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Broken Hearts Parade – Good Charlotte

In the broken hearts parade
and I'm putting my heart out on display there's no,
masquerade, just a funeral march for love today
the band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the
broken hearts parade, I've never been better than I am today

Sleeping Babies

=Taru's P.O.V=

"Auntie Myrsky!"

I grinned brightly and placed my book down before opening my arms to Jade and hugged the eight year old tightly as she jumped on the bed. "Hey kid"

"How're you feeling?"

I grinned lightly at Angel. "Alright now that you guys are here"

Angel smiled and laughed softly taking a seat beside the bed. "Heard from your old man yet then?"

I swallowed roughly, smile fading slightly. "Yeah, I called him the other day"

"And?"

I shrugged lightly. "We'll work through everything, we always do"

The Blonde beside me nodded lightly. "I hope so, he's a special guy and you're a special girl, you both deserve some happiness while you can still get it"

I nodded lightly. "I'm just waiting for Koivu to pop his ugly Finnish fucking head up and destroy my life again"

"That's not going to happen Myrsky, the club won't let it happen to you and I'm pretty sure you're not going to let him get away with it"

I nodded lightly and yawned, everything was getting me down, that never ending darkness was coming back to swim in my mind, coming back to try and claim my soul for a second time.

"What's wrong?"

I jerked my head towards Angel and shook my head lightly. "Nothing, just thinking"

She narrowed her eyes before nodding and dropping the subject. "So I heard that you went out yesterday," She grinned softly. "Came back covered in blood"

I grinned impishly and rubbed at the back of my neck looking away from her. "Yeah," I drew out slowly. "About that, I went to Floyd's"

"Yeah I heard that bit too, something about a line at Floyd's?"

I grinned again. "Yup, that's my story and I'm sticking to it"

Angel laughed throwing back her head. "Alright, I won't push it because I really don't want to know"

I shifted slightly looking down at Jade and brushed back a few strands of her hair, she wasn't a bright beach bunny blonde like Angel but had deep black locks like her father John. "Thought anymore about moving here?"

Angel shrugged lightly. "I'm still waiting for the divorce to finalise and everything, I don't want to just yank her out of the roots she's put down in Santa Monica and move her somewhere new"

"I know Angel but maybe it's for the best, you need to get her away from her father's fucking influence, she's got her entire teenage years to experiment with drugs and shit, she doesn't need to be around it now"

"Say's the woman who wants me to move to Charming which has a resident Biker club"

"Hey," I shook my head lightly. "The Sons don't make, deal or have anything to do with drugs, they try and keep them out of Charming," I stated. "And besides, if John ever came to Charming the club would be there to back you and me up, you're family to me which means Filip will deck any fucker that messes with either of us"

Angel laughed softly shaking her head. "That's what I'm afraid of" She grinned lightly laughing again and smiled watching Jade as the girl laying between us continued reading her book laying flat out on the bed on her stomach.

"How's school kid?"

"Good," She smiled brightly. "I got a hundred on two of my tests last week"

"That's great kid," I hugged her tightly. "When I'm better and well you and I will have to go out for a trek with Duke and Dev, Elliot's got a myriad of trails we can ride on around the farm"

Jade grinned brightly. "Really? Will we be able to go showing again too?"

I nodded lightly. "Sure but in a few months when my knees up to supporting me properly in the saddle"

She grinned squealing and hugging me tightly. "Thank you, thank you, thank you"

I laughed softly. "Alright, calm down Jade, calm down, you can take Duke in for some ridden classes too after some more lessons"

Her eyes went wide. "On my own?"

I nodded. "Why not? You'll do great and Duke pretty much knows what to do in the ring anyway so all you have to do is watch the judge and hold on"

"I don't know if I could ride in front of a group"

"You'll do fine kid and if you don't want to ride that's alright you can just take him inhand like last time"

"What about a pair's class?"

I looked to Angel and nodded. "Good idea, Duke and Dev could pair up together or we could pair up Rocky and Jess"

"You'd let my ride Jess in a show?" Jade asked with wide eyes.

I nodded. "As long as you don't tug on her mouth it should be fine"

The girl beside me nodded rapidly. "I would never dream of tugging on her mouth it's such a cruel thing to do"

"Totally agree kid, heavy hands make a hard mouth," I stated. "That's what I liked about James riding my horses; he's actually a really caring Jockey, doesn't tug and pull at their mouths and doesn't use the whip as much as most"

"Hey I'm going to go get something from the cafe, want a drink or something?"

I grinned softly. "I could say numerous things but I'm not allowed any of them" I pouted softly before laughing softly.

"Alright well I'll be back in a minute," Angel turned to Jade. "Stay here and keep auntie Myrsky company"

Jade nodded rapidly before curling up into me and beginning to read her book aloud.

I groaned softly opening my eyes before glancing wearily around the room, it barely registered that someone was sitting next to me in the chair before I finally cleared my eyes and took in the person there. "Hey Tig"

"Hey," His eyes drifted to Jade before back up to mine. "So want to explain something?"

"Trust me, you don't want to know"

"Oh but I do"

"Oh but you don't," I stated taking on a dangerous hint in my tone. "I'm serious Tig, just leave it"

"Hell no, we're talking about this, even if we don't do it now we're god damn talking about this"

"Later then," I yawned shifting slightly and looking down at the girl curled into me. "She's Enkeli's daughter"

"So this is the infamous Jade?"

I nodded lightly brushing back a strand of the girl's hair before sighing heavily and collapsing back against the bed. "I hate this fucking bed; I can't wait to get back to my own one"

"Bet you can't, bet Chibs can't wait either"

I grinned lightly and threw him a wink. "Don't you know it (handsome)" I yawned shifting and trying my best to stretch without waking Jade.

"Chibs ring and tell you what shit went down on their side of the world?"

I cleared my throat lightly. "Actually I rang him"

"You didn't tell him about Floyd's did you?"

I shook my head. "That stays between you, me and Blondie and yes we did talk about what happened," I felt my heart constrict slightly. "He lost his nephew" I murmured softly, I felt bad for waiting so long to talk to him.

"Yeah, I heard," He sighed running a hand up through his hair. "Shit hit the fan big time, fucking Belfast is corrupt, O'Neill's on Jimmy's payroll"

I gave a light nod stretching and glanced down at Jade as she began to stir before yawning and sitting up stretching. "Good sleep"

She nodded rubbing at her eyes before looking at Tig and jumped off the bed to get a closer look at the Sergeant at Arms, she placed her hands on his knees and leant into his face cocking her head to the left. "You're Tig" She stated before looking back at me in question.

I gave a light nod to which she grinned brightly at the fact she'd gotten it right. "Tig meet my niece Jade, Jade meet the SAMCRO Sergeant at Arms Tig Trager"

She looked at Tig before grinning. "Auntie Myrsky's told me all about you"

"Oh has she now?" He queried looking past her at me.

I shrugged lightly. "She wanted to know about the boys, I'm not inclined to disagree with her usually since she's usually right but," I waved my hand. "Yeah, she wanted to know who my friends were"

Tig snorted softly. "Friends," He laughed softly. "Well kid it's good to finally meet you," He said before looking past her again. "And you have a shit load of explaining to do now"

I nodded and grinned sheepishly. "And as soon as Angel comes back I'll answer all your questions"

He nodded lightly. "You fuckin' better"

More up sooner or later, busy typing and rewatching Criminal Minds.