Runaway Chapter 6: Passion to Your Past, a naruto fanfic

I waited for my turn as Kakashi pulled out the names for the Kareoke. It happened in this order Hinata sang 'Lullaby for a stormy night' by Vienna Tseng, followed by Kiba with 'Smile' by Uncle Cracker, Neji sang 'Big Ideas' (don't get any) by Radiohead, Choji was upnext and sang 'Stronger' - Papa Roach, Lee sang 'Headstrong' by Trapt, A Tenten was up next a girl with twin buns ontop of her head with dark brown hair that matched her eyes. she picked Neverending Dream, Finally Kakashi called my name. I stepped up to the albums near the Kareoke Machine, I noticed the songs I was planning to sing in the first place. I was drawn between 3 songs 'You're a soldier now' by brian Adams, Last Resort by Kayne West, 'Impossible' by Manefest. I knew that if I chose Last Resort they would think I was suicidal so that left 'Impossible' and 'You're a Soldier Now'. Impossible that will suit you just fine! But what about warning them? Who cares you won't need them fully alert for a 3 days a week at most. What?

Gaara POV

I looked as Naruto looked through the disks. After a minute or 2 he picked one and popped it into the machine. As the music began so did the words.

Crying and hiding this feeling
Running and fighting for freedom

I had recognized the words Naruto had chosen Impossible. I was shocked to say the least. Was Naruto trying to make me feel guilty. It wouldn't work I already was but the fact that he was trying to sway me with his words got me angry.

This is the last time, I'll cry lullabies
All night can't sleep I hear the floors creek
I feel shadows in my room
My friends find another bruise
I'm a end up on the news
I just don't know what to do
God I'm calling you
Send an angel send two
I want a move but I'm trapped in the outer room
I know you hear me clearly I'm weary
Come and fill me with your power heal me

but as the words continued I found myself caving to guilt and sorrow sunk in at the misery of my friend. He seemed to be poring his heart and soul into the lyrics.

It seems impossible for me to let this go
Feel like an animal, I'm ready to lose control
Take everything you need, take every part of me
Take every part of me give me some room to breathe

He was clearly filled with agony he clenched his heart several times during the song and his eyes looked . . . dead

I got to get away
Got a break away
Save Me
Got to find away
Got to break the chains
Take me
Before I lose control
Before I lose control
It seems impossible
It's not impossible

I felt for my friend I know it is hard watching the person you love love another especially if your their boyfriend but he didn't know that Sakura didn't love me.

I'm tired so tired of walking through this fire
If you want to find me I'll be here in my room
I'm thinking your drinking,
Need to get out before you start swinging
Wish I could show you all the pain inside me

It seems impossible
Crying and hiding this feeling
Running and hiding from freedom
For me to loose control
Crying and hiding this feeling
Running and hiding from freedom

He was suffering from what he thought was unrequisited love when it is not like that at all

I'm so tired a walking this line through the fire
If you want to find me I'm in my room retired
Hiding this feeling I'm thinking your drinking
Sinking deep ducking under your swinging, out a commission
Living cold day's hallways filled with the mistakes
Wish I could show you all the pain inside it's caused me
It used to be a house, a home now it's neither yo
So I'm leaving with the cross strapped to my soul

She loved Naruto. I was always second best she only chose me because she thought Naruto was beyond her reach. so yeah I'm just second place. I turned my attention to the boys that Naruto hung out with Kiba and Shino were pretty cool they both seemed like awesome friends they were constantly worried about Naruto's safety and Happiness. Shikamaru and Choji were to worried about Naruto to even talk to me. I needed to talk to Naruto we needed to make up for old times. We needed to be friends again. Though I wouldn't willingly give up Sakura for anyone I was still going to try but if Sakura chose to leave me for Naruto I would accept it willingly. As Naruto walked off the stage I heard my name be called by Kakashi.

Don't like radiohead but it goes well with the overprotective cousin mold I'm putting Neji in.