Disclaimer: I don't own any of this sadly…just the story line… if I did Chuck would have stopped Nate and Blair after the Cotillion. And they would have gone to Monaco together…

Chapter 18 (enjoy! It's a long one!)

Blair sighed as their foreheads lied against one another, they were lying in Chuck's bed it was now 2 hours later since they left the school & they both decided to go to Chuck's since Chuck's father wouldn't be back till late the next day, and Blair texted Serena to drop off her homework at her house and give it to Dorota. Now they were just holding each other, Chuck leaned down then to kiss her bare shoulder; Blair leaned into his touch and kissed him. "Thank you" Blair sighed against his lips. "For what?" "Everything" she sighed. Chuck smirked and kissed her. He started then loudly, opened-mouth kisses over her mouth down to her neck. Blair giggled, this is how it was when they were together the last month, everything from the outside world disappeared when they were in each other's arms, It seemed like nothing bad could happen when they were like this, he showed Blair a side Blair never saw before and she was honored he was dare she say sweet, romantic even. She loved it, he made her just feel, feel like something other than some future upper east side trophy wife.

Chuck stopped being playful when he heard Blair's giggle turn into a moan when he accidently brushed over a sensitive spot. He stopped then started aggressively assaulting that spot making Blair moan more, Blair reached up as he did that and massaged the back of his head, stretching out her neck more so he could have more access. Chuck groaned himself feeling his member get hard again. He grabbed her bare hips under the sheets and positioned himself as he was about to make her feel more pleasure, which he now, lived to do when…

"OH! NO!" Blair thought when she pushed him off of her, rushing into his bathroom. Chuck watched her nude figure running into his bathroom, confused and then he heard it, retching. Great. He thought. Chuck slid out of his bed then ran his hands over his face, when did this morning sickness end? Chuck thought to himself as he slid on his boxers, walking towards his bathroom. Blair was crouched down leaning over the toilet her hair covering her face like a curtain, and more than likely getting vomited on. Blair tried to move it out of the way, but every time she tried she would convulse and lost it grabbing onto the toilet, vomiting more. She was relieved when she felt someone behind her pull back her hair, Chuck sat down next to Blair on his bathroom floor and rubbed Blair's back as he held her hair. Blair coughed one more time then groaned this was getting real old, real fast!

Chuck got her a towel, "you alright" Blair grabbed the towel, wiping her mouth and nose. Ugh, Gross. "No! We can't even have sex properly anymore without me stopping and hurrying to the bathroom!" She said as she tossed the now puke covered towel into the hamper that was in there. Chuck stifled a chuckle. 'Remind me to have a little talk with junior about that when he gets here" Blair looked back at Chuck incredulously, after she reached up on the counter where mints have been since the day after Christmas and popped one into her mouth. "He?" Chuck looked back at Blair like nothing was wrong "yes, he" Blair looked at him "can't it be a girl?" "No." "Excuse me? Why the hell not?" "Because Bass's are just men." Blair scooted off Chuck's lap where she currently was and sat across from him. As she raised an eyebrow, "My grandmother only had boys, and all her grandchildren are men, well me." Chuck said as if it was the simplest thing in the world. Blair shook her head "well hate to break it to you but its most likely going to be a girl" "How do you figure?" Chuck said getting a little worked up; it was going to be a boy!

"Simple. The Waldorf women are inevitable, my mother only has sisters and my cousins are all girls, plus my dad's gay." Chuck looked down defeated, shit, she had him there. Blair looked at him, and went in for the kill, "I bet you anything it's going to be a girl." Blair smirked at him; this was going to be fun. "No" Chuck said not looking at her. Blair's smirk dropped what? They loved bets; it was MAJOR foreplay for them! "I'm not making any decisions, I regret later-" Chuck said started getting up off the floor, on his knees. "Why not? You scared?" "NO." Chuck snapped back into Blair's face, who was now on her knees too, directly in front of him. Blair was taken back, what was making him so upset? Chuck looked down and licked his lips. "I just, I can't focus on anything right now when you're…" "When I'm what." Chuck looked at her. Blair looked at him confused and a little mad. He just grabbed her, and pulled him against him, making both their bare chest's rub against one another. Blair grasped, she forgot she was nude. "When you're making me so turned on, with you in nothing" Chuck said seductively into Blair's ear, making her eyes roll back into her head.

