A/N: Just to let some people know. I do not own Instant Star or it's characters, I also do not own The CSI Miami Character names ( Eric Delko or Calleigh Duquesne) nor do I own the lyrics i post here. The only thing I own are the following: Samantha, Natalia, Noel, Gracelyn and the words. Thanks for reading
Now here's Chapter 6
Chapter 6- Samantha
"Girlfriend, Fiancé" me and Jude say at the same.
I look at Eric and he looks like he just saw a ghost.
"Wow. So what was this Eric. You came to Canada to tell me you love me and that you were sorry and if I didn't accept your apology at least you still had a girlfriend in New York."
"No Sam. Thats not it."
"Save it Eric I had it up to here with all your lies." I put my hand up to indicate where I had it up to.
I turned to Jude and I see tears in her eyes as she watched Gracelyn's hands on Tommy's hips and she was kissing him on the cheek. She looked so broken.
I saw Sadie getting ready to come our way but I put up my hand to stop her and I mouthed 'everything was ok'. She shook her head up and down then went back to the receptionist desk.
"Natalia come here baby." I heard Calleigh say as she reached for my daughter.
"Excuse me but your not touching my child. How do you know her anyway."
"Your baby. Eric always brought her to his house to visit me. So Eric this is the bitch you were always complaining about. The one who abandoned her baby."
She did not just go there. Does this girl know who I am. She must not know I was born and raised in the Bronx and I don't take shit from nobody.
Now the studio was really quite as everyone was paying attention to my conversation.
Out of nowhere Sadie ran and took Natalia from mine and Jude's hands. Once I saw Sadie, Kwest and Natalia go into studio A I turned my attention back to the bitch who just insulted me.
"The-bitch-who-aband..." I didn't even get to finish the words coming out my mouth. And before I knew it I lifted up my hand, boiled it into a fist and punched Calleigh in the face.
I saw her topple backwards and fall into the glass table behind her.
I heard the gasps coming out of everyones mouth as Calleigh hit the table.
Hitting her felt good. I wanna do it again. So I am.
I turned around to face Jude, Tommy, Gracelyn and Eric. None of them were even paying attention to me. They were all looking at Calleigh slip in and out of conscienceness.
"And as for you Tommy." I said grabbing his attention. "This is for hurting Jude again." With that I lifted my hand and slapped Tommy clear across the face.
Once again I heard the gasp come out of everyones mouth.
I grabbed Jude's hand and started to head towards studio D.
Before I got into Studio D I let go of Jude's hand and walked up to Eric. Of course he saw me coming and didn't even flinch. Thats the thing with spanish men they never show fear. They always put up a brave front. When really there just scared inside.
"I want you and all of your stuff out of my house before I get home. And if you aren't out of my house when I get there you better pray God is on your side because your gonna need it."
With that me and Jude went into studio D.
Jude sat on the couch and cried. As for me I refused to show any emotions. So instead I took out my bag and started to write a song.
This is great. Just what I need. This song is called 'Tomorrow'
So long to all my pain
Good night to my heartache
Goodbye sorrow
I won't cry no more
I'm leaving tomorrow
If you would only treat me right
I'd stay here by your side
But I am down to my last cry
So I'm leaving you goodbye
You turned away from opportunities
To sit and talk things through
But now when I say I'm leaving you
You have so much to prove
So long to all my pain
Good night to my heartache
Goodbye sorrow
I won't cry no more
I'm leaving tomorrow
Stop writing me sweet letters and Calling me on the phone
We argued constantely when I saw you
Always left me in the cold
I made the choice to finally go
Cause I can't stand this pain
It's time for my last tear to fall
And me to smile again
So long to all my pain
Good night to my heartache
Goodbye sorrow
I won't cry no more
I'm leaving tomorrow
Sorrows and heartache goodbye
I'm leaving you
Don't wanna meet again
Has got to be the end
The end
The sun will finally shine on me
And clouds will drift away
There's something that's in store in me
That's my brighter day
So long to all my pain
Good night to my heartache
Goodbye sorrow
I won't cry no more
I'm leaving tomorrow
Now I just can't wait
Tomorrow's too late
I'm leaving you today
Thats it I'm no longer letting him hurt me.
