So um there was a mess up in this! :P SORRY! :o but i fixed it. This is the same but, i edited it a little bit. Its lunchtime, not the end of the day, sorry for the mistake. And the poem? Yeah. its due that day, not in later on :O i was a little out of it and wasnt thinking strait when i was writing it. and if i didnt fix this, then the next chapter wouldnt make any sense...so yep. ITs lunch, not the end of the day. :D Again, sorry for the mistake. :P Im posting Soon, im almost done with the next chapter :D
Hi there :P im writing a lot latley...its weird 0.o but uh yea this is chapter 4 x3 MAC AND CHEEZE FOR YOU ALL REVIEWERS! 3
So...this is kinda setting up for the next chapter. And then, i guerentee ill surprise you for what happends next. :O
THIS IS WHERE THINGS START GETTING INTENSE! I THINK YOULL LOVE IT! :D but you might hate me when you get to the bottem...
annnywaays...i might post again before christmas...and i say again...this is scaring me how much im writing lately, my mom is getting worried o.0
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Life with Fitz, being back to his original self again, was quite relieving. I didn't have to constantly wonder if he was going to be mad at me for being around Eli. He even let me hang out with Alli, when he was hanging around with his friends.
Eli, Adam, and Alli are my best friends. I've come to really like Adam, even though he's transgendered, I don't really care. Neither does Eli or Alli, Adam begged me not to tell Fitz. I agreed even though I told him he probably didn't need to worry, Fitz wouldn't care. But Adam didn't like Fitz, he was afraid Fitz would tell people so I respected his wishes.
Eli didn't really care for Alli that much and I don't blame him, because Alli can be pretty loud and annoying sometimes, so usually it's just Eli, Adam, and I hanging out. And Alli would run off and hang out with Jenna.
I knew I could trust Fitz; he hasn't laid a hand on me at all since Eli came into the picture. Maybe Eli intimidated him or something? I don't know… but I do owe a silent thank you to Eli.
It has been two weeks since I met Eli, and since Fitz laid a hand on me, but, I still have that feeling that he will do it again, but I have no reason not to trust him now. He kept his promise. I still don't keep my hopes high.
I have started to realize that I may like Eli, just a little more than a friend. We, connect you could say. He understands my love for writing, and I understand his. We have another poem due today, and this one, had to have meaning in it, but we wernt aloud to share it with our partners.
Eli, he's very sarcastic, but it's meant in a loving way, and I adore that fact about him. Hi eyes… are alluring. I could stare at them forever, but what am I talking about? I love Fitz, I am with Fitz. I am happy with Fitz, and I plan on it staying that way. I guess I'll have to get over these feelings I have grown. It's only been two weeks right? It can't be that hard.
We were all in the hallway on lunch out lunch period. After we ate, we decited to just chill for a bit.. Fitz was next to me, with me leaning on him with my head on his shoulder and writing my fortnight, and him typing away for concert tickets on sale. Adam and Alli were working on a science project sitting across from us on the other wall, and Eli was sitting near me listing to his I-pod.
I always found myself glancing over at him, just to see what he was doing; he always varied from resting his eyes, nodding his head to the music, or tapping his hands on the rhythm.
I was abruptly interrupted by Adam saying "I have to use the bathroom."
Everyone snapped their heads up and looked at Adam, and then everybody chuckled in unison.
"That's great Adam." I giggled. Fitz chuckled at me and Eli smirked, and then looked down, leaving me gazing at him. "Well, Adam go!" Alli laughed, I looked at her and she was grinning at me. She then flicked her eyes between Eli and I, I looked at Eli and then her, and realization carets itself upon me.
I widened my eyes, and looked down blushing. "I think I need to go also. Clare come with me!" She demanded, standing up, never taking her eyes off of me.
I removed my head from Fitz shoulder and look at him, then to Eli. They would be alone, but, I'm sure nothing would happen. So I smiled and stood up, taking Allis hand.
Alli and I walked to the girls restroom while, Adam, walked into the family restroom.
As soon as Alli and I both walked into the bathroom, she turned to look at me, and then was grinning madly. I sighed and asked, "What Alli?"
She grinned even more and said, "You like Eli!" I widened my eyes. Was it that obvious? No. I don't like him. I don't…
I sighed again and rolled my eyes. "No, I don't Alli." I said calmly, casually.
She shook her head and rolled her big brown eyes at me, they looked around the bathroom dramatically.
Alli always had the special ways of persuasion; she could get anybody to crack, at anything. It was creepy how she knew everything about me. If you ask how she knew, it would be persuasion. I knew I wouldn't be getting out of this, but trying wouldn't hurt right?
"Yes! Yes you do, I can tell by the way you look at him." She squealed and jumped up and down.
"Alli, I don't like him. I have Fitz, so I have no idea what you are talking about." I insisted and then walked over to the sink, and gazed at myself into the mirror.
"Pfft…Fitz? He's a so not right for you. And I have no idea why you started dating him in the first place. I can see it in your eyes. The way you look at Fitz, is full of attitude, and just plain annoyance. But the way you have been looking at Eli for the past two weeks, its way different. It's full of love, and adoration."
