So! Guess what everyone! I decided to make a whole series, of the Im In Love With My Big Brothers Best Friend Story, I was sitting in bed, and I was thinking about what I wanted to do with this story, for a part two, but then I then I came up with all theese ideas for Kendall growing up and Logan being there for him, and I kinda wanted to make a little mini series from it. This one I came up with when I was watching Bringing Down The House with my mom. So bascially, there is no real pattern, each little story is gonna have a different situation, and Kendalls age is going to jump around, like in this chap, Kendalls around, fourteen, and Carlos,James and Logan are eightteen, and basically Kendall went to this party with this guy he was using to try to get over Logan, he though he was nice, but then tries to force Kendall into things, and the guys have to save him.
Disclaimer: I dont own Big Time Rush, or the idea from Bringing Down The House
Logan,James,and Carlos where sitting and lounging around in James' bed room like old times.
The three had been in college for a year then, and they enjoyed every moment of it. James was going into music, Logan was going for his medical degree, and Carlos was a un-decided at the moment, though they all missed there families, and even more then that, they missed Kendall.
Kendall had grown up alot over the last couple of years, he was growing fast, his hair was longer,his eyes were deeper, some of his natural blush was dissapearaing from his rosy cheeks, he had grown at least several inches, and was now around five five, and he constantly ate everything in ten feet around him.
Logan was laying on James' floor, feet on his bed, and Carlos was plopped down into James' lap.
The two of them,Carlos and James, had been dating since the last semester of there senior year, they were extremly in love with each other, and sometimes Logan felt like the third wheel,but he didnt mind, thoose two were just two cute together.
The three had the whole house to themselves.
James' parents were out on there monthly date night, and wouldnt be back until later.
And Kendall was over at his 'boyfriends' house,studying.
James' had made sure that he meet the boy first, he looked innocent enought, he was about Carlos' height, high class, clean,proper. His name was Will Brooks, and James figured his name didnt sound threatning, which made Logan confused because he had no idea how you could tell something like that by a persons name.
Kendall had been zipped up in a big sweatshirt and one of his baseball hats, everything had looked innocent enough, but ever since Kendall had came out as guy when he was twelve, James' at once sunk his nail into any boy who even LOOKED at his brother.
Kendall giggled as Ethan pulled him closer.
Kendall felt bad for lying to his brother, and using his friend Will as a lie, but he knew James,Logan and Carlos nor his parents would have allowed him to go with Ethan, if they had seen him.
Ethan was huge. He towered over Kendall like a skyscraper, and he was build like a bear, almost as big as James was when it came to muscles, plsu he was a senior, andhe was a freshman, another, big no no when he told his parents and brother he wanted to start to date.
Ethan had short, spiky black hair, and cold,hard blue eyes, he was tan and tall and he made Kendall laugh.
He was always nice to Kendall, and what Kendall liked about him best was that he didnt treat Kendall like he was a little,innocent,nine year old or something.
Ethan grabbed him by the shoulders and pulled him closer,he slammend his hard,cold lips to Kendalls, at once stuffing his tongue into the blondes mouth, Kendall moanend loudly,
wrapping his fingers up in Ethans short locks.
Kendall blocked out all the loud noises and the loud laughter and all the people around him, whimpering when Ethan roughly bite down on Kendalls little,pouty lips.
Kendall had been doing this for a while,fooling around with any guys he could, he didnt sleep with any of them, Kendall was a virgin threw and threw but that didnt mean he wasnt a stranger to having some guy's tongue or dick stuffed down his throat, or another guy's dick in his hand.
He knew he was only fourteen, and people would have seen him as a bit of a slut, but he couldnt help it, it was like a reflect from pain or soemthing.
The first time he had fooled around with someone he had been thirteen, and it was with one of James' friends.
It had been the night of James' high school graduation, all of James' friends had been there, and then he just as he was going to go say hi to Logan, he instead saw his tongue stuffed down some girls throat by the door way.
Kendall had wanted to cry, and sob like a baby, but instead, white hot jealousy shot threw him and instead Kendall had searched out the hottest guy at the party that wasnt Logan,
and then had almost literally thrown himself at him.
The next thing Kendall knew he was in the closet off the living room, the guys pants were around his ankles and a hard dick was in his hand
He remember how dirty he had felt when the guy had came in his fist, but when the guy moanend his name,he felt pleasured, because he felt like someone finally wanted him, and he felt like he was silently shoving it in Logans face..
If Logan didnt want him, then someone else did, and he had no idea what he was missing.
Kendall didnt go looking for guys to fool around with, or make up with, but if they came to him, he didnt interveen, and he made damn sure to have a smug expression on his face every time he saw Logan after that.
But then Kendall had over heard that Logan had sleeped with someone over the summer before college when the three had there little 'going away party', and Kendall was absoultly heartbroken, he had cried and then, he had gone out of his way to find one of Logans friend and jerked them off, and then after that had given some other guy a hand job and had made out with one of Logans friends brothers for everyone to see, which lead to a very pist of and over protective James and Logan, and a extremly smug Kendall.
