Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Twilight character's but I do own any other character Be jealous. Haha
I continued standing lost to the world in the kitchen until my mind refused to focus anymore. I watched the graceful women cook while the sun gleamed through the window making their pastel skin sparkle like an exquisite diamond. Something I had become so use to over the years I often stopped noticing it. As a child I had been so fascinated by it I'd spend every rare sunny day running around the house opening every curtain letting the sun glare in. I'd then follow any Cullen I could find watching in amazement as the sun glistened of them. They never seemed to mind going on about their day as if I wasn't gawking at their every move just listing it off as a child's fascination. I remember clearly how envious I felt when I learned my skin didn't have the same effect in the sunbeams I can also recall when Carlisle had to give me the talk. (Well not 'THE' talk I have yet to receive that and in my opinion it is much to late and way more embarrassment then I am willing to take.) Imagine having to explain to a four year old that she is different from the rest of her family having to make clear the way they lived without scaring me and scarring me for life. However once I got older I started noticed odd things and things started to fall into place and once I was much older I was told what they really were.
I throat clearing brought me back to my senses. I then explained my dilemma to Esme and she graciously offered to let me use her shower. I trotted back up the stairs and into the master bedroom straight to the joining bathroom. Placing my robe on the sink I successfully turned on the shower and climbed in.
The water did wonders to wake my murky mind from its sleepy haze. I groaned enjoying the refreshingly warm water. I was so trapped in my thoughts I didn't hear the door open and then close again, but I did hear the shocked gasp as the cold air hit my warm body. I turned as a reflex not sure what was happening but I did have a suspicion as to what I might find. I froze what ever I was expecting this was certainly not it. I wasn't sure what to do obviously by the looks of it he didn't either. The translucent glass door left nothing to the imagination as I stood there stunned and fully exposed to the Doctor. As much as I wanted to seize a towel or cover myself in some way my brain had different
ideas, my eyes wouldn't budge from his. I couldn't believe this was happening but soon realized it was in fact taking place when he shuffled his feet slightly. I was truly touched yet some what disappointed that he was trying his best to look at my eyes or face no where else, but then why would he look I was merely a child in his eyes. I'm not sure if he realized I noticed or if he even realized he did it at all but his eyes gradually slid from my brown ones passing over my neck then down my body. I shivered and my skin flushed pink as he took in every inch. Suddenly I felt a twist of bashfulness overtaking my body I felt very self-conscious something I was not use to I spent a lot of time jogging and doing yoga giving my body a toned, tight yet still feminine look. I'm not perfect but I am proud of the way I look. My legs are smooth, tan and long way longer then someone of 5 foot 2 should have. My tummy was flat, muscle lightly peaking out from under my silky flesh the silver belly button ring shimmering against my tan skin. My arms were lean with a soft look to them. I peaked down my breast are modest yet somewhat bigger then most girls my age. Perky, round and firm not only from my age but also from the sports I love to played in school. Carefully his eyes reached back up to meet mine a new look in his now black eyes. Something was different in his gaze, there was something new swirling behind the black pools, he didn't seem to be looking at me the same way he once had. I just couldn't warp my mind around what it was, what was different.
His throat made a bizarre noise before he cleared it.
" Sorry dear." He apologized his voice a tad rough. He then turned left and shut the door behind him.
I tuned running the now freezing water over my face trying to ease the burn of embarrassment out of my blood red cheeks. I finished my shower hurriedly, without incident and got out drying off before gliding into my short green robe. I took a deep breath looking at myself in the mirror, taking note that my cheeks were indeed still tinted pink. I left the towel in the hamper before I opened the door the steam and vanilla-coconut scent following me out. My cheeks prickled and blazed when I noticed Carlisle sitting on the ineffective bed. He noticed my blushing face and gave me a small forced smile. He stood up when he saw me fully step out and walk towards him.
" I am sorry about the intrusion I did not realize it was occupied." He apologized.
I nodded still mortified by the whole thing.
" Now I must ask that you lock your door from this point on." He smiles pulling me toward him and wrapping an arm around my shoulder leading us out of the room. He stopped three doors down in front of my room. " We wouldn't want one of the boy's making the same mistake, they may be one hundred year old vampires but they are still and always will be teenage boys."
I chuckled at that and he smiled. I nodded to show my understanding then opening my door I went straight into my closet to get dressed.
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