Your Beautiful chapter 7

(One time only Emmett's POV)

I sure hope that Bella remembers to call my lawyer. I know I was asking a lot of her to follow through, when all she cares about is our son Jake. Poor Ali at least she knows her father loves her.

I don't think Ali has told Bella that she and Jasper are not coming back home. They are going to finish their senior year there. I am having the lawyer set up a spending account for Ali so she doesn't have to worry about things when she is there.

Daddy's angel is growing up so fast. Now if Jake would give that stupid band up and start focusing on his true future maybe he would end up making something of himself. Then there is Edward I swear he flirts with Bella all the time.

What he sees in her I'm not sure. Back in the day she was so beautiful but now she doesn't even try. I know somewhere under all that "mommy" look could be a hot momma, somewhere.

I will have to keep my eye on Edward when I get back if there is some way I can talk him into wanting Bella and taking her from me that would be so wonderful. Then I wouldn't get a fight from Bella when I ask for a divorce.

I'll probably have to offer Edward some money to do it and to keep it up at least till Bella signs the papers. I loved her once but we have grown apart over the years. Plus it doesn't hurt that my new intern is a rocken piece of ass.

Rose my Aphrodite, my blond Goddess she is all I find myself wanting. I try to be a nasty as I can be to Bella hoping at some point it will be enough and she will tell me to get out, but no not doormat Bella.

I don't know when all her fucking brains died and fall out because she use to be the smartest person I knew. I wish we didn't get pregnant in high school. I wish a lot of things that will never come true.

As far as Rose goes I know she is in love with me she told me so. Ali loves her and loves the fact that she is going to be a big sister to Rose and my little girl. Abby she will be a year old soon.

Cell phone is ringing, oh it's Bella,(mental eye roll). "Yeah what do you want? "I asked

" Hello to you too Em, any way I wanted to let you know that I made that appoint for you and that I think it is a good idea, but maybe we should talk about it first."

Shit did the receptionist tell her my business? She better hope she didn't or I'll get the bitch fired. I bet Bella got her on her side being all nice and Bella-ee. I'm so done with this marriage and everything to do with it.

"Emmett are you still there? " Bella asked. "Of course I'm still here did you hear my hang up? I don't think so, God Bella use your head for more than taking up air space. What the hell else did you want, I'm busy." I yelled at her.

This is my time with Rosalie and Abby and I didn't want to spend it talking to my wife, if I wanted to talk to her I would have called her instead of texting her in the first place.

I heard Bella take a deep breath like she was trying to hold back a cry so I said the next thing I could think of to get those tears to fall.

"Bella, are you going to cry like the baby bitch that I know you are. You are so stupid why don't you go for a run or something and lose some weight."

That did it , I smiled to myself ( ok I know I'm being a complete and udder ass but if I break her down now she won't ask for any of my money when I ask her for a divorce.

I clicked my phone shut and went to get Abby up from her nap.

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Bella (pov)

I called Emmett after Jake and Edward left the kitchen. I want to let him know that I had called the lawyer and that I thought it was a good idea. I love him but I'm not in love with him anymore, I don't think either us have been for a long time.

I know that what is happening between him and I wouldn't be if there was still love in my marriage. I now it is still wrong at least till after Em and I talk but I am done with being the good little Bella that does everything that is right, or that is expected of her.

As long as I put my kids first and they are happy then I don't think it is bad that I'm thinking of me. I like Edward and I love the way he makes me feel. It feels like part of has been asleep for far too long.

Em answered on the third ring and was acting like I was bothering him. He should be his lunch break, so it should be ok. I told him about calling the lawyer and that I thought we should talk before he goes.

That why if we go in to it with openness and tell they how we want things to be written than our divorce should go off without any hitches.

I don't want anything from Emmett except to buy his half of this house for Jake and me to stay at. Plus Ali when she comes home at the end of summer.

My car is paid for and so is Jake's my father bought all of us one when he hit the lottery a few years ago. He also bought mom and him a house in Florida.