Blair just grabbed his face and looked into his eyes. Oh that stare! Blair felt it rubbing against her stomach, the clothed bulge. "Well if you take off that pathetic excuse of cloth that you call briefs, we'd be even" Chuck then kissed her, where'd she learn to talk like that? She can't talk like that! Where'd she learn to talk in such tone? More than likely he… but she can't do this to him! He's Chuck Bass! He got bored with girls half-way through sex, hell the minute they walked through his door if he was honest. But with Blair, god he couldn't get enough! & it scared the hell out of him, and at the same time was the greatest feeling! Being with Blair felt better than an orgasm, and trust Chuck when he says nothing was better than that, but Blair was.

Blair laughed against Chuck's lips, well more of a coughed laugh since Chuck wouldn't let go of her mouth. Chuck pulled back "what?" Blair just looked back at him "Nothing it's just, I'm still trying to figure out why me, you could have anyone" "Blair" "I know, I know you like me, but sometimes just can't help but think you're only…" Blair trailed off what were they? Damn Serena! "Only think you're having sex with me." That's good, not to forward, very true, but it's not all they did, they sometimes held hands, they cuddled while sleeping, he watched tiffany's with her, without complaining! Willingly even! "Just because I'm pregnant." Blair spit out. "Blair-" "But I know that's crazy right? It's obvious you're attracted to me, I mean it's physically there, but I just vomited and it's in my hair, but yet you tangle your fingers in it, I just what does-" Chuck grabbed her face before she could ramble anymore. "Blair, what's this about! The last time you were like this, was the first time you got drunk, and you had a fight with Nate." Blair looked down only to see Chuck wasn't exactly 'hard' anymore, great she was a turn off now, that's just great. She looked up back to him only to his intense glare. "What's going on?" Blair sighed and closed her eyes "fine" then she looked back up to him, and began "it all started when…"

**FLASHBACK**

It was the day after the 'incident' as she called it. Damn Couture skirts for not fitting over growing uterus. Damn Them! It was after she left Chuck's after some Chuck tried convincing her that going up a size was not the worst thing, she texted Serena, but after she hesitated to leave, Chuck convinced her the only way he knew how, and now she was late, really late to meet Serena at Saks. Serena was standing there and was about to leave when she spun around, seeing her friend basically running up the escalators "would you move? I'm late and the size of your thighs, you should be taking the stairs!" Serena rushed up to her, as she and the offended women finally got off of the escalators. "I'm sorry, she doesn't mean that, really your thighs look fine, amazing even" Serena said to the women who was very much offended, walking the other way of the best friends. Then women just huffed and kept walking in the other direction. "B! You can't do that!" Blair looked on as the women huffed and walked away, and mocked it turning to her friend. "Please, S, she'll probably thank me, dropping that milkshake in her hand." Serena just looked at her friend, wow, "whatever why are you late? And why do you have the same outfit on as yester- Blair!" Serena's eyes widened as Blair bit her lip walking around her friend into the skirt section.

She walked further into the store, ignoring Serena's calls. Serena huffed and recognized the skirts as she walked by them, trying to catch up with Blair. She picked them up and rushed over to an employ. "Hi can you give me these skirts in a size larger, and bring them to the dressing room, thank you!" Serena said hastily handing them to the attendant. Serena then walked away quickly trying to catch up with Blair. "Blair!" Crap! Blair thought she lost her! Blair ducked down to act like she was looking through whatever clothing that was on the lowest shelf. She wasn't paying attention.