30 minutes later- Jude
A fiancé. He has a fucking fiancé. God again how could he hurt me.
Thats it no more I wont let him do this to me again.
I turned and looked at Samantha and she seemed in her own little world.
She was looking out the window as they wheeled Calleigh by. Its kinda weird though because she let out a small laugh.
"Thank you Sam." Was the first thing I said to her since she slapped Tommy for me.
I know I would never have enough courage to do that my self.
"No problem Jude. Besides I know if it was the other way around you would of did the same for me."
"In a split second." I told her as we hugged.
A couple minutes later Samantha was writing in her notebook and I was writing in mine when Darius knocked on the door.
"Come on in D." I said as he walked in.
"Sam I just spent the last half an hour trying to get that cop not to press charges."
"Come again."
"The woman you punched is a CSI for the city of Miami. Her name is Calleigh Duquesne. She spent the last 2 months visiting Eric after being put on leave for being shot in the line of duty. and made a stop here to say goodbye to him before she went back to Miami."
"Thank you D but you didn't have to do that. You didn't hear what she said about me." Samantha said to him.
"You see thats where your wrong." Darius told her.
He said that he saw everything from the door way of his office. And that it was him who motioned for Sadie to come and take Natalia from me and Samantha and that it was him who called the ambulance for her after she fell through the table.
Oh yeah he also said that it was really good to see someone hit Tommy and that he wanted to do that ever since Tommy first hurt me.
And in case you didn't know. I told Darius about all the times Tommy hurt me. Including when Tommy first kissed me on my 16th birthday and minutes later told me to forget it happened.
Darius was really supportive of everything and ever since then he has been like a father to me. Which is good since Stuart has been to busy with Yvette to even notice when I was hurt or depressed.
In the case of Samantha I doubt if he wants to be like a father to her if you catch my drift.
I was pulled out of my thoughts when Darius spoke to me.
"So Jude what are you up too."
"Huh? Oh I'm working on a new song."
"Great what about you Samantha."
"I'm working on a duet for me and Jude. It'll be done tonight and we can record it tomorrow."
"Alright so do I get a sample of this duet."
"Nope your gonna have to wait until tomorrow just like everyone else." Samantha said as I laughed and pushed Darius out the room.
"Aw man Jude today has been so hectic. How about we take Natalia and go to my house and finish the song." Samantha said to me a minute after I pushed Darius out the door.
"You really don't have to ask me twice."
Me and Samantha went into Studio A and took a sleeping Natalia from Qwest's arms. But instead of Natalia catch a fit when we moved her. Qwest was the one who wined.
"Aw Sam why can't she stay she's not bothering anyone."
"Qwest she'll be back tomorrow and then if you want you can spend the whole day with her."
"Oh that would be great maybe me and Sadie could take her to the park or to get some ice cream." I laughed at Qwest's anxiousness.
"Calm down Qwest. Tomorrow is not here yet." I told him and he put on a little pout.
"We'll see you tomorrow Qwest. Hey maybe I don't need to pay for a babysitter. You could do it for free Qwest." Samantha said as Qwest face went serious. I laughed again.
"Why the serious face." Sam asked
"Because if you get a babysitter that means she wouldn't be here everyday."
"Aww Qwest would you like to be her babysitter. Even though you are a producer."
"Sure she can help with the equipment."
"Ok thanks Qwest we'll see you tomorrow."
"Bye"
With that me and Samantha left G-Major and went to her house.
A Half an hour later—Narrator
Samantha turned into her driveway a half an hour after she left G-Major.
Her and Jude were talking about their new duet when Samantha noticed a car in her driveway.
"Who's blue fucking Viper is that."
Samantha looked at Jude and Jude just stared at the Viper.
"Its Tommy's" She whispered as she and Samantha got out the jeep.
Samantha went to the back and got the still sleeping Natalia out of her car seat,
Then she and Jude went into her house.
"I thought I told you to be gone by the time I got here." Samantha yelled as Eric came out his room followed by Tommy who was holding a box.
