Disclaimer: I do not own Sons of Anarchy, it's owned my the amazing Kurt Sutter, FX and everyone else who has the money to kick my ass in court if I don't have this up here. I do however own Taru, her horse and just about every other random that pops up in the story. This has come from the depths of my sick, insane, twisted, depraved mind and my madness fuel's it to keep going as do all my lovely fans that keep reading and reviewing.

vilis91: Thank you, Everything will work itself out eventually but it's the road to get there that matters.

Adult scenes! Hehehe, Couldn't help it.

The Cage – H.I.M

For years I've seen you fighting
Against your heart
Living like you're dying
So far from the sun

Waiting for a guardian angel
To lead you through the dangers
That lie ahead on your way
Towards tomorrows arms

Coma Download

=Chibs' P.O.V=

I yawned and stretched before shifting on the couch. Buster curled up beside me tucked into the space under my arm, head resting on my chest. I nudged the pup before sitting up and grabbing the remote to flick off the movie I'd been watching the night before when I'd fallen asleep.

I stretched as I stood and headed towards the bedroom. I rifled through the wardrobe and chest of drawers for a shirt and cleanish pair of jeans before slinging my kutte onto the bed and heading to the bathroom dumping my stuff on the floor and stripping quickly to step under the hot spray.

I'd never noticed just how big the shower was without a second person to share it with, it was big enough to fit both Taru and I in here comfortably. I stood under the spray of the water and scrubbed my hands over my face and neck before pushing my hair back from my face. It's lonely without you Taru, bloody lonely indeed. I groaned lowly running my hands over my chest washing away the sweat and dead skin before grabbing the bar of soap.

I rubbed at my aching muscles massaging the soap into them and leant forward against the wall before putting the soap back on the small tray and moved my hand down my body. I groaned lowly letting the water spray across my aching back as I wrapped a hand around my cock and slowly began to stroke myself.

I grunted softly as the water ran down my spine as I continued to stroke myself and let my eyes slide shut as I remembered a few of the best times I'd spent with Taru.

Taru grinned laughing; she squirmed in my arms as I tickled her. "Alright, alright, stop!" She managed to breathe out between giggles. "I can't breathe!"

"Then admit it!"

"Never!" She grinned and began laughing again before gripping the edge of the oil splattered table.

"Admit it!"

"No!" She howled laughing and squirmed before turning in my arms and looping her own around my neck pressing her lips to mine.

I moaned lowly and stroked myself slowly before grunting softly and tightening my grip. I exhaled slowly and jerked my hips roughly as pressure began to build in my guts, another moan ripped from my throat as I stroked my cock faster and leant heavily against the wall.

I exhaled slowly and shut the door with a soft thud as I let my eyes roam over Taru as she stood at the end of the hall leaning against the wall. I swallowed roughly and kicked off my boots quickly keeping my eyes on Taru, a light smirk dancing over her lips.

"What're ya doin' love?"

"Waiting for you" She smirked lightly shifting and coming towards me.

I exhaled slowly blatantly checking her out, she was decked out in a sexy short black lacy nightie, her shaggy black hair still damp from a recent shower and fingernails and toe nails freshly painted in black and red.

"Ya a god damn tease Taru"

She grinned beckoning me forward. "Don't you know it kulta" She murmured drawing me into a deep kiss.

A guttural moan slipped from my lips as I stroked myself, the water starting to drop its temperature as I continued to pleasure myself. Another moan slipped from my lips as my edge drew closer, the pleasure twisting my gut in knots as it built faster.

"Taru?" I nudged the door shut and kicked off my boots.

"Down here"

I followed the call and furrowed my brow lightly before pushing open the bathroom door to find Taru lounging in the bathtub, candles lit around the bathroom with a glass of whiskey. I grinned lightly running my eyes over the expanse of skin that I could see above the bubbles. "What are ya doin' love?"

She smirked lightly sinking deeper into the steamy bath. "Relaxing, want to join me?"

I grinned lightly and stripped off quickly dumping myself stuff on the floor and slipped into the bath with her.

She smiled dreamily relaxing in the water before shifting over to me and leaning back against my chest. "How was your day?"

