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JPOV
"Hello, Jasper?"
Oh boy, it was Alice. Since that first day in class when I made her cry I hadn't been able to stop thinking about her. It was awkward to say the least. She was one of my students, but worse, she was also my roommate's younger sister. Actually, I am not sure which is worse.
Just a few days after that first class, Edward had brought her by the apartment to meet me. She was stunned to find out I was the jerk who had berated her in front of an entire room of students. She seemed to forgive me though.
I remembered that class, I had been so excited. My first class, Bella…
Things with Bella were okay, but we just didn't really click. As much as I would have loved for it to work out, it didn't. There was no chemistry. I know, I know, I am a guy, she was a hot girl, we should have worked it out, and we tried. It just never seemed to go well.
After the first date that abruptly ended with an awkward hug and a promise to call I knew it was doomed. I blamed Edward for that first date, that damn movie and then his entrance – I never did get the full story on that.
The sad part was, watching that movie, sitting there with Bella, all I could think about was Alice. The guy in the movie, Edward, a lawyer weirdly enough, falls for his secretary but he won't admit it. He holds himself back because he shouldn't be with her. Here I am sitting with a gorgeous woman and all I can see is a girl that is my student, someone I shouldn't be seeing. I couldn't help but see the similarities.
Then it seemed like every time Bella and I were getting close Edward would interrupt. Finally we agreed that it wasn't meant to be. But we have remained friends, we still talked a lot about our respective teaching assignments and I had helped her out with some technical pieces of a presentation she was working on. It was nice to have someone to talk to; she really was smart, funny, and very hot, even if we weren't going to hook up.
That day, I had been thrilled she was there, but then when I saw tiny Alice sitting next to her, she took my breath away. She was so fervent in her actions it was funny, and she was beautiful, her eyes pierced me. Then I made her cry. Yeah, probably not the best reaction to someone who leaves you breathless, but what was I to do? Especially when I realized she was Edward's little sister? I had to dismiss the feelings right then and there. And, she was a student so I had to treat her as such.
Then I pushed her from my mind. I tried dating Bella. I think my urgency to make Bella and I work out was partly due to me wanting my roommate's much younger sister. But then Edward brought Alice over to meet me, I had been avoiding looking at her in class but couldn't avoid her then.
And here we are. I want her. But I can't. Yet she seems to be everywhere, now she was here in the library, searching me out. Torturing me.
"Hi, Alice, how can I help you?" I tried to be professional, we didn't know each other well enough for this to be a social call.
She smiled at me despite the cold tone I was forcing, my heart was pounding, "I needed some help with something," she whispered. I watched as she walked to the side of the table I was sitting at, standing next to my chair so close that I could feel her breath on my face.
I gulped. She's a student. She's Edward's sister. Student. Sister. Student…"Um, what is that?" I managed to squeak out.
"Well, it is kind of hard to explain," she paused; I couldn't tell if she was struggling for words or trying to kill me because she ran her tongue across her bottom lip before she continued. "There is something – between us – that I don't understand; I want to talk about it."
Something between us? She must have noticed that way I was staring at her in class; I was probably making her uncomfortable. She would tell Edward and then…I don't know, but it couldn't be good. Shit.
Wait, she was smiling. She didn't seem upset. "I'm sorry, between us? I, uh, don't understand." I decided to play dumb. I think I was doing a pretty good job of it.
To both my dismay and pleasure she leaned in closer, whispering in my ear now. "Yes, I would like to explore this thing between us."
I could throw her across this table and take her right now. God I wanted to. She was trying to seduce me; there was no doubt about that. I am weak. I admit it, I'm not selfless or strong, I am a man and I wanted her. So I did the only thing I could, "Okay, how about a late lunch, somewhere private?"
I was screwed.
"Jas, what's up man?" What, was the entire Cullen family coming to see me at work today? I sometimes forget that is completely possible in this place.
"Hey Edward. Not too much, just working. I am actually on my way out of here in a bit…" Have to go meet your sister, so I can do some things I have been thinking about doing to her since the moment I laid eyes on her. I decided to leave that part out.
He sat down at my table and began to lay his books out where mine weren't. "Haven't seen you around too much lately, you and Bella going pretty hot and heavy still?" He was staring at me intensely. Did he know something, had he seen Alice whispering in my ear earlier? Was he trying to get me to admit it? This is so bad.
I deflected. "Actually Edward, it is you who hasn't been around. You spend all of your time here. Bella told me she thought that she probably sees you more than I do." It was true.
