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Hermione P.O.V
"What if I told you I don't want to move on?" I watched the words spiral off his lips, leaving me breathless and nervous.
What if…
I was willing to give it another try?
I took a deep breath and swallowed hard.
"Lavender." I hoarsely whispered, and watched his gaze shift to a confused one.
"Lavender?" He questioned.
"Yeah. You weren't okay with Krum, what makes you so sure I was completely okay with Lavender?" I turned to look into his eyes, frustration slowly started to cloud them.
"Are you fucking serious? Are we having another argument over something that happened when we were teens? I can't friggin' believe this." He stood up and ran a hand through his fiery hair.
"Ron I just…" I got up and walked towards him.
"No. Enough. I can't fucking believe this. I was about to…you know what? Nevermind. It's clear we can't move on from things that fucking happened so long ago. For the love of god 'Mione how have you not moved on? After our relationship? I gave that relationship everything I had! The cuddling, the constant sex, the jokes, everything!" He turned red and looked straight into my eyes while yelling at me.
What was he about to do?
Does he still have feelings for me?
"Don't yell at me! I stood by and watched you with her every fucking day! I went along with all the cutesy stuff and I dealt with your relationship. Then one day it all came tumbling down, you broke me Ron! And our breakup was even worse! You completely broke me! Mr. "I'd rather play for the Cannons then stay with my girlfriend!" You've done more damage than you can even begin to believe! So don't you DARE yell at me!" I screamed right into his face and held his gaze for what seemed like an eternity.
Our eyes were both passion filled, and our blood boiling.
He can get mad over Krum, but I can't get mad over Lavender?
I tried to keep it together during their little 'relationship' but my goodness it was hard. I've never been more emotionally challenged in my life. He's always driven me nuts, but this time…
I don't know if we're gonna make it through this.
"I'm going Hermione. Let me know when you've calmed down." He walked away with his hands in his pockets.
It's now or never.
"Ron no wait!" I ran after him, I mean what choice did I have?
"You need to calm down. We can settle this after we both have our heads on straight alright?" He said and walked into the castle, leaving me alone and hurt.
I was gonna go after him.
I just might have even kissed him.
Forget everything, I miss him so much.
Damnit.
I stared up at the sky and felt the cold wind hit my skin, making me shiver.
Why did I even care about Lavender?
I just…I don't even know. Something in me just can't stand the fact that he picked her over me, when my feelings were starting to become so much more open and clear.
Until I can get over this stupid thing, we can't…we can't be together.
I know I've denied it a lot, but it's time I finally came to my senses…
He's the only one who can put me back together.
Ron P.O.V
I can't believe she just went that route!
I was so ready, I thought we actually had a shot.
Then she goes and pulls this bloody card on me?
I was a teenager, and I was yearning for Hermione's attention.
Anything.
I needed it.
But when I couldn't have it, I fell for the first girl who showed interest in me.
Unfortunately she did end up being a tad mental…
Whatever, it's done now.
I know that I had an issue accepting the Krum thing, but bloody hell who has sex at fourteen?
I mean…I guess she might have had something to prove.
Maybe she wanted to show that she was more mature, better, a stronger person.
I remember Lavender telling me that Hermione was crying a few nights after Krum had left, and I didn't have any idea why.
I guess it's because she gave him everything, and he just ran away with it.
Bastard.
This is how we've always been though, we always fight to the point of never speaking again, but somehow we just find a way to rekindle our friendship.
Or whatever the fuck we have.
If Harry was here that'd make things so much easier, he always used to help us out.
I guess I'm on my own.
Unless I owl him…
It's been awhile, no harm can be done right?
I miss him.
I went back to my room and pulled out a piece of parchment.
Harry-
It's Ron! How you been? It's been way too long, and I've missed you. I'm teaching at Hogwarts as you know, and Hermione's been driving me nuts. Yes, she works here as well, I just…I don't know what to do anymore.
I still love her.
-Ron
I sighed and put my feather down, admiring the letter. I poured my heart into the last sentence, and I knew that it was a steep confession to make.
I called my owl and strapped the letter to him. After all these years I finally decided to conform and go the traditional bird route, makes things easier.
"Harry." I told it and let it fly.
I really hope he gets it soon, I need an answer.
I need some help.
Whattya we think? Lots of emotion I know, but I got a suggestion to put Ron's point of view in as well, and it turned out to be great. Sorry if the chapter is OOC, but I personally put some of my emotion into it as well, it was quite the cathartic experience.
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-Talar