said as he gently kissed both my eyelids.

"Your nose" He said kissing the tip of my nose. "Those luscious lips" He grabbed my top lip in between his teeth as he suckled it licking my bottom lip. I was so wet. He hadn't even really touched me.

"I missed your neck, your chin…mmmm this little spot right here between your collarbone and your shoulder."

He slowly moved his hands down right above my breast and started taking off my shirt. "I missed your tits and your nipples. God I love sucking on them." He said as he removed my bra and then took my nipple in his mouth sucking and biting on it as he rolled the other one between his fingers.

"Quil"

"Shhhh or you won't be able to hear what else I missed."

Holy Hell.

He sucked on my other nipple and started moving down to his knees, kissing my huge belly on the way down.

"Damn you are sexy. I mean you are sexy anyway, but pregnancy gives you a whole new kind of sexy. Let's see where was I. Oh yeah. I missed your beautiful legs" He kissed my legs from ankle to thigh, ignoring my heated wet center. Then he moved up to my belly.

"Hi Son! I can't wait to meet you! Now is not such a good time though cause I am in the middle of loving your mother. Gosh I am glad you don't know what that means. See you soon son"

Quil kissed my belly again and then started taking my pants down. My pants hit the ground and he stroked my core through my panties. I groaned so loud I was sure Charlie heard me. It had been so long since I felt Quil's body against mine.

"Turn around and put your hands against the wall" He ordered me. As I turned around he sat against the wall and guided my body towards his.

"Now what did I forget. Of course. What I missed the most was your hot wet pussy and how it tastes. Bring it to me. Bring your pussy to my mouth. I want to taste you and I can't wait anymore."

If I wasn't wet before I was now. That was hot. Luckily Quil was tall enough that when he sat down his face was right up to where my pussy was. He breathed hot air on to my dripping core and swiped his finger down my bare slit.

"Ugh Quil" He drug his finger up to clit, withdrew his finger and put it in his mouth.

"God you taste so good. I am so going to enjoy this. You better keep your hands on that wall. I want you to come so hard you have to use to wall for balance."

Before I could even coherently think about this Quil was grabbing ass, bringing me impossibly closer as he put his mouth on me. I almost growled when his tongue hit my clit. I almost forgot how skilled he was.

He licked me from my hole to my clit several times before he inserted two fingers inside me and circled my clit with his tongue.

"Oh Quil. Right there baby."

He pumped his fingers inside of me two more times and sucked my clit so hard I saw stars. He bit down on my clit and then licked me again as I came. He was right I came so hard I had to hold onto the wall. I screamed his name the whole time and I swore all Forks heard me.

I started to move so I could return the favor when Quil stopped me.

"No ma'am. This is all about you. Come here."

We walked over to the bed and Quil sat down guiding me on top of him. I don't think you could really call this reverse cowboy but damn it felt good.

"Quil I am going to hurt you. I am huge"

"First of all you are not huge. You are gorgeous. I love you seeing your belly swelled with my son and you could never hurt me beautiful. I love you so much. Thank you for giving me another chance. I will never let you down. Now hush and let me make love to you."

Quil stroked my breast with one hand and held onto my hips guiding me up and down on his cock with the other hand.

"Bella you are so damn tight. You feel so amazing. I want you to cum with me. Help me make you cum"

Quil couldn't reach around my belly to stroke my clit so I rubbed my clit as he pinched my nipple making me cum. Quil feeling me tightening around his cock sent him into his own release and we came together moaning each other's names. Quil put his head on my back and that is when I heard what I had been dreading.

"mommy!" Charlie ran up the stairs.

"Shit Quil do something"

"What do you want me to do. You have to get off.

"damn I don't want to."

"Well unless you want our daughter seeing us like this I suggest you do something now Bella"

"grab the blanket Quil. We can throw it over us."

"Yeah that won't look too suspicious" He laughed.

In the end we wound up taking the blanket and covering ourselves as walked quickly to the bathroom.

"Mommy?"

"One second babe. I am getting dressed"

"Where is daddy?"

"he is getting dressed too."

"you are both in the bathroom. That is gross. Did daddy see pee?"

Jeez he has seen me do more than that.

"It is ok Charlie. Daddies can see mommies pee."

"ok. I'm hungry."

We got out of the bathroom and went downstairs. I hadn't taken anything out for dinner so we all went out for pizza. Apparently the baby didn't like the pizza cause I went into the labor right after we got home. Quil Ateara Jr was 8lbs 5oz and was 18 inches long. Charlie was thrilled.