-looks at poll results- (.-.-.); …I really do have horny fans…XP

WARNING, those who don't like smut or anything, skip Sai's dream! Thank you! SAISASU in this chapter and very badly too, since I couldn't stop myself…

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Sasuke wasn't in a good mood. Not only was he sent away from Shikamaru's and Naruto's little conversation, he got lost too. Well, he eventually found the way again, but it had cost him 5 minutes and he really wanted to get home before Naruto did. The blond might get worried about him and that was the least Sasuke wanted. While his steps became faster, he frowned. He just knew that that conversation was going about him. Why else was he sent away? What the hell could they have to talk about and didn't want Sasuke to have with it?

Sasuke stopped dead in his tracks and his face became beat-red. He shook his head. No! this was not the time to think that Shikamaru and Naruto where doing those things…Sasuke groaned at the images in his mind and resumed his way.

"Sasuke?"

Sasuke knew that the voice didn't belong to Naruto, yet he hoped that his ears had been wrong. When he turned around, he knew his ears had been right. It wasn't Naruto. Instead of blond hair, it was black and instead of tanned skin it was even paler then his own. Sasuke cocked his head. "I'm sorry, who are you?" he asked in a friendly way. The boy remained silent, instead he let his eyes wander over Sasuke's body. Almost …checking him out. Sasuke wiggled a bit under the gaze, but smiled anyway.

"my name is Sai." The boy suddenly answered. Sasuke blinked and then nodded fast. "Aha, nice to meet you Sai." "it's true then." He whispered. Then the boy smiled. Sasuke blinked again, but smiled back. "I'm sorry."

Sai shook his head. "It's not your fault, don't blame yourself." "thank you, Sai-sama." Sasuke glanced at his watch, flinching when he realized that he had wasted 2 minutes. Damn, if only had not been to late he would've talked longer. "I'm sorry, Sai-sama, but I've got to leave now. Maybe we can talk to each other another time." Sasuke bowed again, turned around and ran into the direction of the Uchiha mansion.

"good bye." Sai murmured, a smile on his face. 'nice ass.'

OOOOOOOOOO

Sasuke bit his bottom lip, suppressing another snicker. He looked everywhere but down. God, this was something similar to torture! No, wait, scratch that. Even worse. Sasuke tried to retreat his hands as he wanted to giggle again, but was relieved when the hands stayed on their spot. His hands were tied to two points in the wall, himself standing in the corner. Sasuke didn't like the position, but with his master working down there, he needed to be tied down, or else he would move too much. When Sasuke let out another snicker, and his body shuddered again, he could hear a sigh coming from below.

"Sasuke, please stop moving, I might make a mistake."

Sasuke looked down, meeting his masters eyes. "I'm sorry." He whispered. Sai rolled his eyes. He looked at the result, letting his eyes roaming over Sasuke's body. Damn, he loved body painting. Almost every inch of Sasuke's body was covered except for Sasuke 

groin and back, and his feet. Which Sai was working on currently. And he would've been done already if Sasuke wasn't moving around so much…

"I'm sorry." Sasuke whispered again. Sai just dipped his brush into the black paint and placed it on Sasuke's ankle, going down into the direction of Sasuke's toes. Sasuke bit his lip, but in a second the feeling on his foot became too much and he retreated his foot in a fit of laughter. "s-stop it, master!" he shouted in a giggle. There fell a silence. Sasuke realized his mistake, lowering his eyes till they saw the crooked line on his left foot. The straight black line suddenly turned to the right and disappeared from the end of the foot. Sasuke swallowed as he tried to look his master in the eye, but Sai just looked surprised at the line on the foot in front of him.

"I'm sorry, master! I didn't do it on purpose!" Sasuke said fast, hoping that Sai wouldn't be mad. Sai let out a sigh and dipped his paint brush in the glass of water. "it's okay, Sasuke. I'll just start on a different part."

Sasuke smiled, luckily, master wasn't mad. Then his eyes widened. A different part? There were only three parts left and since Sasuke wasn't turned around…there was only one option. Sasuke's face heated up and he tried to cross his legs. "Don't!" Sasuke flinched. "you'll make smudges on the paint." Sai looked at his arsenal of colors when Sasuke grew more nervous by the second. They had been body painting many times before, but never..the whole body. This was the first time and Sasuke felt a little nervous, even though he had been lovers with Sai for a long time now.

