So I decided to continue this story!
I mostly stopped because I was not really getting any reviews.
I thank all those who have reviewed and decided to continue it for those who do enjoy my story. Not sure how often I will update but I will as often as I can.

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Chapter 6: Hospital

When I awoke again Edward was still in the room, and asleep. I looked around and frowned slightly. It was again dark out so I guessed I had slept through the day. I knew I had been knocked to the floor when Edward came into the kitchen, and I also knew it had been night when it happened. So I was pretty sure it was the next night.

I groaned softly, finally getting my bearings. I was dizzy. My face was sore. My head hurt. I felt weak and disoriented. I took a small breath through my nose. Testing it. It hurt like a bastard so I whined auditable. No breathing through my nose. After another minute or two I felt sick. That was either from the chemo or from the blood loss. I really did not know but I sat up, a little two quickly and grabbed a bucket next to the bed.

Someone had been smart enough to know if I woke up I would need a bucket. I placed it to the side and groaned softly. Then I heard a small noise on my left. It was Edward and he was wide-awake, staring at me. His eyes were a little wide. I was about to speak but he beat me too it. "I am sorry! So Sorry. I did not mean to hurt you. I am sorry!" He repeated again, grasping my hand firmly, but gently at the same time.

"It was an accident…I am okay…now. I think." I smiled a little. I was not a good liar so I tended to tell the truth. If Edward still acted the same as he did back when we were younger he saw through them even easier then my family so I really never lied with him.

I suddenly remembered the question I was wondering when I passed out. Why had Edward returned to the kitchen after we had that discussion? After a few moments I decided to ask him.
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Edwards POV

When she…when Bella asked me why I had returned to the kitchen I am sure my face paled slightly. I really did not want to answer this but eventually I took a deep breath before responding. "I figured something out…"

"What?"

"That your Bella…" I mumbled softly. "Well…I needed to ask you something to be sure but…um…when I hit you…accidently with the door I realized for sure. That you were real…" My hand was shaking. I was scared to admit this. If I admitted this that meant if it wasn't true I would feel allot more hurt then if I just acted like she wasn't. If I acted like she was just an illusion.

I probably would not of admitted it if I had not talked to my psychiatrist Marcus. He was a good man and didn't even yell at me when I called him at 3:30 in the morning demanding he meet me at the hospital because I was ready to have a damn panic attack.

That had been when Bella was taken to one of the rooms to be treated. I was freaking out. Thankfully he came around five minutes later in his shorts, slippers and a bathrobe. Well at least he was dedicated.

We talked for around two hours before I finally calmed down and knocked some sense into me. (Literally) He seriously knocked me on the head with one of those foam stick things.

Since then I refused to leave Bella's side. I finally admitted to myself it was indeed Bella and I had no intentions of leaving her.

I felt so bad her face was completely black and blue. She had a lump on the back of her head. Carlisle said they stopped the bleeding relatively fast so she was all right. Lost some blood but nothing life threatening.

I finally looked up into her eyes again. They were watery. "I am sorry! Did I do anything? Why are you crying?"

"I am happy. You know I am really Bella." She grinned a little. I again wondered why I ever doubted it. It was selfish though. I should have stayed away. Her banging into the door was only the first step. I was bad. I was going to end up hurting her. Some how. Some way. Even if I didn't want to. Something bad was going to happen. It always did to the people I loved.

I shook my head slightly. I would do everything I could to keep Bella safe.

Bella's POV

Edward was not acting at all like he did in the past. He was like a shell of himself. I did not say anything, nor did I question it. He went through some horrible things and I did not have the strength to even question him on it right now.

I yawned softly , wincing as I did, and said a quick good night before falling back asleep.

"Time to wake up Bella. We have to do some tests…then you can leave alright?" I knew instantly it was Carlisle but I still did not open my eyes. I did not feel any better today then I did before. Finally, after non stop nagging, I opened my eyes and glared slightly at Carlisle. "I want to sleep." I mumbled looking around.

He laughed softly. "Oh well, time to wake up Bella. You can rest later."

"Where is Edward?" I said after a few minutes of glaring at Carlisle.

"Talking to Marcus. He got into a fight with a nurse about something. I do not even know what. " He shook his head sighing ever so slightly.

"He said he would visit later tonight. He did not want to go but I told him he needed to go talk to Marcus and you needed to have some tests."

I frowned slightly but nodded. I went through a round of tests. The checked my blood pressure, heart rate, gave me a blood and urine test, along with checking my head once again to make sure everything was right.

I was told I had a broken nose, sever bruising on my face, from when the door hit me, and a lump on my head where I had hit the floor.

I was given some soup after all the testing and I had to keep it down before heading home. Yeah that would be a miracle. I could not keep anything down lately.

Eventually I finished and after it stayed down for an hour Charlie arrived with a plastic bag. "Arr you okay Bella?"

He asked worriedly as he rushed over. I shrugged. "I am fine…It was an accident after all."

"I was this close to arresting that boy for assault or something." Charlie mumbled.

"You will do no such thing Charlie! It was an accident."

"You should stay away from him Bella. He is bad news. He gets into fights and all that. You should not be around him."

I groaned softly. "I am not having this conversation with you in the hospital dad! Though I will tell you, I will do what ever I want, when I want to. I want to see Edward dad. Please. He is not dangerous around me. I do not think he would ever…no he could never hurt me." I said more to myself. I really hoped I was right. The way he was last night…he seemed so kind. So gentle. I smiled slightly before sitting up and taking the bag from Charlie. Inside were not exactly suitable clothing to leave the hospital in.

I was about to say something when Alice walked in. "I got you covered Bella! Jasper told me your dad and Emmett were picking out your clothes and would not go in your underwear draw and you would need some decent clothes. So…I went shopping." She thrust the bag at me. I looked inside with a small smile. "That you Alice."

I stood and almost fell, but Alice caught me. I muttered a quick thank you before rushing into the bathroom. I changed into the clothes quickly. A pair of jeans, that actually fit, a black shirt with silver stars on it and she had put a sweater in as well, which I put on. It was cold inside hospitals!

After a short talk with doctors my dad helped me into his police cruiser and headed home. I spent the next two days almost strictly in bed. I had gotten a text from Alice saying Edward wanted to see me but did not want to disturb me, and that I should rest.

After a couple of days I felt a bit better and wanted to go see my friends. I had spent ten years away and now I wanted to spend as much time as I could with all of them. Plus I needed to talk to Edward.

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