Disclaimer: I do not own Sons of Anarchy, it's owned my the amazing Kurt Sutter, FX and everyone else who has the money to kick my ass in court if I don't have this up here. I do however own Taru, her horse and just about every other random that pops up in the story. This has come from the depths of my sick, insane, twisted, depraved mind and my madness fuel's it to keep going as do all my lovely fans that keep reading and reviewing.

DragonBby: I know, I was like, Oh my god, Jax, I feel for you and Charlie's acting was awesome for that last bit. Thank you, I try my hardest because otherwise it really fucks me off when something doesn't flow right, it's kinda like a puzzle you just gotta juggle pieces around until it all comes together into one beautiful picture (I did however fuck with the timeline a bit). Oh most definitely, still healing and kicking ass, there's one chap I'm writing at the moment that's going to be the utmost fun involving Tig, Kozik, Taru, lots of blood, a straight razor and two assholes out for some revenge. More family to come in a few later chaps, I promise. Next story I promise and her mother will come in, Fireworks going off most definitely she'll also get some sweet, sweet revenge on some other people, mess with Taru's family and a whole other side comes to light.

vilis91: It was intended to be scary, there are underlying hints there about how empty his life and everyone else's lives would be without Taru and how close Chibs actually came to losing another person he loves because of Jimmy O.

HaylsValo: The minute I read that I was like =Ding= idea has arrived, I hadn't thought about Kerrianne and throwing her into it but after you said that I had to write down what came into my head. Credit of course goes to you for helping me think up that idea. It's really quite a touching moment between Chibs and Kerrianne and Fiona finally realizing she's lost him. I am also very glad you love the story.

Soul on Fire – H.I.M

We are like the living dead
Sacrificing all we have
For a frozen heart and a soul on fire
We are like the living dead
Craving for deliverance
With a frozen heart and a soul on fire

Waking a Sleeping Wolf

=Taru's P.O.V=

I exhaled slowly and opened my eyes slowly expecting to wake in the same dark dingy corner I had curled up to sleep in, brightness blinded me for a moment before it registered I was no longer in the halls of that house I had been searching through for only god knows how long.

I groaned softly and tried to focus my eyes as a blurry face appeared over mine. "Filip?" I murmured softly before blinking a few times and groaning softly to see Tara checking various things around me. "Tara?"

"Do you know your name?"

I furrowed my brow. "Myrsky Mäki" I mumbled groaning softly at the jack hammer type pounding in the back of my skull, my entire brain throbbing with each pulse.

"And the date?"

"How the hell should I know? Sometime in August last time I looked" I grumbled and rested my eyes on the ceiling as she checked them with a pen light.

"Alright, do you know where you are?"

"I would take a wild guess and say Saint Thomas unless I got transferred somewhere else, can we please stop with the 'standard coma patient questions' now?" I groaned as I tried to sit up.

"Don't sit up; I still need to check you out"

"And I have the over whelming urge vomit, now either move, get me something to throw up in or stand right where you are so I can puke all over your shoes, unless you would rather I choke on my vomit" I groaned fighting the bile in the throat as I leant over the side of the bed, my body groaning and popping in protest at my movements as I threw up whatever acid was in my stomach.

I winced swallowing roughly and choked back a cough collapsing back against the pillows, for just waking up I was spent in every way, shape and form. I just wanted to curl up and sleep for the next thousand years.

"I'll get someone to come in and clean that up," Tara murmured before checking one of the machines near me. "Do you feel alright?"

"Fine," I murmured glancing around the room. "Would have thought Filip would have been here" I yawned.

She looked towards me. "The boys are in Ireland"

I furrowed my brow lightly sitting up with her help before taking the glass of water she handed me with shaky hands. "Why?"

"A lot has happened since your accident," She murmured taking a seat in the spare chair next to the bed. "The club had to bury Half-Sack," She smiled sadly. "They patched him in though"

"Wait, what?" I racked my brains for answers coming up with only blanks. "Start from the beginning because I'm missing something" I yawned, sleep tugging at the edges of my brain, seeping into every thought and every crack in my brain, I felt like I'd been deprived of sleep for at least a week.

"I'll tell you more later, get some rest and I'll call the clubhouse, see if I can get a hold of Tig or someone and let them know you're awake"

I yawned nodding and groaned softly, pain flaring up through my muscles and joints. "Is Angel here?" I managed to bite out before yawning again.

