Chapter 13

Not Again

BPOV

The last year and a half has been so amazing. Charlie was doing well, Jr. was getting so big and Quil and I were happier than ever. I couldn't ask for more. I had a hard time believing that my little boy would be three in a matter of months. He was the spitting image of his father and smart beyond his years. He started talking before he was two and was speaking in full sentences four months after that. I'm not saying Charlie isn't smart. Jr. is just a little more advanced. They were so in tuned to each other's feelings. They were almost as close as twins. It was strange.

Last week Charlie had gotten sick and I panicked. I know it was only a cold, but her life has been so difficult already. So I took her to the doctor. They did a blood test that showed her white cells were elevated. I was so scared.

"Bella. Don't panic. She just has a sinus infection. Her white blood cell count is going to be elevated. It is not abnormally elevated so there is nothing that a little antibiotic won't cure. We are continuing to monitor her and so far she has been doing great." her doctor told me confidently.

A few days later she seemed to be feeling better so I felt more relaxed and sent her to her friend's house for the evening. Jr. was with Paul for the night and Quil and I finally had a night to ourselves. It had been a while and I needed to feel him. I figured I would make him dinner since we seemed to eat a lot of take out lately.

"Bells?"

"Yeah?"

"What are you doing?"

"Making dinner Quil. What else should I be doing?"

"That my love is a loaded question. I can think of tons of other things you should be doing"

"Really?"

Next thing I knew he was nuzzled up against my neck with his hands wrapped around me, his fingers inches from my core. I was already wet. He didn't have to even touch me. Just thinking about all the things I could do to him had me dripping. He kissed my neck right under my ear and I shuddered under his touch.

"Something wrong baby?" He asked

"N…nno"

"I love that I still get that reaction from you when I touch it. It makes me hard"

"Quil….if you don't stop you will not be eating dinner"

"If I wasn't so hungry Bella and the food didn't smell delicious, the only thing I would be eating for dinner would be your delicious pussy. Don't worry though you will be my dessert."

I almost dropped the spoon I was using to stir the spaghetti with when he said that. It is amazing how Quil can make me turn to jelly with just a few words.

"You are so quiet Bells. What are you thinking?"

"I can't think of anything but you eating me instead of spaghetti"

"Isabella…..don't tempt me. Dinner can always be my dessert"

"Quil…..you are not making this easy."

"I never said I was trying to"

He was insatiable.

"Go sit down. Dinner will be ready any second"

"But Bella….I want to feel you"

"You will, but unless you want me to burn myself you need to go sit down"

"Ok." He sighed as he sulked to the dining room.

We ate in silence just staring in to each other's eyes thinking of the pleasure we were about to give to each other. It is not like Quil and I haven't made love. It's just more quickies now than anything with the kids. It is gonna be great to be able to take our time.

We finished eating and I did the dishes as Quil kissed every part of my neck and sucked my earlobe. Thank God there weren't a lot of dishes. I wouldn't survive much more.

QPOV

I love my wife. She is the center of my universe and the taste of her skin as I suck her neck is making me crazy. How many more dishes does she have to wash? Finally she was finished and she wiped her hands on the dish towel and turned to stare at me. She was so beautiful. Sexier than she could ever know and all MINE!

"Come here baby" I cooed to her

I wasn't going to make it upstairs and we haven't christened the couch yet so the living room it was.

She sauntered towards me and I thought I would cum right there just watching her. She walked up to me and put her arms around my neck as I kissed her. She kissed my cheek and whispered to me "Now what are all these other things you were talking about?" I almost forgot my name. Shit I was harder now than I was before.

I guided her back towards the couch. "I plan on showing you every single one my beautiful Bella"

Good. I can't wait to feel you Quil"

That was all I needed to hear. I ripped open her shirt, buttons flying everywhere and was pleased to know my earlier suspicions were true. She wasn't wearing a bra. Her perfect tits bounced at me and I couldn't turn my head.

