Scott's POV
I walked downstairs still confused with the whole situation the night before. Derek chasing me; using the excuse of teaching me how to control my werewolf blood just to tell me to apologize to stiles. I stepped into the kitchen and found my mom just staring at me.
"what? Something wrong?" I asked confused.
"same thing am asking. You woke up screaming! 'sverything ok?" she told me; I could notice the worry in her face. I wanted to tell her that everything was but ok; but I couldn't. I wanted to let her know that my friendship with stiles is growing weaker; that I was being chased by a maniac last night. I wanted to tell her so many things that were impossible for me to tell her, I felt miserable, and I did not want to drag my mom into this. Instead, I told her that everything was fine and she had nothing to worry about. Some minutes after she waved goodbye as she was heading out the door for work. Not before telling me I had better not get late to class again. I served myself some corn flakes on a bowl and practically jugged it down when I looked at the time; I should be in school by this time.
'how boring is school without stiles' I thought to myself as I sat through my third class. I had never stopped to think of how life would be without my best-friend here with me. And now I knew; I knew that not hearing his sarcastic voice over my shoulder can make a day feel like hell. But hey, I had another little angel to make coming to school worth while, my girlfriend. And just in time, she's walking through the door.
"hey" she saluted as she sat behind me. And from there, a conversation started that I had not expected. "what happened to you yesterday? You go running put of class disappear and no calls or texts. on top of that, you don't text or call back. I tried stiles to see what he had but no answer from him either."
"sorry; i wasn't feeling good. And I couldn't call you or text you because my phone kinda. . Broke." I apologized.
"i see. But everything's good now r." she started off, but then I realized she had said something I hadn't payed much attention to.
". . wait. Why would you try to contact stiles?" I barked out. Thanks to Derek not only couldn't I talk to my girlfriend; she was trying to talk to Stiles because of that.
"what do you mean 'why'? Well, one, he's your best friend and two, I wanted to ask if he got to talk to you yesterday" she explained slowly. kinda scared because of how I almost shouted, which I would've, but we were in the middle of class.
"oh. . . no. I've been super busy lately so we only see each other at school" I replied more calm now.
"oh. So you guys didn't talk yesterday then?" she asked.
"how wou. . Wait, what?" ok, so. I just told her we hadn't talked lately but she's asking that again.
"well I figured you guys had probably talked since he ran after you yesterday when you ran out of class" he explained slowly once again. I don't know if she thought I was stupid or something but she was explaining everything slowly.
"uh, no, he never came to me and I haven't seen him at all. All I know is that. ." I trailed off, not wanting to give away more than I wanted to. I was always afraid of this; saying something that would make people aware of who I was, or hurt someone in this case. I couldn't possibly tell Allison Stiles was mad at me for being the reason his dad got hurt, much less that some of it was caused by me kissing Lydia.
"that what?" she asked in confusion.
"ah, its nothing." I said. "is he here today?" I asked, trying to move on in the conversation.
"no Scott. . . tell me. Is he okay? He wasn't there first hour and I just texted Lydia if he was there his second but he wasn't. Plus, he wouldn't pick up yesterday either." she begged. Why was she so worried about Stiles? They're not really friends or anything; they rarely talk as a matter of fact. But she's a worrier, and she knows he's my best friend, maybe part of it is, that she is trying to worry for him knowing that I wasn't.
"probably his phone got destroyed too" I said, I needed to give her an excuse. She was asking something I didn't know either; I hadn't even tried to contact him.
"too? Didn't you say yours broke?" and she was right. I hadn't even noticed what excuse I had given her. All I knew is that if I kept lying things like this would happen; she would end up finding errors in my lies. Worst part is; that;s just ho she is, she notices every little detail.
"yeah, well I kinda lied. Actually Derek Hale smashed it against a wall when he came to demand for me to apologize to stiles" I confessed apologetically.
"what? Why? So will you apologize to stiles?" 'hell if I knew' she was asking me questions I didn't have answers to, I wasn't ready for this. I had been going through so many stressful events lately.
"i don't know. We haven't really talked for weeks and its been a week of no talking at all. But I want to." I answered. I hadn't really noticed, but as she asked me those questions and an answer came out of my subconscious I noticed; that those were questions I should've been asking my self to figure things out.
"well you guys are best friends." she declared. She said it well; at that moment I knew I had been wrong all along. I knew what I had to do, I had to find stiles and apologize to him, when she stressed that sentence I knew how bad of a friend I was being. Stiles was always been there to help me out, and all I had done was hurt him; once and again he forgave me, but I just kept on doing the same thing. Do something, apologize, be forgiven, do it again.