"I'll call her first and get her to come down here"

"Kiitos" I murmured closing my eyes and giving in to the calling darkness.

I moved the rifle slowly, eye trained down the scope, cross hairs lined up on one of the two men busy handing money over to a uniform clad police officer. I winced and let the rifle end sag as my freshly healing wounds ached painfully.

I recentred my scope and cross hairs before following the officer as he got into his cruiser and took off leaving both men alone. I exhaled slowly and glanced around at the conditions adjusting slightly for them and refocused back down my scope.

I sucked in a breath and exhaled slowly squeezing the trigger once; the first went down with no trouble, a bullet between the centre of his forehead. I ejected the case and stopped it rolling away with my foot before taking aim at the second one, his gun drawn as he looked around wildly for his attacker.

I sucked in another breath and exhaled again before squeezing the trigger again. The second went down with a bullet to the temple, both lay in a growing pool of blood on the gravel of the shipping yard.

I ejected the case and looked to both cases in my hands before sliding them into my pocket and slung my rifle over my shoulder quickly. I exited the roof and ran down the stairs, pain searing through my body from my wounds as they stretched and tore.

I jerked awake and looked to the body laying heavily next to me before groaning lowly and shifting curling my arms around Jade hugging her tightly before looking towards a smiling Angel who stood quickly and hugged me, her tears dripping down the side of my neck as she began to cry silently. "Don't cry beautiful, the Reaper's grip wasn't strong enough to hold me"

"I thought I'd lost you Myrsky, Jade thought she'd lost you," Angel cried. "She wouldn't stop crying until we got here after Chibs told us" She choked up hugging me tighter.

"I'm awake now," I murmured. "And I'm not going anywhere any time soon"

Angel sighed softly pulling back and taking a seat in the chair again. "She's been worried sick about you" She stated nodding to Jade who was curled up beside me still fast asleep.

I chuckled hoarsely and rubbed at my throat. "I bet she has," I murmured sitting up and wincing at the pain through my leg. "Do me a favour and hand me that chart thingy by the door"

"Myrsky"

"Don't give me that mothers warning tone," I stated motioning to the files in the wall holder. "Gimme"

She sighed standing and getting the files for me before sitting on the edge of the bed and stroking Jade's hair lightly. "So what do they say?"

I looked up from scanning the file that contained the information from when I first arrived and sighed softly. "Trust me you don't want to know"

"That bad huh?"

I nodded lightly shutting the file over as Jade began to stir. She blinked and looked up at me before squealing in delight and throwing her arms around me in a tight throat crushing hug. "Ok, ok," I managed to suck in a breath. "Kid I can't breathe"

Jade released me and looked up with wide eyes. "I'm sorry auntie Myrsky, I didn't mean to hurt you" Tears welled in her eyes sliding down her cheeks.

I brushed them away and smiled lightly. "You didn't hurt me gorgeous, now stop crying and give me a hug" I opened my arms for her and she quickly slipped in and hugged me, less tighter than before but still tight enough.

I smiled at Angel from over Jade's shoulder as she watched on and pulled back looking at Jade wiping a few stray tears away from her cheeks. "How's school been?"

She turned and grabbed her backpack before pulling out a book and handing it too me. "I'm half way through it" She said handing it too me.

I looked down running my fingers over the cover of the pony pals book and nodded, its cover was well worn, read a hundred times or more by the girl sitting on the bed beside me. "Have you read the other ones?"

She nodded as I handed the book back. "Of course I have, I've read them all"

"Maybe you can read them for me them" I said biting back a yawn, sleep beginning to tug at me again from the meds I'd been pumped full of.

"Come on Jade; let's leave auntie Myrsky to sleep"

Jade looked to Angel and then back at me pouting softly before nodding and hugging me again. "We'll come back later auntie"

I gave a nod. "Alright beautiful," I handed the file back to Angel. "Do me a favour and put it back"

She nodded lightly taking the file and helped Jade gather her things before giving me a tight hug. "It's good to have you back Myrsky"

"It's good to be back beautiful" I murmured hugging her tightly and resting back against the pillows.

Kiitos = Thank You.

Busy fixing up some things on my screen caps of the recreations of Taru's equine family as soon as they're done I'll post them to my DA account for everyone to have a squiz at. Busy dividing time between this story and my Once Upon a Time story, I'll be posting the first part to that sooner or later, also don't know if I'm going to do any oneshots for this story or not.