Shana's P.O.V. (Pont of view) Chapter 2: The Ignorance of Knowledge

I opened my oxide eyes slowly. I sat up and decadent feel fully awake I looked outside, it was another beautiful morning in Konoha, people rushing about fathers going to work, mothers buying stuff and getting ready for the day, and children going to school. I looked at my cloak and rubbed my drowsy eyes as if to fight of the somnolent trance that I was in. I pulled the covers of me and let my body regulate to my cold and desolate room. I put my feat on the smooth and horizontal floorboard and began to make my way to the kitchen. Were the small of freshly cooked food annihilated my nose. As I walked into the kitchen I saw mom in her crisp white nurses' uniform busily preparing some Okayu (Rice Porridge) with a side dish of Matcha (Green Tea Chocolate Balls).

She looked up at me and smiled "Good morning Shana did you sleep well last night'' She said. "I slept just fine mom, how about you" I said with a hint of curiosity to my voice, as I was making my way to the kitchen table. Mom instantly stopped what she was doing and seam to stiffen, her hands fell to her side and her head was hung low with her hair shrouded her eyes. I couldn't see mom's expiration, but I knew what she must be thanking.

Mom stood like that for another minute then, she looked up with a gratifying look and calmly stated "I slept wonderfully dear." Then mom returned to making Okayu and Matcha. I turned my head and saw Daisuke leaning on the door frame; he was already in his regular clothes which was, a black shirt that is have-way unzipped down to his chest, and short black sleeves down to his elbows; that also had a zipper on both sides that went halfway down to his elbows, and he had some white transparent bandages that went halfway down his chest. He also wore ashen colored pants. His hands were in his pockets, Daisuke's head was leaning on the door frame and his eyes were closed, Daisuke looked so quiescent.

Daisuke opened his green eyes that were glistening in the early morning light and coolly walked over to me and set down by me and without even saying a "good morning" or a "hello" He said in an emotionless tone "what are you staring at me for." I felt insulted "Who said that I was staring at you Daisuke" I shot back. We both insulted each other for a few minutes until mom stepped in. She looked as if she would explode but all she had to do was give the mom lookand both I and Daisuke instantly shot up and we were focused on mom. She put down the steamy Okayu and the Matcha in front of us and we ate and did not speak to each other for the reminder of breakfast.

"Well" Mom said in a cheery voice "I'm going to work in a few minutes, what are your plans for today Shana? Daisuke?" Mom said as she was washing the dishes: mom's hands were concealed with white soapy bubbles, as she was finishing the last of the dishes up, "well I'm going to go train with Tsunade on medical ninjutsu" I said "And what about you Daisuke" I said looking at my brother who was twirling a kunai around his finger and looking as if he didn't wont to partake in the conversion. "Will since you asked I'm going to train with Kakashi so I probably will be late tonight" Daisuke said in an arrogant tone. Daisuke flung the kunai into the air with his hand and with his sharingon activated he tilted his hade up a bit with his eyes transfixed on the revolving blade overhead. A shimmer of light heat the blade as it rotated making it reflect the golden sunlight and it got in my eyes so I had to shell them with my right hand but by the time I did so, Daisuke had the kunai griped between his teeth with a smirk played on his face. "Show off" I murmured. Daisuke replayed with a "hun."

I turned my head and looked at mom, I noticed she had made a few touches to her appearance: she wore some light pink eye shadow and on her eyelashes black eye liner making them look unmistakably vibrant she also had some light red lipstick on her lips that made mom's lips look glossy and full. She wore some type of perfume that smelled like cheery blossoms. Mom skin looked flawless and smooth; mom had a worm expiration on her face and said with full confidence "I'm sure you two will try your hardest and make me very proud" "we will" Daisuke and I said in unison, mom just couldn't hold back the smile that was breaking thru her lips she walked over to us and pulled us into a heart felt embrace. Mom kissed the top of my forehead and kissed Daisuke on the check, "I love you two very much have a good day" mom said. Mom made her way to the door and with one gentle glance behind her left to go to work.

I tuned my head and looked at my brother who was now sitting at the table, his legs dangled from beneath the kitchen table, his elbows were resting on the smooth kitchen table and his hands rested conferrably on his chin and his fingers overlapping one and other, his hands were enclosed over his mouth and his face was captivated in thought. Finley for what seamed like an entirety but was only a fraction of a second Daisuke opened his somber eyes and looked at me and said "so did you really think that mom could keep us in the dark about her so called 'nightmares' "Shana" there was a growing rage that was slowly leaking out of my brother as he spoke. I took a step back in fear of what I new was vast approaching. "Daisuke what are you token about" I said in an alarmed voice. "Stop looking so innocent Shana you know what is going on this whole time" Daisuke with venom in his voice as he hit the table with his hand he got up from table and turned to face me, he looked at me with hateful eyes. I clenched my teeth try to keep from crying and I said with what little courage I had "So you really thank mom is the only one suffering because he chose to leave" I said about have crying. "well maybe you need to look agent Daisuke I am suffering as much as mom is and I know you are to even thou you put on this tuff guy façade like nothing in the hole world can damage you."

Daisuke took a step forward he looked at me; his distrusted eyes should nothing, no remoras for his wicked and heartless remarks, only a slow uncontrollable vex of darkness as if a powerful hex had been in him all along and was now just reaching the surface. "Shana….." Daisuke said "why did you have to bring him into the conversation he is nothing more than a worthless peace of a low-life who is a scum who abandon us without giving a shit about what the hell we felt for him!

After he said that their was an unwelcome silence that split thro the air, as if he was the cause of it. I was seldom not because of the endless bickering we did but because of what he said made complete since. Deep in the broken, recesses of my heart I know it was all true, that every crude, invective and unjust comment was true. Even how much I wanted to relinquish that fact I simply could not. I felt something in me pullulate; something that was looked up inside of me that had been somewhat absent, but was now was overflowing like a waterfall. I thought about the bitterness and the deep-seated relation that we had to hour father but it was different for Daisuke than it was for me. It was that Daisuke had bean deprived of the opportunity of having a father figure to look up to and to be his pride and joy, but that was the ignorance of knowledge; That he did have a father, but he is just kept the fact that he is a toreador of Konoha, and S ranked criminal, he can't exempted that "he is related to a coldhearted bantered" Daisuke would often say.

Daisuke's icy voice scattered my thoughts. "So are u done with your pathetic wining yet" He looked at me sharply; with no emotion in his face before walking past me as if the alteration was completely non-existent. I felt the change in the room turn from cold to a flourish of emotions all thriving on this one conflict. And that was owner father; Sasuke Uchiha the man that we had never seen but only had hard about like a story being told without a ending, he seamed to have so much influence on owner lives; but we only had the story's hour mom told us. And yet Daisuke and my curiosity were not satisfied to only story telling. But we wanted a real picture of owner father, not just stories of him.

I wanted to run up to my brother and slap him for bring so and saying such heartless remarks about our father; and completely tampering with mom's feelings for him. But this was not the time nor place for that so I just ignored my tenacious feelings at that moment; and watched him walk towards the door completely oblivious to me. My headstrong brother stopped at the door and he looked at me I thought he was going to make amends with me but instead he said "I'm going to go train with Kakashi right now so I'll be late for supper make sure to tell mom that" He spat with the same coldness he had before. And without time for me to barrage him with questions he quickly turned his head and quickly strutted out of the house; slamming the door behind him.