"Tell me though, would you apologize because you want to or because Derek told you to?" she questioned, interrupting my thoughts. I couldn't blame her though, I was having a conversation; I wasn't supposed to get too absorbed in my thoughts. This time though, I knew the answer.
"i don't know. It's all Stiles' fault" I lied, once again. Yeah, I knew the answer, but I couldn't bring myself to admit it was all my fault. Not yet anyway.
"am sorry baby, but you're the one who dashed out of class when Stiles came and sat by you. If you were to ask me, I wouldn't think Stiles is the cause. . . . have I not told you? You're a terrible liar. So tell me, what's going on?" she stated, seeing through my lies yet another time. Deep down I knew too well she would see right through the lie. Why had I lied then? I guess was just too afraid to accept the fact that it wasn't all on Stiles but on me. She was right though, I already knew it was all on me, and it hurt. Hearing it from someone else though, and specially the my girlfriend, that was heart-burning.
"well, Stiles was the one who was pissed at me for some things I did. And now, am the one who doesn't want to talk to him." I admitted, it hurt, but I had done it.
"and why not?" she asked. How I wished the talk was over, I couldn't and didn't want to say anything else; I was feeling awful.
"Because! Ugh. . . I think he might be gay" I another fabricated lie. At this point I knew that wasn't the reason at all, I had become to understand Stiles. Still, there were things I still wasn't ready to tell Allison.
"really Scott? I mean, I wouldn't even expect this from Jackson; He talks to Danny. But you? You're not talking to your best friend because he MIGHT be gay?" she claimed. Had I not become to understand everything that was going on that would've hurt like a bitch-slap. But I had. It still hurt because that was the reason I ran out of class yesterday. But it didn't hurt as much now knowing that wasn't the reason I had been upset at all.
"no, I really don't care of he is or not. Am mad that am his best-friend and he wouldn't tell me about it." I affirmed. That right there was the truth. I mean, how could he hide something like that from me?
"wait. So how'd you find out?" she questioned. I was starting to feel uncomfortable with so many questions. Specially knowing that, had I done the right thing, they would've never come.
"i kinda found him and Derek making out; or I think they were now that I think about it. It seemed like it. That's why I say he might be." I explained.
"Oh, so that's the role Derek plays into all of this." she stated.
"uhh, yeah. The only reason." I declared while emphasizing the word 'only.' like that wasn't suspicious at all; but I wanted to make sure she stopped talking or asking anything else regarding Derek. If I was scared of one confession, it would be letting Allison know I was a werewolf.
"ok. Then its settled." she stated in a more happy manner.
"the what?" I asked in confusion to that sudden change of mood.
"today we go looking for Stiles and have him confirm your suspicions, since you are not even sure that's what they were doing. You two make up and we're all good again. And fix your phone please." she stated giggling a little and cupping my cheek to get close and kiss me.
"uhhh. Ok, I guess. And sure, I'll get it fixed soon." I replied. She thanked me and before she could say anything again I asked her to let me take care of the matter on my own. I had been the one who had messed up and had to fix it. Plus, I really didn't want for her to meet Derek, fact that I told her.
"why should I meet him if I go with you. Is Stiles with him?" she questioned in awe.
"well, if Stiles isn't picking up or messaging am sure he's with Derek. I don't think there'd be any other place he'd be at. And Derek can be a bit of a lunatic when he's around too many people. And you know, three is already a crowd." I joked as to get all the tension from the ending chat away from both of us.
"ok then, you fix things up and tonight you come over, my parents will not be home. And we can celebrate things getting better for everyone." she said in a flirt tone, man how I loved it when she did that. And hell was I excited, not only would I fix things with Stiles and hopefully get somewhat closer to my wolf teacher but I would get laid tonight! Fuck yeah!
"ok yeah. Am sure we'll both enjoy that." I declared trying to hold my excitement down. Still I couldn't help the blush in my face, which according to Allison was a turn on. She giggled once again and got up to get to her next class as the bell rang. The talk wasn't the most anticipated nor loved of all my conversations but at least I helped get half of a class pass way quicker; and it definitely helped me solve some issues. I, too, got up. I wasn't planning on getting to my next class though; I was heading to the Hale house. Ready to solve everything and get all that weight off my shoulders
There it is! chapter 6 in 4 days after 1st rev.
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am glad you guys are enjoying the story. . . quick question. . . would you guys like to read a sex scene or not? (warning: it would be my first time writing one so. . . ) but yeah, its up to you guys :)
