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I had never really had the chance before to know how good it would feel to be wrapped up in someone's arms while you slept. Me and Edward never did the whole sleepover thing really; Edward would always end up in a separate room if we did. It was strange to think that it had never really bothered me before. I always thought it would be a pain, sharing a bed. I was glad to be proven wrong.

Here I was lying in bed having just woken up, from probably the best nights of my life, with Jaspers arms around me. I couldn't believe he was here, that last night wasn't a dream or my head playing tricks on me. I couldn't even bring myself to feel guilty; I was too ecstatic for the thought of Edward to bring my mood down.

While I was lost in my thoughts, jasper started kissing my neck, bringing me back to the present. "Morning Beautiful" Jasper managed to say between kisses. I moved around to face him so I could give him a chaste kiss on the lips. However this soon wasn't enough for us both, immediately deepening the kiss. I moved so I was straddling his lap. I started to move my hips, feeling him becoming hard beneath me. "Bella, that feels so good" he breathed out, a moan coming from both of us.

With a smile on my face I looked into Jaspers eyes, lifting myself up and then down, letting him enter me again. The emotions in his eyes changed the second he felt me, passion, lust and love all present. There was always love in his eyes when he was looking at me.

It was strange being on top. I started to move, getting into a rhythm with Jasper meeting my thrusts. This time it was defiantly different than last night, which was more loving and caring. Now we were simply acting on instinct, passion and lust for one another.

"Yes, right there! Oh god, so good!" I couldn't help the words and sounds that came out. I had started to grind down on him faster now, harder. I could start to feel that familiar knot in my stomach, loving the pleasure it was giving me.

"Bella I'm close, come with me" And that was all it took for me to come undone. I felt Jasper release inside me, letting go. His movement started to holt, us both collapsing onto the bed, me still on top of Jasper.

I moved into a more comfortable position, placing my head on Jaspers chest. He starting stroking my hair, placing kisses on my head every now and again.

"I love you" I felt like I had to say it, to reassure myself everything was going to work out. "I promise, I will tell Edward as soon as I can" that's if he will speak to me I added in my head. I had already upset him enough with the whole telling him I wasn't a virgin, never mind telling him the bigger issue.

"I know" he kissed me sweetly on the lips as I was looking up at him "I love you too. And I will be here as long as it takes sweetheart"

"I don't deserve you" holding back the tears in my eyes. "I'm a horrible person. Don't take this the wrong way, I don't regret last night or this morning, but I can't help feeling guilty" It all started to become clear to me what this actually meant.

"Hey now, listen to me Bella. If there was anyone who doesn't deserve anyone, its Edward"

"Jasper, how can you…" I started to argue, but was cut off.

"It's true Bella. I know what we did was kind of wrong but he left you without even waiting for you to explain fully last night. I would never do that to you, I couldn't even think about walking out on you!"

I stayed silent, not knowing what to say. I still saw myself as being in the wrong, not Edward.

"Anyway, get up, showered dressed. I'm taking you out" he moved from under me, lifting my up into his arms.

"Jasper put me down!" he didn't listen though, carrying me into my bathroom, to the shower. He did eventually put me down, once he had turned the shower on and it was on the right temperature. He started to move from the room, but I stopped him before he got away. "Care to join?" I tried to say in the most seductive tone I had. Whether I succeeded or not, he immediately walked back towards me, getting in.

"Why I don't mind if I do" I chuckled, which brought the biggest smile on his face. "I love hearing you laugh, you don't do it enough" his tone took a serious note towards the end of his comment. I didn't worry too much though as I knew I would be laughing a lot more now.

I have to say, how we actually managed to have a shower together without having sex I will never know. And it wasn't from the lack of trying on my part. I kept making advances towards him but he kept refusing saying we had to be somewhere. It was frustrating!

Later we were in Jaspers car and he still hadn't told me where we were going. "It's a surprise" was the only response I got. Looking out the window, the surroundings were familiar but I couldn't make out where I knew them from.

Suddenly Jasper took a right turn and I could see a familiar path, bringing a big grin on my face. I couldn't believe he still remembered this place.

You see, when me and Jasper were in high school, some days we tended to cut class and every time we always ended up in the same place. We came across it one day when I had snuck out of my house in the middle of my parents arguing and I had met Jasper knowing I didn't want to be alone. We were just walking around in the woods, not really paying attention to where we were going, when typical me tripped. I could still remember, looking up and seeing the most beautiful scenery. But that wasn't what we had spotted, right in my view point there was a little stone building which had been neglected and was looking a bit worse for wear but I instantly fell in love.