I knew she was right. Why did I even begin dating Fitz? Was I so desperate at the time to go for any guy to like me? Did I really need to be dating him to be happy? I was annoyed by Fitz for some reason, for what? I don't even know. He bothered me, in no describable way. I just wanted him out of that small place in my life; maybe…I need to let him go.
I can't, I can't let him go. He was my first boyfriend, and I love him like crazy. I don't know what these feelings are for Eli, I don't know if it's like, love, or just pure friendship. But as I said before, I need to get past them.
"Alli, I don't like him" I repeated, sternly.
"Clare, deny it all you want, but I know you do. I see the way you blush when he compliments you. I saw that look on your face just before we came in here. You know I'm right. So stop denying it already!"
"Alli, I'm not denying it." I whispered, agitated. She was really making me mad; I already had a hard time telling myself, I don't need anybody telling me otherwise.
"Whatever, I still know the truth" She smiled.
I rolled my eyes and gave myself another look over, then puffed my hair a bit, and fixed my shirt, while Alli applied more lip gloss to her already glossy lips.
We both sighed in satisfaction, and turned on our way out of the bathroom.
Eli POV.
This was extremely awkward, sitting next to the boyfriend of the girl I like. Yeah, pretty awkward considering was both not that found of each other. Yes, I have decided that I liked Clare, a lot. I know a bit much after only two weeks of knowing each other, but, I can't help it.
I looked over at Fitz and saw he was looking stuff up on the internet. I was curious, and wanted to make conversation.
"What are you looking up?" I asked.
He snapped his head up and looked at me confused like, I would be too if this were the other way around.
"Uh… concert tickets" He responded bluntly.
"Oh that's cool, for whom?" I asked, generally interested.
"Marianas Trench." He responded.
"Oh. Yeah theyre good." I smiled. He continue to type away and then looked up at me. He looked into the directions of the bathrooms and I looked also. I saw Adam come out of the Family restroom and then leaned against the lockers, waiting for the girls I presume.
Fits scrunched up his brow and looked over at Adam confused.
"Uh, why did Adam just come out of the family bathroom?" Fitz asked.
I widened my eyes, and tried to come up with something to cover my best friend.
"Uh, I don't know. Maybe the guy's bathroom is full?" I asked stupidly, but I was hoping he would by it.
Fitz smirked devilishly and powered off his laptop, then stood up and smiled down at me. He looked back to where Adam was and then turned that smile into a grin. He swiftly put his laptop in his backpack and swung it on his shoulder as he sauntered his way over to Adam.
I knew something was formulating in that mind of his. Over the past few weeks, I've tried my best to be friendly to him, but it was extremely difficult considering I can't stand him. Just watching the way he looks at Clare, and the way Clare reacts to it sometimes, it's slowly driving me to insanity.
I quickly got up and chased after him, I needed to know what he was going to do, Adam is my best friend, and I need to stick up for him.
Adam was plopped along the rim of the doorway to the restroom he just came out of. Fitz casually walked up to him, just as Clare and Alli came out of the restroom.
"Adam buddy, why did you just come out of this bathroom hmm?" Fitz asked, walking up to Adam.
"Uh…." Adam said nervously, he knows he's been caught.
Alli and Clare widened their eyes. They immediately knew what was happening. Clare looked at me, giving me a silent plead to step in.
I looked over at Fitz and he raised his eyebrows at Adam.
I then stepped in. "Fitz just leave Adam here alone. Okay?"
Fitz ignored me and continued to corner Adam. Adam looked over at Fitz. The look in his eyes, begging to be let go, and to forget this ever happened.
"The guy's bathroom is all the way over there." Fits pointed out. "Why the need to come to this one? I'm sure that the girls would've been fine on their own."
Adam turned his way around and started backing up to me, Clare, Alli.
"Fitz, seriously, knock this off. Leave the boy alone." I stated, getting angrier by the second.
Fitz moved forward to Adam and pushed him backwards, making Adam tremble on me. Fitz raised his eyebrow once more and smirked. "You sure he's a boy?"
Clare then came to Fitz and pulled him away. "Yes Fitz he's is a boy now leave him alone okay?" she said in a sweet voice.
"Adams one of those tranny kids huh?" Fitz chuckled darkly.
"Don't call him a tranny. He's a guy." I growled.
"Seriously Fitz, just drop this." Clare pleaded.
"You're taking their side?" Fitz all of the sudden shouted
Clare was taken aback from his sudden outburst, along with everyone else.
I saw a different color in Fits eyes, and Clare's eyes widened. He was looking at her in a different way than he was not too long ago. Clare suddenly got a scared expression plastered on her face. She backed away slowly, which happened to be towards me.
"N-no im not. I just want you to drop the subject." She said softly.
Fitz glared at her and then to Adam and me. He then pulled Clare his way and stated,
"Were leaving now for the rest of lunch. Be back later" He growled, then he pulled him along the hallway. They soon disappeared through the doors, but not before I got a look from Clare, which had a saddened and frightened look on her face.
"Guys, I don't have a good feeling about that face that was on Clare's face." Adam whispered, straightening himself out.
"That's why I'm following them." I stated and made my way to the Degrassi doors.
When I looked out to the parking lot, I saw Clare and Fitz, but Clare was pushed up against the car. I got a disgusted look on my face, and hid behind the wall so they couldn't see me. When I looked back, what I saw shocked me, and I understood now why Clare was frightened.
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