Blair thought she was safe, but as she looked up she saw her tall, leggy friend with a raised eyebrow. "S, Hey, I know you want to talk but I really need to find these skirts, school starts tomorrow-" "Then why are you looking at pants?" Blair looked down and saw what she was picking at, eww, these are pants. She dropped it, standing back up. "Woops, better go find them then-" "No I got I covered, move" Serena said grabbing onto her friends sleeve of her dress, pushing her into the direction of the dressing room. Blair was protesting the whole way but Serena ignored her, just pushing her along. They finally got in the dressing room, the attendant waiting there with the skirts "thank you" Serena said grabbing them, slightly pushing Blair into one of the dressing room; Serena walked in and shut the door, leaning against it. "Here" Serena said handing Blair her skirts, Blair took them, inspecting them, they did look the same, but she could tell they were larger. "So, were you with Chuck?" Serena said as she interrupted Blair's thoughts. Blair looked in the mirror, and nodded.

Serena sighed "Blair" "Don't Blair, me S, were having a baby together" "I get that but-" "Wait, are you wearing flannel?" Blair said spinning around to get a better look at her friend. Serena looked down at it also, she bit the inside of her cheek, she came here from Brooklyn, she was the one actually who thought was going to be late; Dan accidently well, got a little carried away with her shirt, so this morning getting dressed she just grabbed one of Dan's. She forgot she was wearing it until now. "So you want to lecture me, when you're wearing another guy's shirt!" "He's my Boyfriend Blair." "Yea, well Chuck's my…" Serena raised an eyebrow as Blair trailed off, exactly. "Chuck's what B?" "Never mind" Blair mumbled. "Look Blair, I'm just worried, I mean, yes Chuck had been very Un-Chuck about this whole thing but…" Serena didn't want to say this, but Blair's been hurt, really hurt, far too many times for her liking, and sadly some by her, Serena couldn't handle for Blair to be hurt again, she just couldn't. So this had to be said. "But do you ever think he's doing this… only because you're pregnant." "What do you mean?" Blair snapped at her. Serena took a deep breath, don't start a fight. "Do you think he cares about you?" Blair nodded "I know he does, he sort of told me, on my birthday" Serena nodded, that was a start. "Then I assume he asked you, you know made it official." Blair turned around back again facing the mirror, she wasn't doing this. Serena took that for a no. "I just don't want you to get hurt, you're having a baby together, B…you like him, so what's stopping him?" Blair looked over her shoulder to Serena and shrugged. What was stopping him/them? He told her he had butterflies, they had sex non-stop, the baby, why wouldn't he? It's not like she would say no, she would say yes, happily. She would actually be able to call her baby daddy, boyfriend, and not just a friend who I had sex with a lot, or my friends- with- benefits. At least then she would have some dignity. "Why don't you ask him, it's not like girls can't be the one to ask." Serena said to her trying to lighten the mood. Blair spun around "Hell no! I am not asking him, only to be rejected, knowing him, he'll say it's not his thing and then it'll always be awkward, the sex will never again be the same, and I'll die of embarrassment!" Blair said as she freaked out, "No, if he wants something, he'll have to be the first to initiate it" "Well maybe you don't have to be the first, but just give him a nudge, a little push if you will, Chuck's never been in a relationship so how will he even know how to start one?" Blair nodded as Serena walked over to her, and took one of the skirts. "Now, to more important things, how cute is this skirt?" She said obviously trying to change the subject. Blair just gave her a small smile. Then they went on their day like everything was normal. They purchased the skirts and Blair went home, only to see Chuck there. He brought lunch, and they watched Tiffany's and only when Blair finally got the courage to talk to him about it, Chuck started kissing her , once again taking off her dress. After that there wasn't much talking…

***END OF FLASHBACK***

Chuck leaned his head back against the wall opposite from the toilet. Blair was sitting beside him, adjusting the towel, that she had wrapped herself around, when she first began telling the story. It was silent for a good 3 minutes. Blair looked at him, "Chuck, please say something." Blair said grabbing his hand, Chuck looked over at her and opened his mouth to say something, but right as he started to talk they both heard a crash.