And here I was, looking at the same building. It looked exactly the same as I did that first day I saw it.

"I can't believe you remembered!" I turned to look at Jasper, who was watching me intently. He took hold of my hand, moving me towards the building.

"I come here all the time still, it's a great place still to think and to just be alone" he shrugged, making it out to be nothing. "Actually, it's the only place I used to come to, to let myself think about you. In the early days anyway, now I don't stop thinking about you" he laughed to himself.

I don't think he could get anymore perfect if he tired! "You're so sweet, I love you" I went over to him and kissed him, emphasising my point.

We stayed at the little house for most of the day. We ended up talking about our past; reminiscing all the fun times we had as kids. Conversation was so easy with jasper, there were times when we didn't even have to fill the silence and we just listened to the sounds of the birds singing or the stream flowing, while just enjoying each other's company.

This was exactly what we were doing when my brother decided to find it the perfect time to ring me.

"Hey Em" I answered, smiling into the phone. It had been too long since I saw him.

"Hey Bells, how are you this fine day?" he was always happy, that's what I loved about him, other than the fact he's family of course.

"I'm good" I smiled to myself, thinking about the day I've just had.

"Well I'm glad, I heard about your fight with Edward" oh of course he had, probably from rose. "Anyway, I just wanted to check the plans for tonight?"

"Tonight?" he had totally lost me. What does he mean plans for tonight?

"You've forgot haven't you?" he chuckled, I still didn't have a clue what he was on about "You know the dinner for your and Edwards engagement?"

"That's tonight!" the shock evident in my voice. Edward had decided he wanted to celebrate my saying yes by treating our friends and family to an extravagant meal, it was all Edward, I just wanted to cook them something.

"Yes Bella, its tonight. What's going on with you? You wouldn't normally forget something like that?" I could sense the worry in his tone. And he was right I wouldn't normally have forgotten something that important to Edward, but it seems my head is somewhere else at the moment.

"Sorry, I guess I've been thinking of other things" Which was true, but I knew he would assume it was because of the fight with Edward.

"I suppose" He however dropped the topic, telling me Edward was still up for it which surprised me after him walking out last night.

I reluctantly told him it was fine and that I would be there. I didn't want to go but I couldn't think of a way out of it.

Eventually I ended Emmets call and I immediately looked over at Jasper. "Sorry about that" I apologised, not knowing what to say to him.

"It's alright" he smiled, though it didn't seem as bright as earlier. "We can get through this, it's only dinner"

"Yeh, dinner to celebrate a marriage that I know isn't going to happen." I sighed "I don't want to have to pretend. Plus I can just see how awkward it's going to be. I still haven't talked to Edward since he walked out last night and I haven't spoken to Alice about the whole losing my virginity to you yet, she's going to be so mad!"

"I would suggest you just tell everyone" I can him a look of disbelief "but I know you want to do it right and I doubt telling them all together is what you would describe as right, so unfortunately you can't do anything about that and you don't need to worry about Alice as see sounded fine about it yesterday when see rang me"

"Really? She wasn't angry?" I couldn't believe that she wasn't upset that I had kept sleeping with Jasper a secret.

"Nope, she sounded like her normal self" I couldn't help but laugh, thinking of how Alice would have sounded over the phone to Jasper, she could come across as quite strange sometimes.

It was a shock to think that she wasn't upset with me not telling her I had slept with Jasper. She had always questioned our friendship, asking if I had ever had feelings for him or if we had explored things together as she liked to put it. It was hard keeping this secret from her, but it was the only thing I had wanted to keep to myself.

"You don't have to worry about Edward either; he isn't going to bring something like that up in public. I however, may need to worry. I think it might be best I stay away from him for a bit" he joked but he was serious, even I didn't know how Edward would react to seeing Jasper.

After a few minutes of silence, Jasper got up holding a hand out for me. I took it without a second thought however I reluctantly allowed him to help me up.

Tonight was going to be tough for us both, having to keep the two of us a secret. But I also knew that we could get through it, together.

What do you think? I hope you liked it!

So, Bella has officially cheated on Edward, your thoughts?

The next chapter will be the Dinner to celebrate Bella and Edwards engagement, that can't be a good situation!

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