Thanks for being patient and I will reward you greatly! (with a kiss? With smut? With a memory? With realization of love? Find out! ;D)

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Sasuke panted, leaning against the wall of the shower. He looked at his hand, from which semen was dripping on the ground. The raven knew something was wrong. People didn't dream about having sex with their 'brother'. People didn't get horny form looking at a naked 'brother'. So when Sasuke snapped out of his lusted haze, the warmth leaving his body after the orgasm, he realized that he had been jerking off at Naruto.

Naruto, his 'brother'. Sasuke felt a slight hint of panic and started to wash his hand in the hope to ease his nervousness. 'But it had all begun with that dream…' the raven thought frustrated. 'why the hell was I dreaming like that?'

The raven looked at his soaked hands, before turning off the water and opened the door to the bed room. He let out a sigh of relief when he saw that Naruto was still in his bed, sound asleep. Sasuke started walking towards the bed, only to stop in the middle of the room. 'wait.' He said to himself. Was it normal to jump back in to bed with the person he just had been dreaming about? Sasuke felt the panic come back. He had just been jerking off, to Naruto for fucks sake! Something had to be wrong. Very wrong.

'maybe it was because of the kiss. That must be it! it must have been a trigger to my perverted thoughts……it must be…' the raven tried to convince himself, but somehow the words in his head were without any confidence.

Sasuke didn't remember, he just knew. It wasn't normal. His eyes shifted to the figure on the bed. But. There was s light possibility, that he had just been horny. Sasuke knew what masturbating was, but he didn't do it every week or something like that. Maybe he just needed to do it and since Naruto was around… Sasuke let his eyes fall on the closed one who where 'looking' in his direction. Naruto was handsome, Sasuke admitted that. 'that was it. I was all a coincidence.' The raven said to himself in a stern voice.

"…"

"does it feel good, Naruto?" The boy wanted to answer but only a whimpered moan could leave the cavern. So instead he nodded slowly.

Sasuke swallowed. It all had felt so real. 'would he really taste like that?' a tiny voice in the back of his mind said. Sasuke's eyes widened and he shook his head. No, he didn't just think that. Suddenly Naruto frowned in his sleep, murmured something and then turned around, his back now facing Sasuke. Sasuke let out his breath again. He realized that he had been standing in the middle of the room for 5 minutes and walked to the bed.

He let his weight rest on the mattress and looked at Naruto, wondering if he would wake up from him. His eyes flashed to the slightly parted lips and then to the blanket that covered the tan body. Sasuke swallowed. He had the feeling that if he would crawl in bed right now, that somehow Naruto would just know that he had been the center of fantasy from Sasuke. Sasuke could see the image of 

Naruto, his face filled with disgust as his eyes, filled with hate are fixed on his own. "I thought we we're brothers! You're disgusting. I want the old Sasuke back!"

The raven frowned. Would Naruto really do that? Sasuke almost got lost in thought again, when someone murmured his name, mingled with a muffled yawn. Sasuke looked down, to meet half lidded blue eyes. "what's wrong? You'll get cold, come back to bed." Sasuke cocked his head a little, and gave the puzzled blond a reassuring smile. "did I wake you? I'm sorry." Naruto shook his head and patted on the mattress beside him with his hand. Sasuke didn't hesitate and made himself comfortable on the bed. Naruto looked satisfied and the blond turned around again, his back once again facing Sasuke.

Sasuke sighed and turned around, his cold back touching the warm one. His head was a mess and he was sleepy. He would think about it tomorrow, the raven decided. He closed his eyes and snuggled more to Naruto, catching as much warmth as he could.

OOOOOOO

Naruto knew something was wrong. He could just feel it. Sasuke first had awoken next to him, Naruto admitted it, he had been watching a sleeping Sasuke, he had looked 2 seconds to Naruto before his head became red and he fell of the bed. At breakfast, he couldn't look him in the eyes, constantly avoiding Naruto's eyes. Which was a lot, since Naruto, he admitted it, was staring at the pretty boy.

Naruto thought that they had become closer now that they shared..a moment with each other. The hard part was done and Sasuke now knew what happened in his past, or rather the big lines of it. yet Naruto had the feeling that it would only become harder from now on. The blond ignored the voice in his head. 'I love you Sasuke. I love you. We were in a relationship. We had sex. You made me moan your name while you pounded m-' Naruto shook his head. He had to stay calm. If he lost his mind, everything would be ruined. After breakfast, Naruto and Sasuke decided to train, since nothing special was going to happen.

