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Beautiful – H.I.M

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I'm crying
'Cause you're so beautiful

Just one kiss and I'm alive
One kiss and I'm ready to die
'Cause you're so beautiful

Making Promises

= Chibs' P.O.V=

I entered the hospital room, we'd touched down about ten minutes ago, sure I was tired as hell but Clay had let me take the TM tow truck and head the hospital instead of riding back with the others. "Taru?" The room was dark, silent. I glanced around before stalling and smiling lightly, she was out like a light on the bed under the covers. She looks like a goddamn angel. I swallowed roughly watching her for a moment before shifting the chair closer to the bed as quietly as I could.

I frowned hearing a whimper and watched her shake slightly in her sleep, face contorting in pain before she shot up, eyes unfocused, breathing harsh and rapid, tears forming in her eyes. "Geez love, ya damn near gave me a 'eart attack" I murmured sitting on the edge of the bed pulling her close before feeling her clutch onto me, head buried into my shoulder.

"I'm sorry about Padraic" She murmured softly before finally pulling back, eyes bloodshot from lack of sleep.

"I know love, I know," I pulled back staring at her before gently running a finger down the stitches that had had been taken out of her temple. "It'll scar" I murmured softly.

She nodded looking away. "That's not the only one" She murmured softly.

I pressed a light kiss to the new formed scar and rested my forehead against hers running a thumb down her face. "Ya damn near gave me a 'eart attack darlin' I thought I'd fuckin' lost ya for good"

She hesitated before smiling weakly. "I love you too much to let the reaper take me for good; he only borrowed me for a while"

I grinned weakly before finally pressing my lips to her's, something I'd been waiting to do since I'd heard she was awake. "I've missed ya so goddamn much Taru, I've been goin' out of my mind without ya"

She smiled softly placing a hand on my cheek and ran her thumb down from my eye. "You're not the only one," She swallowed roughly, a few tears rolling down her cheeks. "I gave up death with Niko and Kai to be here waiting for you" She choked lightly, eyes set on mine, gaze unwavering.

I swallowed harshly, the lump in my throat forcing me to clear my throat. "What do ya mean love?"

"I mean what I said, Filip when I woke up I wasn't here, I wasn't in a hospital bed I was in my own bed, in my home with Niko and Kai back in Helsinki, it was like they'd never died," Her voice cracked, eyes never straying from mine. "I let them go, made my peace so I could move on and be with you, so I could wake up and be here with you" Her hands started shaking, one of the things Tig had mentioned.

I placed my hands over hers, the shaking stilling slightly. "Thank you" I murmured softly drawing her into a hug, it was obvious when she'd told me about Niko and Kai she'd never be fully over their deaths, never at peace until she had her revenge on Koivu but now, now she seemed much happier, the inner turmoil with them put to rest finally.

"You don't have to thank me kulta, I did it because I love you," She shook slightly again, eyes finally dropping from mine. "I figured out a long time ago that I loved you more than I ever loved Niko, yes he was my husband but he wasn't the match my heart and soul needed," She looked up again locking her eyes with mine. "Yes the life is hard on both you and I but we both know what hard is and sure it would be hell on me if you ever went away but I'm willing to stick by you no matter what happens, no matter what shit the club gets into, no matter what shit comes our way, nothing is going to tear me from you"

I pulled her close pressing my lips to hers. "I'm never goin' ta let ya go love, Jimmy'll get what's comin' ta 'im for what 'e did, Army wants 'im dead, Belfast wants 'im dead, SAMCRO wants 'im dead and I want 'im dead, the Irish prick 'asn't got a friend in the goddamn world that 'e can run ta, 'e'll get everythin' that's comin' ta 'im"

"So the Club has something worked out?"

I nodded lightly. "Right now all ya need ta know is that Jimmy ain't goin' ta make it past the next couple of days"

Taru nodded lightly, liquid silver eyes hardening in anger and concern. "You come back alive you understand, I'm only just getting you back so you be damn fucking careful, I didn't come back from the dead just so you go away or get killed" She stated, behind the anger and the pain and concern was a small glimpse of scaredness, something she tried not to show very often.