"Uh, yeah," he seemed nervous, "just lots going on, my professors are relentless." He didn't seem like he wanted to talk anymore. I guess he didn't know anything. I could breathe again.
We sat in silence; I quickly began to put my things away. I had asked Alice to meet me at the apartment, she very eagerly agreed. I knew Edward had class until late and then he would be here until well into the evening. I planned on using all of that time. To talk of course…no presumptions.
I said goodbye to Edward who hadn't tried to start any more conversations after the exchange we had. I almost ran to the exit. I did run after I got out of the building. I was late; I had tried not to bolt out the door as soon as Edward had walked in. I didn't want him to ask me about my hurry. I wasn't a good liar.
As I drove back to the apartment I let my mind wonder. I was finally getting what I had been fantasizing about since that first night. Even when Bella was sitting next to me, it was always Alice I was thinking about. When we were watching that movie Edward had given me to watch with Bella, even though she was sitting just inches from me I had been picturing Alice.
I was already getting worked up. I sure hoped I had read the situation right, otherwise I would be taking some very cold showers very soon.
I didn't have to wait too long to find out if I would need those showers. Alice was waiting at the door when I got to the apartment, her hands on me before I had gotten the door open. Her small, delicate hands were unbuttoning my shirt as I ran my hands down her back. She was tiny, perfect. When my hands reached the curve of her hips, I ground myself into her.
She moaned and rolled her head back, offering up her slender white neck to me. My lips were on it instantly, trailing down her throat. I had to bend so far over to reach her collarbone that I simply grabbed her ass and pulled her body up mine. Once I was holding her she hooked her heels behind me and began to rub herself up and down my hardened length, the heat enveloping me. The sensation was overwhelming; she was so light that the pressure was faint but steady. I decided for our safety we should move to the bed. I also didn't want Edward to walk in and find me fucking his sister in the entry way.
I carried her back to my room, closing the door behind us with my foot. My lips were slanted against her, teasing her tongue with my own, luring it into my mouth. Even her tongue was small, dainty. I could only imagine how small, how tight, the rest if her body would be.
Laying her down on the bed, I undressed her, taking my time to enjoy the sight of her body. Her pert breasts quivered when I took off her shirt and bra, and her smooth stomach begged to be touched as I slid her jeans and panties down her legs.
As I looked at her, I had that breathless feeling again. She was perfect, flawless. Her skin was glowing in her excitement, and her mouth was parted, her breathing shallow. I ran my finger along her bottom lip, already swollen from our kissing.
I shucked off my shirt and jeans quickly, pulling my boxers down as well. Her eyes widened when she saw the evidence of my arousal. She licked her lips while staring at me, to which I groaned. I was so hard it was almost painful; I needed to be inside of her soon.
She reached towards my hip, her hand trailing towards my thrumming cock. I inhaled sharply when her soft hand traced the veins that stood out. I knew that I wouldn't be able to handle this for long, so I grabbed her hand and moved it above her head, pinning her to the bed like a butterfly.
Kissing her deeply, I entered her in one long, slow thrust. Her body gripped me tightly, her walls fluttering. She moaned loudly as I slid in and out of her. I closed my eyes trying to focus on not coming right then. I had released her hand to hold myself above her and she ran her hands into my hair.
"Open your eyes, Jasper." She whispered as her lips touched mine.
When I saw her looking up at me adoringly, her expression so open, I lost myself in her. My pace picked up until we were both panting heavily, her moans occasionally breaking the silence. I could feel her body clench around me tighter as she came closer to release. When we climaxed together, she called out my name. Afterwards, her eyes were half closed and on her face was a beatific smile. If I could make her smile like that again, I would never leave this room.
It was going to be a long, enjoyable evening.
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EPOV
Shit. I thought I was busted. I had hoped that Jasper had not caught on to my constant residency in the library, more specifically my tendency to be here when Bella was. Apparently they had both noticed. He didn't seem upset. She must not be telling him about the evenings we had been spending together.
Well, not together really. It felt like it sometimes, I wanted it to be together, but at least we seemed to be friends. I would take it. I was waiting. Jasper would screw up or something, he always did.
Wow, I am an ass.
But, you know, I didn't care. For this girl, I was almost willing just to take her, my best friend be damned. Well, in fact, I would, except I couldn't figure her out, I couldn't tell if she wanted me in the same way. She flirted with me just as much as I did her but no matter how close we got, she always seemed far away. I guessed she was thinking of Jas in those moments, then my mind would go there too and I would start to feel bad. Damn conscience.
