AUTHOR'S NOTE: Eh-mah-effing-gawd! I'm SOOOOO sorry u guys. I haven't written like in forever, like a thousand zillion yrs. And I mean it. So sorry. Here's next chapter. Maybe not so good. But I hope u enjoy! I might post another one later just as an apology gift for not writing, but it might be Massington or Clam? Hmm. Oh well just read and review and tell me what you think. Ideas are welcome.

The It Café

May 20, 2008

5:30 P.M.

"Hey!" Josh said while hugging Alicia.

"Ellow!" she said hugging him back.

"You look uh… hum… eh… well… nice." Josh managed to say. And how could he nawt say so when Alicia was wearing shorts showing her long, toned and tanned legs, plus turquoise went well with her skin colour, and her polo was Ralph Lauren, both favorite designer ever..

Alicia felt her cheeks burn. It had been so long since the last time Josh had said something like that to her she didn't remembered how it felt. Of all the boys that told her compliments every single day at OCD, Josh was the only one who made her blush. Then she came back to reality and stopped just starring. "Thanks, you look good too." She said throwing her hair to show her good side while stepping in the car.

Josh smiled, his perfect white teeth smile. He looked so ah-dorable with his red Ray Bann wayfarers and navy Ralph Lauren polo.

"Leesh like seriously, you'll love this café! It even has your favorite latte flavor, amaretto. "

Ehmagawsh! Alicia thought… he remembers!

"Yay!" She squealed in delight while stepping in the café followed by Josh.

"I'll go order. You can pick a table?" Josh said.

"Sure." Alicia said a smile starting to draw on her face.

She waited for Josh flipping through her favorite magazine, Teen Vogue. Just then Josh arrived.

"Here, careful it's hot. " Josh said, like you he felt like saying but he couldn't. He was supposed to be dating Ew-berry.

"Thanks" she smiled and carefully took the cup from his hand.

"So what ya reading?"

"Oh, just this article on short hair, so in right now. Do you think I'd look good with short hair?" She asked forgetting who she was talking to.

"I don't know, but I love your hair" Josh said impulsively while playing with a lock of her gorgeous black waves.

Alicia giggled and felt tickles in her stomach. Oh no! The butterflies… Josh was so lost in the moment and her giggles brought him back to reality and react. He remembered who he was supposed to be dating but couldn't handle it much longer… He was getting closer, Alicia was getting closer, they were almost nose to nose, he was leaning in to kiss her and just then his iPhone vibrated. FUCK! Josh felt like saying for screwing such a perfect moment then a personalized ringtone in a high-pitch voice started screaming "LOOOOOOVEE!! IT'S ME ANSWERR!! BABYYY"

When Alicia heard he was about to turn and start tearing up, how could she be such a fool, this had been probably just a prank to make fun of her, but just the Josh threw his cell to the floor not caring the ringtone was still screaming took her by the arm and pulled her so they lips met. It was just perfect Alicia was surprised and she couldn't think, just react and she wrapped her arms around Josh, her fingers tangling in his soft brown hair, she just then realized how much she missed that. And then she realized too how that was wrong because Josh was dating Strawberry and it took her all her strength to pull apart.

"What's wrong Ally?" Josh sweetly said as he used to lovingly call her. Everything felt so real but so unreal at the time, was she dreaming? She didn't had such an imagination that could recreate those awesome feelings.

"I uh… um… Josh… I don't know, I mean this is confusing, this feels so good but so wrong at the same time. I'm confused, I mean I don't know how you really feel for me… and… "

Josh cut her off and grabbed her and brought her closer to his face she could have melted in this gorgeous round shaped chocolate brown eyes, "Ally, didn't you just saw me throw that phone?"

"Uh yeah, but I…" then she was cut off again, this time Josh leaned to her ear, she could feel his breath and then whispered, "Alicia… I ONLY love you. Always have… and always will."

"Ehmgawsh!" she lowered her head and managed to say in a whisper, she felt her heart had stop and her breathing too.

"Is that like… wrong or something?" Josh said wearing a worried expression in his face.

She turned her head up and looked him straight in the eyes, "Au contraire Josh, I… I kinda… love you too. No, I feel like the exact same way about you."

"I love you" Josh said and then kissed her again. And not only kissed. French kissed.

They were like magnets that couldn't break apart but they had to take a breath, after all they were humans.

"I think I should drive you home now." Josh said sadly.

"Yeah…" Alicia replied in a sad tone too.

They walked to the car holding hands like they used too and Josh held Alicia's hand all the way home while driving while they listened to their favorite songs. Then when they got there he walked her to the door.

"I hate having to leave you." He said with a sad puppy expression holding her hands.

"Awwh me too." Alicia said while she freed one of her hands to touch his face softly. "But I'll see you tomorrow." She smiled, a sweet smile, the one Josh loved.

"Yeah." Josh said a little happier than gave her a quick sweet good-bye kiss on the lips. "I love you, don't ever forget that." He said while he started to walk away.

"Me too!" Alicia shouted after him. "Wait! This means we're back together, right?" She asked sweetly with a smile on her face.

Josh turned around with a doubtful face and his hands on his pockets. That was not good, Josh always did that when there was something wrong or he forgot something.

"Umm… well see Leesh there's this little problem…" Then Josh saw her expression and thought it'd be better to talk about it later. "Call you later?" Josh felt so bad, how could he do this to her if he loved her so much, he didn't wanted to hurt her, he needed to think of a way to say "the problem" to her in a right way in the right moment and this was definitely not the right way nor the right moment.

Alicia was barely able to nod, she kept the smile but her eyes definitely showed a different feeling, She saw Josh get on the car, she waved good-bye and then slowly walked in the house through the big heavy wood doors that felt like 1000 pounds that night and collapsed right there. The little problem could be nothing good.

The smile faded of her face. And suddenly her body was happiness- free, in the same amount as it was fat-free.