"Don't worry love, I'll come back and when I come back you'd better be 'ere waitin' for me"

She let a brief glimmer of a grin sweep over her lips. "I'll be out in a few weeks so I'll probably be waiting at home, our home"

I grinned lightly. "Our 'ome huh?" I smiled lightly before shifting and lying on the bed dragging her down with me. "Sounds like ya decided I should move in finally"

She laughed softly. "Move in? Kulta you did that months ago all that's required is the actually moving part of gathering all your nasty ass clothing from the floor of that pigsty you call a room at the clubhouse to my washing machine"

I chuckled lightly curling my arm around her and keeping her close. "Alright love, when I get back from Ireland we can do that, move all my shit"

"Back from Ireland?"

I nodded lightly. "I wanted ta spend time with Kerrianne after this shit is all over with," I glanced down to see the hurt in her eyes that she was trying to mask. "It won't be that long love, a month at the most, I need ta be with my girl Taru"

"I know kulta, I don't have a problem with you being with Kerrianne I have a problem with you being around her" She spat the word with such venom it was amazing, one meeting between them was all it had taken for them to absolute abhor each other.

"I know love but I'm not goin' ta be there for her I'm goin' ta be there for Kerrianne, I want ta be in my daughter's life Taru"

"And I'm not going to stop you kulta but the minute she steps out of line I'll damn well be there putting her back into line"

I chuckled lightly brushing back a few strands of hair before noticing one that was beginning to grey out at the roots and pressed my lips to her temple. "I know ya would love, I know ya would"

Taru nodded lightly nestling against me, body shaking ever so slightly every so often that I nearly missed it.

I still had yet to tell her about my impending divorce. "I don't think ya need ta worry about Fi anymore love, she knows it's over between us, she knows I've got you now"

Taru looked up before nodding lightly. "You sure about that?"

I nodded. "We both knew it was over the minute Jimmy tried ta kill me, that and I gave 'er divorce papers while we were over there"

Taru arched a brow lightly. "Divorce papers? I thought Catholic religion looked down on divorce"

"Aye, they do, Kellan Ashby tried ta push Annulment at us instead of divorce, the Church doesn't looked down on that as much as they do a divorce"

She nodded lightly letting her arm relax across my waist, eye drooping slightly as she got comfortable. "Minä rakastan sinua Filip"

"I love ya too Myrsky" I murmured pressing a kiss to her temple as I used her given name, something I very rarely ever did, it was like the one thing I had that I could call her that no one else did, well other than her grandfather, Angel and her supposed niece that I still had yet to meet.

I cursed softly as my phone began vibrate and screaming at me, the Finn next to me glared lightly fishing the phone out before I could and flipped it open after looking at the ID. "Fuck off Tig he's getting his dick sucked," A glimmer of a smile filtered to her lips before it faded. "Yeah give me a minute," She held out the phone. "There's a problem" She murmured before pushing herself off the bed and moved towards the small bathroom pushing the door shut.

"Tig?"

"Yeah, hey, Finland's in a bad mood then huh?"

"No shit, ya made it worse"

"Yeah well deal with her shitty mood later, we need you back at the clubhouse to sort out this shit with Tara"

"Tara?"

"Yeah, Salazar grabbed her and her boss so get your ass back here now"

"Aye, I'm on my way brother" I snapped the phone shut looked at Taru as she stood in the doorway.

"Tara?" She queried.

I nodded. "How'd ya know?"

"Tig came here to complain about how shitty Stahl's plan was last night," She grinned weakly. "Go sort out that shit and I'll be waiting when you come back"

I nodded lightly standing and pulled her into a hug before pressing my lips to hers and finally let her go. I didn't want to walk away but I had to, this shit needed to be sorted and settled before it got out of hand.

Sorry it's been so long I've been busy with ME3 and The Walking Dead, also writing fics for James Vega and Daryl Dixon but since they're still in the planning process I'm going to continue on with all my current fics.