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Chapter 7- I'll Never Be Forgiven
Quil's POV-
"Do you guys need help with anything?" I asked Leah and Emily as the cashier filled up even more bags of girl stuff with them.
"Do you need me to carry any of your bags?" I asked as they still didn't look my way. I knew they were mad at me. I was mad at myself. I should have never 'helped' Kitty with her parts. (At the party)The girl was trying out for Juliet and asked if I could 'help' her with her lines. Next thing I know she's staring into my eyes and whispering some weird shit.
At first I didn't know what the hell happened and then she told me to kiss her. What this chick on crack? I'm with Bells, I can't kiss her. Yet my feet brought me forward and my mouth turned up in a smile. What the hell? Then I grabbed her in my arms and fucking kissed her! What's wrong with me?
My mind was yelling to push her the hell away yet I couldn't. I pulled back and was still smiling at her. I tried to frown but that wouldn't happen either. I kissed her again and then pulled apart.
"You're my pet now." She said staring into my eyes. "I control you, your actions, and your words. Your thoughts are only free, which won't be a problem. You're my puppet and I need a good one. People were starting to think I was weird, with not having any friends, its sad that the only ones you get….you eat." She had this wacked up smile on her face.
Whoa, whoa, whoa, wait. Did she say eat? Who the hell is she eating? I'm confused.
"I will be your puppet, my darling." I said. Where did that come from? Great. This is perfect.
"Good, now we will-" she was interrupted by Billy.
"Hey, guys, the foods ready!" he shouted over to us.
"Thanks Billy!" I yelled back. Alright I meant to say that.
Billy nodded and headed around back. Kitty turned back to me.
"Crap, I slipped up. I let you talk. Now I'm controlling you, say anything about this and I'll break Isabella." She threatened. All I did was nod.
(Now back to today)
So here I am gaining back trust from the group and to make sure Bella is still alive. Kitty let my control go because I kept saying that she killed Bella so now I'm here to prove it. Kitty said that if I say anything about what she's doing than Bella's life is still at stake, so I'm not gonna try anything.
Emily looked up at me and said no thank you, while Leah is still mumbling shit that I'm still here. I said okay and walked away.
I found Jared and Embry and started talking to them.
Only that didn't last very long since they seemed as if no longer interested in me anymore and walked away. I figured that would happen. After the big thing with Bella, Leah and Emily found out about how I kissed Kitty. I guess one of Emily's family members ratted me out. I deserve it though. Damn I sound like such a pitiful son of a bitch.
This wasn't me and I knew it, I would act like this. It's so screwed up though. Some people just need to take a chill pill and right now I wish I had a pack of 'em. I can't do anything to Kitty because if she hurts Bella, well than its just all over. And it's not like Bella can protect herself against a Vampire! She's just a simple human.
This sucks. Well at least I'll get to see if Bella's okay, right?
I meant back up with Embry and Jared and trailed behind them with nothing better to do. Soon Collin and Brady joined along and Seth added on too. The six of us walked around for a bit before Emily and Leah ran up to Jared and Embry and grabbed their arms. The pulled them over into a store with the rest of us following on pursuit. Emily was babbling on to Jared as she pulled us throughout the store until suddenly everyone stopped.
"See, doesn't that look exactly like her?" asked Emily.
"No, that bitch is like 6 feet tall without the heels she is wearing. And Bella would never where that. Emily your just upset, I get that-" Jared told Emily when Leah cut him off.
"Jare, babe, that is my sis. I know what I'm seeing." Leah said.
And of course were standing in the clothes rack of the store next to where she is so we don't "attract attention". Yeah right.
"Well there's only one way to find out." Says Jared as he starts his way over to the Bella look-a-like. Emily and Leah right behind with the rest of us following as usual.
The girl turned her face slightly as if looking off into the court-yard. That's when almost every one gasped. It was Bella. Either that or this girl and totally impersonate people.
She then turned fully around. Yupe it is Bella.
Leah practically jumped Bella, hugging her so tight she could barely breathe.
"Bella!" yelled Leah.
"Where have you been!" asked Emily who swayed back a bit studying Bella very carefully.
"Yeah we haven't seen you in like forever!" said Jared.
"You've been gone for awhile, we thought you left." Explained Collin signaling to himself and Brady.
"What happened?" asked Embry.
Her eyes trailed to behind our crowd to Seth where he looked at her with remorse.
"Seth what's wrong?" She asked.
"He thought you left because you hated him." Stated Brady.
"Oh no it's just something that came up." said Bella and transferred her gaze to mine. I could see the hurt, sorrow, and hate in her eyes. My legs suddenly felt weak.
"What are you doing here Quil." It didn't sound like a question, more of an invitation for me to get the hell out of here. I knew how she must feel though, so I didn't want to make anything worse.
"He came to apologize." Said Embry. Thanks Dude, someone wants to help.
"I didn't want him to come." Hissed Leah. Thanks bitch, someone needs to shove it.
She ignored both of them though and stalked towards Me. Her nose crinkled in disgust. Did I spell bad?
"Why would you do that to me?" She asked.
"It's complicated, you wouldn't understand. I didn't mean to. I was forced." I said and stood strong. I knew what I had done was horrible, but I can't change the past.
"The smile on your face didn't seem forced at all." She replied.
"I'm sorry, it wasn't like me. If you don't believe me than fine but I'm stating the truth." I then looked away un able to keep her gaze any longer.
She took a few steps back and looked to Leah than over at the CD shop.
"Could you guys wait here? Just like sit on the benches for a sec, I have to talk to someone."She asked.
Leah and Emily nodded and we all sat down around a Tree planted in the middle of the square.
I noticed everyone watching where Bella was going as she walked in the CD shop. A few minutes passed and the group was discussing if anyone thought she left. Seth said to give her a few more minutes and sure enough Sam came out of the shop with Bella and then Jacob trailing behind her.
Emily's eyes widened as she had been worried before about how Jacob didn't return home last night.
All of a sudden Jacob and Bella stopped and spoke to each other. Sam sat down and greeted us, carrying on a conversation about the crazy hours he's been working so he can't stop by to hang out. Everyone's attention was mostly on Bella though. Especially when Jacob bent down to kiss her full on.
"When did they start going out!" Emily excitedly asked Sam. I didn't want to know the answer. I knew my face held my emotions. And I really didn't care. This was too big. Jacob was always the best friend. He was never supposed to get that close! My hands were trembling and I quickly stuffed them in my pockets so no one noticed.
That's when they stood in front of us and Sam started up yet another conversation. After a few minutes Bella sat down and ended up taking off her jacket. Which seemed kind of crazy since it wasn't that hot of a day.
Emily suddenly pulled me out of my thoughts when she gasped and yelled –
"Bella! You have a tattoo!"
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Yeah I know, who wants to hear the same shit from last chapter, but I wanted everyone to hear from Quil's side. Long ass update but what ev. I wont quit on any of my stories. Unless suddenly everyone hates them and they suck horribly. :3 but I don't quite think that's the case, so I shall continue! Please review cause I'm kinda ify right now on how im going to continue the other chapters here. Thanks!
~Kbaby
