So.. next chapter.
I hope you like it.
More drama, more pain, maybe more Edward. I don't know. And Bella already knows that Jacob is a werewolf.
I'am dutch.
And I do not own Twilight

Chapter song: Sober- Pink.

The next weeks I spent time with Jacob. We had much of fun!

We took walks among the beach, while he told me stories. I also met a few friends of him. Embry, Quil and a few others.

I was on my way, I promised to visit today. Jacob, as always, greeted me enthusiastic.

'Bella!!!' he yelled, and he ran up to me. I crouched, pretending to be scared and I screamed: 'Help, werewolf attack.'

We laughed. 'It's great to see you, Bells.' 'I could say the same about you too!' I said.

'So what's on the planning today?' I asked as we walked back to Jakes house.

'Well, I actually are nearly finished with my car, would you mind if I finished it?' he asked, his eyes apologetically.

I laughed. 'Of course not. I love to see you working!' 'Yeah, I could have guess that, it's always fun watching somebody sweat- wait, you haven't seen me working at all.. how do you know-' Then it sunk in.

'You spied on me?' he said, sounding not angry at all. I smiled quilty. 'As I said, I love watching you work.' I teased and I ran away. He run after me, and of course he was much faster than me. He caught me a few foot in front of the garage.

'You thought you could outrun the big, bad wolf?' he asked. 'No sir, please don't eat me, please. I'm not delicious at all.' I pleaded.

He released me, taking my hand and he pulled me into the garage. I sad down on a chair and watched him work.

When it's good, then it's good,
it's so good till it goes bad.
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had.
I have heard myself cry, never again.

I'm safe.
Up high.
Nothing can touch me.
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain.
Inside.
You're like perfection.
But How do I feel this good sober?

I really, really didn't want to lose Jacob. I needed him, though it was unfair. He gave me everything and I could return so little.

He deserved more, and I wish I could give him that, but I knew I couldn't. The wounds were still to fresh.

I had a bad feeling, but I didn't knew about what. Something bad is gonna happen soon.

I didn't care about me being involved, as long as it didn't hurt Jacob. If necessary I would take all the suffer.

All this worrying gave me a headache.

In half an hour he was finished and he looked up. 'Finished!'

'Wow.. great. You're car is really the most beautiful one I've ever seen!' I securred him. 'I'm happy you like it, I worked hard for it.' he said.

'What, for me liking it?' I teased him. He looked at me surprise. 'Huh.. no I..' 'Kidding.' I joked.

'Oh Bella...' 'You know you love me.'

'You better be glad about that.'

My headache became worse, I felt a bit dizzy and I closed my eyes, moaning.'Are you all right, Bella?' Jake asked anxious.

'Yeah, only a headache. Is gone in a minute.'

'Are you sure.'

'Yeah...' But I wasn't I was feeling horrible. I sat down for a minute, but it only got worser.

Then I heard two voices: Embry and Quil.

'JACOB!' Embry called. 'IN HERE.' Jake yelled back. It pained my ears.

They walked in. 'Oh hey Bella.' Quil greeted me and I put up one hand, greeting back.

'What's with her.' Embry asked.

'Headache, I think.' Jacob answered.

Headache... It sounded wrong in my ears. No, this was no headache. My whole body, felt numb. I groaned. Pain spread through my body.

'Bella, what's wrong?' Jacob asked, kneeling in front of me.

'I..I feel..I don't feel my leg.' I realised.

Embry kneeled beside Jacob. 'Bella, how many fingers am I raising?' he asked. I tried to look, but my sight wasn't sharp anymore. 'Dunno.' I mumbled. I felt so tired.

'Not good.' Embry muttered.

'Bella, honey, can you try to stand up?' Jacob asked. 'Maybe.' I answered.

'Quil, Embry help me.' Jacob commanded. Embry and Quil grabbed one arm, while Jake stood in front of me, watching me. THey helped me up slowly. My head was spinning. 'Bella, we let you go, oke?' Embry said. No..no! Don't let go! I wanted to said, but I couldn't find my voice. I felt their grip loosen. I stand straight up for one minute, but then everything went black and I collapsed right into Embry's arms.

When I woke up I lay on the ground. My eyes fluttered open. I heard Quil calling with somebody. My dad?

Jacob hold my hand and when I he saw my eyes were opened, he squeezed it. 'Oh Bella. You really freaked me out. You know that.' he said.

'Bella, how do you feel?' Embry asked. I waited one second before answering, so the answer would be true. 'Yes...' I whispered.

'Can you sit up straight?' Jacob asked. I nodded. They helped me up and at the same time Quil said: 'Bella, your dad is coming to get you. He want to go the hospital, to check on you.' I nodded again.

