Okay,so I told a few people that this was gonna be the Cuppy Cake chapter,if you don't know what that means,don't worry about it,you'll find out soon,anyways,that will actually happen later on.

Logan,James,and Carlos were home for the weekend again, college was hard work, and it was nice to drive back down and visit there families when they didn't have boat loads of homework to do.

Kendall was now seventeen,and James still looked at him as if he was a little boy so it was like a heart attack to him every time he saw how different,and older Kendall was.

For one,he sweared...all the time,it was insane. Jen was constantly yelling at him for it,and he would respond with a roll of his eyes,or just walk away from the scene.

He was almost the same height as James,Logan,and Carlos, though he was still as thin and slender as he had always been his whole life.

And another thing, the blond was parted with two new things, one of those things was a silver,bud inserted into the middle of the blond boys tongue,and what Logan could only call a tramp stamp on his lower back.

The blonde was a bit of whore as well,he was still a virgin,or at least,that was what Kendall told his parents,but he was always talking about this guy or other,or how much of a great kisser this one was,or how great some other sucked dick,or how big some other guy's cock was.

Logan felt like it was all a show,or maybe his mind was just fouling him,he just couldn't believe that this was the same little boy he watched grown up,had baby sited, had helped pick flowers for,who used to spend hours baking cookies and saying he never wanted to kiss anyone. ever.

And did Logan mention the clothes he wore? They were to tight they looked ready to burst right at the seams,off of Kendall's petite,thin body.

Logan,James,and Carlos were sitting on the Mitchell's couch in the living room like old times when Kendall walked in, tight as all living hell black skinny jeans covering his long legs,and a equally as tight white V-neck.

"Whats up,peoples?"

James glanced up as Kendall threw his thin body down on the recliner, throwing his feet up so they hung over the side,he raised his eyebrows.

"Peoples?"

"Human beings. Mortals. The human race." Kendall offered,flipping his phone open once again,his thin fingers flying across the keyboard as he popped his gum.

"Since when are we just people?" James asked.

"You've always been people,or were you giraffes before?" Kendall asked.

"Don't be a smart ass." James told him.

"That's so ironic." Kendall commented.

"What the hell are you talking about Kendall?" James asked.

"Just that guys are always talking about my ass in one way or another,you say I'm a smart ass, about half the boys in my school say I have a nice ass,other guys say my ass feels nice." Kendall said with a smirk.

James glared at him.

"Act your age,Kendall." James said.

"Weren't you guys whoring around at my age?" Kendall said smugly.

"I had a boyfriend,Carlos had a girlfriend,and Logan was dating. What do you do?" James wondered.

"I like to play." Kendall told them. "Or at least I use too,I'm kinda talking to someone now." Kendall blushed at his own words,his old innocence that the three older boys knew he still had but hid shining threw.

James face softened at his baby brothers words.

"Whats his name?" James asked.

Kendall smiled. "His name is Niall,and he's perfect."

"Niall?" Logan snorted.

"Shut up." Kendall glared at his used to be crush...or rather..still was crush but refused to admit it.

"I'm just saying..his name *snort* It's so stupid. Niall. Omg Niall! Like totally Niall!" Logan said, in the classic 'white girl' voice.

"Shut up!" Kendall snapped.

"Aw,Leave him alone Logan,its so cute,he got a little crushie,and such." James said with a soft laugh.

Kendall glared at him,before looking down at his beeping phone,he flipped it open,and giggled at the message he had received.

Niall:Just wait til I get my hands on you blondie.

Kendall: Mmm,what are you gonna do to me,baby?

"Kendall who did you just text that too!"

Kendall looked up with surprised eyes to see Carlos standing above him, eyes locked onto the blondes phone,his brown eyes wide,and worried,and maybe,just slightly a bit grossed out.

"None of your business." Kendall snapped.

"Kendall! Don't talk to Carlos like that." James glared at him.

"I can talk to anybody,anyway I want to talk to them." Kendall replied in a snotty voice.

"Go to your room!" James demanded.

"Your not the boss of me!" The blondes said icily.

"I might as well be! Someone might as well teach you to act like you got some god damn sense." James told him threw gritted teeth.

"You just cant get over the fact that I'm growing up,James!" Kendall said, he could see he had hit James deep,as his eyes had shifted to a darker hazel,and his jaw was so tight that it was closing to snapping.

"Growing up into a fucking whore!"

Kendall flinched, his eyes filling with hurt and tears, his bottom lip sticking out as his mouth started to tremble, his green eyes turned misty and dark,and his pale cheeks turned bright pink at the distress he was currently in.

The younger brother got up, and walked out of the room,biting his lip so hard that it broke,and was now bleeding.

Kendall's bedroom door slammed in the distance.

"James." Logan muttered,shaking his head.

"What!" James growled,turning on his friend in anger,but Logan didn't flinch or shift at all,he just looked his friend deeply in the eyes and whispered,

"That was to far James,and you know it."

Then Logan got up at the same speed that Kendall just had,and went to the guest room across from Kendall bedroom,and closed the door.

James looked at Carlos helplessly.

"Carlos?"

Carlos just shook his head,then followed Logan and Kendall's trail up the stairs,and into another guest room.