He did it to get back at Logan, he hadnt done it alot. 1 blow job. 10 hand jobs. 25 make out sessions. No biggie. It was all done from heart ache and rebelion.
He knew it was a bite stupid, but it was all he knew to do when he hurt so much.
Ethan slammend Kendalls body into a wall,making him moan a little bit, thought he didnt like how rough he was being, Ethan had never treated him like that before, and it stung his back.
"How bout we go somewhere more private?" Ethan asked Kendall with a smirk.
Kendalls shrugged to himself,not thinking anything of it as he let Ethan lead him farther into the house, and then, the next thing he knew he was being pushed onto a bed, and Ethans body was holding him down.
Logan was looking at the clock above James' bed with a forward brow, frowning as he watched the clock click way past ten o'clock, and he was worried about Kendall, the blonde had told them he would be back by nine thirty, and that time had come and past no less then forty five minutes ago.
"James dont you think it's getting a bit late?" Logan asked his taller friend.
James glanced at the clock for a second and then shrugged his broad shoulders in answer.
"Its okay. He proabably just lost track of time."
Logan frownend deeply at James' answer.
"James, Kendall is never late, and when I say he's never late, I mean it, and you should now that. And he never goes some where without looking at the clock every few minutes."
Logan said, anxiesly.
"Logan your over reacting, Kendall is fine." James shooed his edvances on the subject off and turnend back to Carlos.
"How can you know that for sure?" Logan pressed him.
"LOGAN! Dude, will you calm the fuck down. If Kendall was in trouble, he would call us." James hissed at him.
Logan was just about to point out, that maybe Kendall was in so much trouble that he could perhaps not be able to get to his phone, but he let it go, stomping down the stairs, and grumbling about how stupid James was, and how Kendall could be dieing in a pit some where.
Logan renched open the fridge in the kitchen, just about to open a can of soda when his phone went off in his pocket.
Even when you're gone Somehow you come along just like a flower pokin through the sidewalk crack And just like that You steal away the rain And just like that
Logan frownend and pulled his black phone out, holding it up to his ear after pressing the, answer call button.
"Hello?"
"Logan..."
Logan was shocked to hear the voice on the other side of the phone, and not only that the person was sobbing, and even more shocking was what he heard for back ground noise, there was loud music, and people laughing, and splashes of what appeard to be pool water.
"Kendall?" Logan asked.
"Logan, *hiccup* can you pick me up?" Kendall whimpered out. "Please."
"Of course. Where are you?"
Kendall gave Logan then address and then Logan was slipping his shoes on and running out of the house, not telling James were he was going, Logan would handle James later, as soon as he made sure Kendall was safe.
Logan was shaking his head as he got out of his car, and took on the huge party that was going on at the address Kendall had given him.
Logan opened the front door and walked threw the house, ignoring all the people around him.
Kendall was curled into a little ball on the landing, jacket wrapped up in his lap, and knees pulled to his chest, he perked up when he saw Logan, and ran right into the brunette's out stretched arms, crying into the brunette's neck.
"I'm so sorry,Logan. I just didnt know who else to call. James would have killed me."
"It's okay. Now, what happened? Werent you supposed to be at your boyfriends house, studying or something? Did he make you come here?" Logan frownend.
Kendall pulled back, shaking his head and wipping at his eyes.
"No. Will was just pre-pretend. I was actually into his cousin Ethan, but I knew James or you or Carlos or mom and dad wouldnt have let me gone, so Will was supposed to tell you guys I was studying with him." Kendall hiccuped.
Logan was a little pist that Kendall had lied to him,but he knew yelling at him wasnt the answer, and it wouldnt solve anything, plus, he needed to know what had happened to Kendal before anything else, already thinking the worse.
"Tell me what happended."
Kendall sniffed.
"We were just dancing, and he said-and I didnt know- he was always so nice- and I trusted him-and he was holding me down- and I didnt know what he- and he told me he wanted to have sex- and I said n-no- and he just got a little rough-"
"Hold the fuck up! That motherfucker got rough with you?"
Kendall nodded, a little alarmend at Logans raised voice, and pist of tone.
"Where the fuck is he?" Logan growled.
"I dont know, he brought some girl back to a bedroom a little while ago."
Logans eyes traveled up the stairs, his brown eyes had never held so much coldness and anger in them.
"Go wait down at the pool...I'll be right back."
Kendall was standing at the edge of the pool with huge eyes, looking up at the balcony in the back of the house like every other person at the party, everyone was laughing, and Kendall couldnt help his wide eyes.
Logan was standing on the balcony, body leaning against the balcony wall, and Ethan was on the other side, upside down, hanging by his ankles which Logan had his arms wrapped around, which was the only thing that was holding him up.
And did I mention, he was wearing nothing but his boxers?
"Now! Say 'I'm sorry Kendall!'" Logan shook the upside boy around when he didnt speak at once, making him cry out. "Say it! You worhtless peice of human flesh!"
"I'm sorry Kendall!" Ethan screeched, tears running down his face in fear.
"Say, 'No means no!' Right NOW!" Logan demanded.
