okay i know i'm pretty much signing my own death warrant here, but i'm going to discontinue this story.
i'm really sorry but let me explain. See I've got this thing in my head that won't allow me to finish a story unless it has a happy ending for everyone involved. I've gotted to the point with you'll be in my heart where i just can't see a happy ending. I'm really sorry and I've been trying to think a way out of it but I can't.
If anyone really wants to then they're welcome to continue this story themselves, just drop me a note telling me beforehand :)
In other news I've started playing around with a few ideas for an AH story. It involves Bella being Carlisle's illegitimat daughter and the plot in my head is quite complex with lots of mature themes - ie drugs, sex etc. If I do write it then it will be long and I might nto be able to update very often because of school and everything, but I will be committed to it :)
Also for those of you who wanted me to do a follow up one shot to the fireworkmaker's daughter you may just get your wish. I'm playing around with a few ideas but I won't publish unless I'm really happy with it, which I'm not right now so ideas would be appreciated ;)
If you're still reading this, it's greatly appreciated. And I'll try and get the first chapter out for my new story asap. So far it's called Lights will Guide you Home - inspired by the lyrics of the great Coldplay song Fix You, so keep an eye open, yes?
much love and apologies,
Lydia