Disclaimer: I do not own Sons of Anarchy, it's owned my the amazing Kurt Sutter, FX and everyone else who has the money to kick my ass in court if I don't have this up here. I do however own Taru, her horses and just about every other random that pops up in the story. This has come from the depths of my sick, insane, twisted, depraved mind and my madness fuel's it to keep going as do all my lovely fans that keep reading and reviewing.

wrestlenascargirl: More will come but since this is the last chap for this story you'll have to wait for the next one.

I Love the Way You Do That – Lonestar

If you doubt my love and affection
Girl I'm gonna show you
I ain't holdin' anything back
You can have it all
You're wrapping me around you finger
And I don't want you to stop

Clean Slate, New Start

=Taru's P.O.V=

I shifted stretching on the bed and groaned lowly feeling the pull of muscles in my leg and shifted rolling over to find Buster taking up the spot Filip would have usually been slept in. I glanced wearily around the room before grabbing my crutches as I stood and started out the door heading towards the kitchen, I could hear both Filip and my grandfather shuffling round in the kitchen.

I slipped in with Buster following me and looked to both men, Filip was pacing back and forth going over a mental checklist with a cup of coffee in his hands and my grandfather was busy refilling the coffee pot and making breakfast.

"You know you've forgotten something kulta"

Filip stopped his pacing and looked up at me. "Aye I know, just can't fuckin' remember what"

I grinned softly. "Sit down and have breakfast first, you can fret afterwards"

"I'm not frettin' just tryin' ta get my shit together"

I shook my head lightly giving a soft 'uh huh' as I took a seat giving a nod of thanks to my grandfather as he placed a cup of coffee down in front of me. "If you're not fretting then why are you pacing like a madman and looking constipated whilst doing it?"

He glared lightly and sat down heavily at the table downing the last of his coffee as I opened my laptop and set it up on the table.

"No Myrsky, put that thing down, I'm not having you work at the breakfast table"

I rolled my eyes. "I'm only checking my emails," I stated giving a soft grin. "And maybe check out this mare I saw for sale the other day"

My grandfather rolled his eyes pushing my laptop out of the way and placed a plate down in front of me. "Breakfast first then you can play with your laptop"

I sighed softly. "I'm not a little kid you know"

"I know but until you grow up and start acting like an adult I'm going to treat you like one," He gave me his best serious face. "Don't make me confiscate your laptop"

Filip burst out laughing earning a slap across the shoulder from me. "Ow, what was that for?"

I poked my tongue out at him. "For laughing at me, now get over it"

He rolled his eyes shaking his head lightly and tucked into the breakfast in front of him.

I watched Filip check through his bags again, his flight was in five hours out of Stockton and he still wasn't finished pacing back and forth thinking he'd forgotten something.

"I honestly have no clue as to what it is kulta," I shrugged lightly. "You've got everything as far as I can see"

"Aye but it still feels like something's missin'" He murmured digging through the bag.

I leant back on the bed and slowly stroked Buster's head trying to think of what it could be. I shrugged lightly again. "Still got no idea, see this is why lists are a good idea, had you written one down you'd know"

He glared lightly. "Aye don't remind me," He muttered softly as he rifled through his bags again and sighed sitting on the edge of the bed before putting his head in his hands, shoulder's tensing as he sighed heavily. "I'm just nervous love"

I shifted wincing at the crack of bones as I rolled onto my knees and shifted behind him gently running my hands over his shoulders before beginning to work at the stressed muscles. "Why?"

"'Cause I'm not used ta bein' a Da, Kerrianne was only a baby when Jimmy cut me up, she's never really gotten ta know me," He sighed again pushing back his hair as he glanced over his shoulder at me. "Guess I'm just nervous that I'll fuck it all up"

I smiled lightly leaning against him and wrapping my arms around his shoulders placing a light kiss to his neck. "Good to know you're human kulta," I shifted my weight off my knees and sat beside him. "You'll do fine, Kerrianne's going to love you no matter what, she's going to want to get to know you"

He nodded lightly circling his hand around mine. "You gonna be alrigh' while I'm gone?"

I rolled my eyes nodding. "Of course I will I'm not a complete invalid"

He nodded drawing me closer and placed a light kiss to my lips. "Aye and ya gonna stay off the ponies, yeah?"

I rolled my eyes again. "Of course"

He chuckled softly kissing my temple. "Now I know that was a goddamn lie but I'll let it slid since I got ta get the rest of my shit ready"

I grinned softly nodding and pushed myself off the bed. "Well I'll be in the shower" I called over my shoulder as exited the room and started towards the shower.

I stripped off and stepped into the steadily heating water, I grinned softly and stood under the spray for a moment before looking across the new collection of scars that now littered the expanse of my skin, my knee was scarring up from the surgery, I had several smaller scars across my arms and another running down across my temple from the shattered glass, I guess I was lucky I didn't lose my eye or worse.

I grinned softly drawing out of my idle thoughts and leant back against the warm body that had joined me. "Thought you had to get ready?"

Filip grinned against the back of my neck as he placed a gentle kiss to the tattooed skin. "I got a bit of time ta spare, might as well join my old lady for a shower, don't want ta stink up the plane"

I chuckled lightly and laced my fingers through his as he wrapped his arms around my waist. "Guess not, I mean you are a bit ripe"

"'ey," He smirked lightly nuzzling my neck. "Don't make me spank ya love"

I made a point of giving a loud sigh. "Filip you say these things and then never follow through with them," I grinned glancing back at him. "If you keep saying things like that and never following through I might just stop believing you"

He growled softly grinding his hips against mine. "If I wasn't afraid I'd break ya I'd pin ya against that wall and 'ave my bloody way with ya"

"Oh, yet again another promise," I grinned softly unlacing my fingers from his and pushed back the soaking strands of hair from my eyes before scrubbing shampoo thought it and turning to face Filip.

I found it almost settling as he blatantly let his eyes wander over my body, no grimace or disgust or anything remotely like that as he moved his eyes over the scars before reaching out to stroke them gently.

"Ya got ta be the luckiest person I know Taru, ya nearly been killed half a dozen times and ya still standin'"

"It's not luck," I stated. "I was born like you, to be a fighter," I clarified. "And it's what keeps me going," I grinned softly hooking my arms around his neck and leant into him resting my forehead against his. "That and the amazing Scot that I know will always have my back"

Filip grinned softly pressing his lips to mine and tugged me closer, his grip tight as if he was scared to let me go.

I smiled slightly running a hand up through his hair and held him tight, I would never trade any of this for the world, this life, this place, this man, everything was beginning to fall into place again and settle down, with any luck it would stay like that for a while yet, maybe even long enough for us to settle down properly together.

I know, short chap but I'm going through writing and technical difficulties right now, that and BBC's Sherlock has taken my fancy. The next story will be Horsepower, Bullets and Torque. So keep an eye out for it, it'll be set during the time the boys are in prison so not so much interaction with them other than the odd prison visit but I can promise lots of blood, lots of anger, lots of family and past bullshit and lots of things to do with the ponies including Taru getting some new ones, oh and lets not forget Taru interacting with Kerrianne, now that will be interesting.