Your beautiful chapter 6
(Edward's POV)
I met Bella in the living room and was strumming my guitar when she walked in. My mouth dropped open and almost hit the floor.
"Bella you are so very beautiful! " I said she just smiled at me sweetly. I patted the spot next to me for her to sit and listen.
"Bella close your eyes and listen with your heart." I said to her. I leaned over and kissed her lips very softly then I started to play and sing Bella her song.
Like a broken bird that could not fly,
I watched as all the beautiful light
Faded slowly outta your eyes.
I longed to touch your long dark hair and
Whisper away all your fears.
With you by my side there
Would be nothing left to hide
Your kisses fall upon my lips
Rock my world in total bliss.
I must find the light of soul
That's left behind.
We could be secret lovers
Till the morning light
We could be secret lovers
Till the time is right
I am all yours
My heart is open to you
Please help make my dreams
Come true
Love me as I love you.
Like a broken bird that cannot fly
I will not stand by and
Watch you die
Soft touches here and there
As strangers in the night
I long to hold you close
And kiss you the rest
Of my life.
We could be secret lovers
Till the morning light
We could be secret lovers
Till the time is right
I am all yours
My heart is open to you
Please help make
My dreams come true
Please, please help me
Make our dreams come true
Love me as I love you.
You love me and I love you.
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I sung every word like it was the truth from my soul and Bella was the answer to why I am here.
"Oh Edward that is so perfect. Thank you so much for writing it and sharing it with me." She said as she kneeled in front of me.
I lifted her chin so I could look her in the eyes so that the words I say next don't go unheard. "Bella, I meant every word and someday when you are ready I will say those words to you because that is what I am feeling in my heart."
I kissed away the tears that were falling down Bella's face. Pulled her into a hug and kissed her forehead. I pulled her to her feet and down the hall to my room.
"Let's get some sleep; I can't wait to wake with you in my arms." I said we walked to my room. We both went and brushed our teeth and climbed into my bed.
I have never slept so well in my whole life. I woke up and just watched Bella sleep across my chest.
Her dark hair was sprayed out all along her back and cute little nose has close to my neck so every time she breathed out I felt it on my neck.
I love this, I thought to myself. I wish it could be like this every day the rest of my life.
"Emmett, I didn't do that, please do be mad. I'll try harder next time I promise." Bella mumbled in her sleep. This is one thing that I didn't know about her. She talks in her sleep; she just keeps getting cuter and cuter.
I rubbed Bella's arm not to wake her but for her to feel my love for her and not to worry about Emmett and that dream. As long as she will have me and even if she sends me away I will never let that asshole hurt.
I can't believe that I thought at one time how great Jake had it. Picture perfect family with a twin sister and a fun and loving father and wonderful mother that would do anything for her family. Now that I am part of that family I see how only part of what I thought was true.
Jake still has a twin but she is a bitch to everyone except Jasper and she is even worse to her mother. Bella would give up anything and everything for her and that selfish brat can't even texted her mom back and say hello.
Then there is Emmett damn you don't even want to get me started on him. I was always told if you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything, all I can say is he needs to watch out because what is his will be mine.
I wigged my way out from under Bella so I could go make her breakfast in bed before Jake got home. I didn't want our alone time to end but I knew it would.
I made Bella and myself some eggs and toast and coffee. She was awake when I walked back into my room. "Good morning love." I said. "You, you made me breakfast?" Bella asked unable to believe that she was worthy of someone making her breakfast for once.
I made a mental note to myself to make her meals more often. She does so much for everyone else and it is about time.
"Of course Bella, I made this for us. I wanted to spend every last minute alone with you that I can. Jake will be hone around noon. He texted me a while ago." I said. I smiled at her and we ate all our food.
"You full? " I asked she nodded yes and I smiled at her again with my smile that I know she loves so much. "Good now it is time for morning sex." I said. "You read my mind" Bella answered.
I growled at her, growled can you believe that? I pulled off her lacy little number and laid it on the chair beside my bed so that it wouldn't get lost.
I kissed her slow and soft I didn't know when we would get this chance again and I wanted it to be right.
I wanted to make love to her like no one has ever made love to her before. I caressed every part of her and I kissed every inch of Bella's skin.
I kissed each toe and both ankles up both legs to her thighs, then I placed small kisses up her stomach to her perfect breast and I stopped there for a minute to softly suck and kiss each breast. Up her neck to her ear, which I nibble lightly.
