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Dylan POV

"Look harder! How hard can she be to find! I don't give a shit if she doesn't want to be found!" Here I was once again yelling at Keller over the phone. She hung up after saying a few choice words.

Everyone else was just staring at me, some of them looked scared. Sam had been gone for almost a week and she was so far I could barely feel the bond. Sometimes it was like it wasn't there. She was blocking it somehow, hiding her location.

"Dyl if she doesn't want to be found then you shouldn't be looking. Leave it be." Jez was trying once again to keep me from looking for Kim.

"Jez. I can't. I have to know why she left so I can get her back. She's my fucking soulmate! I can't live without her!" Ever since she left I had felt like crap, almost sick but more mentally. I think I was becoming depressed and the only medicine was Sam.

"She has a point, man. If Sam doesn't want you to find her maybe you should give her some space." Ash of all people was agreeing with Jez.

"Ash remember when you left Mare? At least you knew why." He flinched at the thought of the long months he had spent away from her.

After a while a few people left the room and went on with their business. Thierry looked sad but said he had some stuff to do and went off with Hannah.

Leaving me alone with Jez and Morgead, he probably only stayed to make sure I didn't hurt her.

"Jez please." I resorted to begging on my knees in front of her. The tears were threatening to fall again. "I have to know why. Please."

Her face looked as if seeing me like his was breaking her heart too. She shook her head and walked out of the room with Morgead on her heals.

I sank to the floor not caring that the tears were falling.

She was gone and no one would help me find her. Sleep was unthinkable, it only meant nightmares of Kim getting heart and not being able to help her.

Eventually I ended up in our room, my room. It still smelled like her. The bed hadn't even been touched since she left. That just made me mad. How could she leave?

I hit the wall, making a hole and bloodying up my knuckles in the process. The rage that had been building left and I sat on the floor staring at the floor and trying to figure out why she would leave.

Someone knocked on the door and then opened it. Hannah. Nobody else would have knocked.

She looked at me with eyes full of sadness and set a tray of food on the dresser.

"Do you wanna talk?" Her voice sounded so nice and sweet I almost did before I shook my head.

She was almost to the door when I asked, "Why? Why would she leave?" It must have surprised her because her eyes widened before she answered.

"Sam loves you. More than anything we know of. For her to leave, she must have done it because of love." Hannah looked so sure of her answer.

"I don't feel loved."

"I never said it was because of her love for you." She left without another word.

Who would she love more than me, her soulmate?

The food Hannah had brought was cold by the time I ate it. Even then I only nibbled. After a while I found the note on he floor and read it again.

Dylan,

There is no easy way to do this. I have to leave. I can't tell you why.

Please don't try to find me. You need to stay and save the world, it is more important than what I have to do.

I can take care of myself, so don't worry. Someday we will be together again.

I love you.

Sam

Thierry was standing there when I looked up and I couldn't tell how long he had been there.

"Dylan, I'm sorry. We can't keep looking for Sam. She doesn't want to be found and we need to focus on defeating Hunter." He did sound sorry and I thought about all those years he had spent looking for Hannah, it almost made me mad. He got to look for his soulmate but I couldn't?

I stayed sitting on the floor and after a minute he left.

Sometime later I was brought more food.

It seemed like days that I just sat on the floor by the window. I only got up to use the bathroom.

Keller and Rashel came in to see me when they got back and I just stared at the floor ignoring them. They left and maybe I fell asleep because when I woke it was dark but I didn't move.

Maybe it was days that I sat on the floor watching the door sometimes as if she would walk in at any minute. She never did.

Hannah and the twins brought me food. Ash and Quinn made me shower once but other than that I never moved. I drifted asleep sometimes only to wake up sweaty and terrified from the nightmares.

The door opened but it was never her, never the one I needed to see.

One time when Rashel was bringing me food she tried to get me to talk.

"You know, you stink. Like really bad. I'll tell Quinn you need to shower again. And maybe brush your teeth because it has been like two weeks and its getting disgusting.

Two weeks? Sam had been gone for like three weeks. For the first time in weeks apparently I was thinking about the real world. It sucked. So I went back to my own world and barely noticed when Quinn and Morgead came in to force me into the shower. I just kinda did what they said and acted like a robot. They brushed my teeth and back to my spot I went.

Jez never came in to see me but almost everyone else did, trying to get me to talk or smile. It never worked.

Hannah started bringing me sleeping pills with dinner and they helped. I actually slept but it was more like a coma.

Somebody moved me to the bed one night and I barely noticed. The only reason I did notice was because I could smell Sam. It was strong even after a month and I moved back to my spot by the window. It was to hard to be able to smell her.

One day when Hannah was bringing me food and trying to start a conversation I spoke for the first time in almost a month.

"Why? Hannah she couldn't have left because of love. There has to be another reason."

"Maybe she left to protect you? Dylan, you are really important. To the survival of the world. It may not be just about you and her or love."

Processing her words I fell back into the pit of sadness and depression. Sometimes I read the letter, over and over.