Disclaimer: I do not own Sons of Anarchy, it's owned my the amazing Kurt Sutter, FX and everyone else who has the money to kick my ass in court if I don't have this up here. I do however own Taru, her horse and just about every other random that pops up in the story. This has come from the depths of my sick, insane, twisted, depraved mind and my madness fuel's it to keep going as do all my lovely fans that keep reading and reviewing.

HaylsValo: I did originally plan to write it in Chibs' P.O.V and have him listening through the door to what Gemma was saying but I changed my mind at the last second (as I usually do).

vilis91: It was not my intention at all to make you cry. I can't see Chibs staying with Fiona and I can't see him leaving Taru to feel like his mistress but their future is in the works it will be shrouded in mystery until then.

DragonBby: I know, RL can suck sometimes but at least this allows an escape from it. Well shit did cool down while the boys were behind bars, somewhat, but then again the drama makes it more fun. Just wait my dear and see just how strong Taru's will is when she wakes up. Oh yes, my two lovely little plot bunnies (who are currently having fun pulling each others fur out in this heat! Gah I hate NZ summers, stupid heat) they give me some great idea's, I really need to put some more of Taru's back story up, I'll work it in slowly, somehow. I know how you feel, it's like Tara, she has her moments and then she doesn't but I honestly don't think she has what it takes to take over Gemma's role if something ever happened to Gemma or when she finally can't do it anymore. Your wish for more as also been answered.

morgan777: I've been toying with the idea, thinking about how to work it into the story line because it would be awesome for her to get back onto a Harley, just need to figure out what type and how/when to work it in.

I Wanna Be – Adelitas Way

Can I be the one getting all the free shit?
Hangin' out with Hef got my house on cribs
If I could have a chance to be living this way
I would show you all that I'm not the same

Blackmail

=Gemma's P.O.V=

I settled on the edge of the bed and watched Oswald sit down. "What's going on Gemma? The way you sounded on the phone, made it sound like someone had died" The concern was etched into his face.

"This is about my grandson Elliot," I stated shifting to the edge of the bed. "We know where he is," He furrowed his brow lightly. "Belfast"

"I thought Jax said he was in Vancouver? How do you know he's in Ireland?"

I glanced over at Clay as he came in, my federal babysitter standing across the hall watching us as Clay shut the door. "Club has a charter in Belfast"

Elliot stood and turned towards the door, he was risking everything just talking to us. "We just need you to hear us out"

"Look I'm really sorry about Abel, I really am but if I've got a shot against Hale I can't be associated with SAMCRO" He stated shaking his head lightly.

"Not gonna be anymore blood in Charming," Clay stated blocking the exit to the door to give Oswald a chance to hear us out. "Our beef with the Mexican's? Put away," Oswald glanced over at me before looking back to Clay. "Pretty soon people are going to forget about the drive by and it's going to be business as usual"

Oswald shook his head slightly, eyes resting on the edge of the bed as he thought things over.

"We need your help Elliot, if you won't do it for us then do it for Taru," I said reaching out for his hand. "Think about what she's going to go through when she finally wakes up and Abel isn't back here, the club is her family now and attacking the club and taking Abel would be like an attack on her"

His eyes came to mine and he sighed heavily. "But Taru did get attacked; she's sitting in a coma right now because of her association with this club"

"But she's going to wake up and think about how hard a blow it's going to be when she finds out Abel's missing," I glanced to Clay and nodded to the door. "Can you give us a minute?"

He looked between us for a moment before slipping out. "I'll come back in a few minutes"

I nodded before turning back to Oswald. "Look, I know what happened between you and Taru," His face drained slightly. "She told me what happened because she was tearing herself up over it," I explained. "Help the boys get Abel back and I won't tell Chibs what happened"

"Taru never told him?"

I shook my head. "She didn't want to damage the relationship between you and the club, she also didn't want Chibs going off the deep end at you about it, you do this for us and that little secret stays buried deeper than a dead body"

"Does Clay know about that?"

"No, I promised Taru no one else would find out" I stated shaking my head slightly.

"Alright, I'll do it because Taru doesn't need this shit on her plate when she wakes up, she'll have enough with being nearly crippled to deal with"

"You've kept her position open right?"

"Are you kidding?" He asked looking towards me. "My horses have never run so well, there's something about her working with them that gives them an extra boost, don't know if it's her methods or just her but it's something"

I chuckled softly. "She's going to want to kill Jimmy when she sees what happened to that beauty of her's"

"Yeah," He trailed off slightly before chuckling weakly. "All of her horses know something's wrong, Dev does his nut in the paddock every night and Duke just stands there under the tree in the centre of the paddock with his head and tail down," He stated before shaking his head. "Even Cracker and Laddie aren't running at their best, Laddie wouldn't even load to go to the track the other day, it's really affecting them"

"I bet it is" I murmured softly.

Oswald chuckled weakly and shook his head. "You know, Taru wouldn't have resorted to blackmail to get me to help the club, that the thing about her, she's good with how she words things when she wants something, that and she's very good at lying"

"So I've seen" I stated with a light grin as Clay came back in.

"We all good?"

I nodded and motioned to Oswald. "He's going to help us"

"Good," Clay nodded. "Your forestry equipment, how do you get it overseas?"

"I run cargo jets out of Stockton but what about your bail hearing?"

"It's been pushed, your bond won't be at risk" I stated leaning forward slightly.

"Gives us a little bit more than a week to find our grandson"

We all looked over as Jax came in and shut the door over leaning closer to Clay. "Our friends here"

"Come on" Clay motioned to the door.

Oswald looked over and nodded slightly to me. "You let me know if anything happens with Taru and get better, she'll need you when she wakes up"

I nodded watching Oswald leave with Clay and Jax. Hopefully everything works out and this just seals the deal with him.

I know, I know, short chapter but the next should be a bit longer. Got a new pic up on DA and the next chap should be up soon, trying to get over a massive freaking migraine, combine that with the heat day and night here in NZ and it's difficult to write, only bonus is when I'm feeling better I can lounge in the sun with my sketch pad and laptop to type and draw.