Emmett is being so rude, I really want to call him an ass to his face but I bit my tongue for now. I just listen to him go on and say things that he shouldn't say to some he don't like let alone his wife.

I wanted to cry at the things he was saying to me but I don't want to give him that satisfaction of having made me cry. I take a deep breath and try to push it down, but he doesn't let it go. I wish I was the bitch he keeps calling me.

That way I could tell him to fuck off and that Edward is so much better in every way. And I mean in every way. The tears fall down my face and I hated Emmett at this moment more then I had hated anything before in my life.

He hung up after I swear I heard him laugh before he hung up. I threw the glass of water I was drinking across the room and the glass broke on the wall.

"Mom you alright?" Jake yelled as he and Edward came running into the kitchen. Edward came over to me and took me into his arms and started to rock back and forth as he rubbed my back with his hands.

I put my head into the nook of his neck and cried. I had forgotten that Jake was home, not only home but watching his best friend comforts his mother.

Right now I felt lower then low and didn't think I even cared if Jake knew about what had started between Edward and I.

"Mom, Edward what the hell? Edward let go of my mom, I'm here for her." Jake said.

"I know you are Jake but so am I and I always will be as long as she wants me to be." Edward said to him as he kissed my hair. I looked up and thanked him, but Jake was right I shouldn't be leaning on Edward like this.

Jake has no idea why we are so close or even how close we really are. Now is not the time to tell him. I have something more important to tell him today and I am not looking forward to it either.

I whispered to Edward I would texted him later when we could have time. He smiled at me and kissed my forehead and left Jake and I alone.

"Jake let's go in the living room, we need to talk." I said. "I never would have guessed that mom"

I followed him into the living room and we set on the couch. "This isn't easy Jake, "I started. " I will tell you everything (well not about Edward and me but everything else) and I will answer any questions that you may have."

"Ok mom, I just hope whatever it is it will make you happier like you have been the last few days." Jake said.

"I wanted to talk to your father first but this can't wait I won't want any longer. I love you and your sister and you guys have been my life for more than half of my life almost. I would never do anything to hurt either of you."

"You know that right?" Jake smiled at me so I went on. "I also love your father and I always will because he gave me something and that was you, but I am no long in love with your father."

"I can't take all the names he calls me and the things he does don't scream he is in love with me anymore. I think it would be best if he and I split up. And in the end get a divorce." I said.

"Mom I think you should have done that a long time ago. There is something that I should have told you but like you I love you and would never hurt you if I can help it. What I know would have hurt you and I couldn't tell you before now."

"This is bad and it will hurt you and I am so sorry about that, I should have told you before now. I have 2 things that I need to say. The first one isn't as bad as the second."

" First I think I know who Edward is in love with, mom I think it is you, second do you know that blond sank whole that works with dad? Rosalie, she and dad have been having an affair and I think that the baby she had is dads."

"Ali knows more than I do and she didn't mean to tell me this but she did then she lied about it."

I almost didn't hear the part about Rosalie and Emmett because I was in shock that Jake kinda knew that Edward is in love with me. I smiled at my son.

"Jake I'm not mad at you for not telling me something that I have always known deep down anyway. I love you so much honey. And as far as Edward that is another topic for another time." I said.

We hugged and Jake told me he was going to Jessica's place for dinner and a movie so he would be home late. Now was time to talk to Edward. He was involved in my messed up life and I wanted him standing on the other side of this mess with me, if he would.

Edward (pov)

I hope Bella will be alright I think I fall a little more every day. I know it was wrong but I listen in on Jake and her talk. So Jake knows how could he not? I have been after her for a while now could and I haven't been secretive about it.

Emmett's an ass for being with anyone else when he had Bella at home is something I don't understand but I should thank him. Rose is nothing compare to my Bella, (yeah I like that she is mine and mine alone) how could he not see that.

Thanks for reading. And forward we move. I wanted to hit Emmett as I was writing this. I can't even believe I am making him such an ass but it has to be done. Do you think when Jake finds out for sure that Edward is in love with his mom, he will approve or not?