"what's wrong with you?" Naruto asked, while the raven rubbed his now bruised cheek. Sasuke looked down. "You're acting weird, did something happen?" Naruto kneeled in front of him, frowning when Sasuke still wouldn't meet his eyes. "…had a weird dream." Sasuke murmured, glancing at the sundown. "you avoided everything just fine, you're battling on my level. The whole day we had no problems and now suddenly you're unfocused. I don't think that comes from a bad dream." Naruto stood up again, sighing and reaching out his hand to Sasuke. "I just thought about it again and I lost my concentration."

"what was the dream about then?" Naruto pulled the raven up and briefly checked the bruise. "About your past? Did you have a memory?"

Sasuke frowned. What could he answer? Well, I had a wet dream and apparently you are the fixation of my fantasies. By the way, did you know you're pretty hot naked? The raven already blushed at the thought, and he quickly let go of Naruto's hand. "I don't know. It was just weird."

Naruto nodded, letting go of the subject. He saw that the raven obvious was bothered by it and didn't wanted to talk about it yet. "Let's get home, I bet they're getting worried."



The raven simply nodded and they started to walk of the training fields, leaving a destructed view behind. The training field always ended up being destroyed whenever Sasuke and Naruto went to train or spar. This time was no difference. Naruto had been glad that he could go all out again, without being afraid that he might kill Sasuke. The raven hadn't changed a thing went it came to fighting and as soon as a kunai flew in his direction, Sasuke had been focused a like his old self.

Naruto actually wanted the fight to last longer, so he could just watch the old Sasuke trying to kick him. But of course, being human had his downsides and after their first match, they both were already exhausted. Naruto had won, which was very rare and it drew him back to reality. The raven, instead of smirking and looking down on a pouting Naruto. It was now the other way around. Sasuke had been hugging his knees, looking away with a pout on his face.

Naruto sighed, disappointed that he had been roughly shaken from his dream. The thought didn't last long though, Sasuke asked for another round, claiming that he would surely win this time. It made the blond think of his younger self. But now it felt like the tables had turned. Everything had turned upside down. Everything was different now.

"do you remember being attacked at the time that you lost your memories?"

Sasuke looked up, a little bit surprised at the question since it had been silent. "No, it's all a blank page to me. The last thing that I remember was waking up. But where did that question come from?" Sasuke tilted his head to one side and folded his hand behind his back.

"nothing, just wandering about something."

"what about?" Sasuke asked, curious what the blond was thinking about. Naruto frowned. "I don't know, a little bit of everything I guess."

"do you hope to find the one who did this to me?"

"Yes, among others." Naruto answered, a small smile directed at Sasuke. The raven felt the heat rise in his face. He was happy that Naruto was concerned about him and actually wanted to get his revenge, but…

"You want the catch the guy who did this, so you can ask how to return it, …ne, Naruto?" Sasuke knew that the question would hurt Naruto, but he had to know.

"At first, yes." Naruto said after a moment of silence. He knew that the question was coming and he didn't even flinch. He had to chose his words carefully though, not to hurt the raven. "But, I noticed that I love being with you then as with the old Sasuke. So don't worry. I do want to get the guy who did this though."

"and what if it's just a simple amnesia because of blood loss or something?"

Naruto shrugged. "then I just have to accept you for who you are. Nothing I can do about it, Sasuke."

"Oh, so you don't want me? You don't want to accept me for who I am?" Sasuke half shouted, shocked by the lazy reply.



"No, that's not what I meant, I just mean that I accept you no matter what." Naruto quickly said, afraid that he only would enrage Sasuke even further. Sasuke still looked a little unconvinced, his frown still firm in place. "Look, Sasuke, forgive me…it's not every day that my best friend and lov-..rival loses all his memories. I've got a lot on my mind, okay?" the blond let out a relieved sigh as his mistake went unnoticed.

Sasuke snorted and crossed his arms. "fine, but remember that you should talk to me if it's get serious okay?" he murmured in a fake pout. Naruto smiled, ruffling through Sasuke's hair. "same to you Uchiha."

Sasuke looked away. "t-that was something else…" Just when Naruto wanted to ask what he had said, Sasuke pointed to someone. "Isn't that Sakura?" Naruto looked up following where Sasuke's finger was pointing at. The pink haired girl wasn't hard to find. "let's go to her! We haven't seen each other in days!"

