Hey guys! WARNING! I'm will be going on holiday till July the 20th! Please accept this fact that I won't update for a whole month because I'm going to Germany. Thank you.
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Sasuke's eyes widen. He slaps Naruto's hand away and turns around. Sasuke gives a sad smiled when he sees that Naruto is crying almost without sound. Tame tears, yet uncontrollable. Naruto's wipes away a tear from Sasuke's cheek, caressing it with his thumb. "I'm sorry." When Naruto closes his lips again, a tear rolls over it, ending up at the point of his chin before falling on his lap. Sasuke shakes his head. His sad smile remains. "It hurts, when you're hurt …Naruto."
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Naruto looks at the black orbs in front of him. There is a comfortable silence surrounding them and both boys just let it wash over them. Both have accepted it. Both of them don't know what, but somehow the tension that wasn't even there just washes away, being absorbed into the darkness that slowly vanishes into thin air. After a while, Sasuke takes a deep breath, starting to wipe away his dried tears. The blond in front of him follows his example and lets out a snicker. "We both look pretty pathetic right now, don't we?" Sasuke blinks, before he also gives in. "Two crying men on the ground. Yes, I can imagine that."
The men give each other a smile before Naruto stands up. "I think, we've worried the others long enough."
Sasuke gives a curt nod and follows Naruto till the door that separates the kitchen/dining room with the living room. Yet when Naruto is about to open the door, Sasuke stops. The blond, turns around, raising his eyebrow. "Uhm…" Sasuke looks down, clearly thinking about how to say it right. Naruto smiles and gives Sasuke's hand a squeeze. Sasuke meets his eyes, his mouth stays open for a moment, before it closes and his pink, perfect lips form a smile.
Naruto opens the door and he can hear the scarping of the chair going back. He sees Naomi standing up and running towards Sasuke. "Are you alright, Suke?" she asks concerned. Sasuke smiles at her. "I'm alright, please don't worry …mom."
Naomi cocked her head at the strange pause but nods anyway. She smiles at Naruto as thanks. Mori runs up to his son. Naruto smiles at the raven as he is being hugged by his 'father'. "What did you tell?" Naruto whispers to Kakashi who stood behind him. Kakashi leaned to Naruto. "Just about the seal. Don't worry, we asked if they wouldn't say anything. They understood." Naruto nods. Iruka gave him a concerned look. "And what did you tell Sasuke?"
Naruto gives Iruka a glance before he looks to the raven again. "The truth about his family. That's all." The blond narrowed his eyes. "He seems fine now, but I'm sure the blow will come later. When he fully realizes." Iruka sighs. "And what about the whole love thing?" Naruto frowned. "I don't want to tell him, I want him to remember." He whispers.
After everything calmed down, they made dinner and went to eat. After dinner Sasuke told everyone that he was tired, Naruto immediately agreeing with him. So Iruka helped putting Sasuke to bed.
Iruka closed the door behind him to the bedroom. "Sasuke's is asleep." He told Naomi, Mori and Kakashi. "Naruto stays by his side, just in case something happens." Naomi and Mori gave each other a relieved look. "Thank you, Iruka."
"I didn't do anything Naomi-san. You should thank Naruto. He has done the hard work." Iruka smiled. "Now, beside all that, is there anything I can help you with? If there is, please feel free to ask." Kakashi buried his famous book in his pocket. "It's late Iruka, let's go home."
Naomi and Mori guided the couple to the door, but before Iruka and Kakashi could turn away. Naomi stopped them. "Wait, there's actually one thing you could do for us…" Iruka and Kakashi raised their eyebrows.
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Naruto sighed. Sasuke was sleeping in front of him. The raven looked so peace full right now, but the blond knew that the raven was slowly turning into a wreck inside. Naruto touched Sasuke's forehead with his hand, gently stroking it, till he patted Sasuke's head. Naruto frowned. Sasuke still had his memories, good point. He knew about his past, bad point or good, it depends. He still didn't remember his past. He was told about it, he didn't know it himself. Bad.