"Well I would of been if I had a fucking key to get in here." He yelled back.
"How the fuck did you get in here anyway."
Eric looked at the window near her front door.
She followed his gaze and saw the window broken.
"No you fucking didn't break my window to get in here." Samantha said as she handed a now awake Natalia to Jude.
"Have you completely lost your mind, I should call the cops on you right now for breaking and entering."
"You know what Samantha I don't want to argue with you anymore. If your looking for me I'll be staying with Tommy."
"Oh thats rich. Two lying fucking heartbreaking idiots. Under one roof. That should be a sight to see." Jude said
"Jude please go put Natalia in her room." Samantha told Jude. She nodded her head and started to walk up the steps.
No one noticed that Tommy had put the box down and followed Jude up the steps.
"Diana. Listen to me. Calleigh was my girlfriend but I broke up with her a week before I came to Canada to look for you. She also knew who you were because I have pictures of me, you and Natalia all around my apartment. She came to Canada to say goodbye to me and that if I wanted the offer still stood."
"What offer."
"The offer to move to Miami with her. Because before Darius called me Calleigh convinced me to apply to be a CSI in Miami. I applied and they accepted me. I was suppose to leave today with Calleigh. But then Darius called me and offered me the job and I accepted it. I thought a change of scenery would be good for me. It would get my mind off loving you and I could stop investigating your disappearance."
"But I didn't disappear I left because you hurt me for the last time. Noel knew where I was going, My mom and my dad did too although he didn't care because he was leaving on business."
"And what Calleigh said about talking about you. Yes I admit I did talk about you but I never said one word about you abandoning Natalia. I was angry you left but I never told Calleigh you abandoned her."
"But you told me that the day you busted into Darius's office."
"I said it out of anger. I never meant any of it. Please Diana. Believe me when I say I love you."
Samantha looked into Eric's eyes and saw the tears that were dying to be free. She heard it in his voice that he meant it. But no matter what his eyes were saying or what the words coming out of his mouth meant she still could not believe him.
"I'm sorry Eric but I just can't believe you. My mind is telling me your telling the truth. But my heart says otherwise. How do I know that if I allow you back into my life back into my heart that you wouldn't break it again. I'm sorry. But I refuse to take that risk. Please just go."
"Alright I'll leave please give Natalia a kiss for me and tell her her Tio (uncle) loves her. and tell Tommy I'll be waiting in his car"
With that Eric took his box and walked out the door.
Samantha walked over to the couch, sat down and cried.
Up in Natalia's room.
"Jude" Tommy whispered as Jude layed Natalia in her crib and she drifted back off to sleep.
"Please Tommy. Leave me alone.You've hurt me enough to last 10 life times."
"Thats just it Jude. I want to explain everything to you starting from when I left 2 years ago."
Jude started to walk out Natalia's room and head down stairs.
When she reached the bottom step she saw Samantha standing near the door crying.
Samantha heard Tommy and Jude's whole conversation.
"Sam you ok?"
"Yeah I am. Listen to me. Let him explain. He is willing to tell you why he left. So just listen. You and him can go sit on the bench in my backyard and talk. Or he can talk. You" She said pointing to Jude.. "I want you to listen. And if you need me I'll be in here finishing our song and trying to understand everything Eric told me. Maybe I'll call Noel. But if anything I'll be on that couch waiting for you. Also tell Tommy Eric is outside waiting for him."
"Ok Sam I will and thanks for being my friend."
"No problem."
Jude told Tommy she was willing to let him explain and that Samantha was kind enough to let them talk in her back yard. He agreed and then went to tell Eric to take the viper back to his apartment.
They walked to the backyard and Jude sat on the bench while Tommy stood breathing very slowly before he spoke to her.
"Jude. The reason why I left 2 years ago was because of a family tragedy. 2 years ago a couple days before our first date. There was a fire that claimed the lives of both my parents. Their lawyer came to Toronto to get me. When I found out that my parents were dead I yelled at him and told him he was a liar. This was during your concert. He pulled me out of the arena and explained everything to me while we drove to my house so I can pack. Saying goodbye to you caused another agruement between me and him. He expected me to just leave you and not say anything. I refused and told him that I was not going until I said goodbye to you. Finally he agreed and I drove to the resturant to say bye to you. When you asked me why I was leaving I couldn't bring myself to tell you. I was still trying to wrapped my mind around the fact that they died."