Chuck and Blair both jumped and got up "what the hell? Stay here I'm going to see what that was" chuck said hastily, quickly leaving the bathroom. "I'll just take a shower." Blair said to a now empty bathroom. Blair bit her lip as she dropped her towel, turning on the water, Checking it then turning it all way to hot, she couldn't believe it, every. Single. Time. So far that she tried to start 'that' conversation they got interrupted. She thought as she stepped in, wincing at first, letting the water beat against her skin, washing away all the stress, maybe it just wasn't meant to be…

Chuck grabbed his robe and put it on before he ran out of his room, his father told him to watch his place and if someone was in here trying to pull something, there would be hell to pay! Chuck walked down the hallway into the kitchen area, "hello?" He said as he walked now into the living area. "What the hell…" Chuck said aloud as he saw a woman's legs dangling off the couch. The women shot up. "Lily?" She jumped off the couch "Charles!" She then looked down at the couch, adjusting her blouse, that was halfway unbuttoned, so it covered her. Bart then sat up and looked to Chuck. He looked down and started fumbling with something then Chuck heard a zipper being zipped. "Um, Charles what are you doing here?" "I was about to ask you the same thing" Chuck said half amused half confused. "We came home early, I have a business meeting that is supposedly an emergency one in 2 hours" Chuck nodded. Lily looked down at her shoes "Well, I'll just be in the bedroom" Chuck looked amused "Not! For that, some papers are in there that I need to look at, a business deal that your father is helping me with. Chuck nodded once more, trying not laugh "Now, if you would excuse me." Lily said obviously embarrassed about the whole thing, Chuck just gestured the way as she past, walking into the hallway that his father and his room's were located. Chuck then tried not to laugh as he looked to his father, but he was looking around, skimming the place. "You actually kept the place clean, no evidence of girls, no alcohol, no drugs, no used condoms in the trash-" "I keep those in my room" Bart looked at him sternly "kidding" Chuck laughed off, he really wanted to impress his father. Bart took a deep breath, as he walked towards Chuck. "I'm truly impressed, your proving that you can actually handle responsibility, I'm proud of you son." Chuck just smiled. Yes finally!

Chuck sat down on the couch smiling as his father walked towards his room, Chuck leaned back, maybe this was a sign, maybe he wouldn't actually mess this up with Bl-, his thoughts were interrupted, "Chuck" his father called from the entrance of the hallway. Chuck looked behind him, confused why did his father look so mad; a second ago he thought he saw his father smile. "Dad, what's the problem?" He said getting up from the couch walking towards his father. "The problem is, I should've known better, or you'd think I'd I assume with you wearing you robe." Chuck was confused "I don't follow" he said now standing in front of his father. "I don't tolerate or appreciate liars Chuck, you know that-" "yes I do, so what's making you so mad?" "I walked by your room, your door was open, I heard the shower running, then I heard a girl humming." Chuck then remembered, oh Blair! Chuck's father saw the realization on Chuck's face. Chuck opened his mouth to explain, with a small smirk on his face. But his father wasn't having it, he couldn't believe Chuck was doing this, he was going to have baby in less than a year, and he needed to grow up, fast. "I don't want to hear it Chuck! You lied, you can't do this anymore, and you have responsibility, school, the pregnancy, I want whoever whore that is in their out of my house in less then-" "DAD its Blair!" Chuck yelled at his father, "she had a rough first day back, so I brought her here where she could calm down, forget for awhile" Chuck yelled, Bart just was silent, oh. Chuck just shook his head and stormed off around his father, No matter what he did, his father was always just going to assume the worst! He was tired of it! Chuck thought as he stormed into his room, slamming his door.

Blair was finishing washing out the shampoo in her hair, humming Moon River, that always calmed her down, when she heard a door slam, she was startled then didn't think any of it, and continued to wash out the shampoo. Then it wasn't a few seconds later she heard the bathroom door slam, which made her jump once more. She looked out of the glass door and saw Chuck drop his robe, he looked angry, really upset. She turned her head upwards towards the water, ignoring his presence until she felt a draft and the glass door to the shower slam. "God! Would you stop that!" Blair said to him, but as she turned, she saw him leaned against the wall opposite of her, as the water from the other head beat down on him. She heard him murm a "sorry" but she's never seen him like this, he looked really upset. Blair squeezed the rest of the water out of her hair, after she made sure the shampoo was all out, as she walked over to him. Chuck was just leaning his head up against the tiled wall with his eyes closed. "What happened?" "My father's home early." Blair listened as Chuck told her what had happened, but it was bothering her that he still wasn't looking at her. Blair touched his shoulder and stepped forward so their bodies were touching, then only he looked at her. "You okay?" Chuck looked down only to see her big brown eyes, he instantly soften, what her eyes could do to people, scared him.