Fortunetly my headache was gone. Unfortunetly I didn't knew what was just happening to me.

After a few minutes I heard my father arrive. 'Bella!' he said anxious. 'Oh god, what happened? Luckily I was in the area.'

'We're not sure what happened, Charlie. But she fainted, after acting really weird.' Quil answered.

Charlie looked at me. 'I'm bringing you to the hospital.' I nodded.

'I can carry her for you.' Jacob offered and he picked me up, holding me close to his chest. 'Bells, are you oke.' I smiled in answer.

Charlie held open the car door and Jacob put me on the backseat. 'May I come with you?' he asked Charlie, who nodded. He got in the car, too.

Whe got to the hospital quickly and we didn't have to wait long.

I had to explain the doctor exactly what happened and what I felt, he questioned Jacob as well.

'Well, miss Swan. How are you feeling?' the doctor asked. 'I'm fine.' I answered. what happend this morning, looks like the normal kind of fainting, with a few exeptions. You can go home, but come back if this happens again or if you have trouble with your eyesight.' I nodded.

'Thanks doctor.' I said and I shook his hand. 'You're welkom.'

We left the hospital, I said goodbye to Jacob, who was picked up by Embry and Quil and Charlie and I went home.

I went to bed early and sleep caught me fast.

The next day Charlie didn't want me to leave the house, he wanted me to take it easy. Instead of me going to Jacob, Jacob would visit me.

He didn't stay very long, only a few hours. He had a meeting with the tribe. I deceided to sleep when Jake had left again.

I stayed home one more day, but I couldn't stand it alone at home any longer so I went to La Push again.

Jacob was happy to see me out bed.

'How would you like to meet the rest of the tribe?' Jake asked suddenly. Was he kidding?

'Won't they mind that?' 'Of course not, silly! They'll love you.'

He drove, in his new car, to Sam's house. That was their meeting place.

Everybody was so nice to me, well exept for Paul, but Jacob had already warned me that Paul was always a bit grumpy.

Emily loved to have another female in the house and I liked her very much.

Jacob took me over there nearly everyday. And if he was 'going out' with the pack, I was there for Emily's benefit. I became good friends with her.

But a few days later, it all went wrong. I hadn't slept very well that night and I was so tired. But it was Emily's birhday and she invited me to come. I was so glad they'd accepted me, so I would go, no matter how tired I was.

sam's house had changed in a party place. It was a little house, just enough room for all of us.

'Bella!' she greeted me cheerfully. 'Happy birthday, Emily.' I said and I hugged her, giving her her present.

'Oh Bella, thank you.' when she opened it she squeled. 'Oh wauw, it's so beautiful, thanks so much!' she thanked me, hugging me again.

It was a great party!

'You like it?' Jacob asked me after a while. 'Yeah, I really enjoy it. Thanks for inviting me.'

'You're welkom. Emily is so happy you're here....' Jacob said, but then it went silent. There was no sound anymore, not at the whole party, though everybody's lips talked on. I looked around, but no one else noticed it got so quiet. I looked back at Jacob, whose lips were still moving. I stared at him blankly and he stopped talking. I saw his lips saying my name. I blinked and then, suddenly, the sound turned on again, but then thousand times louder.

I covered my ears.

'Bella?' Jacob asked. 'Are you oke, do you have a headache again?' He sounded anxious. And, again this week, everything turned black.

I'm Looking for myself, Sober

'She passed out again!' I heard a voice say. Probably Jacobs.

'Oh my, she looks so pale!'

And then all the muscules in my body shrivelled up. My whole body shocked.

'She's shaking!' 'Held her still! I call an ambulance.' Somebody commanded, Sam I think.

'Bella, Bella! Calm down!' Jacob pleaded, his hands traced my face, stroking my hair out my face. 'Please, Bella.'

'What's hapening to her?'

'I don't know.'

'You think she has the same thing as in your garage?'

'Maybe, only this is different.'

I kept struggeling; the pain in my body was unbearable, thousant times worser than in Jake's garage. After a few minutes I heard the sirens. Then, after a few more seconds somebody came into the room, kneeling beside me. He grabbed my arm and gave me an injection. After giving me the morphine they lifted me on a stretcher, the pain flooded away and my body stopped shruggeling.

When I was in the ambulance, it didn't take long before I felt the drowsiness. My body went limp and after a few minutes the night closed over me.

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly come and play
Aahh, I am falling
And If I let myself go
I'm the only one to blame

So this was chapter two.
Now difficult times lie ahead. Next chapter is from EPOV!!! I think it's a little shorter than this one, but I'm not sure.
Please review and let me know if there are grammer mistakes.