Before Naruto could say anything, Sasuke already ran to Sakura. Naruto raised an eyebrow, suspecting that Sasuke just had use Sakura to change the subject. But the blond didn't mind. One wrong word and he had gotten into a fight with Sasuke…

"Sakura!" Sasuke shouted, waving his hand like a kid and with an innocent smile on his face. Naruto almost gagged as the girl pulled the raven in a hug. "Sasuke!" she gave Naruto a wink, and the blond couldn't help but smile. "How's it going? I haven't seen you in days." She cheered. Sasuke freed himself out of Sakura's arms. "it's going fine, thanks Sakura. And you? Any difficult patients? Did Lee bother you again at work?"

"No, …well, I must confess. There's this old guy who needed to be operated. Now, everything up till that was fine, but then Lee came into the room starting-" Sakura raised her eyebrows when Naruto looked at Sasuke in utter shock. "what's wrong Naruto?"

Naruto grabbed the raven by his shoulder and pulled him to him so he could look directly into the raven's eyes. "How did you know that Lee always bothers Sakura at her work?" Sakura looked confused and looked from Naruto to Sasuke. "didn't you hear from Lee or something? Maybe h heard it from someone." She said hesitantly.

Naruto shook his head. "Sasuke was with me all the time. It was never mentioned." He set his eyes on the thinking raven again. "so how did you know?"

"…I don't know. I just knew that Lee always visits Sakura when she does her check-ups on the patients." Suddenly realization hit him and his eyes stared in disbelief at those from Naruto. "I remembered! I just knew! I knew!" Sasuke yelled and he started to jump around, throwing his hands in the air. "Yes!"

Sakura and Naruto started to laugh, when the raven had calmed down Naruto smiled. "do you remember something else?" Sasuke seemed ready to say something, his mouth open to answer the blond. "…" the raven closed his mouth, frowning. "no. That's it. …But why do I remember something that's so insignificant? It doesn't seem important to me…"



Sakura and Naruto looked each other before they focused on Sasuke again. "maybe it was so natural that you just happened to remember it. just because it was insignificant, it was easy to remember." Sakura comforted him. "don't worry. Everything will come back, but on their time, not on yours."

"and what if they don't come back?" Sasuke asked with a hint of being unsure in his voice. Sakura smiled. "it won't matter Sasuke. You are you and there won't be nothing we can do about it. nothing will change, I swear."

Sasuke smiled as Sakura pated his shoulder. The raven seemed to be satisfied with the answer and smiled back. Naruto didn't get it. what Sakura had said, was exactly the same as him, yet his words weren't accepted and those of Sakura went in as pure chocolate… Naruto didn't know if this Sasuke also liked pure chocolate, but It didn't matter anyway…

The three of them went to the park and talked about their last days. Sasuke and Naruto kept quiet about the whole …emotional drama that had been in the Uchiha mansion. Somehow either of them understood that neither wanted to talk about it with Sakura. Naruto was relieved that his was going to stay their secret. Sakura was a good girl, but she could overreact like there was no tomorrow.

"Well, it's getting late and I really should be going now. I will see you around, okay?" Sakura said, giving Sasuke one last hug. Naruto and Sasuke said their goodbyes and they started to walk home. "I hope I will remember more things!" the raven said, smiling, his eyes as dark as the night sky they were watching.

"yeah, I hope so."

Naruto looked at a couple passing by –they were holding hands- and felt something sting as the couple laughed. Sasuke watched Naruto looking away, not meeting his eyes. "…you know…" he slowly started. The blond almost didn't hear the whisper and he looked at Sasuke. " …I h-hope I'll…I also will remember lot…lots of memories of u-us. T-Together. …Laughing like t-them."

Sasuke face was flushed, the tips of his ear just the same color. His fingers were nervously entangled as he twisted his thumbs around each other. Naruto couldn't help but smile at the dark angel standing beside him. He let his hand ruffle the black hair. "thanks." Sasuke blinked, giving the smiling blond a look of surprise before he looked away again. "…your w-welcome." He murmured softly.

OOOOOOO (please keep a bag near you, you might want to gag…)(1)

Sakura sighed dramatically as she looked at the red rose in her hand. Her evening gown, was white with just a hint of pink in it. she stood before the fountain in the park. She looked jealously to the couple surrounding her. A lot of men tried to make her come with them, but no matter how many money or luck they offered, Sakura turned the handsome men down, one by one. Still clutching to the rose, she looked into the water to meet her own beautiful face in the reflection of the water surface.

Whispers circled around the pink haired beauty, as she could feel the jealous stares into her back. Yet she didn't care about everything as she waited for the secret admirer to show up. It had all started with poems and letters. For a Oscar winning actress as Sakura this should be normal, but somehow 

she was captivated by the letters and poems she got from the mysterious "Sasuke". One day she received the letter with the question if she wanted to meet.