Anyway, obviously, Bella wasn't working tonight. It was Friday and I didn't have a lot to do this weekend. It was already seven so I figured I could call it a night. I hadn't had much sleep between keeping up with my classes and Bella's work schedule. I could use some sleep.
As I walked into the apartment I abruptly knew where Bella was and knew that I would not be getting to bed early. I could hear the moans from the entry way. I felt my stomach tighten, I almost felt like I was going to vomit.
Fuck! I knew they were doing this, I had seen the makings of it on our very couch on more than one occasion, but I hadn't had to hear it. Hear him making her moan. I wanted to barge into the room and show her what real pleasure was, I could make her scream. God I wanted to make her scream.
Trying to decide what I was going to do, I couldn't help but to think about her. I had been having very graphic dreams lately. The images came into my mind as I heard more moans. In my dreams, we were in the stacks like the night we met. Depending on the fantasy I was taking my time licking her entire body, feeling her warmth, sucking on her, her hard nipples in between my teeth in the midst of all those shelves and cabinets or I had her pinned against the shelves fucking her hard, making her scream my name while I slammed against her.
I had to get out of here.
I made a couple of quick calls with very positive outcomes and took off. I was going to get drunk. Very, very drunk and forget about this. I would worry about my stupid feelings later, or not.
I was meeting Emmett, a friend, and Rose. Rose was someone I had met in the library as well, she continued the trend of the nice library experiences. It seemed the University library was quite the opposite of the stereotypical library, all of the beautiful women hung out there. Rose was tall, blonde, gorgeous and very intelligent – a mechanical engineering grad student. If it weren't for this stupid whatever it was I had with Bella I probably would have tried to get to know her long before now.
We had met one evening when I had stayed to work even though Bella had not been there. She was looking through the aisles, I could tell she was completely lost. I was a little wary when I finally decided to talk to her, afraid she was just there looking for her boyfriend or a boyfriend. Quickly she let me know that she was looking for a paper for a modeling project for one of her classes and turned and stalked away. I laughed. That didn't go over well either.
She whirled around with a look of disgust on her face and spat, "Listen, buddy, I don't have time for your stupid frat guy wit or whatever mating ritual you are about to start, I am a little stressed out here and need to find this paper before I kill someone." I laughed again.
After some smooth explaining on my part about knowing the reference section pretty well, I offered to help her find what she was looking for since the librarian was busy and she calmed down. We had met several other times in the library, exchanging polite pleasantries and small talk until a few days ago when she gave me her number. That was a good day.
I was actually talking to Bella, we were laughing about her latest encounter with the depraved clientele of the library, when Rose came in. I waved her over, I wanted to introduce her to Bella. Yeah, it was shameless, but I wanted Bella to be jealous. I think Rose saw my ploy because all too smoothly she offered up her number and told me that we should meet up sometime outside of the library. At that moment I thought I saw a flash of jealousy on Bella's face, but as quick as it appeared it was gone and I could not be sure what the look was.
I didn't have any intention of actually going out with Rose, she was nice, but her self confidence was more than my ego would allow. But tonight I had to do something, I didn't really think she would be free, but she seemed relived that I had called and quickly agreed. So here I was. Friday night, in some club with a beautiful woman and my brother and his date, having a beer. I was trying to stay focused on the conversation that I could hear, pushing Bella and what she was doing at my apartment with Jasper out of my mind.
"Ed that is one hot girl you have there and smart, very saucy. I didn't know you had it in you!" Emmett was looking at me in awe after the ladies had left us to dance. This was a first; girls like Rose gravitate towards the muscle bound, ex-basketball star types like him. I always thought he was a little too showy, but what do I know about what girls like?
I shook my head, thinking of another hot girl I would rather be with. "Yeah, she is nice."
He looked at me like I had grown another head. "She is just a friend Emmett. We met in the library and I think she is a nice. I don't want to sleep with every girl I meet."
"She's available then?" Emmett's face lit up.
I laughed, "Emmett, you have a date, remember?"
"Like that has ever stopped me!" He was searching the crowd for the missing girls now. When he didn't find them right away he motioned for me to help look. I began walking across the floor, avoiding some overly aggressive offers for dances, and various other activities, looking for Rose.
I finally spotted them and began moving towards them when someone else caught my eye. I changed my direction quickly, I couldn't confirm what I thought I saw from my position. As I neared I began to be convinced I was right, but still couldn't say for sure, her back was to me now, so I reached out and tapped the brown haired girls shoulder. She spun around at my touch and lost her footing, falling toward me, I reached out and caught her before she hit the ground. I looked at her as I lifted her back to her feet. I was right.
"Bella?"
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