I've been walking for what seems like days. There are no benches around; shall I sit on the ground? That's the only way I can get through this, sat down.

Now... Two sides and your still listening. Well, one well done whichever one you are.

I hate that she refers to us as if we are the same. I am nothing like these people. I did NOTHING!

When I started at HollyWood Arts I wasn't the only new guy. I had two other 'friends' I suppose. Trina Vega and Robert Shapiro.

Trina Vega, and I bet that she is not the only Vaga sister to pop up here.

The story of how me and Trina met is a strange one, kinda sums her up, cheeky, nosey.

Sounds about right.

What were you doing that day Trina?

You see, the first time me and Trina met I was on the phone to my Mother. I was saying something along the lines of 'I hate this new school!' and guess who should be standing close enough to hear.

I think, well I know that I remember exactly how that conversation went ;

Me: What do YOU want?

Trina: Erm.. Nothing I just… I'm new to this school aswell.

You really were scared of me weren't you, even then?

I'm not surprised Jade, you can be very intimidating.

Well, I think could sense that, so I softened to you abit. For those first few days, weeks even you were one of the best friend's I'd ever had. We had coffee almost every day, you had coco because you didn't like the taste of coffee. That's where we first met Robbie.

Funny thing is we met in the same way, he was listening to us talk about being new to school and well he just started coming to our little coffee chats. Which I was fine with; you were great company at first.

People used to think you were wired, people envied Trina because she got in with NO talent, but people envied you for completely opposite reasons. You were perfect. You had the body, the smile, the voice, the talent, why did you throw it all way Jade?

Funny thing is, I dint even see it coming Trina, you just stopped me in the hall and said we need to talk.

I was cool with skipping class so we went to out for a coffee.

You looked depressed, which was not like you.

I took a sip of my coffee and you took some paper out of your pocket, un folded it and slid it across the table.

It was a copy of your list Robbie.

Nobody cared other than us, so why did you make a big deal?

'I don't care that he picked me over you' you said to me, you looked at me like I was a child. I hate that.

Jade, people looked at you like child because they didn't know what to think of you, they thought you were lost in life and they just wanted to help, but you pushed us all away, one by one.

You claimed to 'know the rumours' but let me just clear one thing up. You cannot KNOW rumours, you can hear them and that's all.

I heard the rumours too, and not once have I ever been with Robbie, ever.

I'm going to let you all in on a little secret… Trina and Robbie have been seeing each other for a while now.

Jade, people have been suspecting that for a while.

And Trina is currently expecting a baby girl, are you going to name her after me?

Wow. That was unexpected. She's pregnant? She was looking a bit ill but I would have never guessed!

If my calculations are correct you are about 5months by now. I don't think I'll be around for the birth so congratulations; you'll make an excellent mother.

She sounds as if she's about to cry, you said you never wanted kids Jade.

So Trina, were you trying to punch me or scratch me because it felt like a bit of both.

What did you say, I didn't hear I was too busy ducking from your hand, but you got me.

Have any of you ever seen that little scar above my eyebrow, that my friends is the exact shape of Trina's fingernail, which I pulled out myself.

I notice that scar Jade, I notice it for the first time when you came to my RV and we just cuddled, you looked so adorable, your scar was still red. It must have been close this.

I want to know Trina, did you drag yourself to my funeral? Did you hold your baby bump and regret everything you did?

You're still probably wondering what you actually did, I'll tell you. You chose to believe rumours about me because you couldn't cope with the fact you and Robbie were growing apart all by yourselfs.

You knew in your heart that I did nothing but you didn't say anything, I trusted you.

I must have walked for hours. Stopping at benches, kicking cans along the ground. It's not dark yet but I need to go somewhere where I feel safe.