"carry this red rose and meet me at the public fountain in the park near your house. I'll arrive when you long for me the most."

Of course, Sakura realized that this could be a prank from the press, or just a faker. But she couldn't help but wondering who this Sasuke would be. How old was he? How did he look? What did he do? Sakura didn't knew the answers as she couldn't reply to the letters with no address attached.

"Sakura?" a smooth, deep manly voice asked. Sakura could hear the hesitation in his voice. Slowly -it almost felt like slow motion- she turned around, her eyes growing wider as she looked at the man behind her.

This man –more like a god- was even more handsome then she had imagined. His hair was blacker then the night sky. Two bangs of silk black adored the features on his face. His hair in the back spiked up giving him a stern yet relaxing aura. His black eyes seemed like endless pools of black, making the green eyes drown in them. His waist was small but his strong shoulders and lean built made up for that. The tiniest amount of pink dusted on his cheeks, trying to be hidden by the pale skin that almost seemed like cream, waiting to be touched. The black suit contrasted with the skin but melted with the hair and eyes.

Sakura realized she had been staring and looked o the ground embarrassed. "you're even more beautiful in real life, Sakura." Said girl wanted to hear him say her name again, it was like being lifted from the ground. Gently he grabbed her hand and her eyes hot with surprise to their entangled fingers. He made a light bow and smiled. "now, let us go."

The dinner had been fantastic and Sakura couldn't help but to look jealously at all the woman that ogled Sasuke. But just at those moments Sasuke seemed to realize what was happening and let those woman know that he was with Sakura, by touching her on her arm or holding her hand. The food had been delicious and Sasuke was the perfect gentleman. Sakura could feel the spark between them and hoped desperately that Sasuke also kept thinking that way. Hoping that he wasn't disappointed now he had met her in real life. Now the handsome and perfect couple was walking in the same park that Sakura had been waiting.

Sakura sighed disappointed when she could see the fountain already. As she could see her reflection in the water once again, she closed her eyes as she thought of what to say. She flinched slightly when a arm wrapped around her waist. "till we meet again, Sakura." The pink haired actress shivered at the whisper in her ear. Then cold enfolded her again and Sasuke was gone. Disappointed she walked home, already longing to meet the man when she found a new letter between the mail. From Sasuke.

OOOOOOO

Sasuke shivered. "are you cold?" Naruto asked, worried when Sasuke hugged himself. "no, I'm fine. Just had a creepy feeling. Like a pervert is watching me or something." The raven looked around, but Naruto snickered. "don't worry, when it comes to that point, I'll protect you!" he said, beating on his own chest. Sasuke snorted. "like I need any of your help. I would only get worse when that happens."



The blond put on a fake pout, but snickered. "well then Sasuke, why don't you go out tomorrow on your own? I think you'll be fine from now on…"

Sasuke looked up from his book, a hint of fear in his eyes. The look of disbelief made Naruto wonder if Sasuke realized, that one moment he looked entirely like Sasuke –as if nothing happened- then the other moment complete like Suke –acting all innocent and all.

"what?" The raven whispered slowly. Naruto crawled on the bed on all fours. "what? I need to go with you? Like a child needs his mother?" the blond teased, gasping dramatically. Sasuke pouted. "meanie." He murmured. "do we need to hold hands, because little Sasuke can't survive without me?" the blond poked Sasuke's hand which didn't hold the book. Just like Naruto expected, Sasuke pulled his hand back, holding it protectively in front of his chest. Sasuke looked away, his book in front of his flushed face.

Naruto tilted his head to one side, his eyes narrowing playfully. "what?" he asked, wondering why Sasuke looked like that. The raven suddenly frowned and looked into his eyes. "yes." He stated. "I want Naruto be with me." The confidence with which the raven started slowly slipped away. Sasuke seemed to realize what he was saying so he avoided the surprised blue eyes. "I want to hold hands…"

Naruto's mouth, went open a little bit, his lips suddenly very dry. He could only swallow as he took the scene in before him/ a blushing Sasuke, looking back and forth between him and the floor. His hand clutched his nightshirt, making it very easy to see the raven breath, Naruto could even see the contours of the nipples. Sasuke had one of his legs bent at the knee almost against his chest. While the other also was bent at the knee, it lay on the mattress, giving full view of the black boxers the boy was wearing. If Naruto just leaned in right, he could look into the pipes of the boxers…

Naruto shook his head, as he tempted to reach out his hand. He groaned inwards, scolding himself for almost giving in. he wasn't going to touch this bundle of innocence with his dirty hands! He wasn't . Sasuke fidgeted under Naruto's gaze –Naruto could look right?- and placed the book on the nightstand. "w-well, let's go to sleep. Forget what I said."

