A New Year's treat for everyone! Happy 2011!

Nothing really explicit, of course, but it's their first time. So, if you don't want to read about it, just skip it to the next chapter, which I will post again soon. Anyway, if you saw Smashed (arrrggghh), you can read this.

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"I have something for you in my house."

Buffy looked at Angel and smiled.

"You have?"

"Yes."

"What is it?"

"Not going to tell you. It is a surprise."

"Surprise? Goody! I love surprises."

"Yeah. I know you do."

Buffy smiled again and Angel could see her need for him in her eyes.

"Buffy. Are you… are you really sure of this?"

"I've never been so sure of anything in my life."

Angel just looked at her and smiled. She was beautiful, but he had known a lot of beautiful woman. Of course, he was attracted to her at first because she was beautiful. However, when he came to know her then he fell head over heels. She was sexy, smart and fun, despite the things that happened in her life. People were just drawn to her because of the happiness in which she did everything. He had seen her with her friend's parents, with his family and with people that worked for or with her. Everyone just loved to be around the girl. She had always something to say to help. She was turned something easy with just her opinion. She always made him feel peace. How could a man know her beyond the beauty facade and not be in love? Angel stopped his car in front of his house and turned to Buffy. He held her hands when she made the move to leave the car.

"Stay here. I come to get you when your surprise is ready. "

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Buffy stayed in his car outside for over twenty minutes waiting for him to come back. When he did, he took her out of his car and held his hand over her eyes so she'd not see anything. He guided her to the house entrance and opened the door, pulling her inside and closing it behind him.

"You can open your eyes now."

Buffy slowly opened her eyes and what she saw left her mouth hanging open. Soft light was illuminating the main room and corridor and there were red rose petals in the main room and through the corridor to the bedrooms together with burning candles. A red carpet ran from the door through the main corridor up to the door of Angel's room. Buffy turned around with eyes full of tears.

"Oh my God! Angel… it is… everything is beautiful."

He gathered Buffy in his arms and leaned to kiss her softly.

"It is a present for you."

"What for?"

"Just for you. I am the happiest man in the world and just wanted to please the person that gave it to me."

Buffy held Angel's nape hair and pulled his head down to kiss him fully. She pushed him against the door, while their tongues dueled for pleasure. When they came out of it for breathe she looked at Angel sheepishly and smiled.

"In the end, you got a surprise huh?"

"Yeah. Woman, do you know what you do to me?"

Buffy held the waistband of his jeans.

"I have a good idea."

Angel just smiled and kissed her softly again. Then, he disentangled himself of her and caught her hand.

"Come on! There is something more for you."

"More? "

Angel just held her hand and guided her to his room, where Buffy found chocolate and champagne in a table near the bed, which was also covered with rose petals. There he opened the door to the huge bathroom and motioned for Buffy to come inside. Buffy gasped. The bathtub was full and the water smelt wonderfully. Again, there were rose petals all around, including inside de tub.

"Oh my! This is… I promise you I will make you the happiest man in the universe if you continue to pamper me like this forever!"

Buffy grinned and Angel blushed. She laughed.

"You blush?"

"Hey! That is not a woman-only thing."

"Were you planning to seduce me?"

"Will you believe if I say no?"

"No? Are you sure? Because this whole setup seems a lot seductive to me."

"Not in that way. This is just me… pampering you as you said. This is for you… Well, maybe some heavy smoochies, but not what you have in mind. I'll… I'll just go get something. Take your…"

"What? Aren't you going to stay here with me? It's a huge tub you know…"

Angel blushed again and smiled. Buffy started taking her clothes while looking at Angel seductively.

"I can drown inside of it… or feel a little cold. I'll need someone to help me in both events. "

Angel gulped when he saw Buffy fully naked in front of him. They had been fooling around a lot, but had never seen each other like this. Buffy turned around and entered the tub.

"Angel, come inside please?"

Hearing Buffy beg was the thing to take Angel out of his contemplating state. He took his clothes to be fully naked in front of Buffy and she gasped. At that moment something inside of her just convulsed. She had touched him before and she thought he was big, but seeing him without clothes on was a vision… a big vision. Angel kissed Buffy, helped her up, sat behind her, and then he positioned her in his lap, bubbles covering both of them. Buffy dropped her head in his shoulder and Angel, wanting to do things slowly, started doing some circles in her belly with one of his hands.

