A/N: So get this guys I just finished re-reading chapter 18 and I realized not all my lyrics were there. So I had to go edit chapter 18 and put in the rest of the lyrics so if you want you can go back to 18 and read the lyrics. Anyway sorry it took so long I've been working on other stories. Hope you like this chapter. Plz review.

Chapter 19 -Narrator - November

After Samantha got off the phone with Jude she decided to go down to the kitchen and get something to eat.

Today was the first day in a while she had the house completely to herself. There were no butlers running around, no maids cleaning, no mom and her stupid boyfriend, No Natalia because she was with Noel's mom, and no Grandfather because he was at the office.

Finally she gets to relax. So the first thing she did was blast her new song she just recorded through out the house.

Then she went into the kitchen to get something to eat. When she got there she had the weirdest craving for some pickles and syrup.

Over at the front gate of the family estate Antonio had just pulled up and was trying to get in.

"Hello Mr. Cruz." The security guard said. "Ms. Morales is not home at the moment. Only Ms. Samantha is there."

"Oh Samantha's expecting me." Antonio replied. He had this all planned out. He knew damn well Lalanie wasn't home and he also knew that the house staff all had the day off. So he was going to use this day to his advantage.

"Well I'll call up to the house and let Ms. Samantha that your on your way up."

"That wont be necessary like I said she's expecting me." Antonio smiled.

"Sorry Mr. Cruz but it's mandatory that all members of the house be advised when a visitor is on the property."

Antonio silently cursed himself he forgot all about that stupid alert family of visitors policy and now because of it his plan was about to get ruined.

Inside the house Samantha was so preoccupied with the music blasting and looking for the syrup that she didn't hear the front gate phone ringing.

"Sorry Mr. Cruz but Samantha isn't answering the phone." The guard told him after trying 3 times.

"Ok let me try the house phone." Antonio replied pulling out his phone and dialing the number. Once again Samantha didn't answer so he decided to play it off.

"Hey Diana? Yeah it's Antonio. I'm at the front gate the guard wont let me in. Huh? Yeah alright. Bye." He said closing his phone. "She said for you to let me up." he smirked deviously hoping his plan would work.

"Alright I'll let you up this time but next time I want to talk to her myself." He responded.

"Great thanks.. Don't worry next time I will." If there is a next time He silently added.

The guard pressed the gate open and Antonio drove in smiling evilly the whole time.

Back inside Samantha was singing along with her new song not having a care in the world. She finally found the syrup and was now enjoying her pickles and syrup. With a tap on her remote she turned off her song and finished eating. Hearing the door close in the distance Samantha got confused.

"Who's there?" She yelled from the kitchen. When she got no response she got up to check. Halfway to the doorway of the kitchen Sam was taken aback when she seen Antonio. "What the fuck are you doing?" She asked folding her arms.

"I came to see you.. And may I say your current outfit just saved me about 10 minutes." He said with an evil smirk. Sam looked down to see what was the outfit he was talking about and immediately cursed herself. She was standing in front of him in a pair of black lacy boyshorts and a black tight tank top.

"Antonio I suggest you leave now. I'm pregnant and I can't deal with your stress right now." She commented waving him away.

"Awe but where's the fun in that besides I heard you don't even know who the father is." He commented while advancing towards her. He pinned her between the counter and him and began running his hands up and down her thighs. "I just want to have some fun with you." He whispered in her ear.

"But I don't want to have any fun with you, besides you're my mother's boyfriend and I hate you."

"I can quickly change all that." Antonio laughed licking and biting on her neck.

A million things ran through her mind as she tried to figure out how to get this disgusting thing off her. Tears ran down her face as she began to wish she never left Toronto. At least there she was safe from Antonio.

Gathering all the strength she could muster Samantha brought her fist up and punched Antonio in the face causing him to lose his balance and stumble back. She was about to run away when he grabbed a fist full of her hair and threw her back into the counter. Realizing that she was about to hit her stomach she quickly turned and made the counter collide with her back.

Letting out a pained scream Sam began to cry harder.

"Shut the hell up I didn't do anything to you yet." He screamed ripping her shirt. Sam desperately tried to find the security button that was hidden under the counter and once she did she hit it 3 times letting them know she was in serious trouble.

Hearing the security alarm go off Antonio punched Sam in the face causing her to fall to the ground. His foot was about to connect with her stomach when a man in a police uniform speared him to the floor. Almost instantly the house was swarmed by police and security.

After Sam gave her statement to the police and got checked out by the EMS she went up to her room and cried. Never had she been so scared in her life, not even when Eric found out about her and Darius.

It was times like this that she wished Eric was here, that way he could hold her in his arms and never let go. Rock her back and forth and whisper that everything will be ok.

But she lived in reality and in her reality there was no Eric and there were no arms around her. She felt cold and empty. She wanted to go back to Toronto she wanted to call Eric and tell him what happened. But she couldn't he made it clear he didn't love or care for her. And now she was all alone in New York City with no one to comfort her but herself. Loneliness was not something she could get used to.

And without realizing it Samantha fell into a nightmare filled sleep.

A/N:: I know what everyone was thinking I thought she was going to re edit this. But I changed my mind and decided to fix it once it was finished. I truly hope I still have some of my faithful readers and hope to gain more. This chapter is shorter than the rest but that's only because Im getting off my 8 month writing block. Please read and review I hope to hear from you guys soon.

You Guys Rock.

Diana