Sai decided that dark blue matched good with Sasuke's hair and eyes and dipped the brush into the blue. Sasuke looked away when Sai approached him with the brush, but his head snapped back to look down at Sai when the brush was placed on his collar bone. He wanted to ask what Sai was planning to do when he met his master's eyes. He swallowed his question when he saw that master had 'that look' in his eyes. A hungry, needy look for what was going to come.

Sasuke shuddered with pleasure when the brush when to his nipple slowly circling around it, till eventually it stopped and attacked the pink bud. Sasuke moaned as his left nipple was being abused. Satisfied with the reaction, Sai moved lower, dipping the paint brush into Sasuke's sensitive belly button. "should I continue?" Sai asked innocently. Sasuke answered with a needy moan.

"make it blue, M-master." He managed to breathe out. Sai smirked, when he noticed that a certain part in his pants found it very difficult to find some space. Sai licked his lips and moved the brush lower and lower till right above Sasuke's semi-hard cock. "you mean this, Sasuke? You have to be more specific."

Sasuke moved his hips forward, desperately trying to make the brush connect with his cock. Sai sighed. Sasuke moaned in frustration. "please master…Make my cock blue, as blue as the night sky. …make it blue…"

Sai felt himself being unable to refuse the begging raven who was shivering from pleasure even though Sai hadn't even done anything. Sai moved the brush down, first gently with soft short strokes began to work on Sasuke's balls. When he couldn't reach a spot, Sai grabbed Sasuke's member and lifted it up.

Sasuke, finally feeling friction bucked his hips in Sai's hand. Sai smirked. He moved his paint brush to Sasuke's cock, starting from the base to the tip and going back again. Sai's stroked became rougher as Sasuke's moans became louder. The raven moved his head from side to side from pleasure and let out a long moan filled with Sai's name as he 

had reached his height. Sai smirked as his lover panted out his name, filled with lingering lust.

"I have enough white paint, Sasuke." Sai whispered as he picked out a bigger brush covered with red paint. "but now that the front is done, we need to make sure your back side is painted too…"

OOOOOOOOOO

Naruto ruffled his own hair and let out a groan. God, this was frustrating. He tried to forget about the whole thing, when lazy boy had to remind him of it. And Sasuke of course, was going to ask why the hell he was send away. Naruto sighed and he walked into the direction of the Uchiha compound.

"Something wrong, young one?"

Naruto rolled his eyes and didn't even bother to turn around. "Kakashi, what do you want?"

Kakashi put on a fake sad face before his visible eye turned into a upside down U. "I'm just trying to be nice! Oh, how can you do this to your own father? Oh, how the sadness that covers my heart-"

"Kakashi…"

"your love slips through my fingers like water! How can you be-"

"Kakashi."

"so cruel, when I'm saying that I love you like my own son? Oh, wait."

"Dad!"

"You're my son."

Kakashi looked at Naruto with fakes innocence and a smile that actually made Naruto want to hit him. "first, adoptive father and only because you and Iruka are together. Second, do you have to be such a drama queen? Everyone's looking."

Kakashi shrugged. "Maa, does it matter? I actually want to check upon my son in law. Iruka should be meeting me here, so we could go together."

Naruto sighed. Yep, this was perfect. "Please don't say son in law to Sasuke, he doesn't even know yet and I'm currently mentally preparing to do that."

"If, you're going to do that." Kakashi said. Naruto frowned. "You know me to well. How late did you want to meet up with Iruka?"

"Hey, Naruto, Kakashi."

Kakashi turned to Naruto. "now." Naruto rolled his eyes before he returned the greeting to Iruka. "Kakashi, I could hear you three streets away, next time you're playing the 'my son is acting rebellious' act, make sure to do it when the whole town isn't there. Naruto, nice to see you again, how's it with Sasuke?"

"You can see for yourself when we get home, but please don't mention anything about the whole…" Naruto leaned in, so Iruka followed his motion. "relationship thing. I haven't told yet."

Iruka blinked, but nodded. That's what Naruto loved about Iruka, no further questions, no force or interrogation. Together they walked to the Uchiha mansion, talking about the people that Naruto and Sasuke already had met.

OOOOOOO

Sasuke grabbed his head with his hands, panting and falling off the couch. He fell one his side, bringing his knees up to his chest. He stole one last glance at the photo album. Small whimpers left his throat as he closed his eyes.

"Foolish little brother."

