Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Twilight character's but I do own any other character Be jealous. Haha

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Waking up the next morning I was tired but I managed to take a shower and get dressed as quick as possible. Once I was finish my feet carried me down the stairs where I noticed Edward, Emmet, Jasper, Rosalie and Alice all sat chatting in the living room while Esme bustled around in the kitchen making my breakfast. Carlisle I assumed was working at the Hospital.

I sighed wondering if Edward had indeed kept my secret. Our eyes locked and he gave me a subtle shake of his head letting me know he had.

'Stupid nosey Vampire get out of my head.' I growled in thought.

I watched his lips pull back into a small smirk. I pouted turning toward the kitchen.

The beautiful decorated kitchen with not an item out of place. I sat at the counter smiling towards Esme as she sat a plate of my favorite blueberry pancakes in front of me. I thanked her a few times before digging in while her angelic voice continued to fill me in on all I've missed around Forks.

The day went on slow and boring as I sat around brooding missing my 'none stop' life at school. Latter in the day towards the evening the rain finally let up giving me a chance to get out of the house. I took the opportunity running straight out the front door. I stood on the front deck eyes closed enjoying the cold air as it filled my lungs with fresh forest air.

A car engine flowed towards my ears. I snapped my eyes open casting them from side to side before they landed on Carlisle's expensive looking car. A breath caught in my throat when I saw his tall frame gracefully exiting the car. I let my eyes linger on him greedily taking everything in. His golden hair was lighter then I remembered and his prominent features seemed to be even striking then I had once believed. His topaz eyes meet my brown ones and a breath-taking smile took over his face. I stood frozen on the spot my feet freezing inside my slipper boots but my eyes couldn't leave his glistening white smile. My heart slammed against my ribcage as his long legs carried him towards me his perfect smile still firmly in place.

'My God this man was walking sex appeal.'

How had I not noticed it before? Had I been so young to notice or to naïve to see what was right in front of my eyes?

I tried to slow my rapidly beating heart, as he got closer knowing he would be able to hear every beat. Finally my breathing evened out as he closed the last gape between us. His hands shot out gripping my shoulder evenly. Tilting my head I smiled up at him.

" It's good to have you back." He breathed out.

He then rapped me in his strong arms being cautious not to injure me. I closed my eyes returning the hug pushing my nose nearer breathing deep to inhale his scent. Sooner then I would have liked he let go putting me at arms length and graced me with yet another heart stopping smile. His arms found my shoulders once more before he pulled one hand away putting it on the side of my head to rest it on my hair. He seized a small curl in his large hands tugging on it slightly before he let go walking through the door. My heart stopped.

' What the hell?'

I groaned in disappointment. 'What an odd thing to do.'

Such a fatherly gesture.

The realization hit me hard like a ton of bricks. That's all he thought of me. That's all I was to him and all I could ever be.

A child.

I wanted to scream, to cry, to get away take my mind off of all of this. I needed something to distract me from my emotions. Emotion I still wish I didn't have.

" You should come inside it's chilly, you'll catch a death of cold."

I turned to see the man himself standing in the doorway.

' Yes Father.' I spat in my mind knowing full well if I said it out loud no matter how low his immense hearing would pick up on it.

I brushed past him walking straight under his arm, which was braced against the wall. One last time I breathed in my nostrils welcoming his warm scent.

I continued directly into the house scowl tightly in place upon my face. I could feel Carlisle's frosty hand lightly placed on my lower back guiding me towards the sitting room where the rest of the Cullen's were. I slipped past catching the eyes of Edward as I did he gave me a strange look his eyes blazing with some emotion I could not distinguish.

Although it was possibly clear as day. I have never been good with reading people emotions I have also been great reading people's characters, but emotions just flew straight over my head.

I shrugged mumbling a goodnight before heading directly up to my room and into my awaiting bed.

Sleep was miserable that night it simply wouldn't come and when it did it was more the restless. I spent a great deal of the night tossing and turning throwing the comforter off my bed a few times then having to pick it back up a minute later because I was cold.

A few times I was aware of my bedroom door opening staying open a few minutes before closing once again. I thought nothing of it knowing it was either Esme or Alice who have heard my endless fiddling and came to check to see if I was alright. After countless hour of uneasy sleep I turned on my lamp from my night side table. Stomping over to the bookshelf I grabbed the first appealing book I could find and climb back into bed trying to trick my mind into sleep.