I wake up in a room with IVs attached to my wrist. I sat up and saw Vexen reading in a corner. He said, "You passed out from blood loss and from too much voltage. You don't need to worry now though. I enhanced your resistance to the electricity a little bit so it will take a lot more to make you pass out from electrocution."

He walks over to me and takes the IVs out of my wrist and says, "You won't need anymore blood, you recovered what you lost earlier today. Now rest, you're going to have your first mission tomorrow."

He walks out of the room and I sit there, taking in all of this change. I turn off the lights and go to sleep still hoping this is all a dream.

I wake up and it's 8:00 am. I hear a knock on my door and I heard Axel's voice say, "Are you decent?"

Damn, it's not a dream. I replied, "Does wearing pjs count as decent?"

He said, "Its fine for me."

He walks in with a lunch sac and said, "I brought you breakfast, I didn't think you would wanna come down. Xemnas is still flustered from yesterday."

He pulled out a waffle and a cup of coffee and gave it to me. I said, "I'm not afraid to face him. I was just about to get on my clothes to go downstairs."

He chuckled, "I figured you'd say that but I wasn't totally sure."

I finished my breakfast and changed in the bathroom that was attached to my room. After, I opened the door and Axel was still sitting on my bedside. I started to flat iron my hair to touch it up. He said, "You fit in here. Everyone here is obsessed with doing their hair."

I said, "I'm not obsessed with doing my hair. I just want to look presentable."

I finished touching up and put the flat iron away and walked into the bedroom. Axel got up and held out his arm like how gentlemen would and asked, "Would you like me to escort you?"

I put my arm around his and said, "Sure since I have no clue where I'm going and don't know how to use the corridors of darkness yet."

We both laughed. We went through a portal and appeared in the lounge. Saix was giving out everybody's missions. He handed me my mission and Axel's mission. Axel said, "Awwwww, I didn't get a mission with you. Who's going to be your mentor because this is your first mission. They won't let you fly solo yet."

I read it and saw I was paired up with Vexen, Saix, and Xemnas. I replied, "Vexen, Saix, and Xemnas."

Everyone in the room went dead silent and looked at me in a shocked expression. Axel said to me, "No one gets paired up with the Superior. That shows how high in the hierarchy you are or how much they don't trust you."

I said, "I think this mission is to show the superior and Saix how to control me because at this point only Vexen knows how to control me."

Vexen, Saix, and Xemnas walked over to me. Xemnas says, "Come on, we're leaving now."

I waved bye to Axel and walked over to Xemnas. Xemnas puts his hand on my back. I went stiff, I was scared. I knew who he was before he was a nobody and I've seen what he has done. It's not a pretty sight. We teleported to Twilight Town. Vexen told me today's mission was to train me in the type of missions that I will be used for and to teach Xemnas and Saix how to control me. Xemnas said, "You will mainly be used for espionage and occasionally reconnaissance. We will be giving you tips on espionage."

So they trained me and became an instant pro at it. It was really weird how quickly I picked up everything. I'm not a slow learner but I'm not a fast one either. It was probably another enhancement. Then it was time for Xemnas and Saix to learn how to control me. They took turns, controlling me and learning how I work. I felt like a new toy that two kids got for Christmas. Finally, they took me out of control mode and let me sit there. I really didn't want to be here. I thought of Anthony and how much I missed him. Maybe I can try to sneak off and find a way to jam my brace without killing myself and before they notice. When they weren't looking, I got up and started running. Five minutes later I felt this strong electrical surge go through my body. I face planted. I weakly got up and heard Xemnas say, "Now, now Natalee, we mustn't run away. Specifically when you have a shock collar on your arm."

I looked at him and sighed. I felt a little shock go through my body and I walked towards Xemnas. I stood next to Xemnas and then he kicked me to the ground. Xemnas snickered, "If I can control a heart as strong as hers, I can control anybody! You see now I have control over this powerful person who will now be a slave to my bidding."

I saw everything in red and I was hanging like a puppet in front of Xemnas. I was broken; I felt a tear trickle down my face. I heard Xemnas say, "The tears of a broken spirit. What a shame. She should be thankful that we came around to enhance her powers. Anyhow, we have to go now."

He let me control myself again. I didn't want to let him degrade me like that. My face was full of tears of fury and I started to run, I felt ashamed to let a person like that control me. I felt a powerful electrical surge hit me again and I fell to the ground. I looked up and then everything blacked out. I woke up and found myself on the sofa in the lounge. I sat up and saw Saix sitting on the chair across from me, stirring his tea. He said, "You can't rebel like this too often, Natalee. You'll get yourself killed."

I replied, "I know."

He retorted, "Then why did you do that?"

I replied, "I don't know. I just..."

He interrupted, "You just what?"

I said, "I just... wanted to see him so badly. I miss him so much. I couldn't control myself. It was an act of desperation. Most of all, I didn't want to be degraded in such a manner."

He replied, "I guess it's a somebody thing. I probably won't understand because I don't have a heart."

There was a moment of silence and then Saix said, "You should go to sleep, and it's getting late. Good night and try not to get on the Superior's nerves anymore."

I chuckled, "I'll try not to. Good night."

Then I walked through the portal he created for me that led me to my room. I changed into my pjs and went to throw my clothes in the hamper in my bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror for a second. My face was red from me crying earlier. I washed my face and went to bed accepting that this isn't a dream anymore.

EDIT: I made some grammar corrections and I changed some wording