A/N IMMA FIRIN MA LAZER BLLAAAAAAARGGHHHHHHHHH
I seriously want to do that to some people right now. Grr. It's so nice to know that I have all these wonderful amazing people here who read my story, you all make me feel so loved~~~ HEARTS TO ALL
So... ahem...
This chapter is pretty much a deleted scene from both the book and the movie, but one I included NOT because I need to work on my kissing scenes *shifty eyes* but because I feel everyone was sorely robbed of it. William Goldman stated, in one of his authors notes, that he felt the couple needed a bit of privacy – don't we all? – but see, I have no problem with giving them no privacy, because I am a fangirl.
So, in other words, enjoy this purely unneeded fluffy/sexy racy kissing scene that made me change the rating~ THIS ONE IS FOR ALL MY BELOVED READERS/REVIEWERS
Disclaimer: I'm too lazy to think of anything original to put here.
Chapter Thirteen – Is It Getting Hot In Here?...no it's just me
The world spun around him, making insane shapes and colours whirl into one great melting pot of light. He could feel his body hitting sharp rocks in the ground, and he knew it was supposed to hurt like hell, but for some reason, none of that registered in his brain. The only thing he could think was "Sebastian."
How could he have not known? How could he have not seen it? Even with a mask on, Ciel roared to himself furiously, you should have been able to recognize the face of your one true love, git. And now look at the situation you've got yourself into. In fact, I'll be surprised if you make it out alive.
Suddenly, everything came to a halt. Blinking rapidly, Ciel was surprised to find that he was not dead, no he was very much alive, and the reason for this was he had landed on something soft.
Something that felt suspiciously like Sebastian.
A groan came from underneath him, followed by a "Young Master, if it wouldn't be too much trouble, could you please get off?"
Ciel yelped, and rolled away from him. Instinct overcame sense, and he picked up the nearest object he could find and chucked it at his former butler's head.
"You bastard!" He exploded. "Why didn't you tell me it was you?"
Sebastian, now completely free of his mask, rubbed his head where it had been attacked. Ciel was startled and embarrassed to realize that his face was bruised, and blushed ashamedly. But – that didn't mean he completely let go of his tsundere tendencies.
"Well? I'm waiting for an answer!"
Sebastian laughed gently. "Young Master, are you hurt? Can you move?"
The kindness of the question, the sweet, calming look in Sebastian's eyes, it was all too much for poor Ciel to take. "Move?" he gasped. "Move? You're alive!" A blush spread across his cheeks, as he shouted, "If I wanted to, I could fly!"
And indeed he flew, right into Sebastian's arms, where he was cradled and pulled into a tight embrace, and it felt so good, so right, to be back in those arms, that just maybe he let a few tears escape.
"I told you I would always come for you," Sebastian whispered, his voice a caress to Ciel's ears. "Why didn't you wait for me?"
Ciel pulled back, glaring at him from underneath his glowing face. "Well, you were dead," he pouted.
Sebastian merely shook his head. "Death cannot stop true love," he murmured, stroking Ciel's cheek. "It can only delay it for some time."
Ciel felt his lips twist into a smile of their own accord. "Then I will never doubt again," he declared, leaning forward and resting his forehead on the older man's. He smiled in return.
"There will never be a need."
They moved together simultaneously, lips connecting with an almighty crash. Five years was just too long to spend apart.
Ciel melted, feeling his face cradled by masterful hands, that wonderful tongue roving it's way around his mouth, those wonderful lips moving on his. He wrapped his arms behind Sebastian, clutching the fabric of his shirt, doing anything and everything he could just to bring them closer.
They barely had a need for air. Who thought about air, at a time like this? Ciel couldn't have cared less, but when Sebastian moved those lips down to his neck, he felt himself gasping. Sharp, sweet pain filled him to the brim, as those perfect white teeth bit and nipped and teased at the skin, bruising it oh so easily. He wasn't close enough yet. He slipped his legs around Sebastian's waist, groaning in absolute ecstasy as he pushed him to the ground and began kissing him even more fiercely that before.