Besides, Naruto hadn't told Sasuke everything. Only the Uchiha massacre and what Sasuke had discovered later on. That Sasuke had left, but that he came back. Nothing more. Not about the whole event with Orochimaru or that Sasuke even left twice after that. Not about their relationship. Just everything about Sasuke's family. Naruto rather didn't want to talk about Sasuke's past anymore. He rather wanted Sasuke to remember for himself.
Naruto glanced at the photo album, which now was lying on the desk. Sasuke told him, that he found it in the book case when he was searching for a good book. When he looked at the picture of his family, the flashback begun. Naruto sighed again. "I'm sorry." He whispered to Sasuke. Naruto snorted. It was the only thing he could do right now. Apologize over and over again. Till Sasuke became fed up with it and would leave him again. It always went like that.
"We really are pathetic, Sasuke." Naruto whispered. Then he slowly stood up and began to change into his pajamas. Or boxers in this case. He stepped into the bathroom unknown to him that two eyes where following his every move. When Naruto closed the door, Sasuke looked down to the ground. Then he rolled to his back, looking with a daze at the ceiling.
Somehow the news about his family didn't came like he thought it would. Yes, it felt horrible at first and it wasn't like he actually loved it or anything. It's just that, after a while he just felt calm again. The only thing he could do was accepting it and move on. It didn't hit him as hard as he thought it would. "Maybe it's because, deep down, I already knew…" the raven wondered out loud. It was the best explanation. For some reason it just felt like he already knew about it, had accepted it, but only forgot. Naruto reminded him that is was there. To Sasuke it felt more like Naruto had told him a date for something important, because Sasuke forgot, rather than Naruto telling him his past.
The raven let out a soft groan of frustration. 'Now that, that's out of the way, how can I remember the rest?' Sasuke looked at the photo album on the desk. That wouldn't work, would it? Since he had already looked at it. Sasuke closed his eyes in thought, silently listening to the sounds of the shower.
The raven could hear his own heartbeat. It was beating steady, soothing like a lullaby. "Sasuke?" the raven didn't open his eyes but let out a soft moan, to let the other know that he was awake and listening. "I'm sorry, did I wake you up?"
"Stop apologizing." The raven whispered. Naruto flinched at the words. It was already starting; even Suke was getting fed up with his words. Naruto frowned and lowered his glare to the ground. Apologize till they became fed up with him. And when they came back, just keep on apologizing, till they left him again. The blond gritted his teeth. He was the start for the vicious circle that he hated.
Sasuke looked at Naruto. "Don't look like that."
"I'm so-" Naruto cut of his apology, cursing under his breath for his own mistake. He looked up when the raven on the bed giggled. "Seriously, if you keep apologizing for nothing, it looks like you immediately take the guilt of everything on your own shoulders."
Naruto's eyes widened for a moment and he looked up to meet Sasuke's eyes. "Naruto, stop carrying this burden alone. I've got a pair of shoulders too, you know?"
Naruto was a loss for words. How many times hadn't he said that to Sasuke, worried that he blamed himself for everything? But Sasuke and he were even more alike than he realized. Sasuke didn't want to place his burdens on Naruto, since Naruto already was carrying burdens on his shoulders. Both didn't want to share their burdens because they both knew that the other would blame himself.
Sasuke blinked when Naruto didn't reply. "Naruto…?" had he said something wrong? Naruto snapped out of his daze, gazing at Sasuke who looked at him with a questioning, awaiting look. "Ah, never mind. Let's get some sleep." Sasuke followed Naruto as the blond crawled into bed next to him. Sasuke moved his eyes to the mattress when he noticed that he was looking at Naruto's muscles moving as the blond crawled over him. "Don't worry, I'm alright. Do everything on your own pace and tell me if something bothers you…please." Naruto gave him a goodnight kiss and then turned his back to Sasuke. His face facing the wall.