After a while, Angel touched one of her breasts, which made Buffy squirm in his lap and moan. The hand in her belly went lower and Buffy parted her legs to give it better access. She turned around and kissed Angel, whimpering against his lips when he caressed her nether lips. She squirmed more in his lap feeling his hardness under her, what made Angel moan against her ear. She gasped when he finally did what she wanted so much by inserting a finger inside of her. Not long after it, with Angel stimulating her whole body, she convulsed against him crying out his name over and over while he kissed the nape of her neck.

Feeling Buffy relax against him after her peak, he nibbled her earlobe.

"Keep doing it Sir and you won't know what hit you."

Buffy smiled against Angel, and squirmed in his lap against his hardness. He moaned and finally stood up to carry her to the bed. He deposited her gently on the bed. He grabbed a condom, put it where it belonged, and positioned himself atop of her. Then, he proceeded to caress her lips, closed eyes, nose, earlobes and wet hair.

"Are you sure?"

Buffy opened her eyes and looked at the face of the man over her. She caressed his face and kissed him.

"Yes. I am. But if you don't want I am ok with it."

Buffy moved playfully to get out of under him, but Angel grabbed her back and avoided it.

"Oh I want you… I more than want you. Don't you feel?"

"Oh Yeah… I feel… a lot."

"I'd do everything to not hurt you."

Buffy's eyes watered and Angel kissed her.

"What is it?"

"Nothing. It is just that you are being so wonderful, so gently, that is moving."

"I won't hurt you. Just tell me anything and I'll stop, ok?"

Buffy couldn't speak anymore. She just shook her head yes. Angel kissed her softly and brushed his hardness against her nether region. Buffy felt him entering her and moaned in pain when she felt her giving away to him. Angel immediately held himself and kissed the small tears forming around her eyes.

"I am sorry. So sorry, baby. Why can't this be less painful?"

His frustration for the pain she was feeling was so moving that Buffy smiled despite the initial pain.

"What? I don't like you to be in pain. Do you… do you want me to stop?"

Buffy just caressed his eyebrows and shook her head no.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. I am already liking you were you are."

Angel kissed her and started to move again. He was so hard and she was so tight around him, but he knew he could hold himself up to when she was used to him inside of her. Every time she moaned or hissed in pain he stop and covered her face with small kisses, proposed to stop it, and when she said no, he continued. Finally, he was completely sheathed inside of her. Buffy spread her legs wider so she could feel him deeper and that was his undoing. He started to move with shallow thrusts inside of her. Buffy hissed in pain, but pressed back against him, and hissed again. Angel stopped and gently got out of her body, leaving her stunned. He rolled and brought her with him. She cushioned her head in his shoulder and he kissed her head.

"What happened?"

"You are in pain. I don't like seeing you in it and it is worst when I am causing it. It kills me. Let's just relax for a while."

"But you…"

"Buffy, this night is for you. I'll be ok. Ok?"

Buffy hissed again when she threw her legs over Angel's waist. Then, Angel remembered something. He looked at the bed sheets, which got Buffy's attention. She gasped when she saw the red spot, but Angel just gathered her in his arms and carried her back to the bathroom, where he showered and dried her with fluffy towers. He left her in the bathroom, changed the bed sheets, and carried her back to bed. Again, she cushioned her head in his shoulder. Angel started doing small circles in her arm and Buffy slept after a while. He smiled and vowed to stay wake, but he also slept.

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AN.: Buffy was really determined to get into Angel's pants, huh? This is a different approach because I wanted her to want it, even more than Angel did. She was sure of her desire for the man she loved. This way she will be happy about it too, instead of doing it just because Angel is a man and needs it or because she was afraid she would lose him because she was not doing it.

I really didn't want Buffy to have pleasure in her first time because it seldom, if ever, happens. I wanted this to feel real. Besides, I believe that a man must be caring in a moment like this and a lot unselfish to love the woman in first time.