Disclaimer: I don't own any of these boys.

Kendall's pov

It was eight in the morning and Gustavo had accepted our proposal, so Logan left extra early. James and Carlos set out to get ready, but took their sweet time. We had all agreed that I would be the only one who would be able to convince him to talk.

And I got him right where I wanted him.

We were both in Rocque Records, with no one around. Gustavo had gotten Kelly to go to the Palm Woods, and so we were all alone.

"Where's Gustavo?" Logan asked, nervously.

"Let's go look in his office." I said, leading the way.

Logan followed me nervously, and I let him in first. It didn't take a long time for him to notice that no one was around so he was about to get out when I closed the door behind me.

"What is this?" Logan asked worried.

"I'm doing an intervention." I stated.

"Shouldn't that be done with more than one person?" Logan asked.

I rolled my eyes. "Take off your clothes."

Logan's mouth dropped. "What?"

"You heard me. Take off your clothes." I said, wanting to not shout.

"Why?" Logan asked, looking at bit freaked out.

I didn't know why either, but he's been dressing differently and that told me there was something wrong. "Get them off."

"No."

"Are you hiding something?" I asked, ready to rip the clothes off myself. Jo's words came back to me and I shook my head. "Just take them off, Logan. I need to see that you're okay."

"Why don't you think that I'm not okay?" Logan whispered, voice broken, he was close to tears, but he was fighting them.

"You're my best friend, Logan. Please, do this for me. Take off your clothes." I pleaded, my voice broke, but I would not look away. I needed Logan to do this. Now. Today.

Logan's pov

Kendall looked at me, waiting for me to take off my clothes, and I didn't want to. I wanted the earth to eat me alive, I wanted to die, I wanted to be as far away from this as possible.

"No." I hissed and tried to push Kendall out of the way, only to have him push me into the door.

"Why not? What are you doing to yourself, Logan?"

"Nothing." I said, pulling and pushing against him to make him let me go, but he wouldn't budge. "Let me go. Kendall, please!Please." I cried, the tears falling from my eyes, and I refused to look at him. My cheeks burned from shame and I tried not to let him see that.

"I'm going to rip those clothes off of you, Logan, if you don't do as I say." Kendall whispered into my ear.

I pushed him off and sighed. "Why?"

"I know you, Logan. So either stop acting like a little girl and I take off your clothes, or you take your clothes off by yourself." I glared at him.

I took off my shirt and heard him gasp. "Happy?"

He tried to touch my cuts, a pained look on his face, but I pulled away harshly.

"Will you leave me alone now?" I snapped.

Kendall shook his head, controlling his tears and pulled me against his chest. I tried to pull away for a good 10 minutes, but he wouldn't let me go. I really wanted him too. I felt so ashamed. Kendall, trapped me in his arms and waited for me to stop.

"I love you, Logan. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I don't know what you're going through, but don't do this anymore." Kendall begged, and I felt myself lose it in his arms.

"Don't do this to me." I said, pulling away, the tears falling down with no restraint now. Kendall wouldn't let go and a sob broke out of me. "I- none of you were ever supposed to find out. Not any of you. Never. Don't - Let me go!" I screamed.

Kendall couldn't stop the tears either, and we just stare at each other. "Don't do this, Logie. I don't want you to hurt yourself like this. You're too special for this."

I shook my head.

"We'll try to help you, all of us." Kendall said, trying to make everything better.

"No, Kendall. You can't tell them. Please." I shook my head, feeling like a trapped animal. "It'll break Carlos's heart. Don't tell any of them. James wouldn't understand either. Please." I begged, voice full of pain.

Kendall looked at me sadly. "I have to help you, Logan."

"Then you help me." I blurted out. "But please don't tell the others."

"Logan, I have-"

I shook my head and this time I grabbed him. I pulled him toward me and shook my head, freaking out.

"Please, do this. For me. I'll do whatever you want, just don't tell them."

"Logan." Kendall started.

"Please." I begged and dropped to my knees, hugging his waist and feeling the horror take over me as I hugged him for dear life.

Kendall sighed and pulled me up. "Look, I'll try something. For at least a week. You have to stay with me period. If you start feeling like...hurting yourself, you tell me okay?"

I nodded and hugged him tight. So tight I was sure he couldn't breath. I felt a huge weight be lifted, but at the same time, another one took over, but I let it get in the back of my head for now.

It was no use to worry. Not when I knew Kendall would think the worst after this.

Kind of a small chapter, boring, too maybe. :)