"Yea, it's just my dad, everything I do to get his approval, it's just…" Chuck trailed off, she understood what he was going through, try living with Serena van der woodsen as your best friend and your mother wanting you to be perfect like her, dress more like Serena, Blair go upstairs and change into something more like Serena's dress. Don't eat that Blair, you can't get away with it like Serena can, well mom I'm going to gain oh whole lot more than that Biscuit at the tea place. She completely got it. "It's never enough" Blair finished for him. Chuck looked at her, "exactly" Blair then grabbed him against her more, resting her head on his shoulder. Chuck just held her back, surprising himself, that even though they were both naked, he didn't think about sex. He just held her, well them. He had to remind himself that they weren't alone, they had junior on the way, well he at least hoped it was a junior on the way…

Chuck then let go, and slid his hands down her wet back to her abdomen. "It feels like theirs a rock in there." Blair just smiled softly "yea, but I looked it up, it's surprisingly completely normal, weirdly." Chuck just continued to caress the small bump. "It's going to be even weirder when it starts moving" Blair nodded; it was going to be weird. She thought as they both looked down at Chuck hands rubbing it. Blair hand found Chucks as now they both caressed it. "Promise me boy, girl, that he/she will never feel this way, that we won't be like them." Blair laced her fingers with Chuck's. "I promise." Chuck looked up at Blair and smiled then looked down. They would be different, even though they were young he or she would always feel loved, no matter what Chuck would make sure of it.

Blair watched in awe as Chuck got down on his knees and put his mouth on the tiny bump, she felt his lips move against it. Blair couldn't help but let a tear fall, he child, their child would be loved, it already was and when it gets older it will know and never once doubt it; she would make sure of it and so would Chuck, he talking , caressing and now kissing the bump was pure evidence of it.

Chuck gave the little bump one last kiss before he started kissing his way up Blair's torso. Blair gasped and tried to swallow a moan, but once it came out of her mouth, it wasn't a moan, it was entirely different from a moan.

"Be my boyfriend"

Chuck immediately stopped kissing the spot exactly her collar bone and brought his head up to face Blair's shocked one. "f u c k" Blair thought as Chuck looked at her with an expression that she couldn't even read. OMG, what must he be thinking, shit, she practically yelled it at him! Blair wanted to go curl in hole and die at that moment, what had she just done? Chuck just stood there, did that just happen? He froze as did Blair, as the water ran beating down on both of their bodies. "Blair-" "sorry" Chuck just smirked at her, she looked like a nervous wreck, she didn't even look this worried this morning. Chuck found it adorable, and hilarious so he just kissed her; it wasn't a yes or a no, it was just Chuck wanting Blair right then, right now. But to Blair she took it as a whole other answer, she kissed him back happily as she thought this was a yes! They were finally something! Of course she would confirm it later with him, but she was just so sure of it! He was her boyfriend! Chuck lifted her up in his arms as she wrapped her legs around his waist, slightly slamming her against the tiled wall of the shower, neither one breaking the kiss. When Chuck surprisingly without warning, entered her, Blair thought she had died and gone to heaven, she was finally! Having sex with her boyfriend! Not the guy that she always thought it would be with, but she didn't care, she lost her virginity to him, and now she was losing another, finally! She thought as she met his thrust, moaning into his mouth.

