I was touched by the song Gaara sang but strangely angry for a reason I couldn't place. I decided to shove my rage down for now. The word Hidan slipped from the teachers mouth just as I thought I had a control of my anger to. I felt the anger rising and soon enough the music started and I felt an ache make itself known in my chest for some unknown reason. By the time the lyrics started it felt like I was being torn from the inside out the ache had turned into such intense pain.
The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
I felt pain developed the rest of my body suddenly as my control on my rage was slipping.
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
My eyes felt like they were burning. I wanted to scream from the pain but it was stuck in my throat.
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I looked at my hands feeling a wierd feeling overcome them. Seeing my nails grow into claws I start to panic.
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
As I start to hyperventalate and the noise in the room seemingly gets louder all of a sudden my ears felt like they were burning.
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster
I look towards the door and slowly try to sneak out of the room I didn't want anyone to notice anychange in me or have the building fury take over and hurt everyone.
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
As I touched the doorknob I felt someone touch my shoulder but it was quickly pulled away as my vision started to go red.
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I turned around to see Gaara holding his hand as if in pain. Looking at me with fear in his eyes, What do I look like to have Gaara of all people looking at me as if I was a monster down to the bone.
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster
I turned around to leave when I heard a few screams but the singing didn't stop.
It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Or maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!
I looked over my shoulder again to see half of the campers and all of the camp councellors were looking at me oddly some with fear some with confusion heck some with outrage.
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
My vision started to blur with the red and I left the woods edge though I could still here the music in those dense wood and my vision failed me more and more.
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I'm gonna lose control
Here's something radical
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
My vision completely failed me at this point. and all I thought was 'I, I'm a monster.'
I stood in the middle of the camp at sunrise looking around I noticed almost everything was burnt. And anything that wasn't was half buried in sand. I looked left and right when I noticed something Gaara he was staring at the horizon some sand swirling around him but he didn't seem to notice or maybe he didn't care.
I walked slowly over to Gaara and as I got closer and closer I became more horrified. At Gaara's feet lay a mass of mangled bodies floating in a pool of blood. I recognized a few of them Kiba his disembodied head siting on the blood stained sand next to Gaara. Shikamaru was missing an arm but he wasn't dead instead he was circling the drain because of the blood that was pooring from the hole where an arm used to be his eyes were slowly closing the light fading from his eyes his hand was slowly reaching towards Gaara for help his face was marred and he was lying there in the blood face barely out of the blood so he could still breath. Gaara's eyes looked down when Shikamaru moved and the sand surrounding him slowly followed the movements. I ran when I realized what was going to happen. I wanted to scream but I couldn't my voice was stuck in my throat. Just as the sand enveloped Shikamaru's body I felt something wrap itself around my ankle and trip me looking back standing over me one of it's long red tails wrapped around my left ankles was some huge ass fox with killer fangs sharp ass claws it looked like it had rabies. This time I really screamed and it filled the air like a banshee. It sounded so girly though but I couldn't help it I was fucking scared as hell. I saw another of the tails lash out in the direction of Gaara and Shikamaru as I was pulled onto it's back in a flinging motion. I noticed Gaara being engulfed by some sand demon. Eaten alive by it and I felt like I was going to die from fright.
I looked down into blood red eyes. "Death is on the road ahead it's time to wake up."
I woke up sweating and screaming in an unfamiliar camp. Looking around I noticed my room mates were looking at me as if I was a ghost. I looked at my hands to see my nails weren't claws and I wasn't glowing red either. I sighed and plopped back down onto my bed in relief. "It was just a nightmare."
"Um Naruto?" I looked over at Shikamaru he had apprehension written all over his face.
"What up god I'm so happy your all alive." At this Shikamaru took 3 steps back like I was about to bite. "What's with the wierd look man. You act like you saw a ghost."
"Well not a ghost more of a demon." I scrunched my eyebrows at this. "Dude you don't remember glowing red growing claws your eyes changing color and your ears pointing to look like an elf's." I jump out of the bathroom at that news and run to the bathroom to check my face for any changes.