Fuck,he would have to apologize wouldn't he?

God Dammit.

Jen and Aaron didn't understand what had happened in the house when they had been at work,but they weren't going to ask any questions.

James,Carlos,and Logan were acting awkward,and strangely quiet around one another,and Kendall hadn't been out of his room all day,But Jen and Aaron didn't say anything about it,they really didn't want to know. They figured that the boys were old enough to figure out there problems.

Logan,James and Carlos were setting the table for dinner when Kendall walked downstairs,thought he wasn't dressed normally,he was dressed more to ah...to go out. He was dressed in the skimpiest shorts any of them had ever laid eyes on that barely covered his ass, laced up black boots that stopped right before his knees, and black stockings that stopped at his lower thighs. His torso was covered by a tight white V-neck and a gray jean jacket that stopped half way down his torso.

"Mom! Dad! I'm going out." Kendall yelled, stuffing his phone and his wallet in the pockets of the jacket.

"Okay honey." Jen answered as she walked into the room with a salad in her hands.

"You cant be fucking serious!"

Jen and Aaron turned to look at there furious son.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me! You're not actually gonna let him out of the house like this are you!" James screamed.

"He's just going to hang out with his friends,James." Aaron said.

"More like going to stand on a fucking street corner!"

"You know what James!"

Every turned to look at Kendall with wide shocked eyes, Kendall had never, ever truly raised his voice at his brother.

"You dont fucking know me,James! You knew the fucking baby,you all fucking kept hidden from the fucking world in this damn fucking house! That you never let grow up! But you know what, big brother, I'm not that little boy anymore! I'm grown the fuck up! I'm seventeen years old and In a few months I'll be eighteen, a adult,I can make my own fucking decisions,and I can do whatever the fuck I want to do with my life! If I wanna fuck every guy I see, I'll fuck every guy I see! And if you wanna call me a whore,go the fuck ahead, your not even my real brother anyways!"

And with that he stomped out of the house, slamming the door behind him,but no ones attention was on that door,it was on James, his jaw was tight and he had tears that were threatening to spill tears. Carlos ran forward at once, wrapping his arms around James' chest, and kissing James' neck and cheeks.

"He didn't mean it baby,you know he didn't mean it." Carlos whispered. James slowly unwrapped Carlos' arms from around him and softly guided Kendall away.

"I'll be in my room."

Logan stuffed his keys into his jacket as he got into his car. He knew what he had to do, and even thought, usually he would be taking Kendall's side, but the little blonde had gone way to far.

It didn't take him long to find Kendall's car, of course, it wasn't were he thought he would find Kendall, especially because it was poring rain outside and Kendall's car was pulled over to the side of the road hastily, Logan pulled over behind Kendall, getting out of his car and opening up the passengers seat into Kendall's car.

The blonde was sobbing, barely looking at Logan as he got into the car.

"I fuck everything up." Kendall sobbed. "I was a fucking ass to James. And I broke one of the only promises I ever made to myself. I always swore I would never say that to him." Kendall sobbed. "No wonder I wasn't good enough for Niall,I'm such a fucking fuck up. I'm so unlovable." Kendall wailed.

"No,no baby, Kenny dont say that." He pulled Kendall into his lap and kissed his forehead. "Tell me what happened,Kendall."

"I we-went over to Niall's house, be-because I wanted t-to ha-have sex with him. I-I've really nev-never had sex with anyone bef-before Logan. I really haven't." Kendall chocked out,desperate for Logan to confirm that he believed him.

"I know you haven't,darling. Go on sweetheart. Go on."

"Niall seemed different from everyone else,ya know? I've never really trusted a boy before. Well at least not since...never mind...but when I got there he-he-he he was fucking some other dude." Kendall sobbed. "I actually thought you cared about me. That I wasn't some whore, like all the other guys in my school, but I was wrong sob I wa-was so so wrong. He called me a slut and told the guy he didn't know who I was, and I was just some random whore that went to his school." Kendall wailed.

Logan was quiet, silently killing the boy in his mind when Kendall started talking again.

"Logan you have to take me to the hospital." Kendall whispered, he suddenly seemed weak, almost limp in Logan's arms.

"Why? Whats wrong?"

With a shaking hand Kendall pointed at the empty pill bottle on the car floor.

"Is he gonna be okay?"

James was red eyes and his hair was fucked from running his fingers threw his hair so many times, Logan looked shaken up, as did Carlos, only his parents looked calm.

"He's gonna be fine. He had trouble when the shoved the tube down his throat, since he kept on gagging,but besides that, he's fine."

"I cant believe that he would do something like this." Carlos muttered, tears in his eyes.

"You can go see him now." The doctor said as he walked out of Kendall's room. They all nodded and quickly walked into Kendall's room, he was wrapped tightly in a bunch of blankets and sheets, and was facing the wall.

Jen's breath hitched as she sat on the corner of Kendall's bed by his head, running her fingers threw Kendall's hair.

"Are you okay,baby?" She whispered.

He nodded and looked at Logan.

"Thank you Logan...for making me feel loved."

So that was the end of this chapter. Hope you all liked it. Who thinks the next chapter is the one were Logie and Kendall get together.

Lots Of Love

Sarah