"…"
…Naruto's eyes snapped open as he suddenly realized what he had done. 'A goodnight kisses? A freaking good fucking night damned kiss?!' Naruto tried to look at Sasuke without moving but he couldn't. The blond held his breath normal, so it looked like he was trying to sleep. He could feel the body behind him all tensed up. Sasuke's breathing hitched a couple of times before it went back to normal. Naruto screamed in his mind. 'A kiss?! On his lips! God, why am I so stupid?!'
"…" he could feel Sasuke's eyes boring a hole in his back. 'I'm sleeping, I'm sleeping, I'm sleeping, I'm sleeping, I'm sleeping, I'm sleeping,' was the mantra that Naruto kept repeating in his head. After another tense moment of silence, Sasuke suddenly moved. Naruto could feel his back touching Sasuke's back. He let out a sigh of relief when he felt he comfortable warmth coming from Sasuke's body slowly surrounding his body. Good, Sasuke left it like that. 'Maybe it's because Sasuke thinks that we did this in the past and he doesn't want to hurt me…?' Naruto sweat dropped. 'He should realize that I always gave him a goodnight kiss. This time I just did it by accident. Unconsciously…'
Meanwhile, when Naruto was trying to get some sleep even while all those thoughts consumed his head, the raven wasn't getting any much sleep either. 'Oh my God! He kissed me! On my lips! Fully!' Sasuke felt the heat rise in his body. His hands moved, to let his fingertips touch his lips. The raven turned around and looked at the blond who was breathing evenly. 'Maybe we always did this…' Sasuke wondered and he turned his head back. His lips where tingling. He slowly closed his eyes. Naruto's lips where soft, almost like silk, no, even better than that.
But Sasuke frowned. He knew what a kiss was. People didn't do it to anyone. No, someone who was special to them only deserved their kisses. …Then again, Sasuke knew that Naruto was special for him and that it was the same the other way around. Sasuke covered his face with his hands. '…just what is it between us?' he whispered in his head.
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He let his hands touch the tan skin underneath him. The raven smirked when he drew a moan out of the boy underneath him. "does it feel good, Naruto?" The boy wanted to answer but only a whimpered moan could leave the cavern. So instead he nodded slowly.
The fire spreading hands continued their way down. The raven couldn't help himself when the blond tried to glare at him for acting so slow, but only came out as a lust full half lidded gaze on him. He lowered himself, so his lips touched the other pair in front of him. Immediately arms wrapped around him, desperately trying to deepen the loved kiss. Normally the blond would have put up a fight, but his pleasure ridden body just let the raven on top of him gain dominance, letting himself get lost in passion.
"Sasuke…" he managed to whisper. He could feel the other shiver at his needy beg. The raven placed kisses on his collarbone. "…Love you."
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Sasuke opened his eyes. He could feel the sweat dripping on his sleep and his expression was one filled with horror. The raven blinked another time, swallowed and then noticed his …problem. The raven looked down, actually sighing in relief, that he hadn't been too late and that …well… he still could take care of it. if he had been too late, he needed to wake Naruto up to clean up the bed. And he rather didn't want to explain his reason…
The raven glanced at Naruto, relived that the other men was still sleeping. Then he walked off to the bathroom. Carefully locking it. Naruto turned around as soon as he heard the lock. He yawned, grumbling because he had become awake from Sasuke going to the bathroom. Then he noticed that he needed to go the toilet and walked out of the bathroom, searching in the dark for the other bathroom. As Naruto had taken three second longer to reach the door and hadn't walked away immediately after closing it. He would've heard the groans, moans and pants coming from the bathroom. Being created by a very 'innocent' raven.
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(1)Please remember that before Sasuke lost his memories, he was the seme of the relationship. So in flashbacks and in memories of him and Naruto, he is the dominate one. Thank you.
WARNING! I'm will be going on holiday till July the 20th! Sorry about the short chapter, but I had a writer's block and it was either short or no chapter at all (...);;
Thanks for the reviews and I'll see you after the 20th of July! (don't know exactly when I'm going to update…)