Chuck turned off the water, after they both came and her pulled out of her, Blair limp in his arms. Chuck tightened his grip on her, as well did Blair, as much to her ability, as he walked them both out of the shower. Blair shivered as her opened the bathroom door to his room, letting a draft into the steamy bathroom. He quickly walked over to his bed putting her on the bed, as his covers were still thrown back from their previous activities. His plan was to after placing her down and covering her up, walk to his side of the bed and let them both sleep, but Blair had other/better ideas. As soon as he moved his hands from her, Blair felt him move away and didn't want this to end so quickly, she just wanted him, she pulled him by his neck and brought him in for another kiss, Chuck kissed back and followed Blair as he felt her moving down into the bed, gladly accepting her kisses, he did as he reached down towards the end of the bed, getting the covers so he could cover both Blair and his still drench bodies from the cold. But with Blair's plan then wouldn't have a chance to be cold…

Many, many, many rounds later they both lay their now kissing even though they were both steaming hot, neither wanted to let go, nor dared to, knowing they would just get pulled back in. Both of them now dreaming of the draft they felt earlier as now they both had sweat literally dripping from both of their bodies, but they ignored it, Blair tighten her leg, that was hitched over Chuck's waist; as she felt herself slipping into sleep, Chuck felt It too. "Go to sleep" "I don't want to" Blair replied against their lips. "Your exhausted, I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere a nap won't kill" Blair nuzzled her nose against his "fine" Blair gave him one last, long kiss on the mouth before settling her head down in the crook of his shoulder. "Night Waldorf" Chuck said resting his head against the top of her head. Blair kissed his right nipple before she said "night boyfriend" Chuck immediately tensed but tried to relax, kissing her on the head, hopping Blair wouldn't notice. Blair just yawned and cuddled into him more. Chuck hardly blinked before he felt Blair's breath even out. He sighed what was he going to do? He kissed Blair's head once more before he to let sleep take over.

Blair was the first one to wake up, she blinked a couple times before she finally took in her surroundings. It had to be a least 3 hours after they fell asleep, since it was now completely dark outside. Blair stretched her neck, and looked up to see a sleeping Chuck. She smiled as she remembered what happened. She then realized, shit! She stretched her neck to see over at the clock on the nightstand, Blair sighed of relief. Good, it was only 7 and her mother's flight got in at 9:30. But still she needed to be their when her mother came home, who knew that getting pregnant would make her finally recognize her presence?

"Chuck…" Blair whispered in his ear. "no." Blair smiled, as he mumbled in his sleep. "Wake up" chuck shook his head as he curled away from her cuddling into the covers and into his pillow. Blair stifled a laugh, okay then. She thought as she got out of bed, trying to find herself around in the dark. But she eventually somehow found her bra and panties, and put them on. Chuck tried to ignore the draft he felt against his naked thigh, he turned over, reaching for what? He only felt sheets, Chuck blinked only to see darkness, until he saw a light moving up and down what the hell, Blair found her phone as she now used that to find her clothes that were scattered all over Chuck's room. She bent down, she thought she saw her skirt, but it was only Chuck's pants folded weirdly, Blair sighed where were they? But as she stood up she felt something behind, her in the dark, she screamed as she shined her cell phone in whoever was there. Chuck squinted as the light was shined in his eyes, "Ahh, Jeez waldorf" Blair caught herself. "What the hell Bass!" Blair said breathless. "I was wondering what the light was, and if you would…" Chuck said as Blair continued to shine it in his eyes, as he lowered it. "Why didn't you just turn on a lamp?" "You were sleeping, I didn't want to wake up, it's called being generous." Chuck just turned around and turned on the lamp by his side of the bed, since he knew this room well. "well I'm up now" Blair just ignored him, as she continued to look for her clothes, yes! There was her skirt. She grabbed it, and stepped into, as she felt the stare on her as she zipped up the back of it. "What are you doing?" "I'm making pie, what does it look like." Chuck put out his hands in offensive way. "sorry for asking, but you know you can stay, we could stay in here all night long, and tomorrow we can forget about school, sleep in late stay in bed…" Chuck said as he was now behind her, as her rubbed his hands on her bare skin sensually. Blair leaned into his touch, but remembered "No! I mean my mother is coming home tonight, and we both know if I'm not there, she will kill me, if not that then send me away to some home for troubled girls in my situation as she likes to say." Chuck laughed "Come on, you know your father wouldn't let that happen and if It did I would rescue you" Blair then laughed this time, "Oh yes my knight in shining nudity" Blair said as she stared him down. "But I'm sure you wouldn't deny a chance to ride on my noble steed" He said as he was now against her. Blair's eyes rolled into the back of her head, "yes…" Blair said as Chuck leaned her head back so he was now almost kissing her but Blair, "NO!" She broke away from him completely walking over to wear her tights were hanging off a chair. "again as much as I want to stay here and ride your noble steed…I can't, so please get dressed." Chuck just smirked , and put his hands up in defeat as he walked over to his dresser. Blair breathed a sigh of relief, he was a fine piece of ass, is he bending over like that on purpose, damn him, but Blair smiled to herself, he was her piece of ass, and she could have him anytime she wanted, he was her boyfriend and only she could say that.

