Okay soo soo so sorry that this is late, I just got a laptop and I LOVE it! It's so pretty and I'm obsessed! So I can start writing again since I can do it in the privacy in my own room, and not downstairs in the living room where everyone is 24/7! So we continue off where after chuck and Blair hot sexy time session and Blair is trying to act like nothing has changed and chuck well chuck just wished sex fixed everything, without the talking involved! Lol without further ado.
Power outage part 3!
Blair laid there trying not think or feel his warmth, that was radiating from his form right next to her, she closed her eyes tighter hoping sleep would come to her soon, he's not here, not here, Charles barthomew bass is not here, no such luck, she tried not to move knowing he would know that she was awake and clearly not sleeping, liked she knew he would.
It had been at least 10 minutes since she slid off his member and his body to the other side of her queen sized bed, and her room at her father's chateau. Chuck continued staring at the ceiling wear an antique chandelier one of a kind without a doubt was hanging. He looked over and noticed her breathing pattern had not changed, he knew she was thinking what he was, what the hell just happened, happened at least 8 times? He knew how it happened but he also knew it didn't change anything, or did it? Blair being pregnant meant her mood and mind set changed all the time, for all he knew she could turn to him in a second and curl up to him saying she's happy he's here! Chuck glanced over at her figure tucked under the sheets, she was shivering.
Blair breathed out and brought her hands to the top of her sheets next to her chest trying to gather some heat, it was freezing in here, 10 minutes ago she was covered in sweat head to toe, they both were but now it cooled and she was absolutely frigid!
Chuck looked over at the fireplace the fire was almost out, and the room had chilled drastically, even his nipples were hard feeling the cold air in the room. Chuck glanced at Blair before he slipped out of bed, reaching down and slipping on his boxers.
Blair brought her head down to her hands breathing on them, damn it, why did the power have to go out? Blair was brought out of her thoughts when she felt the bed move then the warmth that was providing some relief to her back was gone, she glanced over her shoulder and saw chuck pulling on his boxers facing the fireplace, she watched as he walked over to it, and knelt down next to it, he scratched his head and then reached over to the bucket filled with wood next to her fireplace, he took a couple and put some in the fireplace dome. She watched as he poked around the wood with the poker and then instantly a glow of warmth was washed over her, as the fire resurfaced and filled her room with its light and heat.
Chuck rubbed his hands together gladly feeling the heat again, he glanced over his right shoulder to see Blair looking down at him, her body glowing from the fire's light. Chuck looked back at the fire,
"better" he barely said but since the only sound in the room was the howling wind outside and the crackle of the wood in the fireplace Blair heard it loud and clear.
Blair looked down and nodded, she couldn't stand to look at his maturing back muscles anymore, he was so handsome and alluring but he was just such an ass sometimes, and she couldn't handle that, they couldn't handle that, even if it was her baby's father, she couldn't be with him like that, he didn't even want to so it didn't even matter.
Chuck starred back, not hearing a response from Blair and saw her staring down her eyes looking like they were a million miles away, chuck stood up and slowly walked back to the bed just staring at her, her lips he was currently focused on, they were honestly the first reason he fell for her, in the 1st grade he met Blair waldorf, his father taking him out of the previous public school his first nanny thought would be appropriate for him, he stayed a year there but Bart fired her, and brought him to st. Johnston academy for primary academics, in his old school he was the only one that wore suits and he got picked on a lot for it, which is why he kept to himself leaning against the fence of the school yard scowling watching the other 5 year olds play for Chuck he always felt he was much to mature for that kind of play and plus his father always looked at him badly when he had grass stains on his one of his many Armani suits, that was costumed made for him. So Chuck was very relieved you could say, when the new school he was going to provided a uniform it was maroon jacket, white button down with dark dark brown maroon with a matching maroon tie with white strips on it. He walked into school courtyard and smirked seeing the boys that he assumed that were in his class wearing the exact same thing. His nanny was too busy and being way to boring for Charlie's liking, as she liked to call him, he was already tired of it, and she would be gone before he laid his head on his pillow that night after talking to his father. Chuck looked over to the jungle gym, were he saw some little girls play they were wearing the same thing as him, but with bowties instead of ties and skirts instead of pants and with stockings and tights; that's when he saw her, he remembered it like yesterday. She was sitting on the very top step of the main way to get onto the jungle gym, blocking everyone's way, eating yogurt. His eyes narrowed, who did she think she was, but he noticed how no one was trying to move her trying to go around her, they simply just went the many other more difficult for 6 year olds way. He made his way over to her, someone clearly needed to put this girl in her place, she was acting like some princess who ruled the playground and if anyone ruled the playground it was chuck! He now stood directly in front of her, he remember how Blair looked at him like he was some gum that was on her shoe, she finished licking the rest of her yogurt off her plastic white spoon. "May I help you" Chuck opened his mouth to reply but was cut off
"hold that thought, Hazel!" Blair yelled over to a short little red head that was a couple feet away standing next to the swings waiting her turn, he saw how this girl rushed over like it was life or death and her face looked like she saw a scary monster! "Yes, B?" the girl said almost out of breath rushing to Blair as fast as her little feet could. "I'm done, do with it, if you will" Blair said holding out her napkin, little cup of yogurt, and spoon. "Of course, Blair" Blair smirked, as the little girl started to walk away to the trashcan on the other side of the courtyard "Oh, and Hazel don't play in the sand its unlady like" Blair said as the young red head turned around she looked down at her shoes and saw how it was starting to scuff and how her stocks where dusted with sand she nodded then continued her way to her destination. Blair looked at her retreating form and smirked even wider, Chuck looked at them/her memorized as she fixed her headband. She finally looked back at chuck. "Yes?" Chuck smirked "nothing my queen" Blair just looked in awe as she watched his retreating form. From that day on 3 things changed for Charles Bass, he absolutely loved Blair Waldorfs lips, they were a perfect red, bow shaped and she smirked like he did, he was in awe!, he now had some sort of admiration for headbands, and he was Blair Waldorfs humble servant whenever she needed it.