"No means no!" Ethan yelled, everyone around Kendall started snickering.
"Say 'I have a tiny penis, and I wouldnt have pleasured you anyways.'" Logan cackled.
"I have a tiny penis and I wouldnt have pleasured you anyways!"
"Good boy. Now say. 'Kendall Diamond is to good for me and anyone else!'" Logan screeched, shaking the dark haired teen roughly.
"Kendall Diamond is to good for me and anyone else!" Ethan yelped.
And without another word, Logan let go of Ethan, the boy letting out a loud screech as he slammend right into the pool.
"He was where!"
"James will you calm down!"
Logan and Carlos were quickly running up the stairs after James, the tall brunette looked ready to kill someone at that moment, and the person he had in mind was Kendall.
"Dont tell me to calm down! Kendall LIED to me, then almost got RAPED, then he called you instead of me!" James hissed, not a foot away from Kendalls bedroom.
"James will you fucking listen to me?" Logan grabbed James and forced him to look at him, looking at his friend seriously in the eye. "Kendalls does not need a warrior to come kill him, he needs his BIG BROTHER, to comfort him and tell him everything will be alright,okay?"
James nodded after a moment. He opened Kendalls bedroom door open slowly, and looked at the little blonde that was curled up in a ball on his bed.
"Can we talk?" James asked him.
"Logan and Carlos have to come in too."
James sighed and nodded,letting his boyfriend and Logan in the room as well. James sat down on the bed next to Kendall, Carlos on the underside, and Logan pulled up Kendalls desk chair and sat infront of him so close there knees were touching.
"Kendall?"
Kendall looked up at Logan with scared eyes.
"We have to talk about this, okay?" Logan asked him.
Kendall nodded slowly.
"You know that lieing to your brother and us was wrong,right?" Logan asked him with serious eyes.
Kendall nodded, looking down in his lap.
"And you understand that Ethan really could have hurt you, dont you?"
"Yes,Logan." Kendall whispered.
"And you know, that even if James would have been upset with you, you could have called him just as easily as you called me, and Carlos as well." Logan pressed him.
"I know."
"Now, I want you to tell me what you've done with people already. Sexually." Logan said, ignoring Kendalls dark, emmbaressed blush, and avoiding eyes.
"Why?"
"Because it's important for us to know, just in case you ever get hurt, or you need something for sex." Logan told him, Kendall didnt answer him, making Logan sigh.
"Okay. How about this. I ask the questions, and you either nod or shake your head." Logan offered, Kendall nodded a little in answer.
"Ok...*sigh*...have you ever done, or gotten done by another person?" Logan asked.
Kendall shook his head, making the three sigh in relief.
"Have you ever given a blow job, or reseaved one from someone else?" Logan,Carlos and James all winced at the very thought, of innocent,shy,little Kendall Diamond, doing such a thing, but they all gasped when Kendall didnt shake his head,nor nooded it.
James looked close to a heart attack, and Carlos looked the same, Logan groanend.
"Reseved?" Logan asked.
Kendall shook his head.
"Given?"
Kendall nodded, biting the inside of his cheek.
"When?" James asked him, looking at his brother with narrowed eyes.
"When you guy's came home for Christmas." Kendall muttered, looking down at his lap.
"Why?" Carlos asked him, confusion plastering his face.
"Because I was mad at you guys, so I wanted to do something that you didnt approve of me doing to piss you guy's off to get back at you." Kendall told them, biting his bottom lip.
"What did we do?" James chocked his head to the side.
"It doesnt matter. Just keep going with the question. Actually, how bout I answer them for you, no I havent had sex, yes I have given someone a blow job, yes I have given someone a hand job, multiple times and half of them were you three's friends and over eightteen, yes I have made out with alot of people. The first time I did something sexually was at James' graduation party with you Logans friends, Jacob because I was mad at Logan, and yes I have snuck out of the house to do these things, yes 99.9 percent of the time I did them was because one of the three of you pist me off, or made me cry. Okay? Got all that?"
James didnt say anything to Kendall, his eyes were huge as he slowly nodded his head, and then left with Carlos right behind him.
Logan didnt leave though, he just sat there and looked at Kendall with wide, surprised eyes.
"Did you really do that because you were mad at me?" Logana asked Kendall.
"Yes."
"Why?"
"I'd rather not talk about that,okay,Logie?"
Logan sighed but nodded, and then before leaving, Logan sat next to Kendall, hugged him close, kissed the top of his head and said,
"Okay. But remember, I love you,okay? And it's just not because your James' little brother. Your a amazing, sweet person, and I'll always be here to protect you,okay?"
Kendall nodded, Logan sighed and then left, closing the door behind him.
"I love you too Logan...more than you could ever know."
So, hated it? Liked it? Tell me what you thought of it, and if you like the idea of theese little stories of Logan and Kendall before they got together, and as Kendall grew up.
Next chapter is probably gonne be when Kendall is like...nine,I think. Like I said, in these chapters Kendall,Logan,James, and Carlos's age will jump all around. So, tell me what you thought, and if you have a situation you might want to happen, let me know.
Lot's of Love,
Sarah