Slipping his hands under Sebastian's shirt, Ciel revelled in the way those hard muscles felt under his hot skin. The idea that that body belonged to him, and that he had it all to himself, made him so uncharacteristically happy that he stretched his leg out, pointing his toe in the air.
His happiness took a sudden downturn, as a wave of unexplained sadness overcame him. Mutely, he slipped his hands out from under Sebastian's shirt and looked away.
The raven-haired man pulled back, looking happy but confused into the face of his beloved. Ciel hummed, reaching up and tucking a stray hair behind his ear. "I love you," whispered, and as his voice cracked he realized with a start that he was crying. Sebastian's eyes widened.
"Young Master," he said softly, wiping the tears away from Ciel's eyes, "What is it? Why are you sad?"
Ciel sniffed. "Because I..." he hiccupped. "I needed you!" He shouted suddenly, more tears flowing. "Damnit, Sebastian, I needed you, and you were gone..." he wiped his eyes furiously. "I love you so much it hurts, and I missed you so damned much..."
Sebastian closed his eyes. "I apologize," he murmured. "I never meant to be away from you for so long. It hurt me too." He opened them, and Ciel almost shivered at the intensity in them. "But I am here now. And I can promise you I will never leave again."
Ciel leaned his face into the other man's neck. "Promise?" he asked quietly, his lips moving against the skin. Was that his imagination, or did Sebastian just shiver?
"Yes, my Lord," he growled back huskily, and before Ciel could say or do anything, he had been pushed back onto the ground harder than before, and Sebastian was ravaging the inside of his mouth like never before. Ciel nearly screamed, it felt so insane, and he arced his back, their kisses becoming sloppy, barely even caring where lips and tongues were as long as they were touching somehow. Sebastian's breath was ragged, and the sound made Ciel shudder with pleasure.
He moaned weakly as hands found their way under his shirt, fingers stroking against his chest in a way that made him writhe. He slipped his own hands to Sebastian's back, fingernails biting into the skin. Never, never in his life, had he wanted something more than he wanted this man right here, right now.
This might have explained the whine that escaped his lips when Sebastian pulled back. "Kiss me more, damnit," he groaned, closing his eyes. "I command you."
"I... I can't." Sebastian turned away, anything to avoid that teasing look Ciel was giving him. "Young Master, I..."
"What?" Ciel sat up abruptly. Sebastian sat back a little, refusing to look him in the eyes. "Why not?"
"If I..." he heaved a deep breath. "If I keep going now, I won't be able to stop myself."
"And what is wrong with that!" Ciel exclaimed. "In fact, I would really be very pleased if you weren't able to stop yourself." Yes, because the thought of Sebastian taking him right here on the grass and ripping his clothes off with his teeth was making him feel very, very happy indeed-
"I want to," Sebastian groaned, "Young Master, You have no idea how much I want to. But," and here he glanced up at the sky, "If we stay here any longer, we may be caught, and then where would we be?"
Ciel groaned, and pit his face in his hands. He was right, of course, that bastard. "Fine, then," he grumbled. "Let's go."
They both glanced up at the ridge they had fallen from, then back to each other, then back at the ridge. Sebastian raised an eyebrow. Ciel smirked.
"Five more minutes."
"Your wish is my command!"
Ciel squealed as Sebastian pounced on him, and they tumbled over backwards.
A/N Eh... heh heh...
Why is it that I am so incredibly addicted to the idea of Ciel and Sebastian's relationship being like that of a teenage girl and her super-hot college boyfriend? You know, all hot and sexy but still fun and filled with reckless abandon at the same time? Am I just weird?
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed that little scene and that I didn't fail too badly. But, maybe a review would be nice? Because reviews are the derp to my face? 8D
