HI:D Whaddupp? Soooooo I probably should have mentioned this in the story preview but I'm tweaking the timeline just a bit. All the major events will happen as they should but the litle stuff in between, like Hap going Nomad was changed. He doesn't go Nomad until later in season one. So If this is the Pilot the the next episode would be Seeds, which there isn't much to go with so I'm skipping right to Fun Town. Hope ya like it!

Bluebird was blown to bits. Emilia had only been out there once, but had known what the wearhouse was holding. The club was in deep shit now. She could see form the look on her father's face that this was no joke.

And even after that the day's events just kept getting better.

Wendy was one of those women who kept making empty promises, but kept fucking things up in the end anyways.

Emilia called her a deadbeat.

Gemma preferred Junkie whore.

Either way there was no way to excuse the fact that here she was, pregnant pumping crank into her veins.

Stupid bitch.

Jax and Wendy had met shortly after Tara split. Emilia didn't like Wendy from the start but kept her mouth shut, because she seemed to make Jax happy. But once Wendy was into drugs, Jax wasn't into Wendy. Emilia wondered how Wendy had even become a part of the picture, let alone Jax's wife and the mother of his unborn son. Emilia couldn't wait to be an aunt. She could imagine little Abel, which was to be his name, gurgling and giggling at her, a picture of Jax with tufts of blonde hair and striking blue eyes.

That was...until Wendy nearly killed him.

Emilia was fuming in a chair at the hospital shaking so badly the chairs next to her vibrated. That junkie bitch, was in there being pumped full of drugs while her nephew was struggling to breath in an incinerator, with half a stomach and a hole in his heart.

If Gemma decided to kill Wendy, Emilia wasn't going to stop her.

As if on cue Gemma, Jax, Clay, Chibs and Bobby appeared all looking grave.

And as if the situation couldn't get any worse Tara Knowles stepped out from inside Wendy's room.

Oh excuse her, Doctor Tara Knowles.

Tara had been Jax's first love, and in Emilia's opinion a love that wouldn't ever go away. Gemma hated Tara, mostly for leaving Jax a drunken broken hearted mess on the clubhouse floor, but for trying to pull Jax away. Gemma was the Queen, and the Queen was not to be disrespected.

Tara had crossed, or rather jumped a line that wasn't supposed to be touched. After her dramatic exit, Emilia had no idea why she would ever want to come back to Charming but here she was, glancing nervously around at the Sons. She crossed her arms

"When was the last time you saw her?"

Jax shrugged nervously "A couple weeks."

Tara sighed "Her hands and feet were full of tracks, Toxicology reports aren't back yet but it's most likely crank."

Jax glanced back at Wendy eyes widening fearfully. "The baby?"

" We had to do an emergency C-section...He's 10 weeks premature."

Jax's jaw dropped, and Emilia felt hot tears spring to her eyes. Chibs put a comforting arm around her and gave her a gentle squeeze.

" Holy shit."

"Come on, let's sit down, and I'll walk you through it."

"Just tell me."

Tara sighed "He's got a congenital heart defect, and gastoschisis-a tear in his abdomen. The gastro and the early birth are from the drugs, but the C.H.D is probably..." She trailed off

"The family flaw." Gemma said, speaking for the first time. The heart defect. The one that required Gemma to have open heart surgery. The same one that killed Thomas.

"Yes, it's genetic. Either one would be serious but not life-threatening, however the two of them together-" She stopped and Jax looked for a moment if he was going to lose it. Tara looked at him apologetically.

" gives him a 20% chance...And I'm afraid that's being optimistic." Gemma turned to her crestfallen

"Oh, my god."

"She never wanted to talk to me. I didn't know-" but Tara shook her head

"Her O.B said she missed her last three appointments, no one knew. wants to fix his belly first then if he stabilizes he'll go in and try to repair the heart. I'm sorry Jax...I can take you to see him now."

Emilia sank into a chair, head whirling in a million diferent directions. She hadn't even gotten to meet him, and already she could lose him.

Shit

Kozik huffed and re-spiked his hair. Shit. Jax's kid born 10 weeks premature? And all the stuff with his heart. Emilia had sounded close to tears over the phone, and after much reassurance she calmed down. The poor girl was lucky she didn't have the Congenital Heart Defect because by now it would have killed her. He shook his head and turned, nearly jumping out of his skin. Happy had appeared behind him quite literally out of nowhere. the spotlights throwing eerie shadows on his face, making his eyes look flat black in the night. Kozik got goosebumps.

"What's going on?"

"Jesus Christ man are ya tryna kill me?"

Hap ignored him, and said again "What's going on?"

"Jax's kid was born 10 weeks early. He's got all kindsa shit goin on with his heart and stuff. Junkie mom really fucked this one up. Emilia's at the hospital now."

"She okay?"

Kozik shrugged "She's upset, but she didn't sound like she was having a breakdown or nothin."

Hap nodded and walked away.

Koz watched him for a moment and shook his head.

Emilia sighed and blew the cigarette smoke out of her mouth. Clay was most likely at the clubhouse, Gemma was at the hospital and Jax would probably be out killing the motherfucker who sold Wendy crank. Emilia had taken one look at Abel's frail tiny frame and burst into tears. If she ever got her hands on Wendy, she was going to strangle her Junkie ass.

Poor Jax. This was going to send him right over the edge. She remembered when Thomas died. How it had sent John right over the edge, and shortly after John himself was dead. Gemma and Clay got together shortly after that, and here they were today facing the death of another son. Emilia was so lost in thought, she nearly jumped out of her skin when her phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Hey." A familar gravelly voice said on the other end of the line. A strange swooping sensation settled in her stomach.

"Hi Happy."

It was silent for a moment. "I heard about the kid. Awful shit."

"Yeah it is." She could hear her own voice crack "Hopefully he makes it..."

"If he's strong like the Teller's he'll do just fine. How you handlin it?"

"I'm okay." HA yeah right

"You never were a good liar kid."

"Did you call me just to give me shit?"

She heard him huff on the other line, slightly suprised at how quickly the swooping sensation, which had been quite pleasant, was replaced with bubbling anger.

"I wanted to make sure everything was okay is al-"

"Things would be a lot better if you hadn't skipped out on me."

"Emilia." He had that same warning tone he used with her when she was a little kid, and was doing something she shouldn't be.

"What? You don't wanna hear the truth?"

"No I don't wanna listen to your fucking pity party me bullshit. Do you know what would have happened if I had stayed? Bad things Emilia. You can't just go around throwing yourself at guys. I gotta go. Bye kid."

Emilia threw her phone against the wall, leaving a sizeable dent.

She hated him...

Well...maybe hate was a strong word.

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