We walked back to the condo holding hands. I was happy to be with Jasper. But Edward. Oh my god I forgot all about Edward and…Alice. I stopped walking and since I was holding Jasper's hand he stopped.

"Bell what's wrong?" Jasper asked me.

"Edward and Alice. What are we going to do? We just can't say oh when you two were gone we made out with each other but I still love you." I said.

"Oh well I don't know." Jasper said.

"Well we can't tell them what happened between us." I said

"True. I love Alice but Bella…I can't just leave you." Jasper said.

"Why? I have Edward and you have Alice." I said confused.

"Well I noticed last night that yeah I love Alice but I love you more." Jasper whispered.

"What?" I asked again not sure that I heard right.

"Bella I'm in love with you." Jasper said.

"Oh my god Jazz. This weekend was supposed to make us better friends. I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you." I said really fast.

"What? You're in love with me?" Jasper asked me. I nodded my head. I love Edward but I was in love with Jasper. I then heard a car pull up.

"Oh shit Emmett and Rosalie are back." I said.

"Bell you need to calm down. We will talk about this. Okay? But now we have to go inside." Jasper said. I nodded my head and started to walk back to the condo. Once we were at the back door I let go of Jasper's hand. I looked at him and smiled.

"It going to be okay Bell. I promise. Nothing bad will happen." Jasper promised me. I opened the door and we went inside. We quickly ran to the couch and turned on the TV. Just when we got settled Emmett and Rosalie walked threw the door.

"We're back!" Emmett yelled. At that moment I forgot about everything. I was happy just to have Emmett back.

"EMMETT!!" I yelled as I ran to give him a hug.

"Hey Bells. Did you miss me?" Emmett asked me as he hugged me back.

"Yeah." I said.

"Good. I missed you too." Emmett said as he put me down on the floor.

"So Rose. Did you have fun?" I asked her.

"Yes! Oh come here Bella. You are like a little sister. Give me a hug." Rose said. I went to give Rose a hug.

"Jasper!" Rosalie yelled as we finished our hug.

"Hey Rose." Jasper said as he hugged his sister.

"Jasper." Emmett greeted him

"Hello Emmett." Jasper said. Once they put their stuff down we went to sit on the couch.

"So what did you guys do this weekend." Emmett asked as he looked around the condo. It was a mess.

"We watched movie and went bowling." I answered him.

"Okay that explains the covers, but what's with the water gun?" Rosalie asked.

"Oh Jasper decided to hide and when he came out he scared me. So I got out a water gun and wet him." I announced. Emmett laughed.

"You never want to scare Bella." Emmett said.

"Well it's only three thirty. Do you guys wants to do something?" Emmett asked.

"Sure." I said

"Yeah." Jasper said.

"Okay. Let me just go home first so I can leave my stuff and take a shower." Rosalie said.

"I'll take you." Jasper said.

"Okay." Emmett said. Once they left I felt horrible. What if Emmett noticed that something was wrong with me? What if he asks what's wrong? I can't lie. What happens if Emmett or anyone finds out? What will they think? Oh shit. What happens if Alice finds out? How could I do this to my best friend? I didn't even want to think about it but what if Edward finds out? Would he still want me? I need to get away. Get away for awhile even if it's just five minutes. I was almost out the door when Emmett starts to talk. Fuck.

"Hey Bells. I'm going to take a quick shower." Emmett said as he walked into the living room.

"Where are you going?" He asked when he was my hand on the door knob.

"Umm…I need fresh air." I said. I didn't lie I really did need air.

"Okay just be back in time that Rosalie and Jasper come back." He said. I nodded my head. I walked out the door and closed it. Where do I go? I made my mind. I'm going to the meadow that Jasper and I found. Only Jasper and I know where it is. So I made my way to the meadow.

-Emmett's pov-

I walked out to the living room to tell Bella that I was going to take a quick shower. I found her with her hand on the door knob.

"Where are you going?" I asked her.

"Umm…I need fresh air." She said. I looked into her eyes. She wasn't lying.

"Okay just be back in time that Rosalie and Jasper come back." I told her. She nodded her head and went outside. Weird. I went to take a shower. Twenty minutes later I turned off the water. The phone rang. No one answered. I put a towel around my waist and went to answer it. Where is Bella? I reached the phone.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Emmett." Someone said.

"Yeah. Who's this?" I asked.

"Edward." He said

"Hey Edward." I said.

