A/N: Reminder All characters belong to Stephenie Meyer, also there are some quotes and scene's from New Moon in this chapter all rights go to Stephenie. Thank you for your comments on this story I finally have somewhere I want to go with it so here it is… and since the link didn't work last time here is the link to the video that inspired me to write this fiction…
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4. An Old Friend
I felt like I had woken from a terrible nightmare, if I actually slept of course. I felt the cool breeze blow through my hair as I searched the ocean for answers. I needed a day to myself and Edward had respected that, so his brother Emmett took him out hunting for the day. I sat on the cliff where I had jumped I didn't tell anyone where I was going I just went. I had been here several times before just to watch the wave's crash against the rocks. The water sprayed in my face when the water was rough, it was still cold and now the beginning of February.
If I could have I would have let some tears fall from my eyes, I hadn't seen my parents in over two weeks and it killed me. I wanted to be around them so badly, I need them as much as I loved being around the Cullen family I still didn't remember anything important and it was frustrating. I heard footsteps behind me and turned around, the guy who had seen me here a few weeks prior stood behind me his hair blew in the wind.
"Decided to come back?" he looked at me, my body was still facing the ocean but I had turned myself so that I could see him. His arms were crossed and he didn't seem happy that I was there. I sighed and turned back to the ocean.
"I'm sorry I'll leave I can sense I'm not welcomed just give me a minute here was the last place I was alive" I whispered the last part but he heard it.
"What do you mean?" he questioned.
"You are Jacob right?" I asked still facing the ocean. I heard him step closer as I hit my foot against a rock.
"Yeah I'm" I turned quickly to see his expression just glancing over my shoulder then went back to facing forward.
"Who are you?" he questioned.
"You know exactly who I'm but you choose not to believe what I tell you" I said remembering the last time we had met. He blew me off like he had no idea, I honestly didn't know exactly who he was but I remember he was there the day I became this.
"Your not who you said I don't choose to believe that, it's just a sick joke" he sounded angry. I stood up and turned to him.
"It's not a sick joke Jacob Black" his last name just popped into my head.
"I'm going to tell Charlie that there is someone impersonating his dead daughter" he turned and was about to walk away when I grabbed onto his shoulder.
"Don't go near my Father" I practically yelled.
"He's not your Father and you are not Bella" he said trying to either convince himself or me I couldn't tell.
"The truck in the driveway you gave that to me" I stood there in astonishment at myself for actually thinking of that. He stood there his eyes locked on what I had just said. He kept shaking his head trying to tell himself that I wasn't her.
"I swore I wasn't going to get mad, no matter what you said to me. But… I just got so upset that I was going to lose you… that you couldn't deal with what I am…"
(New Moon, Chapter 13, p.312)
I heard his voice say in my head as I watched directly into his eyes another memory had come into my head of him not wanting to see me for some reason.
"Jacob I'm her and I'm completely freaked out and I have no clue about anything in my human life except for a few broken pieces. Do you want to know why you didn't find me that day? Victoria she got me, she didn't have enough time to kill me because I believe it was you and your friends who stepped in but I was lying there I heard your voice, everyone gave up. I don't remember where my transformation into this took place but I do remember hearing your voice, I remember it all to well Jacob. I've been living in my old closet since the incident I haven't left, I want to tell my parents I'm here but how do I step out in front of them and go hey guys it's been 20 years but here I'm a Vampire your daughter" I took a deep breath as his eyes dropped to the ground.
"I'm scared to death Jacob Black and the only one who accepted me back into his life was Edward Cullen, I can barley remember him at all but he promised he would help me remember it no matter how long it takes" I said. He bit his lower lip and looked up at me I noticed his eyes were glassy.
"Sure run to Edward who left you and then now comes back when you're a vampire what a coincidence. I took you in Bella I cared for you when you were broken, I mended you back together. I fixed you and now you go crawling back to that blood sucker the second he comes back for you" he yelled.
"I don't know why you would care so much" I yelled back.
"You want to know why I care?" he crossed his arms in front of his chest and I began to see the wetness in his eyes appear running down his brown cheeks.
"Go ahead enlighten me" I said.
"Because I was in love with Isabella Swan and I know she felt the same way, but all she could think about when she was with me was that stupid blood sucker Cullen"
New Moon pg 306 Chapter 13
"Hypocrite? how does being afraid of a monster make me a hypocrite?"
"Ugh!" he groaned, pressing his trembling fists to his temples and squeezing his eyes shut. "Would you listen to yourself?"
"What?"
He took two steps toward me, leaning over me and glaring with fury. "Well, I'm sorry that I can't be the right kind of monster for you, Bella. I guess I'm just not as great as a bloodsucker, am I?"
I opened my eyes and looked at him for a good minute examining the memory that had intruded my mind. I took a gulp and hesitantly spoke.