"You are so beautiful. You get more beautiful everyday and I know everyday I will fall more in love you then I was the day before. You complete me Bella"

A tear rolled down her cheek and she threw herself against me. "I love you Quil"

"I love you too Bells"

I kissed her as I reached down to rub her nipples between my fingers and she moaned. I loved hearing what I did to her. No matter how much I knew I pleased her it did wonders to hear her voice it.

I leaned my head down and took one of her nipples in my mouth as she gasped in delight. "Oh Quil" When I was satisfied I had sucked her one nipple enough I repeated the same on the other nipple. When I had gotten my fill I moved back up to her swollen lips and she ghosted her hands under my shirt lifting it and taking it off. She scraped her nails down my chest, squeezing my nipples as I hissed her name.

I slowly ran my fingers down her bare back and rested them inside her sweatpants as I kissed her until she had to turn away to breathe. I got down on my knees and slid her pants down her legs. FUCK! She wasn't wearing any panties either and her pussy was bare. What was she trying to do to me.

"Bella" I nearly growled

"You like it? I thought I would try something different."

"Bella are you trying to kill me? My life insurance is not enough to take care of you and the kids?"

"Very funny Quil. You don't like?"

"I love it. It means I get my face closer to your sweet pussy."

"That sounds incredible"

"I bet it will feel even more incredible" I told her and dove into her pussy without giving her a chance to think.

"FUCK! QUIL!" She screamed as my tongue dove into her. Maybe it was me, maybe it was the fact I hadn't tasted her for a while, or maybe, just maybe it was that the fact that her bare wet pussy was closer to my face than it ever had been, but she tasted better than I ever could remember.

"FUCK YOU TASTE GOOD!" I groaned when I took a breath. I pushed her on the couch, got down between her legs, shoved two fingers inside her and dove back in licking her like I was never going to taste her again.

"Shit Quil I am gonna cum"

I took fingers out of her and spread her lips allowing me to access even more of her clit as I sucked and circled her clit with my tongue. She arched her back and I bit down on her clit. As soon as I did that I was rewarded with her sweet juices. I felt like a man dying of thirst on the desert and Bella was my salvation. I licked her dry and slid back up her body kissing her. "See how fucking good you taste baby? If that was the only thing I could eat the rest of my days, I would die a satisfied man"

She laid there for a second as she gained her composure slowing her breathing back to a steady pace. She sat up on her elbows, her gorgeous naked body on display and licked her lips. I went to stand to take off my pants so I could enter her and she stopped me just as I got my pants and my boxers past my incredibly hard cock.

"Oh no Quil. You are not getting off that easily" She said as she pushed me back giving her enough room to get on her knees and took the head of my cock in her hot mouth.

"BELLA! SHIT"

She grabbed the base of my cock with one hand and my balls with the other and moved her mouth down to where my cock was wrapped in her hand and back up making a popping sound with her lips as she reached the head of my cock. She continued this motion a few more times as my eyes rolled back in my head. "Ok you can make love to me now" she told me as licked her lips.

I didn't hesitate as I laid her down and hovered over her lining myself up at her entrance. I pushed into her, both of us moaning at the contact. Her warmth enveloped me and I knew I was at home. There was nothing better than feeling Bella around my cock.

As I continued to pump in and out of her, I listened to her moan with every long stroke. Finally when I felt she was ready and I knew I was close I reached in between us and started rubbing her clit. Her breathing picked up and she started moaning my name as if it was the last words she would ever speak. I pushed myself fully into her and pinched her clit as she tightened around me. She started to cum and her release sent me into mine. I screamed her name as I unloaded my seed into her and collapsed on her. We caught our breath and I turned her so that I was spooning her on the couch. Just as we were about to fall asleep the phone rang.

"Hello?" Bella said answering the phone

I couldn't hear what was being said on the other end of the line, but Bella looked concerned.

"I'm on my way"

"Bells?"

"It was Maria. Charlie is sick. She has a fever"

"Give me a chance to get dressed babe and I will come with you"

BPOV

My poor baby. We got to Maria's and Charlie looked so pale. I had brought her blanket with me and wrapped her in it and we carried her to the car.