"don't become like your brother."

"he loves you very much, Sasuke."

It hurt, god he felt like his head was being split in two. Sasuke screamed when he heard the voices, repeating themselves over and over again. Why did it hurt?! It hurt so much…!

"Become strong."

"Sasuke."

"Only one Uchiha left."

"…Sasuke."

"Massacre."

"Sasuke!"

"It would be worthless …to kill someone like you." (Chapter 225 from the Naruto Manga)

Everything was black, flashes of white slowly made its way, when suddenly everything went white. Sasuke could feel himself calm down. He took sharp, slowly breaths and blinked, but the white stayed.

"Sasuke…"

…Naruto's voice. It was so calming, a smooth soothing voice. Sasuke guessed that he was smiling when he said it, Naruto would always smile. (chapter 233) A small boy with blond hair stood in front of him, judging by the way he look straight into his eyes, he knew that he was just a small. He could feel that their hands where connected. Two fingers, connected them in this blinding white light. Sasuke couldn't help but smile. Naruto grinned. Sasuke relaxed his body. A wave of nothingness and everything washed over him.

"Sasuke…?"

Sasuke frowned, why was Naruto looking at him like that? In a flash, the white turned dark, swallowing them in black.

"Stay, Sasuke, please…stay?"

No, he didn't want Naruto to look at him like that. "Noooo!" 'No, don't turn around! I will stay, please Naruto! I will stay, no, don't go!'

"Sasuke…"

It had been nothing more than a whisper, but Sasuke could hear it before Naruto turned around and disappeared in the darkness. Sasuke's eyes widened, slowly he got up, not even wondering when he had felt on his knees. The first steps where slowly, almost hesitating, till eventually he went as hard as his legs could carry him.

"Naruto!"

The tears felt like ice, slowly caressing his cheek as the eventually disappeared in the darkness too. He didn't want this! Why did Naruto looked so hurt? The raven didn't understand, all those voices, carrying different emotions, for different reasons. It hurt…

"Don't leave me! Don't go!"

"…"

"…don't."

"…I won't go."

OOOOOOOOOO(we're going back in time, please fasten your seatbelts when traveling the time machine)

Iruka, Kakashi and Naruto stood in front of the door to the Uchiha mansion. Naruto fished the key out of his pocket and was about to open the door when Naomi and Mori called them. Naruto closed the door again and turned around, whispering to Kakashi and Iruka. "These are the people that found Sasuke."

Short introductions where made, before Naruto opened the door again, reassuring Naomi and Mori that Sasuke made it safely back. "don't worry, he is probably reading a book or something, he is a child anymore, you know." Naruto snickered. The five of them stood in the hallway and took of their shoes.

"Noooo!"

Five heads turned to the direction of the scream. Naruto's eyes widened and he ran to the living room. "Sasuke!" he slammed the door open and flinched at the sight for him, before he ran to Sasuke. The raven was desperately grabbing his own head, shivering and crouched on the ground. At the sight of the black photo album, Naruto cursed. Then he noticed Sasuke was slightly rocking back and forth, softly whispering unrecognizable words. "Sasuke, what's wrong?" Naruto asked, desperately trying not to lose his cool.

"Sasuke?!" he heard Naomi shout behind him. Kakashi and Iruka crouched down at the fragile looking raven. "he's probably having a memory, he had this before but it wasn't as bad as this." Naruto said, gently grabbing Sasuke's hands and lowering them. Naruto 

then flinched as Sasuke suddenly looked up, gazing at him. Sasuke looked terrified, yet as if he wasn't looking at Naruto.

"Sasuke…" Naruto sighed in relief as Sasuke actually reacted to something and still breathed normally. However, instead of feeling calm the raven stiffened at the word of the blond. The black eyes widened in complete horror. Sasuke grabbed Naruto's arm desperately. Naruto looked into Sasuke's eyes but he knew that calling wouldn't help, none of their words would reach Sasuke now. The raven opened his mouth.

"Naruto!"

Everyone in the room flinched of Sasuke's sudden scream. The grip in Naruto's arm tightened and Naruto clenched his fists at the pain. 'is it a memory of me?' flashed through his mind. Naruto's eyes widened when he saw that the raven was actually crying. He seems lost, defeated.

"Don't leave me! Don't go!"

The raven now sounded out of breath, like he was struggling to talk loud enough to reach …Naruto. Naruto came out of his shock and grabbed the raven in a tight hug. He could feel the tears land on his shoulder.