They were now rolling up to her penthouse, and they were making out like crazy in the back of his limo, Blair grabbed a hold of his hand tighter, god she liked him so much, and he was such a good kisser! They were only stopped when they felt the limo come to a stop and the driver announced they were at her place. "See you tomorrow?" Blair said as she slowly pulled away from him. Chuck nodded. Blair turned fully towards the door and started to open it, but surprised Chuck as she quickly turned back and kissed Chuck, "call you later tonight" Blair said against his lips, then turned and left before Chuck could respond, what? Why would she call? Well he'll know when she does…Chuck then saw that she was walking through the door to her penthouse when he asked the driver to pull away.

"Yes mother I'm fine, goodnight, love you too?" Blair said to her mother in the doorway of her room, as her mother was walking towards her which was at the end of the hall. Blair closed the door, finally she thought as she leaned against it. Her mother got home literally 10 minutes after she did, she thought she had an hour, no her mother wanted to surprise her are you surprised darling? Ugh, it's like she didn't even know how to treat her anymore! Blair walked over to her bed, and flopped down on it, she also was completely stuffed, after surprising her, she made her sit down with her and eat while they talked; it was pretty much forced conversation for Blair at first, but all she had to do was ask how was Paris, and if she had talked to daddy, and kept asking about her work, and Blair didn't really have to say much, but every time she stopped eating her mother gave her a look, and then Dorota would bring more food, sure it was good, but god she felt so full, and just fat.

She looked over to where her phone was lying by her, on her bed, she picked it up, it was late, but she really wanted to talk to him. She pressed a button and it started ringing, please be there, please. Chuck was reading a chapter that he was supposed to do for homework, he usually would have said yeah right, like I'm going to do that, but he had to prove his father wrong, he wouldn't mess this up, he couldn't, as Chuck turned the page, halfway through what needed to be read, his phone rang. He picked it up, wow she wasn't lying. "Waldorf" He answered, "I'm going to die!" She said into the phone Chuck could tell she wasn't serious as she was groaning while saying it. "Why?" he said as he chuckled. Blair rolled her eyes, "My mother made me eat dinner with her when she got home, and let me tell you Dorota was prepared all I can here now is 'eat Miss Blair good for Baby'" Chuck laughed, she did a hell of an impression of Dorota. "but now I ate so much, that I feel like I'm going to explode." Blair finished, rubbing her bloating stomach. Chuck just smirked. "perhaps I can come over, and make you feel better" Chuck drawled out, "as much as I wish you could, I don't think my mother would appreciate having my boyfriend sleep over" Blair said playfully, Chuck tensed, fuck she said it again. "and now that she's watching me like a hawk, there is no way that we'd get away with it" Blair finished with a little laugh. Chuck said nothing.

It was quiet for a good 4 minutes, Blair was still waiting for him to respond. "Chuck?" Chuck was in his own little world, 5 million things, running through his head. "Chuck are you still there?" Blair said as she checked the phone, it looked like he was. "Hello?" "eh, yea?" Chuck said finally to Blair bringing him out of his thoughts. "what happened? Why weren't you answering" "Umm, I'm reading this chapter, for school, sorry" Blair smiled "Oh" "yea." Chuck said as he looked over to that exact book laying closed, next to him. "but look, I'm thinking tomorrow we meet up early for breakfast-" "want me to tell Serena" "No, I just want this, to be just the two of us-" "NO! Blair stop it" Blair was confused, but Chuck continued, "This, we, is not happening, we aren't together, so just stop" Blair's stomach dropped, "I thought-" "Well you thought wrong!" Blair felt tears coming, Chuck took a deep breath, "look Blair" he said calmer. "No, forget it, my mistake, talk to you tomorrow" Blair said trying not to cry as she said quickly, then hung up the phone.

