Rachel smiled and hugged her girlfriend.
They walked out of the bathroom and Quinn turned to Rachel."Want to go find Brittany and Santana? I'm sure there back by now" she asked.
Rachel nodded and her lip twitched. "that would be a good idea" she responded.
They walked into the couple's room and found both girls sitting on the bed."Hey" Quinn said waving slightly.
Santana nodded and locked eyes with Rachel who frowned and looked at the floor. Quinn noticed this move so she turned to Brittany." Hey Brit, want to go for a walk?" she asked.
Brittany nodded and smiled at Rachel as she walked by. Rachel turned around and cleared her throat." Brittany, you know I never meant to make you upset, I'm sorry" she told her.
A smile spread across the blonde's lips and she ran back, pulling Rachel into a tight hug. Rachel let out a squeak. "c'mon B" Quinn said pulling Brittany off Rachel.
Once the two girls left, Rachel slowly made her way over and sat beside Santana.
"Hi" she whispered. Santana looked up from the bed."I never meant what I said" she told Rachel.
the diva shook her head."why do you hate me Santana?" she asked quietly.
Santana gave her a weak smile. "Rachel I don't hate you, I envy you." Rachel gave her a confused look, so Santana spoke again."The reason I did what I did in high school was because I was jealous, truth is I never joined glee club for Quinn, sure I took the spot when she offered but I really love singing, but you were the one that got all the solos you were the star..Which made you the easiest target" the Latina admitted.
Rachel dropped her eyes to the bed." you want to know why I put all my time into singing and glee club?" she asked. Santana nodded.
"It's because I wanted so bad to be a part of something special, all through middle school and high school I never had any friends. Everyone made fun of me because I had two gay dads or because I was Jewish, but when I joined glee club I felt something, I knew you guys were special Santana, and It made me happier than ever when I actually became friends with you guys, but when Quinn hugged me after sectionals that day, I felt something weird I felt something different, I tried so hard to get her out of my head but I couldn't" Rachel admitted, and felt a tear fall down her face.
Santana felt sympathy for the girl, she reached out her hand and brushed the tear away." I'm so sorry for everything" Santana told her. Rachel nodded." me too".
"you know, I'm actually glad that your with Quinn, she deserves you, and I guess I kind of like having you around, too Berry" Santana told her not making eye contact.
Rachel smiled brightly." we could hug?" she suggested. Santana scrunched her eyebrows together." okay you just took it to far" she said and stood up. "Now help me find my girlfriend, I want to get my Mack on" she added.
Rachel let out a chuckle." thought you were going soft on me Lopez" Rachel told her. The Latina snorted." not a chance" she replied.
The diva fallowed santana downstairs, but stopped at the bottom." I'm going to go on the computer, I haven't checked anything since I got here" she told Santana.
The Latina nodded.
Santana walked into the living room to see Quinn and Brittany sitting on the couch. "Where is everybody?"She asked.
"Mercedes, Kurt and Tina went to get Kurt more face products" Brittany told her. Santana snorted." not surprised".
Quinn stood up." where's Rachel?" she asked.
"She was going to come with me but I think she went downstairs to use the computer" Santana told her, then turned her attention back to Brittany.
Quinn began walking towards the stairs, considering asking Rachel what her and Santana talked about but decided against it when she found Rachel sitting at the small computer desk in the far corner of the basement. Quinn smiled. "Hey what are you doing?" she whispered.
Rachel spun around with a look of sheer terror on her face. "What's wrong Rach?" Quinn asked confused.
Rachel stared at her for at least a minute before answering." I got an email" she replied.
"Ou and email" Quinn said wiggling her fingers.
The blond expected Rachel to glare at her or give her a smart ass reply but the brunette just continued to stare at her.
"I got an email, from the producer of spring awakening, they want me to play lead" Rachel whispered.
Quinn felt her stomach flutter."Rachel! Oh my god, that's amazing" she screamed and basically pulled Rachel off the computer chair into a hug.
Rachel didn't know how to feel, she didn't know whether to feel Happy, sad, mad or completely terrified. This was a big experience but she did know one thing. She needed to be with Quinn.