"Should we take her to the hospital?"

"No Quil. Let's wait till the morning"

I barely slept that night listening for my girl to wake up. Finally around 3am I fell asleep with Quil spooning me from behind. I was awakened to Charlie calling for me from the bathroom. "MOMMY! MOMMY!" She screeched.

I ran to the bathroom with Quil on my heels to find my daughter in the bathroom standing by the sink, gums bleeding, looking paler than she did when she first was diagnosed with leukemia. I knew what this meant and I told Quil to take her downstairs as I ran to get dressed.

"Bella?" he called behind me looking confused.

"Call Paul and ask him to keep Jr. a little longer"

I threw on clothes, grabbed my keys and headed downstairs. I sat with Charlie as Quil got dressed. I turned around to get a washcloth and wash Charlie's face and heard the worst sound imaginable. I turned back around to find Charlie passed out on the floor.

"QUIL!" I screamed as he came barreling down the stairs.

"Oh God Charlie" he screamed when he saw her on the floor and fell to his knees in front of her. I forgot he wasn't with us when this happened the first time.

As he was kneeling next her on the floor I called 911. It seemed like it took forever for them to get there. I ran out of the house when I heard them coming and saw Jake as he was pulling up to the house.

"Bella!"

"Jake! It's Charlie!"

"What?"

"She passed out. We picked her up last night cause she wasn't feeling good. She has been sick on and off for the last few weeks. When she woke up this morning her gums were bleeding and she passed out. It's back Jake. The fucking leukemia is back!"

"Bells, honey you don't know that"

" I KNOW THE FUCKING SIGNS JAKE. I WAS THERE WHEN SHE WAS DIAGNOSED! YOU WEREN'T"

"REALLY BELLA? WHO'S CHOICE WAS THAT?"

"FUCK YOU JAKE!"

"I'm sorry Bells. I know that wasn't your choice. What can I do?"

"Come to the hospital with us. Quil and I are going to need you"

"Let me call Mylissa to meet us there, if she is up to it"

"Up to it? Jake?"

"She's pregnant. That is what I was coming to tell you"

I flew into Jake's arms. Scared for my daughter. Happy for my best friend. What a mess.

They loaded Charlie in the ambulance. I rode with her and Quil and Jake followed. I can't imagine what was going through their heads. I was scared and I had been through it.

I called her doctor and he met us at the ER. They had a private room ready so she didn't have to wait to be seen or to get a room. I knew the routine. Blood work and waiting. Probably staying a few days.

Charlie still hasn't woken up. They hooked her up to oxygen and put heart monitors on her. I hated to see her this way. They had drawn blood hours ago and now it was just waiting to hear from the doctor.

Quil was sitting in the hospital room, his head in his hands. Jake was pacing and Paul had shown up. He dropped Jr. off at Quil's parents. Funny how I only knew Paul a few years and he was the brother I always wanted and needed. Finally the doctor's came back in and I could tell the news was bad.

"Well?" Quil said standing up.

"It's back isn't it?" I asked

"Yes" Her doctor confirmed. As soon as he said it I started to cry. Would Charlie survive this? Her little body had already been through so much.

"So what now?" Quil asked

"We treat her until we find a marrow donor."

"What's her prognosis?"

"You know I can't say that Bella. It depends on how well she reacts to the chemo and how fast we can find a donor. Your brother or husband will not be a match. Have you been tested?"

"Yes and I am not a match."

"Ok. We will figure it out. Right now let's just do our best."

"Why isn't she waking up?" Jake asked the question I was afraid to.

"I think her body is just in shock. She has been through a lot"

Days went by and she still hasn't woken up. My baby was in a coma. Luckily she was breathing on her own and didn't need a respirator. I just wanted to see those beautiful eyes. Quil was falling apart. He wasn't sleeping, barely eating. Jake finally pulled him outside and told him if he wanted to help Charlie he has to take care of himself. We still haven't told Jr. what was going on. I couldn't but I knew we had to. I had planned on going to talk to him tomorrow. Fuck my life!