Down her jaw line to her mouth, our tongues meet and the dance the sweetest dance. In all my 20 years I have never tasted anything was sweet as Bella. Our eyes meet and I knew now was the time I pushed myself into her warm and wanting center.
We moved together like clockwork two hands of time beating to the same drum. Ok so it wasn't really morning sex it was so much more. I kissed Bella as we exploded together into complete and total bliss.
I don't know when I became sappy Edward, but hell if he gets to make love to this woman anytime I want then so be it call me Sappy.
We get up and I clean up the dishes and start cleaning the house while Bella is in the shower. Jake comes home and ask if I need any help. I laugh at him and ask" what has gotten into him he hated house work."
"Man my dad can be a dick and mom does so much it is the least I can do. So how did you night go last night? Did you guys make it to the movies?" Jake said.
"It was fun, your mom and I just hung out and rented a movie, we ate pancakes for dinner and then we went to bed." I said, but the smile on my must have said more because Jake looks at me with his I know you're not telling me everything look.
"Ok Jake I'm not tell you everything, I said " I wanted to tell him he is my best friend but how do you tell someone that you are sleeping with and are in love with their mother when they are your best friend?
Easy you don't at least not yet." I kinda played her our new song." I said because it was the least person thing beside the fact that I had written it for her.
"Did she love it or what?" Jake asked. "Yeah I think she did." I said. Jake smiled at me and said something that almost made me choke on the sip of coffee I was taking.
"Edward you are different, and I know that look I see it every time Ali looks at Jasper or dad looks at football on the TV. You are in love."
I couldn't deny it I was in love, I am in love. I smile and say "something's are me to know and you to find out later when I am sure it will all work out."
"Ok just remember I've got your back always." Jake said. "Thanks" I added.
Then Bella walks in and smiles at us both. "Hey mom, you look happy today, did you sleep well?" Jake asked. "You could say that "Bella answered. "Mom guess what?" Jake said .But before she could answer him he blurts out "Edward is in love ".
"Bella smiles at me and says" really Edward, she is a very lucky girl then because you are a very special guy."
"Gross mom,' Jake says while laughing. I mock punch him and we go off to play his xbox360 in his room. On the way out I reached over and kissed Bella quickly on her lips and whispered "later love".
Bella (pov)
I must have died because these last few days have been like heaven for me. The only thing that makes me know I didn't is the fact that heaven would look like my house. I laugh at myself over my lame joke.
I checked my cell before I went into the kitchen to start cleaning up after last night's little batter fun. No texted from Ali but there was one from Emmett.
"Bells, just want to let you know that I will be home on Friday but I have a meeting when I get back so I won't be home till late. Second don't send Ali texted and bother her, if she wanted to hear from you she would call you. And this is the most important so read and reread this texted so you get it right, got it, good. I need you to call this number and make me an appointment for Monday at 3 in the afternoon. The number is 498-555-5555 ask for Mr. Jenkins. Em"
I rolled my eyes what an ass, why does he act like I am not smart? I have a teaching degree and I am writing my own book. I worked to help pay his way through school and I gave him 2 of the world's greatest children.
Whatever maybe I need to start thinking of putting my eggs in another basket say to speak. What if? What if it could be real? What if it could work?
No I am kidding myself, this phase will pass and he finds his soul mate then I will accept it and be happy for him. But for now, I will take anything he wants to give me because he is making me happy and now that I think about I haven't felt happy or anything for a long time.
I call Mr. Jenkins and make Emmett an appointment for Monday like he asked, but to my surprise this man is a lawyer. So maybe Em feels the same way. Maybe we can work something out that will make us all happy.
I walked into the kitchen to find Jake and Edward there. Edward had cleaned up all the mess and was placing the last of the dishes into the dishwasher.
"Hey mom, you look happy today, did you sleep well?" Jake asked. "You could say that "I answered. "Mom guess what?" Jake said. Before I could answer him he blurted out "Edward is in love ".
I felt the butterflies in my stomach go crazy. Jake found out; what was I going to do? I hope he doesn't hate me, I can't lose my son.
"Really Edward, she is a very lucky girl then because you are a very special guy." I asked. Jake was being Jake and he said gross. He always says I say embarrassing things. I laughed and watched as they went to play video games.
Edward walked over and kissed me a quick kiss and went on his way. He is going to get us caught for sure. But I am starting to think he is worth the risk.
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Thank you for reading. I don't own owns it. This is my first time ever trying to write a song so if your going to rip me please do it kindly, lol but really please. Hope you like it .