"Hey we can back early." He said

"Oh that's great! Hey we're about to do something why don't you and Alice come over." I said

"Okay. Keep it a secret that we are back. I want to surprise Bella. Where is she?" He asked.

"Ummm….I don't know. " I said as I looked around the condo.

"What do you mean 'I don't know'?" Edward asked.

"Well she went out for air and she isn't back yet." I said.

"We'll be there in a bit." Edward growled. I hung up the phone and went to put clothes on. Once I was done there was a knock the door. I went to answer it. Once I opened it there stood an angry Edward and worried Alice.

"Is she back yet?" Edward asked. I shook my head 'no'.

"What did happened?" Alice asked.

"She said that she needed fresh air and that she would be back. I told her to be back before Rose and Jasper came back. She nodded her head and went out the door." I told them.

"Bella wouldn't do this. This isn't like her." Edward said

"She would only do this if something was worrying her." I said.

"Call Jasper and Rosalie. Maybe they know where she would go." Alice said. I grabbed the phone and dialed.

"Hello?" Jasper answered.

"Jasper. Is Bella there by any chance?" I asked.

"No. why?" He asked

"Well she isn't here." I told him.

"Shit!" Jasper yelled.

"We'll be there." Jasper said then hung up.

"What did he say?" Edward asked.

"He doesn't know. But they will be here in a few." I told him.

-Jasper's pov-

"ROSE!" I yelled.

"What!?" She answered as she came out of her room.

"We have to go. Now." I said

"Why? What happened?" She asked

"Emmett can't find Bella." I said. With that we were out the door and driving to the condo. Within fifteen minutes we where the. I ran to the door and opened it.

"What happened?" I asked.

"She said that she needed fresh air and that she would be back. I told her to be back before you guys came back. She nodded her head and went out the door." Emmett told me. Rosalie then walked threw the door.

"Do you guys have any idea where she would go?" Edward asked.

"No." Rose and I said.

"Oh god." Alice said.

"There as to be something bothering her. Something big for her to do this." Emmett said

"She as to be somewhere that only she knows." Rose said. Then it clicked. The meadow!

"Shit!" I yelled.

"What's wrong?" They asked.

"I know where she is." I mumbled.

"WHERE?" They all shouted.

"I'll be back." I said.

"I'll go with you." Edward said.

"NO!" I yelled.

"Why?" Alice asked.

"I need to go alone." I said. Then I ran out the door. I ran as fast as I could to our secret meadow. Once I was there I slowed down to a walk. Then I saw her.

"Bell?" I called. She looked up. Her eyes where blood shot red from crying.

"Jazz…" She said. I sat down next to her and pulled her into my lap. She cried even more into my chest.

"What's wrong?" I asked her.

"Jazz…I can't." Bella said.

"You can't what?" I asked

"I can't be with Edward if I'm in love with you." She said.

"Jazz…I just can't." She said.

"Listen do you want to be with me?" I asked.

"Yes!" She said.

"Okay then. We'll be together." I said

"What about Edward and Alice?" She asked

"Well have to tell them." I said. At first she was going to say no but then she nodded.

"Okay." She said.

"Talking about Edward and Alice. They are back early." I told her

"What?!" She yelled.

"They are at the condo." I told her

"Why?" She asked

"Well you scared Emmett. I don't why they are back but everyone is at you're place now." I answered her.

"We should go back now." She said as she stood up.

"Are you sure?" I asked her. She nodded her head. I grabbed her hand and started to walk back. I stopped when we were in front of the door.

"We'll go straight to the bathroom. You're eyes are red." I told her.

"Okay." She said. I opened the door and walked in. Everyone's head turned.

"BELLA!!" Edward and Emmett yelled. They began to get up from the couch. I shook my head towards them and they stopped and sat back down. We went straight to the bathroom. I closed the door and turned towards Bella. She washed her face and calmed down.

"Do you want me to go get you you're pajama's?" I asked.

"Yes." She said. Her voice sounded normal. That was good. I walked out and went to her room. I found her pajama's and went to the bathroom door. I knocked and she opened the door. She saw that it was me and pulled me threw the door.

"Bella I can't be in here when you change." I said

"Why?" She asked.

"We have to tell them first." I said. She nodded. I opened the door.

"Stay by the door." Bella whispered. I nodded and stepped out.

"Jasper. Is she okay?" Emmett asked. I nodded. I looked over at Edward and he looked pissed. I heard the door open so I turned around. There stood Bella. She looked back to normal. She grabbed my arm and we walked out to the others. To tell them that we were in love.

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