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"Are you sure you want to go?" Dylan was still worried over my break down a week ago.

"Yes I am very sure. I am fine and I want to go on this mission." I stood up and kissed him, it was supposed to reassure him but suddenly I felt sick and ran for the bathroom.

Again he held my hair back as I puked into the toilet. A knock on the door told us it was time to leave for the mission in Florida.

"Go. Tell them I can't, I will explain when you get back." That was all I could say before I was puking again.

"I could stay... I could help..." Dylan sounded worried but I couldn't let one of the best fighters stay. I shook my head and wiped my mouth off. After more protests he finally did leave.

Putting a hand on my stomach I cried and slid to the bathroom floor. Jez came in and sat next to me, putting a hand on my shoulder.

"I need another test." I whispered. Jez was the only one that knew, so she understood immediately.

"I will be back as soon as possible." She was already out of the bathroom by the time I looked up.

For a long time I cried, when no more tears would come I remembered something I read along time ago about at home pregnancy tests. When they weren't correct it was because they were a false negative because the hormones weren't high enough yet.

Now I was sure. Even without the test. I was pregnant.

Jez got back faster than should have been possible and she had bought two tests.

I peed on the sticks and Jez put her arm around me while we waited. And waited. And waited some more.

Finally it was time to look, and my heart stopped.

Positive.

Positive.

Both were positive.

"What am I gonna do!" I yelled at Jez. She looked very sad and very upset. I was crying again and more than anything I wished Dylan was there.

After an hour of sobbing I finally stopped.

"I can't have a baby in our world. It would never be safe. Dylan is a wildpower, it's too dangerous for him to have a child. Too much leverage for Hunter's people." I looked at Jez and for the first time understood why she looked so sad. She knew this was no place for a baby.

"What are you going to do?" She looked like she was on the verge of crying herself.

"No one can know. It's too dangerous. I have to leave."

"What about Dylan?"

"He can't come, he has to stay here." I was crying again, sobbing actually. "Maybe after this is all over, but for now I am on my own."

Standing up I got a suitcase out of the closet and put in the necessities. Jez watched silently and then left the room, she came back with a bag and handed it to me. Inside were all the things I would need to disappear. Hair dye, cash, fake id and a few other things.

Jez had gotten my bag from the safe Thierry kept in his office. We all had one, it was a kit of everything we would need if we ever had to go into hiding.

"Take the blue car." I nodded and hugged her.

"Can you give him this? Don't tell anyone why I left, ever. No one can know. Don't let Dylan leave, remind him that he is a wildpower and has to stay." I handed her the note and hugged her again before heading out the door. Everyone that wasn't on the mission was asleep so it was easy to slip into the garage and into the little blue car. My suitcase in the trunk and the bag in the passenger seat, I left. I left with tears running down my face and worries that I would never see Dylan again.

I drove all night until I was about to fall asleep. Finding a hotel was easy in the town I was in and I checked in.

The hotel manager was nice and smiled as she gave me my room key.

My room was clean and nice. Going to the bathroom and opening the bag I pulled out the hair dye. Black.

I hadn't had black hair in years and I was going to miss my blonde hair but there was no choice. My old life was over.

Samantha Green was dead. Now I was Terra Fisher.

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