Hey everyone! So I have become obsessed with AmericanHorrorStory and I started a role play, if you have any interest in being in it, message me on my tumblr, not on here, my tumblr like is on my author page. All characters are open except Violet and Tate. Thanks everyone!
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Eli's POV:
My heart sank to the floor with Julie's words. This isn't possible. We haven't had sex in four months. She didn't look pregnant. She just couldn't be, not now, it would ruin everything.
"Eli? Did you hear me? We're going to have a baby!" Julie smiled in exciment. I couldn't believe she seemed happy! This baby was going to ruin my life! Clare would never forgive me for this!
"We can't. Not now. This isn't possible, we were always safe. We haven't in months!" I screamed at her. She flinched but I was too freaked out to apologize to her.
Julie took off her coat and revealed her tight sweater. Her breasts were a little bigger and I guess her tiny figure looked a little bigger but she did not look pregnant. Jules smiled, "You don't usually show until the fifth month. I guess the condom broke."
"And it's…mine?" I whispered.
"Of course it's yours" she hissed, "You were the one that had been cheating the whole relationship, I only cheated once you asshole."
I sighed, "Jules…when did you find out?" I asked softly, unable to wrap my mind around this. She just couldn't be having a baby. Not when things were this good between Clare and I.
Jules shrugged, "I don't know. I missed a couple periods and I went to the doctor a few weeks ago and it was confirmed."
"You've known for weeks!" I yelled. Jules flinched but I didn't care. This was just all too much.
"Eli would you just lower your voice? Yes, I'm having a baby, your baby, you need to take responsibility." She hissed at me.
I shook my head, "This is just too much Jules, I can't do this. I'm sorry." And I left.
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"Baby boy?" CeCe whispered as she came into my room. I had been in here for hours and I wasn't planning to come out. Ever.
I sighed, "Mom?"
"Yes?" She asked as she rubbed my shoulder, but I just couldn't find any comfort in it.
I took a deep breath. If I told her…God. She was going to freak out. My parents liked Julie, they did, but not that much. They thought she could be…well creepy.
"She's pregnant mom."
"W-what?" I had never seen my mom truly shocked until this very moment. She really was though, shocked.
I nodded, "Julie. She's pregnant."
"Oh my God." CeCe's face was pale. I had never seen her more shocked and terrified in her life. My parents had always been pretty laid back and I wasn't expecting her to be so shocked. Mad, or maybe happy, yes, but shocked? No.
"Mom I don't know how it happened. We always used condoms and I never thought one had broken so I just…mom?" CeCe was completely quiet. She was never ever quiet.
CeCe nodded, "She can move in. But you kids shouldn't get married. I know you broke up Eli and I know you and Clare have been doing something. But Clare needs to know and she needs to know now. We have enough money to support the baby and we can still send you and Julie to college, but if you keep this baby, it is yours and hers. Your father and I won't be responsible okay?"
My eyes widened. From her shock I didn't expect her to be okay with this, "Really?"
She nodded, "I will tell your father okay? But I need you to tell Clare okay? She needs to know."
I sigh, "It's going to kill her. I don't know if I can take the look on her face when I say it. Any advice."
CeCe gave me a sympathetic look. She leaned forward and pressed her lips to my forehead, "You got yourself into this one baby boy."
I nodded, "I'll be back in an hour or so." I grabbed my jacket and made my way out of the room, but not before I saw CeCe let her face fall into her hands and she sighed in frustration.
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"Clare…?" I whispered as I stood in her doorway. Her mom let me in earlier but I spent at least fifteen minutes pacing in her hallway, freaking out. I didn't want Clare to hate me, but how could she not? I got a girl pregnant she hated and she is going to freak out.
Clare looked up from her book, The Lucky One, and she smiled at me, "Hey, come in."
I came into her room and sat on the edge of her bed. Clare went to wrap her arms around me, but I stopped her, "Clare I have to tell you something…"
"What's wrong?" She asked me softly. Clare set her book down on her night stand as I glanced around her room, probably for the last time. After I told her about Jules, she was going to hate me. And that might kill me, but I had to keep it together, for the baby, my baby.
I sighed, "Clare Julie talked to me earlier and she told me something. Clare before I say anything I need you to know I love you and I'm so sorry for this mess, but it's happening and I just don't know if there is anything I can do to make it better other than to apologize."
"Eli…" Clare frowned. I could already see hurt forming in her eyes and I hadn't said anything. She tried to take my hand but I refused it. I didn't deserve her comfort.
"Julie is pregnant. We haven't had sex since you and I did the first time, but she found out a few weeks ago and Clare I'm sorry. I don't know what to do, I'm lost and I can't just leave her alone but I can't lose you Clare, I just can't. I love you, please, please don't hate me." The words flew out of my mouth before I could stop them.
Clare, her words seemed to come out as fast as mine without hesitation, "Get out."
My heart sank. I was hoping Clare of all people would understand. "W-what?" I asked, unable to believe my ears.
Clare's eyes filled with tears and I knew she was fighting them, "Get out you sick bastard! I never want to see your sorry face again! I hate you!"
"Clare no…please don't….I need you!" I cried for her but her face reminded unchanged. Clare hated me. The girl I loved with all my heart hated me.
Her voice was laced with venom as she made her choice, "I'm serious Eli, get the fuck out. I hate you!"
A/N: Sorry it's so short! Check out my American Horror Story RP, miserablyviolet(dot)tumblr(dot)com also please review! I promise it will get better but only if I get reviews!