Before Naruto could even blink, Sasuke was under the covers and made himself comfortable. "goodnight, Sasuke." The blond murmured, getting under the blankets himself. Sasuke looked behind him, so catch a glimpse of Naruto's back and hair. Then he crept into the blankets and went to sleep.

Sasuke couldn't sleep. He stared at the wall in front of him, wide awake. Somehow he couldn't get sleepy after Naruto had said good night.

The raven let a disappointed sigh escape. Wait. Sasuke frowned, -why disappointed?- had he been waiting for something? 'it can't be …' he whisper without a single breath. Had he –who desperately tried to convince himself that he didn't had a wet dream involving Naruto- been waiting for the goodnight kiss, unconsciously…? Sasuke tensed, suddenly becoming aware, that indeed, he had waited for the kiss.

Suddenly the bed shifted and Sasuke froze. He looked to the moving Naruto, wondering why the man didn't stop moving. "Sasuke?" as soon as the whisper left Naruto's mouth, Sasuke closed his eyes. Pretending to be asleep.



The raven later praised himself that he was able to keep his eyes closed and not even let his breath hitch. He could feel Naruto shift and then the warm breath spreading over his face. Naruto was sprawled over Sasuke, keeping him captured underneath his body without touching Sasuke's. they stayed for a moment like that. Naruto didn't move, he tensed though when Sasuke felt his shoulder becoming stiff from tensing up on his side. So he decided to lay on his back. He could feel –rather than hear- Naruto's breathing stop for a moment as he moved.

Suddenly, soft gentle lips pressed on his own. If he had been asleep he wouldn't have awoken b the feather like touch. It had been a second, no more, before Naruto pulled away again. "good night." Was being whispered against his lips and the raven could feel a tingly feeling go down his spine. Suppressing a shudder, Sasuke could feel Naruto's hair tickle his forehead, and then the warmth disappeared. As if it never had happened, Naruto lay down on his side again.

Sasuke could hardly believe that his heart was pounding so hard. Was it possible to beat like crazy without letting Naruto hear? The heat in Sasuke's face rose and he still couldn't believe that he actually fell asleep ten minutes later…

OOOOOOO

"Sasuke, you pervert!" Naruto laughed as he grabbed Sasuke's hands. The blond pouted, smiling as a small snicker escaped his lips. Naruto laid on his back on the soft carpet, Sasuke pinning him underneath him. "I always lose in a tickle fight!" the blond sulked. Sasuke snorted. He freed his hands from Naruto's grip.

"that's because you're so sensitive…" Sasuke whispered as he closed the distance between their mouths. Naruto snickered. "pervert." "…whatever." "so, you're not denying it?" Naruto teased, his head cocked to one side. Sasuke rolled his eyes. Their fell a moment of silence, as the two just looked each other, getting lost in each other's eyes.

"kiss me, Sasuke." Naruto suddenly whispered, wrapping his arms around Sasuke's neck. Sasuke obeyed. Slowly he let himself lower till his lips touched Naruto's.

"Tell me you love me, Sasuke." Naruto asked, no, begged. Sasuke lowered himself completely on Naruto, as the blond let his head fall onto Sasuke's shoulder. The grip tightened and Sasuke, returned the hug. "I love you Naruto."

"Never forget me, okay? Never forget this moment. Never forget."

"I won't."

"…promise."

Sasuke raised an eyebrow, looking at Naruto with a question in his eyes, silently asking for an explanation. Naruto's hands moved, from his neck o his shoulder blades, to his neck going up till they cupped his face. Sasuke understood. "I won't forget, I promise."

OOOOOOO

Sasuke woke up with a scream, as his heart almost seemed to come out of his chest. His sight was clouded, and Sasuke's mind registered only two things before Sasuke passed out. Shocked, worried 

blue eyes, digging deep into his soul and tears falling down from his cheek on the blanket. Then the world turned black as Sasuke's last words drifted through his head. 'what the fuck…?'

OOOOOOO

(1)Can you see I hate Sakura? No? Well then I tell you; I hate her. Still, her dream became so big because it was such an easy scene to write…. But, I don't like the pink haired girl. Bleh.

Next update is going to be on the 27th or next week. Do you people realize that this is the biggest chapter up till now? O.o …Wow. Just wow.

Thanks you so much for all the reviews and messages and it's good to be back! Don't own, btw...Oxo