"So why not answer your phone or return my phone calls. Why not let me know you were fine. Maybe if you took the time out to call me you would of knew I was pregnant and I wouldnt of been under so much stress and I wouldn't of lost our baby."
"Jude there's more to the story. before my parents died they were taking care of my 1 year old nephew because my sister was addicted to drugs. After they died in their will they had specific orders for me to take care of my nephew. And for the past 2 years thats what I was doing. That is until a few months ago when we found his father's parents living in the next city. Apparently they never knew they had a grandchild and that their son died 5 months prior. It was their decision to adopt my nephew. They said it was the only real reminder of their son. So I signed papers allowing them to adopt him. And after it was final I came back here. To see you to explain to you that ever since I left, you were the only person I could think of I hadn't had a good night sleep since I left." Tommy paused "I love you Jude. No one else but you."
"What about--"
"Me?" said a voice coming from behind Tommy and Jude.
Jude and Tommy turned around to see Gracelyn standing in Samantha's doorway.
"What the hell is she doing here Quincy. You've got a lot of fucking nerve to show your face around here" she said as she tried to attack her.
Samantha ran out to the back and stopped Jude from charging at Gracelyn.
"Jude listen Gracelyn is Tommy's sister." Samantha explained
"What?!"
"Yes Jude this is my sister Gracelyn Quincy."
"Why the fuck did you say you were his fiancee."
"Simple explaination really. I didn't know you were Jude. I thought you were some broad Tommy was hitting on. So I lied and said I was his fiance so you could leave him alone. Then after I heard your friend say Jude. It dawned on me that you are the girl my dear older brother constantly spoke about. The one he constantly beat himself up over. The one he constantly said he loved. So I came here to apologize for my actions."
"You don't look like a drug addict." Jude said plainly.
"TOMMY!" Gracelyn screamed
"Calm down Gracie I had to tell her the truth. The whole truth. I couldn't lie to her anymore because I already caused her too much pain."
"Fine. I've been clean for 6 months now. I'm trying to get my son back with the help of my big mouth older brother."
"oh ok. Um this is all just to much for me to handle right now. Can you all just leave and Tommy I'll see you tomorrow." Said Jude as Samantha held on to her so she can keep her balance.
"Alright Jude we'll go. I'll see both of you in the studio tomorrow."
"Bye Jude and again I'm sorry for the misunderstanding."
Jude said nothing as Tommy and Gracelyn left Samantha's house.
"Come on Jude. You can stay in the guest room tonight.I'll call Sadie and let her know."
"Alright thanks. I'm really tired."
"Me too."
Samantha and Jude went upstair were Samantha showed Jude where she was staying and after that she gave her some pajamas, said goodnight and went in her room.
In the guest room. Jude tossed and turned trying to get into a confortable postion so she can sleep. After 30 minutes of trying she gave up.
Doing the only thing she knew she could do to help her sleep she pulled out her book and started to write a song.
'Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
Finally satified with the song she just written. Jude laid back down and went to sleep.
The next morning Jude woke up to Natalia crying and a loud pounding on Samantha's front door.
She's got up and went downstairs just as Samantha was opening the door with Natalia in her arms.
"Papa" Natalia screamed
"Dad" They both said at the same time.
Samantha looked at Jude who was staring at her.
"Did you just call him dad?" Jude asked.
"Yeah because he is my father."
Samantha and Jude looked at Stuart who was extremely pale.
"Care to explain Dad." Said Jude and Samantha at the same time
"It's a long story."
A/N: I forgot to mention this in the last chapter but the song was. 'I Changed My Mind' By Keyshia Cole. and in this chapter the song was 'Goodbye To You' By Michelle Branch.
Please R&R. I hope you liked this chapter. After 3 or 4 reviews I will start chapter 7