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Chapter 5
Brittany walked over towards me, and touched where Finn had kicked me. I flinched away from her touch and laid my hand where the wound was. I could feel a warm wet presence the, and figured I might have pulled the stitches. Brittany looked back up towards me and her eyes softened, "san, what are you doing here? I mean…" Brittany wasn't really sure on what to say. I could see tears in her eyes as she reached out to touch my cheek. I didn't pull away this time, but instead pushed into her touch. She wrapped her hand to the back of my neck. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her closer. She leans in close to my ear and I squeeze never wanting to let her go. She whispers, "What took you so long?" she begins to cry and I hold her closer, her body was a perfect fit to mine. "I'm sorry Britt. I'm so sorry." When stand the engulfed in each other's embrace, enjoying the moment while it lasted.
So I had to come back to reality so that I could fill in some blanks. I pull back from her, "what's going on between you and Finn?" Brittany looks down and crosses her arms. "Were separated." "Separated as in separated and not divorce." She nods her head. I take a deep breath, "so why was Finn here and why did he kiss you?" Brittany turned around to avoid eye contact, "we should patch up your side you bleeding." I annoyed her comment and the burning sensation in my side. I move closer to her. She looks up at me, "he came here to get the rest of his stuff. He wanted to try and talk, he thinks he can fix things. Rachel hates him, Finn tries to manipulate Sam, and Sam sees Finn as the victim dad." "So why not divorce him?" this struck a nerve in Brittany. She turned away, but I moved towards her direction. "Do you love him?" She closed her eyes. "I love him for my kids." "But do you love him for you?" she tried to walk away but I grabbed her arm, "do you love him!" "I don't know okay. I just don't know." She pulled from my grasp and walked into the kitchen. I stood there, "was I losing him to him.
I walk over and sit in the chair in front of her. She has a first aid kit sitting next to her. She looks at me, and then looks away. I don't like this uncomfortable silence around us. We use to be so happy around each other. So comfortable just being nears one another but now it's not the same. I reach out and take her hand; she looks up at me and smile. "I love you," she whispers. "I know without a doubt that I love you, and I never stopped loving you." Hearing those words brings tears to my eyes and a smile to my face. "I love you too Britt, always have always will." I lean over towards her, nose to nose. I stop waiting for permission, waiting to see if I still have the right to claim what was once mine. She smiles and nods her head. I close the gap between us and god did I miss those delicious lips of hers. Honey, that's what her lips tasted like. They tasted like honey. I deepened the kiss, and she moaned into my mouth sending shivers up my spine. I tried to move closer but the pain where I was bleeding caused me to flinch. Britt pulled back and shook her head smiling, "your kisses still take my breath away and cause me to forget what I'm supposed to be doing." I smiled back at her then lifted my shirt. When I looked at her I could see her checking out my body. I knew I was sexy and in shape, but what she was really looking at was the scars that littered my once perfect body. She walked towards me and ran her fingers over the different scars. I had a long one that went from my right shoulder to the left side of my waist. She kissed ever scar, and I thought I would die from my heart being so full of love. She came to the wound I reopened and began to clean and patch it back up. When she was finished she handed me a fresh shirt to put on.
My phone starts to ring so I move away from Britt to answer it. "Hello." "Hey san, it's your girl q. I got into it with my parents….ummm I don't know what to do." I could hear she was upset and a little tipsy. "Where are you Quinn?" "Some bar, you know they have an animal people are riding on. I got to go." "Wait Quinn." She hung up. I didn't know where she was, and it sounded like she was bound to do something stupid. It was rounding six o'clock, and I wanted to get out and back before it got too dark. I started to walk towards the door; Brittany saw me leaving and caught my arm just before I could reach the door knob. "Are you leaving again?" I turned to look at her. "I came here with a friend. Her brother died, and both of them were a part of my team. That's why I'm in town, for his burial. She's upset, and somewhere about to get into something stupid. That's why I have to go find her." She turned around clearly upset and I hugged her from behind, "I love you Britt, I'll come back. I promise." I placed my chin on her shoulder and kissed her cheek. She swung around and wrapped her arms around my neck. She kissed me with so much passion, and love, "please come back to me." I let her go then went on my way.
After our first date I and Brittany have gone on other friendly dates. Nothing ever went pass a kiss on the cheek. We flirted and tip toed around our feelings but no one wanted to say it out loud. It was as if it was some type of taboo. Tonight we were going to a fair in new you. We drove there, and figured we stay at a hotel for the night. It was a beautiful night and Brittany was so excited. We held hands as she went from ride to ride like a child. It was adorable. I won her a stuff duck playing a shooting game. She named him Quack. We walked around, ate cotton candy, and just enjoyed ourselves until they shut it down for the night. We went back to our room in which had two separate beds. This was it, I had to be bold, when Brittany turned around to say something, and I rushed in to kiss her. She tasted of honey sweet and sticky, but I think the sickness was from our earlier cotton candy. She was tense at first but then she relaxed into the kiss. I deepened it by slipping my tongue in her mouth, when she let out the sexiest moan ever. I grab her hips, and slid my thumbs on her hips. She gripped my arms, and then pulled away. I looked at her confused, "Santana stop we can't do this. This is wrong I work at you school, you're a student, I'm somewhat of a teacher, yeah your legal, but I'm sure somewhere in there we can get in trouble." I looked at her with my most confident smirk on, "I promise that no one from school will find out and I know you want this just as much as I do." "How do you know? How can you be so sure?" "I'm sure because not once did you say we couldn't do this because you was married. Not once did you mention not wanting to betray your husband. Not once did you say it was because you love him." She looked down with shame in her eyes. I lifted her head up by her chin so that she could look straight into my eyes and see how serious I was. "Brittany, I love you with everything I am and everything I want to be. Every day I wake up happy because I know somehow some way I going to be able to see you. All I can ever think about is making you as happy as you make me. I love seeing you smile and I love that show me the different sides of you. When I'm angry you can always make me feel better, and when I feel the world is crumbling, somehow you always manage to make it better. I want you to be mine just as much I'm already yours. I know you don't love him anymore. I know you're in it with him for the kids, in which you love and I love because they are a part of you. I know all that and I am willing to wait until you're ready to say it out loud but I want you to know I love you and no matter what might happen, in the end I am always your, and will always come back to you." By the end of my confession tear were running down her face and mine. She grabbed me by my face and pulled me in for a kiss they brought me to my knees like literal. She started to tip towards me and I was on my knees, then the floor with her on top of me. She pulled back from the kiss with watery eyes and smiled at me. "I love you too Santana Lopez. With everything I am. I'm am your just as much as you are mine." She kissed me again until air became an issue. That night we just laid in each other's arms, knowing the security from our dream getaway, in this little hotel room would soon end. Reality would crash back on us, and we will have a lot to talk about, but for now, I'm content just like this, with her by my side.
A/N: o yeah I'm showing of tonight. Second update tonight. I feel so proud of myself, but I got to give a shout out to buddies Luckas and Charlene. Stuck here at work together on the closing shift. Laughing as some of us work on home and chapter update and others just chillin on the internet. Lol. But anyway they really inspired me to get this next chapter out. Next chapter we go on the journey for Quinn and even get a little pezberry bonding going on, and until next time, please review and recommend to others.