"…don't."

The raven whispered into his ear. Naruto could hear a gasp of shock coming from Naomi behind him and he could feel the looks of concern and worry pointed at them. Yet, it felt like he was all alone with Sasuke. Like the others weren't there at this moment.

"…I won't go."

He whispered back. He felt the raven underneath him stiffen first, before a sigh of relief left the boy and the body seems to calm down. Sasuke moved and looked into Naruto's eyes, tears silently going down his cheek. Naruto saw that the raven in his lap wasn't actually looking at him even though their eyes met. Sasuke's eyes missed their usual sparkle and the seemed to be made out of glass. Sasuke suddenly shivered very heavy before he fell against Naruto's strong body.

OOOOOOOO

Sasuke opened his eyes with a loud gasp, eyes to the blinding light. When he blinked a few times and his eyes adjusted to the light. "shh, I won't go anywhere Sasuke. Don't worry."

Warm strong arms, surrounded him, shrouding him in the warmth and the scent of Naruto. Sasuke blinked. Slowly the hands pulled him in Naruto's lap and Sasuke leaned into the warmth.

"Did you look at the album?" Naruto's voice sounded like a mother, comforting him after a nightmare. He hesitated, but nodded, knowing exactly what Naruto was talking about. "was it scary?"

Again, the raven nodded. Naruto let out a small sound of acknowledgement. "Kakashi, Iruka, Naomi and Mori can you please leave? I need to talk to Sasuke for a minute."

Naruto's hand played with his hair, while the other still hold him tightly. Sasuke didn't hear the other voices, he barely registered what was happening. He heard some noises of the door before silence filled the room.

"are you okay?" Naruto asked. Sasuke didn't move, but the grip on Naruto's shirt tightened. After a moment of silence, Naruto shifted a little, gently pulling Sasuke out of his crouched position and making him sit on Naruto's lap, the back of Sasuke touching Naruto's chest. Naruto pulled up his knees and lazily laid his arms on them.

Sasuke let his head fall sideward, against Naruto's chest. 'ah, I can hear his heartbeat.' The raven let himself relax, when he heard Naruto grabbing the photo album. He held it in front of them and then opened it.

"what were you looking at?" the blond asked. Sasuke took the album from Naruto and skipped a few pages, that were filled with photo's of his friends. Or just him and Naruto.

He stopped at a big picture of a happy family, smiling into the camera. Sasuke let his fingers slide over the people in the picture. "This is …my family?"

Naruto hesitated, he looked at the questioning eyes from Sasuke , asking, begging him for an answer. Naruto smiled, he couldn't let the raven wait any longer. "yeah, that's your mother. And that grumpy old man, your father. Itachi, this man, was your brother."

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Naomi sighed and prayed silent that everything would become alright. "don't worry, my son will take care of Sasuke." Iruka smiled. Mori sighed, wrapping an arm around Naomi's shoulders. "we know that and we can see that, but still. We can't help but worry about Suke."

"And, we knew he was having memories, but they indeed weren't as bad as this. Maybe he remembers something about the Uchiha massacre?" Naomi pondered out loud. Mori gave her a sad look. "it's strange. Everyone knows about it, about the Uchiha massacre, yet the sole survivor doesn't remember a thing about it. it's almost frightening that everyone here knows something about him, and he himself is like a stranger to his own body."

"I don't think he doesn't remember, he doesn't want to remember." Kakashi said after a moment of silence. Naomi and Mori both looked up with a puzzled look, while Iruka looked down, knowing what Kakashi meant. "Look, had he had flashbacks before?"

"yes, but they didn't hurt like this, most of the times they only lasted a few seconds and he didn't even remember his flashbacks." Mori answered.

"well, you as being a shinobi once yourself, knows that there are many possibilities that Sasuke doesn't remember. Probably a jutsu made by an enemy."

"still, first of all, those justu's are forbidden and need skill, at least of an anbu rank. Do you think it's possible that a missing ninja or an s-criminal would be behind this?" Mori wondered. Kakashi shook his head. "no, Sasuke went on a normal mission, nothing special. Maybe he ran into some old enemies, but not that we know of. And since Sasuke doesn't even remember the attack we have no leads on that end."