"Your right Jacob a hypocrite is what I was then and I'm sorry I hurt you I really am, but I don't remember my past I don't these random memories come to me. So I apologize for everything I did, all I want is to be happy again"
"Which is why you came to me the first time I was just a shoulder to cry on while he was gone" his voice grew a bit louder again.
"I'm sorry you feel that way" I felt myself choke up.
"I'll leave now" I sobbed walking forward. I went passed him bumping into him slightly and as I was about an inch from him I felt his warm hand grab my cold skin. I hissed when I turned around.
"Don't walk out on my life again Bella Swan do you hear me" his eyes were closed and his teeth were clenched together.
"So you believe me?" I questioned.
"I do" when I looked back I noticed a tear streaming down his face I let go of his arm and without thinking wrapped my arms around his body and sobbed. I heard him sobbing silently not enough for me to hear him.
"Hey Bella?" he questioned. I didn't speak I just made a small noise.
"You smell" he laughed a bit. I backed away and looked at him.
"So do you, you smell like a dog, don't you shower?" I let my lips part and I smiled and so did he. His warm smile brought back the familiar feeling I had been longing for.
"Did he really pay you $20 to talk to me?" I questioned with a laugh. Now we were both sitting on the edge of the cliff with our feet dangling over the side. I let my hands rest on the rocky surface and so did he, our arms were touching. I looked over at him.
"Yeah my Dad wanted me to protect you from him so I crashed your prom, well not literally" he laughed.
"And what was I wearing?" I looked at him.
"A beautiful blue dress and for some reason a caste I was told you fell down a flight of stairs because Edward and you broke up and you threatened your Dad to go back to Arizona and Edward and his Father came to find you and your clumsy self fell" he laughed.
"You wore those too" he pointed at the black and white converses on my feet.
"A blue dress and converses sounds like me" I smiled.
"This place brings back the worst memories for me" his laughter faded. I looked up at him as his eyes kept in line with the shoreline on the other side.
"Same for me but I seem to remember most things while I'm here" I said to him.
"That Vampire that we chased away who was she?" he questioned.
"You chased?" I looked at him.
"Yeah the one that you said turned you…" my eyes grew wide. I really couldn't remember exactly why she was after me but the thought of her still being around scared me.
"She's still alive?" I looked over at him.
"I don't know but we thought we got her and my buddy Sam said he saw her a few days later stalking around the waters over here" he eyed me suddenly.
"He chased her away again and we haven't seen her since" I began to feel my throat close up.
"Why are you so afraid?" he questioned.
"I .. I … don't know I just am" I stood up and backed away from the edge.
"I think I should go" I told him.
"Back to Cullen right?" he questioned.
"Jake I had an amazing time today we talked like we have been friends for years and nothing can come between that, now I know that I have you I'd like to keep it like that. Please will you stay my friend Jacob?" I questioned.
"I'll try Bella" he stood up and faced me.
"That's all I can ask, I just I should talk to Edward about her" I said to him.
"Can we meet again tomorrow Bella I'd really like to see you" he looked at me and stepped closer.
"I'll try to come back every day I promise right now I need to head back and find out why she was after me" I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him again.
"Thank you Jacob" I whispered.
"Mmm" he said. I pulled away and started to run, I felt myself stop for just a second and I turned to see him watching me. I waved and turned back toward Forks and began to run as quick as I could.
"Edward" I yelled. I saw him and his brothers standing around the yard I guessed he was waiting for me. I heard someone hiss as I ran forward.
"Woah what's that smell" I heard Emmett say. I looked at him and then at Edward who was staring at me with tense eyes.
"It's Bella she smells like dog" Jasper stalked around me sniffing my scent.
"Were you at La Push?" he questioned.
"I always go there" I said to Edward.
"Well you can't"
"Why not?" I questioned.
"Because we can't be on their land ever" he said to me.
"But I always go there I get most of my memory back by going there"
"Why do you smell like dog anyway?" he questioned.
"Jacob Black" I looked at the three of them as I heard a growl from Edward.
"He's a werewolf now?" he looked at me.
"Alice did say werewolves protected me didn't she?" I crossed my arms and looked into his eyes. They were ice cold with anger.
"Yeah but no one mentioned who these wolves were" he said to me.
"And wait I thought you didn't remember anyone?" he looked at me.
"Edward I swear I don't remember a thing, I go there to think, I go to the cliff where I jumped and he just happened to be there and for some reason I don't remember much about him but I'm starting to remember certain things" I said.
"I don't want you going there" he said in a nasty tone.
"Edward there is honestly no time for any kind of hostility you have with Jacob Black, this is about Victoria" I raised my voice and watched all three of their faces go from angry about wolves to concerned.
"What about her" he looked at me and I took one big gulp and spat out.
"She's not dead" ……