"I'm not going" she managed.
Quinn stopped dead, and looked at the petit girl."what?" she asked.
"I'm not going" Rachel repeated.
"Why the hell not?" Quinn asked angrily.
"Because Quinn, I'll have to go back to New York, and it's going to be like 5 days a week, I'll never see you".
Quinn felt her heart beat faster, she couldn't be away from Rachel that long, and it would destroy her. "Rachel... you need to do this" Quinn put her hands on Rachel's shoulders.
Rachel shook her head. "I can't Quinn".
"Rachel, please this is what you've always wanted" Quinn yelled trying to sound excited.
Rachel sadly looked at her. "I just got you Quinn, I can't lose you again" she whispered.
Quinn felt her heart break at the words and a lump form in her throat. "Okay" she replied.
Rachel looked at her surprised. "Okay?"She asked. Quinn nodded.
The diva stood on her tippy toes and kissed the blonde's cheek." thanks you for understanding".
"Of course" Quinn answered, but she looked away and frowned.
"What movie do you want to see?" Quinn asked as she looked at her girlfriend in the passenger seat.
"Well I could go for some comedy, but romance sounds good too, what do you want to see?" Rachel asked smiling.
Quinn bit her lip." whatever you want to see" she replied.
Rachel narrowed her eyes." your no help, how about this, you choose and I'll go see whatever you want, okay? She asked.
Quinn shrugged. "You pick" she told the brunette.
"Oh my god, would you two stop being an old married couple and pick a god damn movie!" Santana yelled.
Rachel jumped almost forgetting Brittany and Santana were in the backseat.
"hurry up and drop us off at breadsticks, I'm starving" Brittany whined.
Quinn looked in the mirror at the blonde. "B, how can you possibly be hungry you ate breakfast this morning, and two boxes of Kraft dinner for lunch" Quinn told her surprised.
Brittany smiled cheerfully." well you see, I go eat as much as I can and then I burn off all the calories while San and I-" she was cut off by Santana's hand over her mouth.
"B, I m sure you don t want to make Quinn crash, so how bout we save this conversation for another time? The Latina suggested and Brittany nodded.
Once the girls dropped off Brittany and Santana at breadsticks, they pulled into the movie parking lot.
Rachel leaned over and kissed Quinn softly on the lips. The blonde smiled and pulled Rachel's face back to hers.
"You're incredible" Rachel whispered.
Quinn smiled warmly at her girlfriend. "So what movie?" she asked.
Rachel raised an eyebrow. "Whatever you want to see" she replied.
Quinn sighed. "Not again" she groaned, which caused Rachel to smile brighter.
Neither of them could decide so they both agreed on a romantic comedy.
Once they got into the theatre, it was almost empty which made Rachel relax a little, they sat in the far back corner away from the other couples.
They sat side by side in silence until the movie started and the theatre went pitch black. Quinn reached over and put her arm around Rachel.
The diva smiled when she felt Quinn's arm around her, she was waiting for that, so she snuggled up against Quinn and breathed in the blonde's scent.
About an hour of the movie passed, of Quinn and Rachel cuddling in silence and smiling at each other when one caught the other staring. Rachel began to shift around.
Quinn sighed and closed her eyes, she tried to enjoy the movie but she was thinking to much she knew she should let Rachel stay but she just couldn't, she couldn't see Rachel give away her dreams like this.
The blonde turned and caught Rachel staring at her which made her smile. Rachel blushed but when she turned away blushing Quinn pulled her face to hers, and kissed her lightly.
"I want you to go" she whispered against Rachel's lips. The diva pulled away and even though they were in a dark theatre Quinn could see the surprise on her face.
"What?" she replied?
Quinn let out a breath. "You have to say yes, to the producers" Quinn told her.
Rachel rolled her eyes. "Quinn I told you I'm not going" she told her sternly.
Quinn sighed and tightened her grasp on the petit girl. Rachel, I know you want to stay here but I m not going to sit around and watch you be unhappy, you want to go and you know it." Quinn told her.
Rachel frowned." I can't just leave you here Quinn" she cried.
Quinn shook her head. "I'll come up to New York to visit, i'll come to all of your shows." she told her, desperately.
