Chapter 15: La Push
I arrived in La Push knowing that they had already read the notes and Ness has opened her gift. At least she would know that everything I had told her was true. I remember the day I got it for her. We were doing Christmas shopping. Edward had decided to get Nessie a necklace to give her mother. As Edward browse so did I. In the display cabinet was a beautiful silver locket with a wolf engraved on the front. It was made for her . So I bought it and had it engraved with: Forever Yours, Love Jake. A couple of years later I had the perfect two pictures. On was at a Christmas when she was about 6 1/2, and we were under the mistletoe. As we kissed Bella snapped a picture. When she had them developed I asked for a copy for the locket, she was more than happy oblige. The other was her favorite picture of me.
I hated doing this to them. For the past seven years they had been my family. Well I know Blondie is happy, she is probably going to frame my good bye note. I just hoped that I said everything that needed to be said. Surprisingly I can still remember what I wrote.
Cullens,
I'm sorry to leave you like this and during such a chaotic time, but I can't handle it. The pain is to much. I know you will understand. I went back to La Push and when my heart has mended I will return.
Jacob Black.
Well at least I got my point across. I just hoped that Nessie note helped her understand why I did what I did.
Ness Bear,
My angel, I am sorry to leave you. I know that I just broke another promise. I just hope in time you will forgive me. I will be in La Push for a long while, until I heal. Please don't blame yourself for my pain, because I brought it upon myself. I hope that you love your locket, and make sure to read the back of it. That statement will always be true. I love you.
Forever Yours,
Jakey
This is one of the hardest things I had to do, but it was necessary. I made my down the path, that I've walked a million times before, to my house. I knocked on my door and my dad answers it. "The prodigal son has returned." He said happily. He let me in and I went straight to my old room. I haven't seen him in years and I just blew by him. I knew he would forgive me eventually, but I wasn't ready to be around people. Days passed and I stayed locked in my room. My dad continously begs me to come out and talk to him, but I can't stand the pain. It immobilizes me A week has passed and I haven't ate or slept. I might be the first person to literally die of a broken heart as I feel my system began to shut down. My dad becomes terrified as he realizes I am slowly killing myself. He has Paul and Seth break down my door.
"Jake what the hell?" Paul asks and I glance up at him. My eyes are black and I am extremely shaky. At the sight of me Seth takes off to get the new reservation doctor. "Nessie left me." I choke out for the first time. It is also the first time I honestly admitted it to myself. Paul looks sadly at me, as he tries to understand my pain. But how could he? Him and Rachael are still happy, with a small family. Something I had pictured for me and Nessie.
Seth returned with the new doctor. The new doctor was tall with blond hair and blue eyes. His face was familiar. I couldn't place where I had seen him before, until he introduced himself. "Ooh! What the hell have I done!" I mentally scream.
Let me know what you think. Can anyone guess what he just realized?