Chuck was brought out of the memory when his thighs hit her bed. Blair was still looking down and was now in the middle of the bed, Chuck licked his lips as his eyes wandered over her figure the sheet was now slipping off of her chest exposing the top of her breasts, chucks mouth was watering, they really did get bigger, but he wasn't complaining.
Blair looked up, chuck was literally right there practically salivating over her breast. Blair rolled her eyes and pulled the sheet back up to her chin. And scooted over, back to her side. Chuck lifted up her sheets and slipped in, reaching down at the bottom of her bed wear the main comforter was, he pulled it up covering her body not looking at her. They both now just lying there both on their backs staring up at her ceiling, both listening to the crackling and the wind. Blair glanced over at chuck why did he have to be so damn handsome.
Chuck glanced over at her and instantly their eyes met. And neither wanted to look away. "We need to talk" chuck mumbled, barely getting it out. "I know" Blair said looking down. Chuck then took her hand that was lying dangerously close to his. Blair laced them together, still they had it, the little spark and jolt of electricity that ran through them both just at the touch of finger tips, literally. "I'm sorry" Chuck started looking at their hands. Blair looked away, shaking her head, feeling tears in her eyes remembering that night a little too well. "Why did you say, what you said chuck" Chuck shrugged "SHRUGGING IS NOT AN ANSWER CHUCK!" Chuck was stunned as she looked at him her eyes bulging out of her head, red with tears in them he saw one tear escape running down her porcelain cheek. He reached up to wip it away but she swatted his hand away "DON'T. TELL ME WHY!" Blair was beyond pissed it was like all the anger she had towards him was finally coming out and it felt good.
Chuck brought both of his hands to his face, why couldn't he just say it! Ugh, "Blair, that night you just caught me off guard…" "CAUGHT YOU OFF GUARD! YOU WERE AN ASS CHUCK THE DEFINTION OF IT!"
"I'm sorry…" was all chuck could get out. "You're sorry….he heh heh, THAT'S ALL YOU FUCKING HAVE TO SAY! My god chuck…" Blair licked her lips as she continued "well chuck all I have Is one more question for you and after that we'll be done with this, is this just sex to you, is that what it's ever been, was it all an act, the butterfly talk on my birthday? Was all of this just a lie?" Blair said not looking at him, her knees pressed up to her chest, tears running down her face.
"No" was all Chuck said. He knew Blair would want/need more but he felt proud of himself, getting that simple syllable took a lot for chuck. He was finally admitting that he had real feelings and it scared the shit out of him.
Blair was taken back; "no?" no….what the hell was it then? Chuck took a deep breath "I…." breathe chuck god "I didn't want…." Fuck! He felt like he was going to pass out, thank god he was in a bed. "Didn't want what!" Blair said annoyed of his stalling. "I DIDN'T WANT TO LOSE WHATEVER THE FUCK THIS IS BLAIR OKAY!" Chuck said yelling looking straight into her eyes. Blair was taken back. They were both breathing heavy neither one looking away "I lied I have one more question, what is this? What are we?" "What do you want it to be?" Blair smiled a little smile; "you can't answer the question with another question bass" Chuck looked down, shit, fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck… he knew he knew exactly what he wanted but, he couldn't just say it could he. "I don't know." Blair opened up her mouth more than likely to yell "but I know I don't want to lose you" chuck finished. Blair was breathless, chuck's never talked like that to anyone, "I can't lose you blair." He said now looking at her, Blair was speechless and was in awe no one, no one has ever spoken of her like that, he felt tears in his eyes, closed his eyes hoping she wouldn't see. Blair instantly then grabbed his face pulling her to him, locking their lips together, chuck kissed back blair and noted it wasn't like any of their kisses that they have shared, it was soft, slow and sweet, nothing he had ever experienced, and that was saying a lot for chuck. Blair pulled back and wiped the tear that was making its way down Chuck's cheek. And kissed him again, and again, and again, she's never not once seen a man like this, in her 17 years have she never seen a man cry except you know in movies and things but in real life, it was heartbreaking but amazing at the same time. She really did love him, even if she didn't know it, she did, and he loved her, loved all of her, and they both loved their child, that was currently kicking its little feet off between it's parents embrace.
A.N. Okay! I have to say I like this one a lot the next chapter will be the last of the power outage and you will meet Harold and roman again! So please, please review and if you want the uniforms are on my page and the playground.