Rachel shook her head. "Why can't you just give this up?" she asked feeling annoyed.
Quinn winced." I don't care if I can't see you as much, I just want you to be happy" she told her.
Rachel felt a tear sting at her eye, she knew what this was actually about, she stood up and glared at Quinn. "Whatever Quinn" she yelled, which caused people to stare but she ignored them at stormed off leaving Quinn with a shocked expression on her face.
Quinn didn't know what to do, she knew she should just let Rachel cool off but she couldn't just sit back and do nothing, she flung herself out of her seat, and fallowed Rachel.
The blond started to panic when she couldn't find Rachel in the movie theatre lobby so she ran to the exit.
When she opened the door she was greeted by cold rain pellets hitting her fiercely. She gasped and looked around the parking lot.
It was dark and raining so hard that she could barely see anything, but she spotted a short figure speed walking through the parking lot and she automatically knew it was Rachel.
She jogged and tried to cover her head as she ran through the rain.
"RACHEL" Quinn screamed over the thunder.
The diva ignored Quinn's called, but once the blonde reached her, she grabbed Rachel's arm and spun her around so that they were standing in the rain, staring at each other.
"Rach" Quinn whispered.
Although it was raining, Quinn could tell Rachel was crying.
Rachel shook her head, and backed up a few steps.
Quinn's shoulders dropped. "Please don't do this" she begged feeling tears fall from her own eyes.
"Is it not enough to just be with me Quinn? Do you really need to go through all of this trouble, just to get me to leave? You could have just told me you didn't want to be with me" Rachel yelled furiously.
Quinn stepped back shocked. "Rachel, you know that's not what I want" she replied.
Rachel let out a laugh. "Really? Cause that's exactly what it looks like" she hissed.
Quinn put her hand through her soaked hair, not caring about the rain anymore. "Rachel, I just want you to be happy, and you know you're going to regret not going, this is a huge deal" Quinn told her.
Rachel shook her head." a show is a show, there will be more shows out there, but there isn't more than one Quinn, I'll never find someone like you again" Rachel told her feeling the tears fall down her face more violently this time.
Quinn backed up again. "Who said I'm leaving you?" she asked.
Rachel looked at the soaked pavement below her feet." it's just a matter of time, you ll get annoyed with me, having to come visit all the time, having to come to all my shows, its 5 days a week Quinn, 5 days that ill barely be able to see you" the diva yelled.
Quinn shrugged." I don't care, I told you I will never leave you and I meant it" she replied.
Rachel growled under the thunder. "I can't do this Quinn, if this is going to happen every day. I just want to be with you I don't care about a stupid-" Rachel was cut off by the sound of Quinn's voice over the thunder.
"Kiss me" she yelled.
Rachel looked at her surprised. "What?" she asked.
Quinn stepped forward y"ou heard me" she whispered.
Rachel wanted to badly to turn around and run she wanted to run and never look back, but instead she ran forward, right into the arms of Quinn Fabray.
Their lips met hungrily, and Quinn moaned. Rachel dug her finger nails into Quinn's back, trying to get all of her anger out.
Quinn pulled away and looked deep into the chocolate brown eyes she loved. "I'm not going anywhere" she told her.
Rachel felt a lump in her throat, she put her head on Quinn's chest and felt her shoulders begin to shake.
The two girls stood in the rain crying in each other's arms for what felt like forever.
Rachel leaned over and put her head on Quinn's shoulder while she was driving. "I'm sorry" she whispered.
Quinn shook her head. "me too" she replied.
Quinn pointed to the sky. "It stopped raining" she told the brunette.
"Of course" Rachel replied glaring through the wind shield.
Quinn pulled into the drive way, and turned off the car. Before she could get out, Rachel's lips were on hers again.
The blonde smiled. "Thank you" she said.
Rachel raised her eyebrows." for what?" she asked.
"Everything" Quinn responded.
As they walked up to the house a dark figure emerged on the porch.
Quinn gasped and stopped dead on the rocky path.
Rachel squinted in the darkness. "oh my god" she whispered.
Quinn felt like she was going to throw up. "Is that-