"still, making one forget his whole past is something that needs skill. Nobody could have done that one a whim. Maybe somebody has been plotting this." Naomi's eyes widened at the suggestion of her husband but Kakashi shook his head. "we got the results back 

from the test at the hospital. Now we know that Sasuke hasn't lost his memories, they were sealed away."

"sealed away?" Mori asked. Iruka nodded. Naomi gave a puzzled look. "sealing is like putting something in a cage and putting a lock on it. Different jutsu's or locks hold different keys so we need to find the original jutsu first. If we would start guessing it could take ages or could even seal Sasuke's memories even further away. There is a sea of keys and only one is the correct one."

"so if we don't fine the key, Sasuke won't remember anything?" Naomi asked. Iruka and Kakashi both shook their heads. "that's not true. Normally your theory is true. He wouldn't remember but yet, Sasuke has flashbacks and memories. This means the seal is slowly fading away, also a sign that this wasn't a strong jutsu and doesn't need to be from a real criminal or high ranked ninja." Kakashi said. Naomi and Mori nodded.

"then what do you mean that Suke doesn't want to remember?" Mori asked, getting back at the start of the conversation.

Iruka took a moment to think before he answered. "let's explain it like this. The old Sasuke with memories and everything is Sasuke, the current Sasuke is Suke. Inside Suke is a cage with Sasuke locked it in. Suke is unconsciously, yet aware of it, trying to find the key to that cage. Suke wants to remember, mostly because he knows it's hurting Naruto that he doesn't know anything about their past together.

But, Sasuke is desperately trying to keep the lock locked. I think it's because Sasuke remembers everything that happened and doesn't want to hurt Naruto anymore."

"hurt Naruto?" Naomi asked worried. Kakashi and Iruka gave each other a look. "I won't go into details, but Sasuke has hurt Naruto in the past. A lot, to be in fact. And not in one time, several times. Sasuke thinks that if he would come back he only would hurt Naruto. But Naruto has already forgiven him for everything that he did, the only one who isn't forgiven him is himself. It's complicated but Sasuke doesn't want to put his burdens and sins on Naruto. While Naruto wants to carry them together.

So Sasuke is trying to stop Suke from remembering, that explains why the most painful memories hurt so much. Sasuke is hiding himself because he thinks that he won't hurt Naruto this way, while it only hurts Naruto even more. Suke realizes this, Sasuke doesn't. That also explains why Suke is trying so hard to remember ever since he came here." Iruka finished.

"they must really love each other don't they?" Naomi said with a snicker. Mori gave a dumbfounded look, raising an eyebrow. Kakashi smiled. "Maa, you know what they say, gay parents raise gay kids."

OOOOOOOO

Sasuke let his eyes wander over his brother. He softly whispered his brother's name. Sasuke's eyes were stinging from the tears he desperately tries to hold back. He gently whispers Itachi's name. He gasps as the tears escape. A soft hand covers his eyes. "don't look if it hurts." Naruto whispers in his ear.

Naruto's heart stung. Maybe he made the wrong decision. Maybe Sasuke would lose his memories again and he would have to start all over again. Naruto regretted his actions. He shouldn't have told yet, he should have prepared first. He should have said it differently. But now it was already too late. "…I should have waited." He whispers. Sasuke takes a shaky breath. "The result would have been the same. Later or now."

Naruto feels Sasuke's eye lashes against the palm of his hand. He can feel Sasuke's tears slide through his fingers. He can feel the pain. Naruto's shakes his head and Sasuke can 

feel the blond hair move against the back of his neck. "…it…hurts, Naruto. It really does." He manages to whisper. Sasuke isn't trying to make Naruto feel even more guilty, the raven himself needs to let it go. The words even escape before he can realize it, that they're gone. Naruto remains silent, but Sasuke can feel Naruto's breath in his neck. Suddenly the breath hitches. "it hurts if you're hurt, Sasuke." Naruto whispers gently.

Sasuke's eyes widen. He slaps Naruto's hand away and turns around. Sasuke gives a sad smiled when he sees that Naruto is crying almost without sound. Tame tears, yet uncontrollable. Naruto's wipes away a tear from Sasuke's cheek, caressing it with his thumb. "I'm sorry." When Naruto closes his lips again, a tear rolls over it, ending up at the point of his chin before falling on his lap. Sasuke shakes his head. His sad smile remains. "It hurts, when you're hurt, …Naruto."

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T,T I was crying over my own chapter..sad huh? (-x-.);;

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