I moved my hands over her shoulders and down under the water before lacing them across her torso. "Been better love"

She smiled lightly and rested back against me draining the glass. "Just relax kulta" She murmured.

"Ya drunk ain't ya?"

She gave a lopsided grin. "Of course not..." She let her head loll back onto my shoulder. "Alright, maybe just a tiny bit"

I grinned lightly taking the empty glass from her and pouring another drink before pressing a kiss to her temple and taking a long drink.

I let out a loud moan and tensed slightly before growling lowly and jerking my hips forward with one final thrust as I fell over the edge into a dark abyss of unadulterated pleasure.

I glanced through the glass panel on the door and sighed softly resting my hand on the handle, I rested my eyes on Taru, her skin pale against the sheets of the bed. I nudged the door open and glanced at the flowers in the vase next to the bed; I clutched at the flowers in my hands and moved around the bed. "Mornin' love," I murmured softly. "'ope everything's alrigh', it's been lonely at 'ome without ya" I stated taking the flowers out and replacing them with the bundle of Black Irises, Blood Irises and Bleeding Hearts, the three flowers she loved more than any others.

I settled down in the chair next to the bed and watched her silently for a moment before reaching out to hold her hand. "Ya missin' all the fun beautiful," I murmured pushing a strand of hair back from her face. "Ya missed the shootout at Half-Sack's wake, some wet back Mayan puppet club tried ta take us out," I bit back a bitter laugh. "'ale didn't make it back from that Fubar, they ran 'im down, split open the back of 'is 'ead and took off" I watched her silently, eyelids moving ever so slightly as she slumbered.

I released her hand and sighed softly. "Buster misses ya, keeps whinin' at the door every time I come 'ome," I felt a dull ache in my chest, the brick and tile house was home now, it was a home I'd made with Taru and I was happy there with her by my side. "'e'll miss ya if ya don't wake up gorgeous"

I glanced around the room pulling at a piece of thread in the hem of my shirt. "Angel's comin' down with Jade ta see ya soon, she finally got 'er divorce finalized," I murmured softly and sighed deeply. "We found Abel, 'e's in Vancouver" I glanced up as Tara came in.

"Chibs? I'm sorry I didn't realize you were in here, I can come back later if you want"

"Nay, it's fine doc," I nodded towards Taru. "Just fillin' 'er in on everythin' that's been 'appenin'," I shrugged lightly. "Don't know 'ow much good it's doin'"

She looked towards Taru. "It's possible she can hear you Chibs, there's still plenty of brain activity"

"What does that mean for 'er?"

"It means her chances of surviving are greater than before, it's almost like she's sleeping or just doesn't want to wake up"

"Why wouldn't she want ta wake up?"

Tara shrugged lightly. "I'm not sure," She said as she began checking some of the machines. "But if you keep talking to her it might help her wake up faster"

"Angel's bring Jade down ta visit 'er"

"Who's that?"

"Angel's 'er best friend and Jade's 'er niece"

"I didn't realise she had a niece"

"Aye, they live in Santa Monica, Angel just got the divorce from 'er junkie 'usband that she's been wantin'"

"That's good"

I nodded watching as she gathered the old flowers and looked to the new ones in the vase. "They're Taru's favourites," My lips twitched in a faint smile. "Always got some of at least one sort on the table at 'ome"

She smiled lightly. "You really love her don't you?"

I glanced at Taru and nodded. "Aye I do," I smiled slightly. "I miss 'avin' 'er at 'ome, too quiet without 'er"

She smiled and chuckled softly. "I bet it is, Taru's got a pretty big personality when you think about it"

"Aye, she does," I watched the Finn and sighed lightly shifting in my seat. "Think she'll ever wake up?"

"I think Taru will wake up when she wants to wake up, she's always done what she wanted to and this time it's probably no different," Tara smiled lightly putting a hand on my shoulder. "There's been cases documented where coma patients that have suffered severe head trauma like she has have actually slipped into some of their memories, she could just be working through whatever's going on in her brain right now"

I glanced over the Finn and nodded. I hope that's the case and that she comes back to me soon.

More coming out tomorrow! I think I'm starting to finally get my groove back so it'll make for some good times ahead. XD