Chapter 4

Life lessons

Okay so anyways I guess this is kinda going off on its own little adventure, but I'm sure some action will com eventually…well I should know I'm the author but whatever. I need more reviews so please Review please I will pay you money if you do (Kakuzu reference) I must warn you there will be some…sex scenes between Rasuka and Gaara and well I'm not the best at this, I'm better at yaoi but please just try to get the picture.

I winked at Gaara and looked around to make sure nobody was around to catch us. Gaara moved away from the window and came toward me. I couldn't help but stare at his red tux. He looked…overly good in it.

"What do you have planned?" He asked in a grim voice. I knew he was still mad at me for just leaving like I did, but I had good reason to.

"Take my hand and away we go." I told him with a smile. Reluctantly Gaara took my hand. I did a quick sign and we vanished from his room. When the room cleared we were standing in my secret room under the sand village.

"Where are we?" Gaara asked looking around the small room. I walked over to the small blue couch and sat down.

"Welcome to viva la Rasuka." I told him teasingly. Gaara stood there looking almost awkward. "Gaara calm down…your acting different." I noted. Gaara took a breath.

"You just left…why?" He asked deeply. My eyes fell to the dark ground. How was I going to explain this to him exactly? I mean was I just going to come out and say "Gaara I'm leaving forever to join and evil organization." That was just stupid and would make him probably tie me up.

"I just have a lot on my mind." I admitted feeling sheepish. Gaara sat beside me and rubbed his eyes.

"Just…tell me" I stared at him as he stared back.

"I can't." Gaara nodded and stood up.

"If you can't then we have nothing more to discuss. How do I get out of here?" I grabbed his arm and pulled him down.

"You can't just leave!" I almost screamed. We finally had some complete alone time and I really wanted to just talk to him. "Gaara please…stay." I was almost begging. Gaara stared at me deeply, and nodded sitting back down. "So…what now?" I asked trying not to think of naughty thoughts, but they were still coming. Gaara looked down in a thinking pose. I could tell he wasn't in the mood for anything either, which was kind of a bummer.

"Temari told me she was going to marry Shikamaru." Gaara murmured. Temari would marry Shikamaru at least when they get older, I hoped. "She told me that her love for him was the strongest thing she had ever felt before." Gaara barely looked at me. "I was thinking…" He paused not saying anymore.

"What were you thinking?" I asked trying to pry open this sand shelled man.

"That you didn't' truly love me." His words were like an ice shard to the heart. The way his voice was cold and uncaring.

"I do love you truly…but…" I didn't know what to say to make things better. I told him I loved him why couldn't that be enough.

"Then tell me what's up with you." Gaara stared directly at me, reading my every thought. If I wanted to keep him than I had to do it.

"If I tell you, will you keep it a secret?" He nodded genuinely. "Gaara…I'm leaving the leaf village." My words sunk in quickly. For once in my life, Gaara actually looked completely shocked. His eyes were wide, and his bottom lip was trembling.

"You're leaving?" Maybe it didn't quite sink it.

"I have no place, the Akatsuki wants me. There like a family to me…" I trailed off seeing Gaara constantly shake his head.

"But…" he stared at me with deep and dark eyes. "If you do…you'll have to die." That was the worse thing I had ever heard. He straight up said somebody would kill me if I left.

"Gaara just try to understand. You know what's its like to be shunned from an entire village, you and Naruto share that. Well I too have been shunned, and I'm ready to be accepted. If Sasuke could leave and return successfully then…" I stopped myself. What was I thinking? Was I going to return to Konaha ever? That never crossed my mind, but I doubted it. I remained silent, as did Gaara.

"Fine…" That was a surprise. Gaara accepted my leaving? Obviously he wasn't going to say anymore, so I wanted to take my chance for this.

"Oh Gaara." I mumbled touching his leg softly. "I won't leave you forever." Gaara was shocked by my moves, but he didn't deny. He moved closer to me, and our lips touched. I pushed him back shoving my tongue down his throat. If I was going to leave soon, I was going to at least get one thing before I go, and that was Gaara's virginity.

Gaara moaned as my body rubbed up against him slightly. I continued to lick his mouth rubbing my hand up and down his inner thigh. Suddenly Gaara pushed me to the bottom and was on top. Both his hands ran up my thigh and continued up. His hands rubbed against my panties. He grabbed the waist band and pulled them down.

He unbuttoned his tuxedo pants and slipped them to his ankles. Obviously this wasn't going to be the most romantic with candles, a rose petal covered bed, but it was still good enough. He pulled his lips away for a second.

"Should we?" He asked genuinely concerned. Was I really going to deny this? Hell no!

"Yes." I hissed pulling his mouth against mine again. Gaara slipped down his boxers, his thick hard cock being exposed. I held my breath slightly as I felt him get near to my pussy.

"I'm going in." he muttered through kisses. I barely nodded, but enough for him to get that I wanted it. I felt his hard cock rub around my entrance, then like a flick of a switch it went in on one quick thrust. I almost screamed from it, but bit his tongue instead. He pulled his mouth away surprised.

"Sorry…" I mumbled gasping for air.

"Are you hurt?" He asked in surprise. I shook my head.

"No…just surprise." I admitted feeling my face go red. He sighed feeling relief. "Please continue." I told him arrogantly. He smiled slightly, kissing me again. I felt as his cock slid against the sides of my pussy and exit. I continued to kiss him trying to prepare for the next insert. He thrust into my again, but instead of shock I felt a rush of pleasure run up and through me. I couldn't help but push his head harder against mine, passionately adding to the kiss. As a sign of good work, Gaara continued to thrust in and out, making my body burn with pleasure and lust for more. Was this what I had been missing out on for so long? It was too good.