Author's note: I promise that everything will be explained in this chapter. Get ready for a bombshell….

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I stared at him in shock, but James didn't even seem to notice.

"I had always admired him from a far, I didn't want anyone to know my secret, not yet and then you moved to town" he glared at me briefly before continuing. "It was obvious he wanted you, I could see it in his eyes. I had spent so much time observing him I knew every little facial expression, what every single body moment meant. At first I thought it would just be a passing thing, it was obvious, we were meant to be. You were just a distraction."

I exhaled sharply; this could so not be happening.

"Then at that Halloween party I decided to play a little game, to make a play for you to see just how much he felt for you" James laughed bitterly. "Turned out more than I realised, that's when I made my decision, you had to be removed."

His words chilled me to the bone.

"So I spent weeks, thinking, planning. It had to be perfect. If you hadn't noticed I'm quite the perfectionist" he smiled to himself. "I had to devote less time to watching him and more to watching you, I wasn't happy about that. But I kept reminding myself, it was for a good cause. It turned out I was wrong on that count too, you were both spending a lot more time together, watching you both made me jealous and fucking angry" James spat.

He collected himself once more while I processed what he was telling me. I could not believe it, this was utterly crazy, he was crazy.

"Then when I found you were going to go to a night time study group and meet with him afterwards I had found the perfect time to set in motion my plan. Originally I had no clue the study group was going to finish early, but I knew that he'd be a little late in getting to you to take you home so I figured there'd be a window when I could get you taken away. But things turned out so much better than that, I think you remember" James smirked, reminding me.

Images flashed through my mind, a shadow creeping up behind me, two unfamiliar hands gripping my waist, the wet concrete in front of my eyes when I tripped.

"What I didn't count on was you being such a little fighter, you struggled for just long enough for him to get to you in time" he gritted his teeth. "That was not part of the plan, you were supposed to be dragged away, I was going to run into Edward, tell him I'd seen someone take you, tell him I tried to stop it but I couldn't. Then I'd comfort him" he grinned manically.

"Once again, you had thwarted me. I got a little too angry, cocky. You set the authorities on to me. I had to come up with a new plan. That was where my dear late brother came in."

I felt sick, dizzy, my palms were sweaty and my breathing ragged. He wouldn't confess all of this to me if he planned on keeping me around. I had to come up with a plan and damn fast.

"Luckily for me my brother was already on a path of self-destruction, alcohol and hard drugs. It was me that got him into all of that in the first place" James laughed. "So with the right bribery he would do anything I asked. I got him to follow you that day, I knew there was a possibility of a Police shooting, an accident and I was right. As he sped down that highway, thinking of the reward he would be getting he had no idea he was about to become another statistic and for that matter his twin brother. You identified him as me, it was perfect. I must thank you for that Bella, you helped me immensely" he clapped him hands, that manic grin still on his lips.

"I biding my time then, I knew I had to be more careful, my next plan had to be flawless. So I recruited Victoria, she was just as enamoured with him as I was and more than willing to share. So together was hatched a new plan, my personal best I thought. I convinced Victoria to be the driver, I couldn't be seen, I was a dead man after all. I lied and told her I had fitted out the car with safety features to ensure she would survive the impact. Really though I didn't give a shit, she was just a pawn in my game, easily replaceable."

I took a deep breath, I was struggling with the memories his stories were bring back. They were ones that haunted me, featuring in many a nightmare.

"She followed you that day, waiting for the right time to plough her car into yours ending your life forever. I waited in a blacked out van, ready to rescue her in case she survived. I knew that she would talk if I didn't uphold my end of the deal. I dragged her from the car while everyone was distracted with you and we made our escape, it was like she had just vanished!" James clapped his hands together once grinning madly.

"We watched from a safe distance as the ambulance loaded you up until I really had to find Victoria her own medical attention; I disguised myself and drove to Canada taking her to a local hospital, public, nothing fancy. Once she was discharged we drove back to hide out at the house I had snagged under a fake persona. That was when I learnt that you were alive" he sneered the word alive, looking at me as though I was poison.

"Time and time again you ruined everything I had planned, everything I worked so hard for; which brings us to today, here and now. I will not let you get in my way anymore Isabella Swan, tonight your life will end and I will be with my one true love, Edward Cullen."