"Wait Blair…" but all he heard was a dial tone. Great, he thought, he also could tell she was crying, just great, way to go Chuck, it's not like he didn't want her, he did, as long as he could remember he wanted her, but she was Nathaniel's, but he didn't want to hurt her, he knew by being in a relationship with her, she would get hurt somehow, and by trying not to hurt her, he hurt her. Chuck threw his phone down next to him, as he put his hands over his face, it was just inevitable, tomorrow before he picked her up, he would have to make a call to the florist, he messed up, and he now realized more than ever he wanted her. But right now he needed sleep, he knew he was going to need his energy for tomorrow, trying to make a waldorf forgive you was a bitch…

Blair threw her phone next to her on her bed, as she put her hands over her face and cried, how could she be so stupid, she should've known, god she was pregnant and the father of her baby didn't even want her, god how pathetic was she? Blair wiped away a tear as she put a hand over her stomach, and rubbed it, Blair bit her lip, as she remembered a few hours ago, when chuck caressed, kissed and talked to the bump, she began bawling as she remembered, what was she going to do? She needed to talk to someone, she picked up her phone, and wiped away tears, as she sniffed more away, she couldn't call Serena, scared that she would only say I told you so. So she only knew one other person who she needed, wanted to talk to now. She hit a number on her phone, and waited for it to dial, she finally heard it ringing, please pick up please pick up. "Hello?" She heard him sounding tired.

"Daddy…" Blair said as she started tearing again…

Chuck was in the elevator up to Blair's penthouse, he had a bouquet of peonies in hand. He kept saying what he was going to say to himself, He wasn't going to ask her to be his girlfriend, not yet, the only way he knew this, was going to work, was baby steps, one day at a time. The door finally binged open. He walked out into the foyer, as he saw Dorota, coming down the stairs with a box, "Good Morning Dorota is Miss Blair ready for school?" Chuck said smirking to Dorota. "Oh, Mr. Chuck" Dorota said as she put the box on the table. "Why you here?" "To pick up Blair for school, why else?" Dorota looked around, Chuck was confused why she looked so nervous, sure he freaked out on Blair, but he was going to apologize, and everything would be okay. Right?

"Mr. Chuck…I thought you knew." "Knew what?" Dorota fidgeted as she kept glancing towards the box, next to him. Chuck finally had enough. "look Dorota, just tell me what's-" Chuck said as he opened the box, and looked inside, what the hell? "What-why are some of Blair's things in here?" Dorota fidgeted more, "Mr. Chuck, uh Miss Blair leave in rush last night." Chuck was confused. "Wait, what do you mean she left?" "She leave, in rush only taking purse, after talking to her papa" "talking to her papa? Oh no…" Dorota gave a knowing look. "She so upset, no one could convince her, she just left." Chuck just looked like he was punched in the stomach, "Dorota please, where did she go?" "Her papa, made arrangements for helicopter, she leave for France last night" Chuck looked around, did he do this. And without another word he turned around and left in the elevator.

Dorota look remorse at his departing form. She then looked to the ground, and picked up the peonies that he left on the floor. And put them in a vase, they were beautiful, but there was a card, Dorota being curious, opened, she sighed, oh no, she thought as she read the card, she remembered Miss Blair saying something, about that basswhole, who didn't want her, but from this card, it was clear that Mr. Chuck did.

Blair, I'm sorry about last night, I hope that one day we could be something, but I just don't want to ruin what we have, please try to understand –chuck

A.N. OKAY SO SORRY IM SOO LATE! But in my defense this is like 10 pages long on Microsoft word! lol and cliffhanger! Don't kill me, I had to have a time jump, and don't worry, it's not what you expect, I love you guys, and please don't kill me for having this so late, hope it's worth the wait, review!

Love lots!

Kelley.